Chapter 50: It turns out that everything is a dream, but the dream wakes up too early.
An Ruoxi woke up in a real hospital this time, and she couldn't open her eyes with difficulty before she could see everything in front of her clearly, when she heard her mother Gong Jiahua crying beside her.
"If there are any three longs and two shorts in our family, I will find him to pay for his life. What kind of postdoc, if you don't agree with a word, you will smash people with a cup, is this what people do? Our family Ruoxi's head was already injured, what if she was smashed again? β
An Ruoxi was a little puzzled when she heard her mother crying like this, she opened her eyes vigorously and called Mom.
"Mom, where am I?"
Gong Jiahua heard his daughter's voice, hurriedly ran to the hospital bed, touched his face and touched his head and asked, "Ruoxi, are you okay, do you want to vomit?" β
"I don't want to throw up, I'm just a little hungry." An Ruoxi looked around, she wanted to see Ji Moyu's figure, but unfortunately he was not there.
Maybe after she was knocked unconscious by that Qinghe school girl, he was scolded by her mother.
The last time she was hit by a ball, her mother was verbose for a long time, and now she was knocked out by a stick, so it's no wonder that her mother isn't crazy.
An Ruoxi thought about it like this and subconsciously touched her head, this time she was really wrapped in gauze, but it was conceivable that the image was a little embarrassed.
"Mom, how long have I been dizzy?"
"You've been dizzy for a day and a night!" Gong Aihua was still crying, "You scared your mother to death, your mother will never force you to go on a blind date this time, never force a blind date again, it's all your mother's fault!" β
Blind date?
An Ruoxi was shocked, she realized that something was wrong, her mother's appearance was not when she went to her grandmother's house to harvest grain, but the appearance of letting her go on a blind date with the doctor ten years later.
No way!
She's back?
What about Ji Moyu, what about Ji Moyu who she chased back at the age of eighteen?
Is it just a dream?
This dream is too cruel, when she is the happiest and happiest, this dream wakes up!
What the?
However, if this is a dream, then this dream is too real, she can still feel the temperature of Ji Moyu's fingertips when he held her hand for the last time, as well as the corners of his flying clothes, and the faint fragrance of his body wafting in the wind.
Are these dreams?
An Ruoxi looked at her hands and touched her face, she couldn't believe this fact.
Joy is also sadness, how happy she is when she was eighteen years old, how sad she is now.
What's even more infuriating is that she can't tell anyone about her sadness.
Even if you tell someone, no one will believe you.
"I was eighteen years old again in the night of the day I fainted, and I stayed for eighteen days during that time, chasing the male god of my dreams."
Who would believe it?
"Ruoxi, are you okay?" Gong Aihua stepped forward and grabbed An Ruoxi's hand, and said with tears in her eyes, "Don't scare your mother, okay, your mother has been scared by you once, did you tell your mother that you forgot something this time?" β
"I'd like to forget." An Ruoxi sighed and lay back on the bed a little helplessly.
This is a man who looks like a doctor and a few nurses walking in with a lot of nurses.
"The patient in bed 306 is awake?" He asked.
Gong Aihua wiped her tears and gave the doctor a way, and introduced, "As soon as I woke up, I said that I was hungry and asked myself how long I had been dizzy, but after a while, she began to look at her hands and touch her face, doctor, is my daughter stupid?" β
The doctor didn't speak, walked up to An Ruoxi, picked up a small flashlight and shone it into her pupils.
An Ruoxi hurriedly dodged.
"Still dizzy?" The doctor patiently asked An Ruoxi.
"It's not dizzy and it doesn't hurt." An Ruoxi asked the doctor, "Doctor, let me ask you, am I dead this day and night?" β
"What a stupid thing to say?" The doctor actually smiled, "Your condition has been very good this day and night, especially the abnormal activity of the brain, judging from the bands of the electroencephalogram, you seem to have been dreaming." β
"Yes, I had a very bizarre dream, but now I woke up." An Ruoxi shrugged helplessly, after tomorrow she will be an ordinary employee in the city archives, commuting by bus every day, accompanied by a pile of lifeless documents and archives.
It's loveless!
"Can you tell me about your dreams?" The doctor asked.
"There's nothing to say, it's just a dream about being eighteen."
"Do you remember anything?" Gong Aihua suddenly interjected and asked.
An Ruoxi looked at her mother puzzled, what did she remember something, did she forget something?
"That's right." The doctor explained to An Ruoxi, "Nine years ago, you had a brief amnesia in your brain after hitting your head on the car door when you were in the car, and you were also in our hospital at that time......
"Is there such a thing?" An Ruoxi sat up straight and hurriedly asked the doctor, why didn't she know about the fact that she broke her head nine years ago?
Still hitting the car door, her head is really enough to suffer.
