Chapter 126: I'm Dead, What Are You Going To Do
Yan wrenched his hand away.
Then, she couldn't help but laugh herself.
She said, "Do you think I'm ridiculous? ā
Su Jincheng frowned and looked at her.
"Actually, I don't need you to say that I know how stupid and cheap I am, so I fell on a man's body so many times, but I still stubbornly don't want to turn back, even if everyone tells me that what you should do is to marry another man, and then forget Lu Yinchen completely."
"But I can't help it, I want to forget him, I want to try to fall in love with other men, but I can't."
On the corners of Song Yan's mouth, there was a deepening smile, but in her eyes, Su Jincheng couldn't see the slightest smile.
Song Yan slowly raised his head to look at him.
"No matter how hard I try, I just can't do it, I can't ...... Forget him, and can't convince myself that I don't love him anymore. Whether I like him or not is never something I can choose. ā
"Song Song ......"
Su Jincheng wanted to say something, but Song Yan raised his hand, wiped the tears from his face, and said, "You go first, I'll wait here." ā
"I'll be with you."
"No, you go about your own business, don't worry about me."
As Song Yan spoke, he simply sat down on the chair next to him, and Su Jincheng was still standing next to him.
Song Yan looked down at his toes, "But why did he leave?" Still here...... I really don't know what he's going to do, and I've never known what he's thinking. ā
"It's been ten years." Saying that, Song Yan couldn't help but laugh a little, "Unconsciously, we've known each other for ten years, but after ten years, I still haven't been able to understand, what he's thinking, and I don't even know if it's me or someone else he cares about." ā
Song Yan closed his eyes as he spoke, and tears slowly slipped down from there.
At that moment, there was a hand that gently stroked her cheek.
Song Yan paused, but soon, she brushed Su Jincheng's hand away.
"You don't have to sympathize with me, I'm fine now."
"Then do you sympathize with me?"
The sudden words made Song Yan stunned for a moment, and then she slowly raised her head.
And he stood before him.
He had lost a lot of weight, and there was still obvious bloodshot in his eyes, and the hand on her cheek seemed to be trembling slightly.
Song Yan froze for a moment, and then stood up without thinking.
She glanced at the side, Su Jincheng was gone, and when he came, Song Yan didn't know.
"Lu Yinchen, you really live here!" Song Yan finally reacted, pushed his hand away, and said, "What are you trying to do?" Do you think that if you are sick, you can threaten me with your own body? Since you're already sick, why don't you lie down in the hospital, what's the matter with you coming here? Do you want everyone to say that I killed you, and make everyone think that I failed you? ā
"But Lu Yinchen, they only saw what you did for me, and I never did it for you, is it that what you pay is what you pay, and my things are worthless, right?"
Song Yan's words continued, tears kept falling, he stood in front of him, he wanted to reach out to wipe the tears off her face, but Song Yan's people stepped back.
She gritted her teeth, "Now, for your sake, even the groom was thrown directly at the wedding scene, what about you?" You came straight from the hospital, what are you trying to do? Do you want to die here alone!? ā
As soon as Song Yan's words were finished, the person in front of him suddenly stepped forward, then stretched out his hand and hugged her directly in his arms.
Song Yan struggled hard, but couldn't break free.
"Let go of me, Lu Yinchen, you let go of me!" Song Yan said loudly, but not only did he not let go, but tightened it tighter and tighter.
Song Yan was angry and aggrieved in his heart, so he simply opened his mouth and bit down from his shoulder.
She didn't do less of this kind of thing before.
This time, naturally, there was no spare.
Lu Yinchen's hand was still holding her tightly, Song Yan's tears kept falling, she didn't know why, at this time, she seemed to have suffered a great grievance, and her tears kept falling.
As she had just said, she was still in love with him.
Even if so many things had happened in the past, even if he had hurt her so many times, she still couldn't let go.
So ...... Can't let him go.
She still wanted to ...... Love him.
Her teeth unconsciously loosened.
"Bastard, you let me go, you have the ability, don't appear in front of me again, what are you going to do when you come back? Didn't you already have everything planned? What else do you show up for? You're going to leave me here alone and waiting to die! ā
His chin rested on her shoulder, and then his low voice came from his ear, "I didn't want to die, how could I want to die, I'm dead, what do you do?" ā
"I'm fine!" Song Yan gritted his teeth and said.
