Chapter Twenty-Three: Who Am I?
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"I don't believe that Yan Qian has done that kind of thing, it's not easy for her to be alone outside, so I hope my brother can take care of her."
Yan Yushu was in the same class as Yan Qian when she was a child, and at that time, Yan Qian had a strange temper and didn't know how to dress up, so everyone called her "Village Girl" and was deeply excluded at school. In order to get rid of her relationship, Yan Yushu didn't play with her, and she didn't help when she watched others bully her.
Later, Yan Yushu gradually grew up, and with a sense of right and wrong, she felt a little sorry for Yan Qian, so she had more sympathy and apologies for her.
But it is true that as Yan Lijun said, Yan Qian, who has a particularly strong self-esteem, does not need the sympathy of others, and even the pity of others for her makes her feel that it is a charity.
Yan Lijun sent Yan Yushu away, and when she returned to the apartment, Yan Qian was eating watermelon by herself, without looking at him, seeing that she had eaten all the watermelon on the plate, he frowned and said, "Are you going to eat alone?"
Yan Qian was silent for a while, and then said, "Are you sympathizing with me?" Does my existence bring you a certain amount of psychological pressure? Actually, you don't need to be responsible for me......"
"Don't think about it!" Yan Lijun frowned, in fact, she could say so many words at once.
It turns out that she is emotionally sensitive, has a clear mind, has a strong self-esteem, and has a good temper. This girl, if she screws it up, I'm afraid no one will be able to take her.
In fact, Yan Lijun doesn't know how to face Yan Qian now, so compared to the previous relationship between the two, they have become more silent between them.
For the next period of time, Yan Lijun was very busy, and sometimes he didn't come back to live at night. Yan Qian heard that Old Man Yan was hospitalized again, so he naturally had to be busy.
During the day, Yan Qian's class had a day's work class and hoeed grass for a day in the school's grove, so at nine o'clock in the evening, she was doing sand painting, and she felt sleepy, but she didn't want to go to bed too early, she felt that it was a waste of life.
Yan Qian was so sleepy, she lay on the sofa and wanted to take a nap, but she didn't expect to fall asleep like this.
In her sleep, Yan Qian felt a cold touch on her face, and suddenly woke up, facing a pair of bright black and deep eyes, and in an instant, she was a little stunned.
"Why don't you go back to the house and sleep?" Yan Lijun asked.
Yan Qian rubbed her eyes and said, "I fell asleep suddenly, I have to finish this sand painting tonight."
"Why are you still working so hard?" Didn't he give her enough money to spend?
"I just want to continue to live my life in my own way." Yan Qian got up, went to wash her face with cold water, and then continued with the unfinished task tonight.
Yan Lijun seemed to see Yan Rui's rebellious energy back then.
At that time, Yan Qian had just come to this strange city, and it was inevitable that she would be incompatible with city life, and the dirty country girl was always excluded by her classmates, but she was not the kind of child who was weak and bullied.
Yan Lijun didn't pay much attention to Yan Qian at first, and later the school teachers often criticized her by name, and Yan Jiawen was also very helpless, so he came forward to solve it personally. But this girl is quite tough, and when she fights with male classmates, it is always the other party who is injured, and he comes forward to pay the medical expenses for the other party.
However, at that time, the more fierce Yan Qian was, the more she looked like a "wild child" in the eyes of others, and Yan Jiawen also felt that her temperament did not match the Yan family, which seriously lowered the quality of the Yan family's descendants, so she disliked her more and more.
In this way, Yan Qian's rebellious period seems to have come relatively early. Later, when she reached puberty, Yan Lijun basically didn't come back abroad, but I heard that she didn't get into any trouble, but her temper became more and more eccentric, she talked less and less, and rarely communicated with people.
Yan Lijun sighed, now Yan Qian treats him as an outsider, and how much does he know about her?
Yan Lijun stared at the top of Yan Rui's head, who was immersed in making sand paintings, and asked, "Yan Qian, what am I in your eyes?"
Yan Qian raised her head and said very seriously: "Relatives."
"I think it's an outsider." Yan Lijun smiled bitterly.
"You make me feel like a relative, that's why I want to live with you." That's how it should be.
"Do you know how relatives should get along with each other?"
"......" Yan Qian was silent, in the past two years, she only felt lonely and unaccompanied, so she may indeed have no idea.
"Because it's a relative, many things will become taken for granted, but between you and me, there is too much politeness." Yan Qian's detached attitude made Yan Lijun dislike it very much.
Yan Qian lowered her head and escaped Yan Lijun's gaze. There are some problems that her experience is not enough to understand, so she chooses to run away.
For more than ten years, Yan Qian has not enjoyed the warmth of family affection, she is used to living alone in her own world, and Li Wei is a person who is not very good at expressing emotions, so she feels that the way the two get along without words is very good, and there is no need to change.
On the way back to Yan Lijun's apartment after class that day, I don't know if it was a coincidence, but I met Zhu Yuanzheng.
Zhu Yuanzheng's car stopped on the side of the road, waved to her, and said, "Hey, get in the car."
Yan Qian didn't pay attention to Zhu Yuanzheng, and the latter said, "Get in the car quickly, you can't park here."