"But why don't I remember?" She asked the doctor.
"That's the after-effects," the doctor explained, "and your temporary amnesia lasts for a long time, which means that you keep forgetting things while you're recovering, including hitting your head through the car door." β
An Ruoxi has heard of this disease, and there are serious patients who will wake up and not remember what happened yesterday, or even remember anything, and they don't remember what their name is or who their family members are.
But she wasn't like that, she even remembered wetting the bed when she was a child.
I also remember her elementary school, junior high school, and high school, but I don't remember it so clearly.
But who can remember all the daily things in elementary school, junior high school, and high school.
But now the doctor says she has temporary amnesia, which should not be a lie. She must have forgotten something.
Could it be that he forgot Ji Moyu?
Does she think that these things about her return to the age of eighteen are nothing more than her brain repairing her memories, slowly repairing the memories of her eighteen-year-old with a twenty-eight-year-old her?
So, that's all true!
The reason why she has no impression of Ji Moyu is not that she has no intersection with him, but that she has forgotten all her memories of him.
But what about the memories that follow?
"Doctor, when did I get hit on the head by the car door?" An Ruoxi asked.
"Nine years ago in June, I remember that you seemed to have just finished the college entrance examination." The doctor looked at An Ruoxi's mother when he said this, "At that time, your mother cried even more than now, saying that you finally passed the college entrance examination, but you broke your brain." β
It was indeed her mother's style of speaking.
It seems that she was hit on the head with a cup by a blind date man this time, which only helped her recover her memory for less than a month, and from October 3rd to June of the following year, her memory was still blank.
No wonder she doesn't remember how she survived her junior year of high school, she still thinks that she is stupid to read, and she only knows how to study every day.
However, whether the memory she recovered is her real memory still needs to be verified, what if she joined her fantasies about Ji Moyu over the years when her brain was repaired?
After entering the WeChat group, she was indeed always beating Ji Moyu's idea.
After two days of observation in the hospital, An Ruoxi was discharged.
On the day she was discharged from the hospital, her friend Huang Ling came from the town to visit her.
"Why did you get hit on the head again?" Huang Ling looked at An Ruoxi's forehead wound very nerve-wracking, "I think you have always been unable to get along with your head all these years, when you went to school, you were smashed by Ji Moyu's basketball, and then you hit the car door again, and you will be hit on the head with a cup on a blind date, did your head offend you?" β
"When I was in school, I was hit by Ji Moyu with a basketball?" If that's the case, then there's nothing wrong with the memories she's repaired.
"That's right, later you asked him to take you to and from school, and asked him to invite you to eat and watch a movie, and I also got a little light at that time."
"Eating and watching movies was I who threatened Ji Moyu?" If so, it's still a bit of a discrepancy.
"yes."
An Ruoxi hurriedly asked, "Then did I call on the girls in the school to help Grandma Weng pick oranges?" β
"Picking oranges, what kind of oranges?" Huang Ling didn't seem to remember.
An Ruoxi felt that this part might be a scene she added in the process of reminiscing.
If it is her artificially added drama, then it is difficult to say whether she and Ji Moyu are in love.
You'll have to find some evidence.
"Huang Ling, can you accompany me back home."
"Isn't this at your house?" Huang Ling said and pointed to An Ruoxi's room.
Yes, now An Ruoxi and her parents live in a two-bedroom house in the city, which was bought by An Ruoxi's father when his family raised funds to build a house.
Three years ago, An Ruoxi was hired to work in the Municipal Archives after graduating from graduate school, and she never went back to the old house in Qinggang Town.
However, An Ruoxi's old house in Qinggang Town has always been there, and their family has no intention of buying it, so it must be more comfortable to live in than a high-rise building.
An Ruoxi's parents are going to go back to their hometown after retirement, so the things in the old house have not been moved, and they still remain the same.
An Ruoxi went back to see her secret base, and wanted to know if there would be a photo of her and Ji Moyu in that place.
"I'm talking about the old house in Qinggang Town," An Ruoxi said to Huang Ling seriously, "I want to know if I fell in love with Ji Moyu when I was in high school." β
When Huang Ling heard this, the melons in her hands fell.
The next day, An Ruoxi took Huang Ling back to the end street of Qinggang Town, after going to college, An Ruoxi rarely went home, and occasionally came back only to live in this house for two or three days, and she was either on the way to work or working during the summer and winter vacations.
One thing, Guo Mier is right to Ye Zimeng, her family is really poor, especially after raising funds to buy a house in the city, their family has a harder time.
An Ruoxi also works part-time to supplement the family.
The two of them took 101 to the end street, and soon they walked to An Ruoxi's house.
