09 I can't bear it
I can say this word, not because of how hard my bones are, nor how much I attach importance to Li Jiaojiao's safety, but because I instinctively resist people like Cheng Hu and don't want to be used by him.
I just want to recognize the big brother, and I won't recognize a big brother like him.
I was beaten to death by him, and I didn't want to be used by such people.
It is conceivable that after I said this word, Cheng Hu's complexion changed suddenly, and his face, which was righteous and awe-inspiring just now, suddenly became hideous and terrifying, and he viciously said four words to me: "Kill yourself!" ”
Then, he stood up and looked at Zhao Song again. Zhao Song didn't know about the conversation between the two of us just now, thinking that Cheng Hu would still protect me, so he hurriedly said with a sneer: "Cheng Hu, since Wang Wei is your brother, then I will leave first." ”
After speaking, Zhao Song was about to leave, but Cheng Hu blocked his way. Zhao Song suddenly became a little flustered, and said Cheng Hu, what do you want to do?
Cheng Hu said with a smile: "It's okay, I'll tell you, Wang Wei was my brother before, you really can't touch him, moving him is to slap me in the face; But from now on, he is not my brother, at your disposal! ”
Listening to Cheng Hu's words, Zhao Song's eyes widened in an instant, as if he thought he had misheard: "You, what did you say?" ”
Not only him, but the students around him were all surprised, they didn't understand why Cheng Hu had changed so quickly, obviously just now he said righteously that he wanted to protect me, but before a minute had passed, he said that he would let Zhao Song dispose of me at will!
Zhao Song thought that Cheng Hu was deliberately teasing him, so he quickly changed his face, coughed, and said Cheng Hu, it's not interesting for you to say this, since Wang Wei is your brother, I will definitely not touch him again. Okay, I'll leave first if there's nothing to do, and we'll have a drink another day.
"You still don't believe me?"
Cheng Hu suddenly pulled out the belt on his body, bent down and strangled my throat, his strength was so great that I couldn't breathe at once. I grabbed the belt with both hands and made a uh-uh sound, but Cheng Hu didn't care about it at all, dragging the belt forward and dragging me forward.
"I told you he's not my brother anymore." Then, Cheng Hu sneered at the students in the corridor and said, "In the future, anyone who sees this thing can kick it twice, if he dares to fight back, you can come to me!" ”
Before Zhao Song dragged me, he just dragged me by the throat, but Cheng Hu directly strangled my throat with a leash, making me look more like a dog. He strode forward and continued the path that Zhao Song had not finished just now. This scene stunned Zhao Song and the surrounding classmates, and no one could imagine how things could turn out like this.
Being dragged with a belt was much more uncomfortable than being dragged by the back collar, and I had to hold on to the belt at the front of my neck to try to make room for myself to continue breathing.
Cheng Hu dragged me for about ten meters, and Zhao Song finally reacted, and hurriedly ran over, saying Cheng Hu, it should have been like this a long time ago, this bastard is not a thing.
Cheng Hu nodded and said yes, this guy is a white-eyed wolf, I raised him for nothing some time ago.
Zhao Song laughed twice and said that it was not too late to know.
Cheng Hu dragged it for a while, dragged it down, and handed it over to Zhao Song to drag. The two of them dragged me alternately, and at the same time they were giggling and insulting me, as if they regarded each other as the biggest confidant in their lives. The students also followed up to watch the excitement again, and the miscellaneous voices filled my surroundings again, although most of them still pity me, but no one interceded for me, only that I was really finished this time.
It stands to reason that I should be more desperate and sad than before being tossed by the two bosses, but somehow, I don't feel sad or hopeless, but I feel a sense of relief.
It's called heart death.
Since I don't have the courage to stab people with a knife like my father, but I can't beat people with a stick, I deserve to be beaten, insulted, and dragged on the ground like a dead dog.
In this way, Zhao Song and Cheng Hu dragged me alternately while joking, and dragged me until I reached the end of the corridor before putting down his hand and leaving the scene with his shoulders hooked.
Before leaving, Zhao Song kicked me and said Wang Wei, today is just the beginning, Lao Tzu will torture you every day in the future!
I lay on the ground, motionless for a long, long time, feeling that my body and soul had been hollowed out, as if I had really become a dead dog, and the lively classmates around me slowly dispersed, although most of them were sympathizing with me, but they could do nothing but sympathize.
Gradually, I was the only one left under the wall at the end of the hallway, and the other students returned to the classroom. I was still lying motionless on the floor, my eyes staring straight at the ceiling.
