246 His smile was beautiful and desolate
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Ji Zi suddenly remembered Lu Cong'an's coming, and remembered the relationship he had gotten along with these days. She didn't know how she felt about Lu Cong'an. Lu Cong'an is very good, and takes good care of her and Ji Zi, if it weren't for him, she and Yue Ji would not have lived so well.
But Ji Zi's feelings for Lu Cong'an are not the kind of feelings between men and women, maybe there is a kind of dependence on the strong. She doesn't remember anything now, she has forgotten the days when she was with Huo Jiangli, even if she occasionally thinks of a little bit, it is with a touch of sadness. Ji Zi thought very clearly, maybe God made her lose her memory, just hoping that she could say goodbye to the not very happy time in the past.
"I'm with Brother Lu...... There is nothing between us. Brother Lu does take a lot of care of me, but for now, it's just a relationship between friends. Ji Zi lowered her head, her fluffy hair covered her face, and her already small face became even more beautiful, her white hand gently held the scissors, and continued while trimming the flower branches, "I just came back to see it during the summer vacation, and I have to go back in August." ”
"Sister-in-law!" An Shutong couldn't listen to it anymore, she snatched the scissors from her hand, grabbed Ji Zi's hand hard, and frowned with a little worry and puzzlement, "Why?" Even if you say you can't remember the past, we won't lie to you. I think, after meeting the eldest brother last night, you must have some feelings for the eldest brother, right? I used to be worthless for you, and I always felt that my eldest brother was sorry for you, but after you left, my eldest brother would rather give up everything and not want it, and he would go to you in person. ”
"It can be said that I have been wandering the world for more than a year, and the whole person is haggard. You don't know how happy my eldest brother was when I told him how happy he was when he found you. An Shutong thought about Huo Jiangli's reaction at that time, and his eyes were sour, "Do you know, a man was so moved that he wanted to cry, but he endured it in front of his relatives." A person shrinks in the corner, he is so lonely, so lonely, and the reason why there is hope in his eyes is because he sees the future. ”
"But now that you're back, you've extinguished his hope with your own hands. Sister-in-law, don't make a decision so quickly, think about it again. ”
Ji Zi lowered his head and twisted his hands together. She thought for a moment and said, "Okay." ”
Perhaps, they still need to talk about it again. Ji Zi makes decisions entirely based on her own feelings, she likes a life of happiness and revenge, and she doesn't like to be entangled. Just like when she didn't have amnesia before, many times, she also made up her mind to leave Huo Jiangli.
Her character is like this, if it weren't for the fact that she loved that man in the first place, she wouldn't have endured seven or eight years of living that kind of unhappy life. So now that she has forgotten the past, her feelings for him are no longer strong, and there is no motivation to support her to continue living, so she chooses to be so calm.
Ji Zi decided to go to Huo Jiangli to have a good talk, so she left what she was doing and went to find Huo Jiangli.
Huo Jiangli worked out early in the morning, and after coming back, he took a shower and changed into clean casual clothes. After a good day's work, he is already more energetic than last night, he is still the kind of thin man, with an innate melancholy temperament, like a noble prince.
"Mengqing." He called out to her, his voice was gentle and delicate, his eyes were fixed on her face, soft and with a strange brilliance, at this moment, he was the only one in his whole world, and he could only hold her in his eyes.
Ji Zi didn't dare to look at him, so he hurriedly looked away.
"I think it's better for us to sit down and have a good chat, let's talk about the past......" In fact, there is nothing to say, but after Ji Zi listened to An Shutong's words, he also felt that he should sit down and talk about it, so that he was responsible for everyone.
"Okay, go sit over there and talk." Huo Jiangli turned to the side, one hand was copied in the pocket of the light gray casual sweatpants, and the other hand was raised casually and pointed to the side, where his hand was pointing, there was a place where he could rest and drink tea.
It's summer, but it's early summer, so it's not too hot. And because it's morning, the sun isn't too big, so it's a little cool.
Huo Jiangli pulled out a chair for Ji Zi, and after letting Ji Zi sit down, he sat down next to her gentlemanly. The two of them sat facing each other, the faint light of the morning sun shone on their faces, and the soft orange light shone on their faces, making their complexion a sweet honey orange, which was particularly beautiful.
"Mengqing." Huo Jiangli shouted again, his voice soft, "Say what you want to say." ”
"I know, during this time, you went outside to look for me." Ji Zi began to say, "I don't remember what I have experienced. Shu Tong persuaded me, but I felt ...... When I learned about the past, I always felt that I couldn't get over that hurdle in my heart. ”
"Mengqing, you don't need to blame yourself." Huo Jiangli basically knew where her heart knot was, she would always be such a kind girl, even if she had amnesia, but her innocence and kindness had not changed, she was still an optimistic girl he liked to appreciate and wanted to care, "I won't force you, but don't reject me like this." Didn't you say you couldn't remember the past? Okay, then I'll accompany you to get your memories back little by little. ”
"It's not too late for you to make a decision when you remember what happened to us." Huo Jiangli said patiently, extremely gently, "What I have always told you is that I am not good, that I did not protect you and my son. Mengqing, you can never be wrong. ”
Ji Zi'an looked at him quietly, and she suddenly felt that this man was really handsome and beautiful.
