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"It's not easy for someone who has been living in abandonment, despised and despised since childhood—" I forced myself to choke up on the edge of my mouth, "it's not easy for someone wrapped in fear to open up to others!" Sometimes, I am really sad and sad to look at the people who are close to me, and finally leave because they feel that I am always difficult to get close to! I want to open my heart, I want to open up to love, but... A lot of times, even I can't do anything about myself! ”

"Ever since I was a child, I learned to keep hinting to myself that if there is no one to protect me, I have to learn to protect myself. The only way I can think of to protect myself is to close my heart and block everyone, even myself. If it hurts, I don't admit it, thinking that if I don't admit it, it won't hurt. When I cried, I immediately ordered myself to be strong, as if this way I could really stop being cowardly. ”

I shook my head blankly, "Maybe I locked myself up for too long, and suddenly one day, I found out that I was sick." Sometimes when I walk in a good way, I will cry inexplicably. Maybe there are some injuries that were buried in the body when they were young children. Because she has not been soothed, she turned into the deadliest tumor, secretly hidden, and then when I was caught off guard, she broke out for no reason. ”

"Just when I was at my sickest, Yan Lei came into my life. I used to think he was the doctor, the doctor, but the doctor who cured me of all my ailments, because everything about him was so different from everyone else. He's so nice to me, so... Be considerate. So good that I once thought that he was the person who knew me best, and that with him, I could get rid of the pain and sorrow of the past and live happily ever after. But..."

The tip of his nose was sour, "I finally opened my heart, but in exchange for another abandonment and betrayal." ”

I sniffed, "When I met you, to be honest, I didn't pay much attention to you at first, and I always treated you like a boyfriend." Until... I learned that you secretly helped me fix the water pipes and replace the light bulbs. Maybe you don't understand, but for me, that moves me more than any other act. The more I was moved, the more scared I became, so scared that sometimes I couldn't even sleep. ”

"At first, I couldn't figure out what I was afraid of, until the night we came home from dancing, I stopped the car and went back, and along the way, I finally understood..."

I turned back and looked at him fixedly, "What I've been afraid of is that I can't help it... Fall in love with you! ”

"God knows, after the divorce, I secretly made up my mind in my heart that I would never love again in the future, as long as I took my little Jiujiu to live a good life, I would not look for anyone. (Baidu search network is the fastest and most stable update) However, you broke into my heart like that. The moment I learned the truth, I couldn't be happy at all, I was afraid that I wasn't worthy of you, I was divorced, and I had a child, I..."

After a pause, I continued, "What I'm more afraid of is that after I surrender my sincerity, what I get in exchange is sadness. ”

"Look at my current situation, the child is unconscious, and grandma is—" I clutched my chest, "To be honest, I'm grateful to have you by my side." I don't know if I would have survived without you. ”

"But, in such a bad situation, I really don't have the heart to fall in love with you. So, ah......"

I looked at him seriously, "Mu Qing, you'd better think it through, and then decide whether you want to fall in love with someone like me." I'm a patient, a... A patient who pretends to be very mature before he has time to grow up. I'm actually very naïve and at a loss about love, and I don't even know how to love someone. With someone like me, you're destined to be very tired and tired. And now, more energy will only be on my children, grandmother and revenge, and many times, I will ignore you, which is really not what I want, but really limited energy. ”

I said sincerely, "If your medical skills are not high, if you don't have enough perseverance, if... You just like the perfect me in your imagination, so don't provoke me, don't swear that you will take care of me for the rest of your life, and then after I surrender my heart, you will shout that you are tired and tired, and then turn around and leave. I really... I can't afford that kind of hurt anymore. ”

After saying this, I was already in tears, but at the same time, I was also relieved.

The air, dead silent, froze for a few seconds, and then he suddenly embraced me into his arms.

Tight.

Warm.

I instantly felt that even if he immediately rejected me, it would be enough to get such a warm hug.