At some point, there were footsteps again, and it turned out to be the security guard who had cared about me at noon today. He squatted beside me and sighed: "If you have courage and no strategy, if you are alone, you will sneak attack, why do you go head-to-head with them??" ”
I ignored him and slowly stood up and walked towards my classroom. When I pushed the door in, the teacher who was lecturing stopped, and the classmates looked at me.
Everyone knows the scene in the corridor just now; Even if there is something I don't know, I should be able to see something from my scarred body. I walked to my seat with a blank face, and began to silently pack up my books.
At this time, I found out that Li Jiaojiao was not there, and she probably didn't come to class in the afternoon after I splashed brown sugar water in the morning. I was not in the mood to care about this and left with my bag on my back.
No classmates stopped me, and neither did the teacher stop me, as if my behavior was reasonable.
Yes, being insulted by Zhao Song and Cheng Hu in public, who is it, can you still read it? Leaving with a schoolbag on your back is the only and last option.
Carrying his schoolbag downstairs, he resolutely walked towards the school gate. When I passed by the basketball court, I saw a group of students smoking cigarettes standing there, and I recognized them at a glance, they were from the revision class, that is, the fourth year of junior high school. In our school, Zhao Song and Cheng Hu are of course very statusful, but the real genius of the school is the students in these review classes, and their boss is called a jackal.
If I can take refuge in the jackals, I don't have to be afraid of Zhao Song and Cheng Hu anymore. I saw that the jackals were among them, leaning back to the basketball hoop and looking up at the sky.
I hesitated, knowing that there was little hope, but walked towards them. If there were other options, who would want to leave school so embarrassed?
Originally, a nobody like me was completely unqualified to talk to these review students, but anyway, I'm miserable enough now, and I don't care if it's worse.
So I dragged my broken body and walked towards them step by step.
Soon, I was in front of this dry reviewer.
There were about a dozen of them, squatting or standing under the basketball hoop, cigarettes in their mouths, each silent and unaware of what they were doing. I have never dealt with them, but I also know how awesome they are, if I can take refuge in them, Zhao Song and Cheng Hu will never dare to trouble me again. I looked at the jackal with my back to the basketball hoop and finally mustered up the courage to speak.
"Brother Wolf......"
"Get out."
"I am ......"
"Get out."
I didn't even finish a complete sentence, but I exchanged for two rolling words of jackal, and my heart suddenly fell into an ice cave, and the last bit of hope was shattered. In fact, I shouldn't have hoped, why should people cover me for a waste like me?
The thought of being kicked out of school like a dog made me almost cry. I clenched my fists and turned around, and was about to leave, when I heard the jackal's voice sound again: "...... The Yangtze River is passing away, and the waves are sweeping away the heroes. ”
I was shocked, didn't the jackal just tell me to roll, but he was singing?
I immediately looked back and saw that the jackal had closed his eyes, and I wanted to ask him a second question, but I didn't have the guts. Thinking about it, I don't know if he's singing, or if he wants me to get out, maybe this kind of awesome character's thinking is just hard to understand. Eventually, I left the scene, because the two rolling words of the jackal had taken all my courage away.
I still didn't go home and continued to wander the streets. I wandered until dark, and then I found a public phone booth and called my mother, saying that I would sleep at the same school tonight and would not go back.
After hanging up the phone, I continued to walk down the street, and at that time I didn't plan to study, but I still hadn't figured out what I was going to do. As I walked, I found myself in the unfinished building where I had stayed.
It was in this building that I slapped Zhao Song's head with a brick and beat him to a severe concussion, which led to a series of later incidents. Zhao Song's dad collapsed on the bed, while my dad was in jail, and both adults paid their due, while the battle between us children continued.
The strangulation marks on my neck ached, constantly reminding me that I had been dragged on the ground like a dead dog, and all my dignity and face were hidden in the laughter of the time. I huddled in the corner and didn't move, my mind kept coming to mind when my dad stabbed Zhao, and I thought I wouldn't follow my dad's old path, but now it doesn't seem to be the case.
Growing up, the thing I couldn't stand the most was my dad's bag, and every time someone pointed at his nose and scolded the watchdog, I fantasized that my dad could punch the other person in the nose.
But no, not once, my dad will always be smiling with a low face. I thought my dad would be like this for the rest of his life, but he stabbed the famous old hooligan Zhao in our town as soon as he made a move. What is the reason why an honest concierge security guard can do such an impulsive, intense, and extreme thing?