His appearance is biased towards the beauty of women, but in his words and deeds, he is not a little girly, but very calm.
"Okay." Ji Zi nodded.
Huo Jiangli laughed, very elegant and calm. A man in his thirties has experienced those ups and downs, and the temperament precipitated on his body is commendable. He sat calmly, with a great momentum that he could carry it no matter what happened. Glancing at a green leaf hanging on Ji Zi's hair, Huo Jiangli raised his hand, wanting to brush away the green leaf on Ji Zi's hair, but before his hand was close, Ji Zi's body suddenly froze.
She was still a little unaccustomed to it, her body leaned slightly to the side, and Huo Jiangli pointed: "There is a leaf in the hair." ”
After saying that, he still leaned over and blocked the green leaves on Ji Zi's head. The breeze was blowing, and with the smell of cool shower gel in the action, Ji Zi held his breath.
"Why is your face red?" Huo Jiangli smiled slightly, knowing it, but he still teased and said, "I didn't touch you, there are really leaves." After that, he deliberately handed the leaf to Ji Zi to show her, "Oh, this." ”
"Oh, okay, thank you." Ji Zi blinked, trying to keep his mood calm and not embarrass himself too much.
"Mom." Wei Min walked over with Yueji in his hand, "Mom and Dad, Sister Yueji is crying." ”
Yueji woke up to look for her mother, but she didn't find it at home, she thought her mother didn't want herself, so she cried. Weimin protects his sister, so he coaxes her and takes her out to find someone.
"Mom." Yueji saw that Ji Zi was crying even more, and her little face was crying dirty, "Mom, Mom, I'm good." ”
She said she would be well-behaved and asked her mother not to abandon her.
Ji Zi likes her daughter very much, she and this daughter used to depend on each other, and in such a few days, she has long had a deep relationship. In Ji Zi's heart, her daughter is the most important. She can't remember her son now, but she remembers the daughter she picked up from the garbage heap, and she loves her so much.
"Why didn't Mom want you, didn't she still hold you to sleep last night?" Ji Zi pinched her face, "Yueji's crying nose is not good-looking." ”
"Mom." Yueji was still squeezed into Ji Zi's arms, but she didn't cry anymore, she just stared at the big watery eyes and looked at Huo Jiangli curiously.
Without waiting for Ji Zi to say anything, Huo Jiangli said directly: "I am your father." He stretched out his still slender and white hands, leaned over slightly in front of Yueji, and pursed his lips to reveal an arc at the corner of his mouth, "Will Yueji call Dad?" ”
Mom taught her to call Dad, so Yueji will shout.
"Daddy......" Yueji laughed, sweet.
Ji Zi felt that this was inappropriate, so he said to Huo Jiangli: "She is Wu Mei's daughter, and she will be sent back sooner or later in the future." When she's older, I'll ask her to call me Auntie instead. Therefore, ......" Jizi's meaning has been clearly expressed.
Huo Jiangli nodded, but still said: "You also said that when she is older, you can correct it together when the time comes." ”
"But......" Ji Zi always felt that something was wrong, and wanted to say something more, but Huo Jiangli got up, "The sun is a little big, let's go back." ”
Yueji wanted her mother to hug her, but Huo Jiangli looked at Wei Min and asked, "Do you want your father to hug you?" ”
Wei Min wanted his father to hug him, but he was already old and felt embarrassed. Huo Jiangli didn't wait for his son to answer, and directly bent down to carry the person up.
A family of four strolling in the garden, looking at the picture, I feel warm. After the four of them walked away, Huo Tao gradually walked out from the shade of the tree, and he stood alone in the shade, his eyes looking a little melancholy.
Although they are all born to one father and one mother, it stands to reason that they should be treated the same. But Huo Tao didn't grow up in Huo's family after all, he was brought up by Bai Lu, and he couldn't fit in.
Huo Tao is still a child, and he also wants to be cared for and loved by his parents. But in the eyes of his parents, it seems that he has never been the most important.
Although he didn't say it, he knew it in his heart better than ever. When he was sick, his father would rather see him in so much pain than let this so-called brother go to the bone marrow test to save him. Later, he was saved because he learned that they were twins, and he learned that this twin brother could save him......
Huo Tao's heart was sour, and he felt funny when he thought about it. He smiled softly, the breeze blowing, and the young man's smile was beautiful and desolate.