"You can fool me, others can't fool me." He whispered, "Song Yan, you are not good at all, if you are good, I will definitely disappear from your life, if you can fall in love with someone else, you don't have to love me so hard, I will leave your life immediately." However, you don't. ā
Song Yan couldn't answer.
Her movements, in his eyes, seemed to be transparent.
No matter what she does, he sees it clearly!
"Yes, so you're very proud, aren't you Lu Yinchen, are you very proud? Yes, I admit it, Lu Yinchen, I still love you, so what? So what!? ā
"Not good, so do I."
After saying that, his lips gagged hers.
Song Yan froze for a moment, and what he subconsciously reacted to was to push him away.
But his strength is still so strong that she can't resist, in his mouth, in addition to the previous mint taste, there is also a bitter taste like yĆ o, when he tasted this feeling, Song Yan's movements also froze.
His hand hugged her tightly, and it felt as if he was going to take away all the breath in her mouth, Song Yan only felt a spin, and by the time she reacted, he had already picked her up, and then opened the door......
The rain began to fall again.
The rain slid down the glass window and hit the edge of the window, splashing it.
Song Yan was watching, and a pair of hands came from behind and hugged her.
His chin rested on her shoulder, a little stubble was a little itchy, Song Yan couldn't help but dodge for a while, but soon, she put away the smile on her face and looked at him with calm eyes, "You haven't told me yet, why are you here?" Can't you just get a good treatment in the hospital? ā
"I don't want to stay in Haicheng." Lu Yinchen stretched out his hand and draped the coat he was putting next to her on her body.
Song Yan was not cold, so he pulled it down, "Why?" ā
"You don't know?"
He looked at her directly, that gaze made Song Yan's heart jump for a moment, and then reached out and draped his coat over his body, "Why?" ā
"Because I don't want to see your wedding with Mu Zhirong."
Song Yan was slightly stunned for a moment, then frowned, "That's it?" ā
"That's all."
"Then why did you give me all your property?"
Lu Yinchen hugged her and sat down on the bed, "I'm afraid that if you don't have anything, the people of the Mu family will bully you." ā
Song Yan rolled his eyes, then kicked the shoes at his feet, and said, "In this world, the person who can bully me is surnamed Lu." ā
"Well, how do you bully?"
After saying that, he had already leaned close to her ear, Song Yan was a little scared by his toss, and immediately pushed him away, "Now, follow me back to China!" ā
"I'm not going back." Lu Yinchen simply lay down on the bed and said, "I think it's good here." ā
"What about your body?"
"I remember telling you that you are my best yĆ o."
The unprepared sentence made Song Yan's heart skip a beat, and then, she turned around, "I'm hungry, I'll cook something to eat." ā
He had barely taken two steps before his hand grabbed hers.
"Let's go out and eat."
Song Yan looked at him, but he didn't refuse.
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The restaurant was near the villa, and the two walked directly over, and during the whole process, Lu Yinchen's hand was always holding her tightly.
The feeling of interlocking fingers, between the two of them, seems to have not been in a long time.
And Song Yan actually had a feeling that his heart was beating back.
The news was playing inside the restaurant.
Or about the fire, according to the police investigation, the dead man was a local household registration, engaged in the work of a nurse, his fatal injury was someone with a fruit knife, pierced his heart, as for the woman, according to the autopsy, she died many months ago, and the specific cause of death is still being investigated.
Song Yan looked at it and suddenly said, "Do you think that eyewitness ...... Much like a person. ā
Lu Yinchen turned his head and glanced at the TV and said, "Who?" ā
"Lu Yinhao."
Lu Yinchen's hand stiffened for a moment, then he reached out and put the cut steak in front of her, saying, "Don't think too much." ā
"Isn't he?"
"How is that possible?"
"And where has he been now? I haven't seen him since the last one. ā
"He? I live well in one place. ā
Lu Yinchen's appearance was very calm, Song Yan looked at the TV again, at this time the news had been switched off, and then looking at Lu Yinchen's calm appearance, Song Yan could only attribute the matter to his own crankiness.
On the way back, the two went to the supermarket again, and Song Yan said while throwing things into the car, "When I was looking for you, the proprietress of a department store told me that you bought a lot of bread and drinks, what did you do?" ā
"Want to know?"
Song Yan nodded.
Lu Yinchen put back the potato chips she had just put in, and said, "I'll take you there tomorrow." ā
Song Yan nodded.