Yan Rui buried her head and continued to go her own way. Can't park here or more? What does it have to do with her.
Zhu Yuanzheng frowned, caught up and grabbed Yan Qian's hand, and said, "Hey, are you deaf?" Didn't you hear me call you? ”
"Don't touch me!" Yan Qian shook off Zhu Yuanzheng's hand in horror, as if shaking off dirty things.
"Can't touch it? Yes, I forgot, you have so many muscles and bones that you can break people with your hands and feet! Zhu Yuanzheng raised his hand and said, "I won't touch you, okay?" ”
Yan Qian was silent and continued to walk forward, Zhu Yuanzheng followed her in a ghostly manner, and said, "I didn't expect you to be the little girl back then!" Your name is Yan Qian - do you remember me? I'm your brother. ”
"I don't remember." She'd never called him that.
"Remember?" Zhu Yuanzheng rolled up his sleeves and said, "Look, who bit this?" ”
Yan Qian was indifferent, how did she know who bit her?
"You were young at the time, so you probably don't remember." Zhu Yuan was talking to himself, "Who would have thought that dirty girl would look like this?" ”
"Let's eat together!" Zhu Yuanzheng stopped Yan Qian and said.
Yan Qian was blocked from the way, and frowned: "Can you drive it?" I'm going home to cook. ”
"You don't have to go home to cook, Ah Yan won't go back to eat tonight." Zhu Yuanzheng took out his mobile phone and said, "Don't you believe it? Don't believe me, call him. ”
Before Yan Qian could say anything, Zhu Yuanzheng had already dialed the phone and said, "Ah Xuan, Yan Qian is eating with me today, so you won't go back to cook, you can take care of your own dinner!"
"You've been ticketed!" Yan Qian reminded.
Zhu Yuanzheng turned his head to look, but no, there was a traffic policeman looking around in front of his car looking for the owner of the car!
Yan Qian originally thought that Zhu Yuanzheng would not be able to take care of her because of this, but she didn't expect him to look unimpressed, and reached out to pull her, but this time no matter how she struggled, she couldn't break free of his grip.
"Please don't touch me!" Yan Qian said with a pale face, "I hate when people touch me!" ”
"You get in the car with me, and I can let you go, or I don't mind carrying you over!"
Isn't this a scoundrel? That's right, isn't he just a scoundrel? All the time!
Yan Rui was defeated by the scoundrel in the end, and her indifference was useless in front of the scoundrel.
Zhu Yuanzheng took Yan Qian to a Chongqing hot pot restaurant and ordered a special spicy red soup.
Zhu Yuanzheng looked at Yan Qian with an indifferent face, and said with a smile: "Aren't you a heavy spicy person?" I'm not a fan of spicy food, so I'm going to give up my life to accompany my sister today! ”
Yan Qian glanced up at Zhu Yuanzheng at this time, and felt that he had changed a lot compared to before, and now he was actually not so annoying.
"What? Do you still hold a grudge? Zhu Yuanzheng raised his eyebrows and said, "You ruined my muscles and bones, and I didn't care about you." ”
Yan Qian said lightly: "I am not afraid to speculate on you with the worst malice."
Zhu Yuanzheng was stunned, and then smiled: "It turns out that you like Lu Xun!" That's what you misunderstand about me, I'm not that bad! Seeing that you are young and have been taught bad by your predecessors, you should not always see the bad side of others. ”
"What are you looking for me today?" Yan Qian was pestered by him and had a headache.
"I just suddenly want to know more about you, and you surprise me."
"There's no need for that."
"No way, I'm already curious about you." In such a short period of time, her identity can be said to be unpredictable, and it is difficult for him not to be curious about her.
Yan Qian really likes to eat spicy food, and this hairy belly hot pot is quite gluttonous, so she didn't pay attention to Zhu Yuanzheng anymore, and began to pick up the meat by herself.
Zhu Yuanzheng leaned on the seat with his hands crossed, looked at Yan Qian, and said, "I thought that your target was Ah Yan, and Ah Yan also said that he had a strong interest in you, so I chose adult beauty." Now it seems that there is no need for this, no matter what, he is also your uncle! It's completely impossible between you, right? ”
Yan Rui's heart trembled, remembering that she was almost used by Yan Lijun, and she would have some complicated emotions. It turned out that she used to be like an object, which they used to weigh, and the result was - a woman is just a woman, how can a brother be important, let you play well!
Yan Qian said lightly: "I have no intention of participating in the bad taste between you men."
Zhu Yuanzheng smiled at the corner of his mouth and said, "You are so interesting!" I rarely hear you speak, and I always thought you were not good at words, and I didn't expect you to speak quite sharply. ”
"......" Yan Qian was silent.
"Do you like Ah Jun?" Zhu Yuanzheng asked.
Yan Qian frowned, and didn't let people eat well? This person went around and around, and the topic was not separated from her and Yan Liyan, what did he want?
"What kind of feelings do you have for Ah Jun?" Zhu Yuanzheng continued to ask.
Yan Qian raised her head, looked at Zhu Yuanzheng indifferently, and said, "Does this have anything to do with you, an outsider?"