Xiao Tian stopped and looked back at me, and smiled: "I understand everything you say, I'm not the kind of person you think." ”

"I hope so!" I sighed and asked, "Are you still breaking up?" ”

Xiao Tian turned around and glanced at me, snorted and didn't speak, after the physical education class, Xiaohua was sweaty, ran over to look at me, and then ran back to the class, the physical education teacher whistled and kept asking the classmates to go back to the class. I stood up, patted the dirt on my buttocks, and walked slowly to the classroom.

When I arrived at the door of the class and saw Zhou Tianwen at the door of the class, the physical education teacher glanced at it and didn't speak, and the children in the class were restless. The other party said to Xiao Tian: "How about going to the trade side on Sunday, I will ask my father's driver to pick you up when the time comes." "The great soldier is dead.

"Not interested." Xiao Tian refused without raising his head.

Xiao Tian's indifferent refusal made me look a little sideways, what else did Zhou Tianwen want to say But Lao Ma had already entered the class, the other party snorted and turned his head away, Lao Ma put the lesson plan on the podium and shouted: "Class!" ”

"The teacher is so !!"

I was a little depressed in a class, Xiao Tian's performance made me a little unbelievable, adolescence is indeed easy to deviate, originally I thought that Xiao Tian would be lost by money, at least she already had such signs. But I can't believe it now.

Xiao Tian didn't listen to the class at all after a few classes, lying on the table with her head on her head and not knowing what she was thinking, the course was too tight, not to mention writing homework, I couldn't finish copying Xiaohua, I wrote Chinese and she wrote mathematics, the two had a clear division of labor, and exchanged with each other after writing, and many children in the class had partners.

Xiaohua copied her homework, and I looked at the teacher with the wind, and I was tired like a dog for a few days. And I haven't been able to find a chance to talk to Xiao Tian, I don't want her to become a person who is played with money, fundamentally speaking, there are too many women who are lost by money in the future, and I don't want to see Xiao Tian become one of them.

In fact, when I woke up from Xiao Tian, when I found that the figure was not the person I thought, I always had a feeling of indebtedness in my heart, as if I had deceived an ignorant child, and the inexplicable guilt made people extremely uncomfortable.

I haven't looked at my phone for a few days.,As a result, I quietly opened it at night and found a lot of text messages.,Tian Dazhuang's P4 is officially on the assembly line.,It's expected to be listed at the beginning of next year.,The research and development of the mobile phone over there is ongoing.。 Sony's previous scientific researchers have made a lot of efforts, Xie Peng's overall research and development progress is stable, and Nanwang Group and us are at a stalemate in terms of film investment. It's all good news overall, but the news from Liu Su's side is not very good.

The market in Thailand continues to be squeezed by Sony, and has shrunk to 20 percent, barely relying on the price to support, and Singapore's market has completely collapsed, and several giants have nowhere to hide, and it is not without good news, the country has opened up the exports of other countries, including Japan, South Korea, Russia, the United States and other countries, but the era now does not dare to go out.

I have to admit that the epoch is now too weak against those global giants, like a child in front of them, and it will take a few years to develop, especially in the product needs to be vigorously developed, but now the overall domestic market is expanding, which is enough to support the era, and I believe that next year, with the expansion of the market again, the epoch will become the first domestic brand.

It takes time!

I turned off my phone and wanted to sleep but couldn't sleep, Xiao Tian and Xu Ru kept flashing in my mind, and finally these two people merged together, and they actually turned into the appearance of Xiaohua, shaking my head and feeling that I was starting to hallucinate.

Sleep with a stuffy head, get up early the next morning and yawn when I go to morning self-study, yawn all day in the morning, it's not a time to be named, after the last class bell rang, the teacher just left on the front foot, and a bunch of people rushed out and went straight to the cafeteria, even Xiaohua pushed me aside and ran.

Standing up slowly, he found that Xiao Tian was lying there asleep, and he pushed two handfuls and said, "Get up, eat." ”

The other party opened his eyes in a daze and got up a little lazily, as if he didn't pay attention to his studies at all, I thought about it and said: "You won't be admitted to high school if you go on like this, I think you seem to have given up completely, you are not a teenager anymore, you should have your own thoughts in your heart, right?" ”

"I'm not going to do it." Xiao Tian said directly.

"Why don't you go to school?" I sat down on the table and looked at her and asked, "You think it's here with me."