After checking out and returning to the villa, Song Yan found that there was a large balcony outside the room, and there were sofas and tables on it, which was very refreshing when the evening breeze hit.
She looked at him, "This place is really nice, where did you buy this house?" ā
"I didn't buy it." He hugged her from behind.
When Song Yan closed his eyes, he seemed to be able to hear his powerful heartbeat.
"Haven't you been away for a while since you didn't make it last time you didn't come? During that time, I had people buy a piece of land and build this house. ā
Song Yan turned his head to look at him, "So you designed this?" ā
He didn't answer, but Song Yan thought, it should be.
"What about you...... Don't plan to go back? Song Yan said again.
Lu Yinchen knew that she was worried about her body, but she didn't say anything, but said, "There are also doctors here, I have already contacted one, and I will go for a physical examination in a few days." ā
"What's going on in a few days, I'll go tomorrow!"
He looked at her, "Do you think I'm going to die?" ā
Song Yan's brows furrowed, and her hand was gripping him tightly, so hard, as if she was constantly trying to grasp something.
It was their hard-earned happiness.
Ten years, but excluding those misunderstandings and separations, they really haven't been together for half of the time.
So now, Song Yan is really scared.
She was afraid that the happiness in front of her was just an illusion, a bubble, and every time she tried to grab it, it would disappear.
"Don't worry, I won't die." Lu Yinchen held her hand.
"Then we'll go for a medical check-up tomorrow!"
"Isn't there something else going on tomorrow?"
"That'...... That doesn't matter, we'll go to the hospital tomorrow! ā
He looked at her, the stubborn eyes that looked at him.
He couldn't help but laugh, and then, humming softly.
After a long absence, Song Yan was naturally tossed very miserably that night.
The next day, when she opened her eyes, Lu Yinchen was no longer in the room.
Song Yan got up from the bed, and what was pressed on the bedside table was the note he left.
"I'll just go by myself, if I'm hungry, I'll cook something downstairs and heat it up."
Song Yan gritted his teeth and climbed off the bed.
And sure enough, he went on his own.
Song Yan didn't know which hospital he would go to, and only after sitting down did he remember that he should tell Yao Fei and them that he had found him.
Song Yan called Yao Fei.
He didn't answer.
This is the first time.
Song Yan could only call He Yishu, but she answered quickly, her voice was still confused, "Hey? ā
Song Yan then remembered that it was the middle of the night in Beijing.
She hurriedly said, "It's me, I've found Lu Yinchen, don't worry, he's fine." ā
"Really? That's great, did you tell Yao Tezhu? ā
"I called him and didn't answer, you can tell him tomorrow!"
"Okay, then be careful, when will you come back?"
Song Yan didn't know either, but He Yishu said this, she could only say that she would go back after a while.
After informing He Yishu, Song Yan sent another message to Min Jia and them, and after doing all this, Song Yan began to wander around the house.
On the third floor, there is a locked room.
I don't know why, at that time, Song Yan suddenly remembered that in the Lu family before, Lu Yinchen also had a locked room, in which all the ...... But it's Yan Xieyi's memory.
What now?
Song Yan wanted to go down to find the key, but in the end, she still didn't go down.
She wanted to wait for him to come back and ask him herself.
After shopping around the house, Song Yan went to the garden again, and when she was squatting there, she suddenly felt as if someone was watching her.
Song Yan immediately turned his head, but he didn't see anything.
Her brow furrowed tightly, and she turned her head again, but that gaze still seemed to be behind her.
The inexplicable feeling made Song Yan a little creepy, and he didn't look at the flowers anymore, and went directly into the house.
She called Lu Yinchen, but he didn't answer.
Song Yan could only sit on the sofa and wait for him to come back.
Luckily, he was back soon.
When he saw him, Song Yan rushed up directly, "You're back." ā
"What, miss me?"
Facing his ridicule, Song Yan only said angrily, "Lu Yinchen, when you bought this land, did you see feng shui?" ā
"No, what, you still believe this?"
"No, but I think your house is ...... Ghosts! ā
As soon as Song Yan's words were finished, Lu Yinchen directly raised his hand and knocked her head hard, Song Yan raised his head angrily, "What are you beating me for?" ā
"Nonsense, where the hell came from?"
"When I was in the yard today, I always felt like someone was watching me."
Song Yan's words made Lu Yinchen's brows furrow tightly