The doctor originally thought that the little girl's diet and weight loss caused low blood sugar, but the symptoms seemed to be a little complicated.

"Do you have a boyfriend?" The doctor asked conservatively, seeing that Ye Nianchu shook his head inexplicably, the doctor asked again, "Then have you had sex with a man recently, and you haven't done anything about it?" ”

Ye Nianchu was too young to understand what the doctor said to do. But she did ...... with Li Mingyang Ye Nianchu nodded hesitantly.

The doctor prescribed several orders and told her to go for a lab test to see if she was pregnant. When Ye Nianchu heard the word 'pregnant', he was completely stunned. Ye Nianchu drew blood, and when he sat in the corridor and waited for the result, his palms were full of cold sweat. If you are really pregnant, what should you do......

Ye Nianchu got the test results and returned to the clinic, and the doctor told Ye Nianchu that she was four and a half weeks pregnant, and the child was more than a month old. Ye Nianchu's hands were clenched into fists, his body was trembling, but his head seemed to have been hit hard with a hammer, and it was blank.

Ye Nianchu walked out of the consultation room in a daze, like a soulless puppet, walking mechanically. She saw most expectant mothers in the hallway smiling happily and kindly when they learned that they were pregnant; There are also a very small number of people with sad faces, but they are accompanied by their husbands or boyfriends, and they have someone to share whether they are surprised or frightened. There is almost no one like Ye Nianchu, who is completely expressionless, as if he has been forgotten by the world. Ye Nianchu only felt that the test sheet in her hand was too heavy, and she couldn't hold it.

Ye Nianchu was like a wandering spirit, walking in the corridor. Shen Mobai suddenly stretched out his arm to hold her cold little hand, and he could feel Ye Nianchu's body trembling slightly. Ye Nianchu realized at this time that Shen Mobai had been following her all along. A sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl was completely caught off guard by the fact that she was pregnant. Although Ye Nianchu didn't think that Shen Mobai, who was also a child, could give her any good advice, she still couldn't help asking: "Shen Mobai, what should I do?" I'm so scared......"

Shen Mobai's palms were all painful from Ye Nianchu's cold little hand, but it was actually his heart that hurt even more. Shen Mobai didn't know what Ye Nianchu had suffered in the past few months, and why he was pregnant. The girl he had silently liked for more than ten years suddenly became pregnant, why did things turn out like this?

"Leaf, don't be afraid." Shen Mobai held Ye Nianchu's thin shoulders and stared at her eyes seriously, "This child can't stay, you are a child at all, and you have to go to school." The doctor just said that the sooner the surgery is done, the less harm it will do to you. We'll go back and get ready now, and I'll take you for surgery tomorrow. ”

Ye Nianchu's dark eyes were covered with a layer of clear tears, she knew that what Shen Mobai said was right, and she also knew that now she couldn't even raise herself, and she didn't have the ability to take care of a newborn baby. Although this child was a bolt from the blue for her, Ye Nianchu thought of killing her and Li Mingyang's child......

The baby is in her belly, and it is also the crystallization of her and Li Mingyang's blood connection, although Li Mingyang has turned his back on what they may call 'love', but she just can't bear it. Ye Nianchu closed his eyes slightly, and tears rolled down one after another, smashing on the back of Shen Mobai's hand, making him feel unbearable pain: "Ye Zi, don't cry, I will accompany you, don't be afraid!" ”

Ye Nianchu's tears still couldn't stop falling, but he nodded. Ye Nianchu found that she was crying now, not because she was afraid, but because she was distressed, she felt sorry for herself, and even more because she felt sorry for the baby in her belly. If Li Mingyang hadn't chosen another girl to live in Banyan Tree Manor, if he hadn't left Miss Marchar, if she had stayed with Li Mingyang, would their baby have been born safely? Ye Nianchu shook his head vigorously, and shook his head out of his head resolutely with these unrealistic 'ifs'. There's another possibility, isn't it? Even if she didn't leave, Li Mingyang wouldn't allow her to give birth to a baby, wouldn't that be even more desperate?

Shen Mobai made an appointment with the doctor for tomorrow's pregnancy termination surgery, and the doctor prescribed several tests and examinations that needed to be done before the operation, telling them to come over tomorrow morning to finish the examination first and then come for surgery. After handling the affairs of the hospital, Shen Mobai sent Ye Nianchu home. Shen Mobai ordered a Ye Nianchu's favorite cheese pizza and had dinner together, Shen Mobai watched TV with Ye Nianchu for a while, neither of them mentioned tomorrow's things, it seemed that they had reached some kind of tacit understanding, and they were deliberately avoiding this topic.

"You rest early, I'll ...... tomorrow I'll pick you up. Shen Mobai looked at the time, it was already half past nine.