If I think about it, it's nothing more than four words: unbearable.
Zhao Song was photographed by me as a concussion, and it is strange that Zhao Madman's temper does not beat me half to death, my father endured his own affairs all his life, and finally did not hold back in my affairs. Everyone has a scale, and if you offend him, it will have terrible consequences. I'm my dad's scales.
What about my reverse scales?
I touched the strangulation marks on my neck, which brought me unprecedented shame, which would one day be better, but the damaged dignity would never return, and the first thing people would say when they saw me would always be: "Oh, he is the guy who was dragged like a dead dog." ”
There is no doubt that as long as I have not trampled Zhao Song and Cheng Hu under my feet, such words will entangle my whole life.
That night, I spent the night in an unfinished building.
Early the next morning, I sneaked back home with my still broken body. My mom was still sleeping, I didn't disturb her, I found a random food in the kitchen, and then I took a fruit knife out of the cabinet and carried it in my arms and went out.
Sticks don't work, knives always work, right?
Study, I'm not going to go; Prison, I'm not afraid to sit. I'm going to settle accounts with Zhao Song and Cheng Hu today, I want to die with them, if I don't take revenge, there will be no fun in this life.
After making this decision, my whole body was much more relaxed, and my steps became very brisk. I didn't change my clothes, and there were still footprints all over my body, but I didn't care at all, I was about to go to prison, what kind of image did I care?
Soon, I was in the school building. Before class, the corridor was bustling, full of students, everyone showed a surprised expression when they saw me, after all, after what happened yesterday, everyone thought that I would not come again, but now not only came, but also relaxed face, naturally surprised.
"Isn't that Wang Wei, why is he here again?"
"I'm not afraid of being beaten by Zhao Song and Cheng Hu again, this person's bones are too hard."
"This is hard bones, I think he is stupid in the brain."
"Hehe, this time it's a good show again......"
The voices of discussion came from all directions, and I didn't care at all, I didn't care at all, I was looking for Zhao Song and Cheng Hu everywhere like yesterday, it was best if they could appear together, let me kill two at once, and save trouble.
Soon, I saw Cheng Hu.
As in the past, Cheng Hu was standing by the window with his brothers and chatting, and they chatted very happily, laughing twice from time to time.
As soon as I saw him, I thought of his hypocritical face, and the pretended righteousness and affection were really disgusting. My hatred for Cheng Hu is even far greater than that of Zhao Song.
I put my hand in my pocket, grasped the handle of the knife, and walked straight towards Cheng Hu. The people around me seemed to notice that my expression was not quite right, and they all made way for me, and Cheng Hu's people also discovered me.
"Brother Tiger, he ......," a younger brother said as he pointed at me.
"Damn, dare to come?" Cheng Hu, who was leaning against the window, stood up straight, clattering his fingers, obviously ready to teach me a lesson.
I clenched the hilt, gritted my teeth, and walked forward without the slightest hesitation or stop. Cheng Hu's men are also ready, waiting for my attack.
Seeing that I was getting closer and closer to them, and a fierce battle was about to begin, a man suddenly grabbed my wrist and said, "Calm down! ”
I was about to come out of my breath when someone suddenly grabbed my wrist, and it was a terrible feeling. I jerked my head back and saw that it was the young security guard who had come to me several times, and the security guard looked like a rat with a sharp beak and monkey cheeks, which made people feel very unreliable, so every time he talked to me, I ignored him.
Especially now, I was about to fight with Cheng Hu, and he suddenly came to ruin my business, and I was annoyed all of a sudden, saying What are you doing?
The security guard looked at Cheng Hu and the others on the other side, hooked my neck and walked back, I struggled to push him away, but my strength was not as strong as his. The security guard tightly hooked my neck and said Wang Wei, don't get excited, I have something to say to you.
When I got downstairs, the security guard let me go, and I took two steps back and said what the hell are you trying to do?
The security guard said what I want to do, I also want to ask what you want to do, your father is still squatting in prison, and you also want to follow in his footsteps and tell your mother to wash her face with tears every day?
I gritted my teeth and said I couldn't do that much! All I know is that if I don't take revenge, there's no point in living!
The security guard sighed, patted me on the shoulder, and said Wang Wei, I know that you are bitter, but you also have to consider the reality of the situation, you are so impulsive, it is your mother who suffers. Listen to me and bear with me.
I raised my head and said, forbearance, how long will it last?
The security guard looked at me and said seriously, "Endure until your uncle is released from prison." ”