"Xiaoxi, thank you for telling me this. I just suddenly felt like you didn't care about me today. But now I understand. I believe that everyone comes into this world with his or her mission, and today I finally know what my mission is. Just as my mother did for me, I will protect you and your family, and you will be my family from now on. I want you to make your lower body no longer dazed and helpless, no longer bullied, and no longer lonely. Thank you for being willing to speak up to me, thank you for coming into this world, thank you for making me fall in love with you. ”

I shook my head, teary eyes, "Thank you, and I want to thank you." Thank you..."I wrapped my hands tightly around his back, "dare to love someone like me!" ”

After the hug, it is a mutual lingering and unbridled kiss.

I can't remember if he kissed me first, or if I kissed him first. I just felt that the moment my lips touched each other, everything seemed to freeze. The only thing that moves, only each other's fiery and frantic hearts.

The clothes faded and they hugged each other affectionately. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, and his burning snort slapped against my neck.

The soft moonlight pours gently through the transparent glass window at the top, and the eyes and red lips are touching.

His fiery palms caressed the softness of my womanhood. The tip of my trembling nose swept through his peculiar manly scent.

Gentle bondage, wanton longing......

At the moment of the most trembling, the nerves of the whole body seemed to expand violently, jumping, burning, and boiling.

However, the body seemed to be stuck in something, and it couldn't move.

After a few short seconds, the consciousness overlapped with the body again, and for a moment, it felt like something had completely collapsed and destroyed.

&&

When he opened his eyes softly, he was still asleep beside him. I blinked, looking at his thick eyebrows, his sunken eye sockets due to his glasses, his straight nose, and thin, soft lips.

doesn't have that handsome appearance, but it is also well-defined and smooth.

Wouldn't it be nice to meet him sooner?

After the thought flashed through me, I couldn't help but laugh again. The fate between people is so delicate that it is lucky enough to be able to meet it.

Seeing that his eyelashes fluttered slightly, I hurriedly closed my eyes and pretended not to wake up. After a while, I felt a warm air flow on my forehead, and then a soft lip gently fell on it.

I opened my eyes, and the corners of my mouth curled with happiness.

"What do you want to eat? I'm going to buy it? He said softly.

I shook my head, "No, I don't want you to be tired. ”

He smiled lightly and hugged me into his generous arms, "Fool, you are my woman, and it is my responsibility to let you live well." ”

In the end, I still can't get tired of him.

After saying what he wanted to eat for breakfast, I saw him get up with a grunt, quickly dressed and washed, and then went out happily.

I was fortunate to be happy for a while before I reluctantly got up.

As soon as I walked into the bathroom, I saw the toothpaste and warm water squeezed on the washstand. I smiled and picked up my toothbrush, looked up, and saw a little grimace painted with water on the glass mirror.

My heart is sweet, this Duan Muqing!

However, after a flash of joy, there was a thick sadness in my heart.

When I thought of my child who was still lying on the sick **, I instantly felt that all happiness was sinful.

I looked at myself in the mirror with teary eyes, and I felt a sadness that I couldn't do it but still pretended to be strong.

Even if you really find a harbor to rely on, but your children will never wake up again, how can you be happy in this life?

Blood is thicker than water, and your life is connected!

Paced back to the ** side in a daze, and after getting dressed, he went to the door to take a look, and saw that he hadn't come back yet, so he straightened out his bag.

It was only at this time that I remembered that the phone had not been turned on. It doesn't matter if it's turned on, countless call reminders tick

I finally stopped reminding me, and I was able to flip through the messages.

It's all from Zhao Alcohol!

I'm shocked, what's wrong with this kid?

I hurriedly dialed back. The first time, I didn't answer. I continued to call, and just as the bell was about to ring, the call was finally answered.

"Hey, hey? Zhao alcohol? ”

On the other end of the phone, there was silence.

Just when I thought I hadn't answered at all, a hoarse voice came, "You finally know how to answer the phone?" ”

"Zhao Alcohol, is that you? Y-What's wrong with you? ”

There was silence on the other end of the line again.

"Zhao Alcohol? Speak, you! ”

"Auntie... Why didn't you answer the phone last night? ”

"I..." I hesitated for a long time, and found that I couldn't even make up a reason for being lame, so I simply changed the subject, "You are looking for me, is there anything wrong?" ”

There was a pause on the other end of the phone, and his voice became deeper and lower, "You better come back as soon as possible, here... Something went wrong. ”

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