Ye Nianchu still looked lost and depressed, and did not speak, but just nodded in response. Shen Mobai looked at Ye Nianchu's pale face, inexplicably felt unbearable heartache, walked out of the room quickly, rushed downstairs as if he was fleeing, and slammed his fist on the rough tree trunk, and his knuckles instantly oozed red blood.

Shen Mobai closed his eyes, and two hot tears smashed on the ground, if he could, he would rather be the one who was tortured. Let Ye Nianchu be that spotless girl again, like a lovely angel, always with a gentle smile on her face......

Early the next morning, Shen Mobai came to pick up Ye Nianchu with the prepared porridge, he opened the door with the spare key, and found that the TV was still on, Ye Nianchu curled up in the sofa, still wearing yesterday's clothes and not changing. Her petite body was curled into a small ball, her black hair hung down next to her pale cheeks, her chin rested on her knees, her face expressionless, and her gaze fell blankly on the television screen, making it impossible to see what she was thinking.

Shen Mobai walked over and put the porridge on the coffee table, and then turned off the TV: "Yezi, have you taken a bath?" ”

Ye Nianchu looked at Shen Mobai as if he had woken up from a dream, and shook his head gently.

"Then you go take a shower first, the doctor said you have to take a shower before you go." Shen Mobai reminded.

"Okay." Ye Nianchu nodded, got up and walked into the bathroom. She sat on the sofa all night, half-dreaming and half-awake to recall the bits and pieces that happened between her and Li Mingyang, they had only been together for a few months, and she could remember everything so clearly, as if they had lived together for many years.

Shen Mobai found a thick coat for Ye Nianchu to bring, and made a cup of brown sugar water with a thermos cup. These are all things he found on the Internet yesterday. Ye Nianchu ate a few mouthfuls of the porridge brought by Shen Mobai, and followed Shen Mobai to the hospital.

After the inspection, the two of them sat on the chairs in the corridor and waited for the number, Ye Nianchu looked at the expectant mothers in the corridor, they were accompanied by their families whether they were doing the examination or doing anything, and their faces were full of happy smiles.

Ye Nianchu knew that she shouldn't cry, everything now was caused by herself, but the tears still fell uncontrollably. She even felt the baby in her belly trembling with fear, and it had to leave before it could see the world. Ye Nianchu thought, the baby must be very disappointed, there is a useless mother like her.

"Leaf, don't be afraid." Shen Mobai wiped away the tears on Ye Nianchu's face with a tissue and held her cold hand.

The preparations before the operation had been made, and the nurse came out and called: "Ye Nianchu, come in." ”

"Go ahead, I'll wait for you here." Shen Mobai spoke with difficulty.

Ye Nianchu bit his lip tightly and slowly followed the nurse into the operating room. After about ten minutes, Ye Nianchu walked out of the operating room, her face was frighteningly white.

Shen Mobai walked up quickly, and put the clothes he brought over on Ye Nianchu's body: "Do you want to take a rest first?" ”

"No, let's go back." Ye Nianchu shook his head.

"Didn't you say that you have to go to the ward for six hours after the operation?" Shen Mobai remembered what the doctor said yesterday.

"I didn't have surgery." Ye Nianchu lay on the cold operating table, looking at the shadowless lamp with white flowers above her head, as if her soul had floated out of her body, and she was fully awake to realize that she couldn't do without this child. It's not Li Mingyang, and it's not anyone. In this world, the only person who can control the fate of this child is herself. What a heavy responsibility it is to trust her life, how can she take the baby's life in order to make her life easier? If my mother was as irresponsible as she was, then ...... How could she live in this world!

"What's wrong?" Shen Mobai sighed, "Yezi, you have to be strong, don't be afraid ......"

"I just decided to be stronger, so I won't have surgery, I want this child to ......" Ye Nianchu's clear eyes were full of determination.

"Yezi, are you crazy? You're only 17 years old and still in school, so you can't take a break from school and go home to have children, right? Even if you take a leave of absence, what will you do in the future? What do you feed it with? It will disrupt all your life's plans! ”

"I have hands and feet to always feed my children, and it doesn't disrupt my life because it's part of my life plan." Since deciding to give birth to this child, Ye Nianchu felt that he was full of strength, "Don't persuade me anymore, I know what I'm doing." It's my child, and I won't want my own child! ”

"Yezi, you think about it again." Shen Mobai felt that Ye Nianchu's decision was simply terrible, and he couldn't accept it at all, "You are sober, okay!" ”

"I've thought it through, I've never been more aware of what I'm supposed to do than I am now."

Ye Nianchu strode out of the hospital, she had too many things to do now. The first thing to do is to prepare a sum of money for the birth of a baby, and it is best to have some savings in case you need it. There are a lot of things to prepare, and she has to make herself a good mom quickly, because there is no one to help her, she only herself.

Ye Nianchu dropped out of the repeater class, got back more than half of the tuition, and then found a job in a coffee shop near the community. I work during the day and make glass at night, and I make up for the knowledge of childbirth and parenting.