155 Guilt
Immediately afterwards, there was silence on the other end of the phone, and it was less than ten seconds, Su Xiaoyi spoke, saying that she didn't find Gao Meng's QQ, it seems that it was indeed deleted, I said that for sure, it's hard for me to lie to you, she said that maybe, in case I applied for a trumpet, add someone to the trumpet.
What she said, it really made me speechless, I said that your imagination is really rich, I didn't expect this, you actually thought of it, in order to ease the atmosphere, I also joked with her, saying that I will use the trick she said next time, she said then try, if I dare to add girls, she will add men, see who adds more people.
Because she deleted a friend of mine, I felt a little unbalanced in my heart, and I later told her that she couldn't add other boys when she went back, otherwise I knew, and I had to let her delete it, she said no, this time I deleted Gao Meng, not that I wouldn't be allowed to add girls, I could add it, but I couldn't lie to her, if it wasn't for me who lied to her this time, she wouldn't let me delete people.
Who makes herself like people, what she says is reasonable, I didn't continue to talk to her about this later, I also wanted to go to her house to find her and Big Wave, but she didn't let it, saying that her parents may not come back at any time, it is too dangerous to go to her house, I thought about it, and then simply chatted with her and hung up the phone.
After logging back into my QQ,Looking at the missing person in the friend list,I still have a little loss in my heart,I think if I and Gao Meng are people in the same place,It will definitely become a particularly good friend,Even if it's not in a place now,My relationship has always been good.,Just lost a friend.,I think it's a bit of a pity.,And Gao Meng found out that my QQ is gone.,What will you think? I deleted them without saying hello, and I will be in touch again in the future, so it's embarrassing.
But whether I can get in touch with Gao Meng in the future or not, I think it's enough.
When I went to school that afternoon, I wanted to meet Su Xiaoyi at the gate of the community, but she said that their first class in the afternoon was physical education, and it wouldn't be in the way if they went late, so let me go first, after I arrived at school, Brother Jiang also chatted with me, she said that her sister wanted to invite me to a meal, and asked me if I had time in the evening.
I heard Brother Jiang say this, it's still very annoying, it's not that I'm annoyed by Brother Jiang, but it's annoying that her sister is a game girl, why is the ghost always haunting me, and it's nothing, I'm not familiar with you, what kind of meal do you invite me to eat? Besides, I had a conflict with Su Xiaoyi at noon, and I had to coax her well at night, how could I have time to go to dinner with Brother Jiang and her sister, so I said I wouldn't go, there would be something at night.
Brother Jiang said Okay, let's eat together when we have a chance in the future, after saying this, she also explained a little, saying: "My sister tore your two clothes, and she and I felt embarrassed, so I want to invite you to a meal, it can be regarded as a compensation for you, don't think about it!" ”
When Brother Jiang said this, I understood a little, and I said that I didn't tear her sister's clothes, even if it was flat, don't feel embarrassed.
As soon as I said this, I found that Brother Jiang's face seemed to turn red instantly, I didn't understand it at first, why was her face still red, was it because I said it wrong? After thinking about it carefully, I understand, when I tore her sister's clothes that day, I was wearing the buttons of my shirt and tearing them off in a row, and I walked a lot of light, I still remember that scene, Brother Jiang must have seen it at the time, so when I mentioned this, she probably thought about it too, so she blushed a little.
The last class of the afternoon, is the class teacher Guan Bald's class, he told us, this Friday, the school is going to hold an autumn outing, to go to a country not too far away for a picnic, let us prepare things at that time, that is, those for food, this outing is not mandatory, but voluntary, who does not want to go, can not go, go to me to sign up.
Although it's not mandatory, but Guan Bald still suggested that we all go, at that time we had a class system, he said that whoever goes, just add a point to the class, anyway, the last to sign up for me, basically covering the entire class, and there are three students who didn't sign up.
After school, I called Su Xiaoyi and said that I was going to find her, she said that she was going to go shopping with Zhang Qimei and them, and now she was still angry with me, she didn't want to see me, let me go home by myself, I said that it won't work, if you are still angry, I have to go to you, she said she can't see me, I said you don't see me, I will go to Zhang Qimei, she said that's casual, and then hung up the phone for me.
I later called Zhang Qimei, but Zhang Qimei didn't say anything, and asked me to hurry over and say wait for me.
When I arrived at the place, I found that there were only Zhang Qimei and her sisters, Su Xiaoyi and Da Lang were not there, I asked her what Su Xiaoyi was, she said that she was still there just now, but she just answered a phone call and took a taxi directly, it seems that something happened at home.