"Don't be funny." Xiao Tian interrupted me directly and said: "I don't like you, I hate school, there are no games, there is no glamour, and I wear a broken school uniform every day." ”

"And what do you want to wear?" I wondered, "Now your age is learning, even if you don't like me, you have to learn, only learning can have a better future." ”

"Future?" Xiao Tian's face twitched a few times, and he seemed to be on the verge of a little rampage, and said after a while: "I don't want any future, I don't want these disgusting school uniforms, I don't want anyone to care about me." ”

"And what do you want?" I stared at Xiao Tian and said, "If you sink like this, don't go to school, and then go down aimlessly?" ”

"You don't understand me." Xiao Tian broke out completely, stood up and smashed all the books on the desk on the ground, and shouted at me: "Li Qian, you don't understand me at all, I don't want this, I don't want these bullshit school uniforms, I don't want anyone to care about me, I just want to be free, I want to be chic all the way, and be happy every day, instead of learning and learning like a puppet, all I hear in my ears is the future and the future, I want to be free." ”

"How can you be free without money?" I pondered: "I can understand you, everyone's youth is crazy, hope to be unrestrained, but people always have to eat, always have to think about others, you yourself are exiled, what will your parents do, what about life in the future, people can't want to be happy for a while"

"Enough!" Xiao Tian shouted at me: "I don't want to hear this, it's the first time I found out that you like planning as much as my parents, make a box to put people in, I won't go to the third year of junior high school at most, I want to wander, I want to have a lot of money, and live a life that others envy." ”

"How do you make money?" I asked again.

Xiao Tian completely went berserk, threw the books everywhere, and finally shook his hand and went out, I sat there and watched the mess in the classroom and was silent, Xiao Tian just thought about the lifestyle he wanted, unrestrained, free.

Wandering?

I shook my head and closed the classroom door to eat, and during the lunch break, I thought about why Xiao Tian ran away, maybe I burst her dreamy bubble, but at least I knew that she didn't go astray, and I felt a little comforted in my heart.

During the afternoon class, Lao Ma scolded Xiao Tian, because the classroom was messy, and the other party also liked to ignore it, and sat there in a daze after simply cleaning up, Zhou Tianwen came a few times in the afternoon, but they all touched a gray nose.

I had some contact with Xiao Tian in the afternoon, and now she is like a bomb, after a few tentative contacts, there seem to be only two things in her mind, the glossy surface and freedom.

The class is relatively tight, and I don't have time to care about what she does, obviously a symptom of puberty, after the evening self-study, I dragged my tired body back to the dormitory, washed up and lay on the bed and looked at the noisy roommates, some were still ignorant, and some sat there looking at the moonlight outside the window and frowned as if they were thinking about something.

I remember someone saying before that when one day you get rid of ignorance, start thinking, start wanting to break free, then I don't know whether to congratulate you on growing up or to enter a sad world of adults in silence for you.

After ten minutes, the dormitory lights went out, and there was an occasional whisper, but a cough outside the window returned to silence in an instant, and I lay there looking at the bed board in a daze.

Xiao Tian's roar echoed in her ears again, she wanted to be free, she wanted to wander, she wanted a glamorous appearance and didn't want a school uniform, and when I asked her how to make money, I saw her confusion, a kind of confusion that I didn't know what to do.

My body is in puberty now, but I want to wander? Want to break free? I only think about the era of stable development, the momentum in my heart has long been gone, maybe in the last life has long been smoothed out, the confusion of adolescence is no longer there, I have thought about wandering before, I have thought about finding a place where no one is around, the first warm flowers, facing the sea, the sunset, the golden sun sprinkled on the beach, crazy running, desperately breathing the free air, the kind of groan from the depths of the heart is exciting, but now it can only become a nostalgia in my mind.

Whose youth is not confused, but my youth has long since left me, sighed and turned over the phone to deal with some things, turned over and over again and couldn't sleep, this night I had insomnia, kept thinking about the past life and this life, thinking about my childhood, thinking about my previous life and Zhao Ye set off firecrackers, playing with paper airplanes, peeing and mud, throwing half a brick into the toilet, those mischievous days even if I became five years old again, I can't go back.

Whether it's childhood or adolescence, even if I go back to that age again, I don't have it anymore, it's not that I have a young body means I have a childhood, and it doesn't mean that I have adolescence, childhood is a kind of ignorance, and adolescence is a struggle.

Gradually, the sound of dreams came from the dormitory, and I looked at the faces beside me, and the years in the next few years would sculpt them into 'people'.