"Your family is fine, your parents will come back twice a year to repair it." Huang Ling sighed, "Look at the grandmother's house of the Weng family, the house has been empty for so many years, and grass has grown on the courtyard wall. β
An Ruoxi heard Huang Ling say this, and looked up at the house of the Weng family's grandmother, the Weng family's grandmother moved out of Qinggang Town in the year of her college entrance examination, nine years ago, the high wall is indeed overgrown with thatch, and the three-story small building is also extremely depressed.
She thought that the cactus at the gate of the courtyard must have died a long time ago.
It is better to die, lest she make a move.
An Ruoxi took out the key and opened the door, and when she opened the door, she subconsciously looked at the bottom of the steps, the green onion pots planted by her mother had long been gone, and now there were some old bricks piled up in that place.
She pushed open the door and entered, the floor of the room was covered with dust, and the furniture and utensils were covered with some old cloth and unwanted sheets, and the layout was somewhat strange.
She glanced at the couch in the living room as she went upstairs.
In her memories before waking up, she and Ji Moyu had confirmed their relationship on this sofa.
He said he liked her, he liked her when he was very young, I don't know if it's true.
We'll find out in a minute! Thinking so, she walked up the stairs a little faster.
Huang Ling hurriedly followed.
When she arrived at her room, she asked Huang Ling to help move the bed, and then used her memory to snap open a movable brick on the wall, revealing a small space inside.
"What is this?" Huang Ling asked.
"The safe I made was used to put the New Year's money when I was a child, and then I put some things that I didn't want my mother to see." An Ruoxi said as she reached out and took out a small cloth bag from the hole.
She took out a small cloth bag, and her mood became excited for no reason, what could it be inside, is there a photo?
"You can open it for me!" An Ruoxi stuffed the cloth bag into Huang Ling's hand, "I'm a little excited, I'm afraid I won't be able to untie it." β
Huang Ling suddenly smiled, she had never seen An Ruoxi so nervous.
So she took the cloth bag and carefully helped her untie the strap, and then took out a bundle of things from it, all of which were hundred-dollar bills.
"Sure enough, it's money." She said.
An Ruoxi grabbed it and counted it, there were two thousand pieces.
Huang Ling continued to dig in the cloth bag, and she really took out the photo.
"There are photos." She didn't hand the photo to An Ruoxi, but took a look at it herself.
"It's a photo of you and Ji Moyu, when did you take it?" Huang Ling took the photo and asked An Ruoxi.
An Ruoxi took the photo from Huang Ling's hand, and her tears fell the moment she looked at the photo.
There are really pictures, and this part of her chaotic memory is true, they were once really in love.
"And a bracelet." Huang Ling took out the last thing from the cloth bag.
"Is there a silent word engraved on it?" An Ruoxi asked Huang Ling.
Huang Ling looked at it, "Yes, it's a silent word." β
"This is the couple bracelet I bought in the city with Ji Moyu, mine is Mo, and his is Xi." An Ruoxi's tears flowed even more fiercely, "But I forgot everything, over the years, I have always thought that I was too fond of learning so I had no impression of him, and I don't even remember that I hit the car door." β
"Yes, I went to see you when you had a car accident, but then I came to you again, and you didn't even remember that I came to see you," Huang Ling said, "Your mother said that you were in a period of memory confusion at that time, so I didn't ask about your previous affairs, saying that it would increase your memory burden, so I naturally didn't ask, so it's understandable that you don't know." β
An Ruoxi sighed softly, nine years have passed, if it weren't for the teacup of this big fat man, she would probably never know that she had chased Ji Moyu, and she also knew that he also liked her.
However, even if she knew what it was, the current Ji Moyu's people were far away in the imperial capital and she was still in this small place.
It's just that she doesn't know how they ended up breaking up now? And where did Ji Moyu go after the college entrance examination?
"Oh, by the way, Huang Ling." An Ruoxi hurriedly asked Huang Ling, "Do you know where Ji Moyu went to college later." β
"It looks like it's in Melbourne."
It seems that he ended up going abroad.
"It must be that I didn't help him find his ideals, so he followed his family's advice and went abroad." An Ruoxi smiled and reached out to wipe away the tears on her face.
Huang Ling looked at An Ruoxi like this, and felt a little distressed, although she was An Ruoxi's best friend, and she also knew that An Ruoxi and Ji Moyu had a very close relationship in her junior year of high school, but she always thought that they were both academic tyrants, and the two of them were neighbors, so the relationship was so good.
Didn't think they were ever together.
"Ruoxi," Huang Ling thought An Ruoxi wanted to come, and she asked her softly, "How did you break up with Ji Moyu later?" β
"I don't know." An Ruoxi shook her head, "Actually, I only remember part of it, to be precise, I only remember the events before October 3rd ten years ago." β
Ten years ago, on October 3rd! Huang Ling counted with her fingers, from that year to October 3rd to June of the following year, An Ruoxi's memory of eight months was vague.