I was really speechless, I came to look for you, you didn't say anything to me, and left directly, because I was worried that something would happen to Su Xiaoyi's family, I also sent her a text message, asking her what was wrong and how to go back, but after the text message was sent, she didn't reply to me, which made me feel uneasy all the time.
Zhang Qimei asked me with a smile at this time: "Su Xiaoyi is gone, are you not willing to play with us, it's okay, I don't force you, if you don't want to play with us, then you can go back, I think you are quite reluctant!" ”
I said you weren't talking, can't I just come and play with you? Zhang Qimei pursed her lips and buried me: "I don't want to play with you!" ”
The girls next to me laughed when they heard it, because Tang Bingbing was also there, so I went over and grabbed Tang Bingbing's arm and said, "Then can I play with our Bingbing?" ”
It may be that I grabbed Tang Bingbing's arm, Tang Bingbing's face turned red instantly, and Zhang Qimei also made a joke about us, saying that if I want me to remember my words, she will sue Su Xiaoyi when she turns around.
That's it, I later played with a few of them, and we also ate and drank together in the evening, because Su Xiaoyi didn't reply to my text messages during this period, and I felt a little uncomfortable, so I drank a lot of alcohol, and Tang Bingbing didn't know who to text and chat with at the time, and the chat didn't seem to be happy, and I also drank alcohol, anyway, in the end, the two of us drank the most, but I drank a lot better than her, I was still conscious, and Tang Bingbing was a little drunk.
After eating, it was not early, but Zhang Qimei still had to sing, I didn't want to go, she didn't force me, let me send the drunk Tang Bingbing back, on the way to send Tang Bingbing back, she chatted with me a few words, saying that the male netizen she just met was the one I met before, and he actually had a partner, and he had always played with her.
I said that netizens are all lies, don't be fooled in the future, and then I asked her how she knew, and she said that there was a strange woman who had just been texting her and told all this, and I said that since I know now, I will cut off the relationship with the man, and don't contact him in the future.
She said she did.
After arriving at the door of Tang Bingbing's house, I was going to leave, but she said that there was no one at home, so let me not panic, first find the key from her pocket, open the door for her, and say that she is dizzy now, and the keyhole is estimated to not be able to poke in, I smiled and touched her pockets, but I didn't find the key, I said you don't have a key in your pocket, did you put it somewhere else?
She said it couldn't be, just in her pocket, and looked for it by herself after seeing that she didn't find it, she said something bad, probably lost, I said what are you doing, your parents won't come back tonight, where do you live, she said only to live in a hotel.
Then I led her out of her community, found a hotel nearby, when she entered the hotel, she was already drunk unconscious, the waiter at the front desk also asked us a lot, such as what is the relationship, whether it is a local, etc., I am afraid that I am a bad person or something.
After I sent Tang Bingbing back to the room, she was already asleep, and after I put her on the bed, I was going to leave, but at this time she suddenly muttered in a low voice, saying that it was hot and she wanted to drink water.
I went to pour her a glass of water again, and went over to help her to take a sip, and at the same time, I found that she was sweating a lot on her head, and the clothes on her chest were already wet, and she looked really hot.
Although I felt a little inappropriate, but after hesitating for a while, I still took off her shoes, jeans and short sleeves, only a panties and bra remained, during this period, she was also very honest, as if she was asleep, she didn't move, it seems that she really drank too much.
As a man, seeing this scene, how could I be calm in my heart, I didn't dare to move her, so I sat next to her and watched her lie on the bed, watched for a long time, and then didn't hold back, so I solved it directly on the spot, and in the end I was really carried away, and I didn't think much about it, I put it directly on someone's lap, and wiped it with toilet paper for a long time.
After solving it, I didn't think about it anymore, I just cleaned up the mess and went home from the hotel, and at the same time, the guilt in my heart became stronger and stronger, I actually didn't understand, I obviously like Su Xiaoyi, why can't I always help but do these things? If you don't hold back in the future, what if you sleep with other girls?
I don't think it's okay to develop like this, I must control myself in the future, I don't want to become such a boy, if Su Xiaoyi knows, I and Su Xiaoyi, if it's not over, then it's a ghost.
But at the same time, I also found a reason for myself in my heart, I did all this to solve physical problems, I didn't like them at all, and I didn't sleep with them to do that kind of thing, so when I think about it, my guilt is less.
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