"So you don't know what happened between you and Ji Moyu?"
"Yes." An Ruoxi looked at Huang Ling, "Huang Ling, do you know?" Did I tell you about me and him in my junior year of high school? β
"Nope." Huang Ling tried to recall, "I haven't heard you talk about it, but the two of you have a good relationship, I know this, I also know that Ji Moyu helps you with your tuition, and he will wait for you to go home with you every day after school, because of this, you are still isolated by many girls in the school." β
"So this is also the reason why I am not popular in the WeChat group of the third and fourth classes of high school!" An Ruoxi smiled self-deprecatingly.
Although the WeChat group of the third and fourth classes of high school is lively every day, An Ruoxi rarely speaks inside, because the activists in it are the other six people in the Seven Sisters Group except for Mi Wenya.
As long as An Ruoxi appears, they will collectively be dumb.
An Ruoxi didn't understand it before, thinking that she only knew that she didn't have a good relationship with her classmates in her third year of high school, but now she knows that these people ignore her because of Ji Moyu.
"How did I hit the car door?" An Ruoxi asked Huang Ling.
Huang Ling replied, "I heard your mother say that you went to the city from your grandmother's house by yourself, because it was raining heavily that day, the driver didn't see the road clearly, and the car hit a rock and hit your head and hit the car door." β
"Why should I go to the city?"
"I'm weird too!" Huang Ling said, "I also called you that day, and you happily told me that you were going to go to the pond with your cousin to pick lotus flowers, and in the afternoon you ran out of the village alone and called a car and left, and your mother didn't know why you went to the city." β
Huang Ling slapped her thigh as if she suddenly remembered something, "Oh, by the way, I remembered, not long after I finished calling you that day, Ji Moyu called me, and he asked me what your grandmother's phone number is." β
"He asked you for my grandmother's phone number?"
"Yes, he was very anxious, saying that he had called you a lot and you didn't answer, I think you probably went down to the pond to pick lotus flowers, so I told him the phone number of your grandmother's house."
Ji Moyu looked for her in a hurry that day, what did he have to do with her?
Is it because of this incident that she rushed to the city in a hurry?
An Ruoxi knocked her head in annoyance, she had never hated herself for not being able to remember things like she did now.
Seeing this, Huang Ling hurriedly stopped, "Don't knock, don't think about it if you can't think of it." β
"But I'd love to know how I broke up with him."
"It's not easy, just ask him if he doesn't want to."
Ask Ji Moyu?
"I don't have his contact information." An Ruoxi lowered her head and picked her fingers, if it wasn't for someone accidentally hitting her head, she wouldn't even remember what he looked like.
"Neither do I." Huang Ling couldn't help the stall, "I don't think there must be any people in our class, I know that Ji Moyu went to college in Melbourne or Yu Yang told me." β
"Then do you have Yu Yang's mobile phone number?" An Ruoxi looked at Huang Ling with the last shred of hope.
Huang Ling spread his hands again, "I only have his company's business number, and later he moved the company to the imperial capital, and that business number stopped." I talked to him about Ji Moyu because before that, our Propaganda Department wanted to write a report on him, and I casually mentioned Ji Moyu during the interview. β
"I don't think I know." An Ruoxi died, "Forget it, since you forgot it, let him forget it, anyway, breaking up is not a pleasant memory." β
"You can go to the imperial capital!" Huang Ling looked at An Ruoxi very seriously, "Since you remembered a part, then go to the imperial capital to get back the remaining part of your memory." β
"Can you get it back?"
"What can't be found, maybe you ask Ji Moyu out, see his face, and your memories are all back."
"I asked him out, can he come out?" An Ruoxi was a little suspicious, now Ji Moyu was not her neighbor, he was now the successor of the First Consortium of the Imperial Capital.
If he says I don't know who An Ruoxi is, wouldn't it be very embarrassing?
That's 10,000 damage!
"What's not to do?" Huang Ling cheered up An Ruoxi, "You are not pregnant with his child to make him happy to be a father, you are just going to treat your own amnesia, and besides, if you ask him out, he must be a high school classmate, he doesn't give any face, you can lose this bracelet, and you can also lose the memory of the eight months." β
It's also said that if he doesn't even want to see each other, then there is really no need to get back the lost eight-month memory.
If he is willing to see this side, then she will not have any regrets, and she will never fantasize about being a consortium lady again.
"Okay, I'll go to the imperial capital." An Ruoxi made up her mind, although she didn't have any contact information for Ji Moyu, she could find him in the Stellar Group.
Although the world is big, you can still find it if you decide to find someone.
But it turned out that An Ruoxi's idea was too naΓ―ve. ()
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