Chapter 133: Farewell

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On the third day of the vacation, except for Ke Yufei and He Zixuan, everyone else wanted to end the trip early, especially Ke Yingying, who suddenly disappeared from the world after the night of the fireworks display, from morning to night, whether it was a restaurant or a hot spring pool, there was no one.

Ke Feifei knew that his brother had a separate room, so he didn't care, but he could see Yi Xuejia following Zhou Linuo's action, and only then did he realize that the situation was wrong, based on the tacit understanding of nearly twenty years of dating, he just exchanged eyes with her, and he knew: Brother and Yi Xuejia broke up.

So when Ke Yingying proposed to return to Beijing, Ke Yufei did not object, his face looked very sad, and he was afraid that if he said more, he would become a sandbag for him to vent his anger.

On the way back, Ke Yingying has been silent, Yi Xuejia didn't speak, when He Zixuan chatted with her, she responded very hurriedly and perfunctory, Ke Yufei also felt embarrassed, because he and He Zixuan pierced the last layer of window paper, it was no longer a pure relationship between men and women, so he realized that she deliberately avoided his eyes, and both of them were afraid that in the process of frolic, they would accidentally expose the "adultery" between them.

Only Zhou Linuo is like an outsider, she has been making business calls, and her immediate boss Lan Shuiyue is preparing for a "big move" and has been communicating with her about the process.

Although she has been just nodding her head with an expressionless "um" and "um", and occasionally answering "yes", her excitement makes Yi Xuejia empathize with her by taking the initiative to knead Yi Xuejia's hand, as well as the increasing force.

Yi Xuejia happily looked at Zhou Linuo, who was passionate because of his work, and then unconsciously rubbed his camera with his fingers, and then glanced at Ke Yingying's unkempt hair, and secretly decided that he should also return to his original intention and take photography as the focus of his life.

The sudden braking took everyone by surprise, "I'll go down and smoke a cigarette." After Ke Yingying finished speaking, he got out of the car, left everyone on the side of the road, and looked at the surrounding fields through the car window.

"What are you doing? Sudden temper tantrum? He Zixuan looked at Ke Yingying's back from afar and asked strangely, "Have you eaten explosives?" ”

"My brother was dumped by Lao Yi." Ke Feifei sighed, "I'm afraid it's the first time in his life that he has been dumped by a woman, although he has been dumped before, but that's because he doesn't like people anymore and acquiesces, this time, he really likes Lao Yi, mixed up, mixed up, heaven is a good reincarnation, and finally met a nemesis." ”

"Oh......" He Zixuan looked at Ke Yufei meaningfully, revealing a provocative but seductive evil smile, "Some people really can't see it, it's strange and affectionate." ”

Ke Yufei waved his hand at her, looking like he was going to fan away the ambiguous atmosphere in the air, in exchange for He Zixuan's sweet eyes.

Seeing that Ke Yingying didn't come back for a long time, Yi Xuejia got out of the car with a camera around his neck and walked towards him.

In the eyes of outsiders, Ke Yingying is a person who exudes a loose atmosphere, whether it is in the face of work or feelings, he seems to see it more casually, but Yi Xuejia knows that he just gathers his energy and gives him what he thinks is important people and things, and it is precisely because he looks at him with a focused look and sees her as "important", so she agrees to associate with him.

He was spitting out smoke rings, his eyes that were attentive when he looked at him were shrouded in smoke, Yi Xuejia couldn't help but pick up the camera and take a few photos, she likes to shoot unguarded people, that is the true face that they themselves don't understand, Ke Yingying at this moment, no longer has that layer of pretense of being a hanger, he is not like a businessman, but more like a poet born with melancholy.

In fact, he is pessimistic in his bones, Yi Xuejia knows it clearly.

Unlike Ke Yufei, who went forward bravely because of his lack of heart, Ke Yingying is a thoughtful person, and he will not take a step forward without calculating the back road in his heart, it is obvious that falling in love with Yi Xuejia and being abandoned by her is not in his plan.

He heard a burst of shutter sounds, turned his head and saw Yi Xuejia, reflexively smiled, and then lowered his face sadly, and said resentfully: "I'm not ready to watch you leave my life." ”

"Neurotic, I'm here, you have my phone, my WeChat, you won't find me." Yi Xuejia forced a laugh to dispel the sad atmosphere of this separation, "Don't worry, I promise not to block you." ”

"Don't comfort me, you know in your own heart that if it's not a romantic relationship, what else can I have with you? Ke Yufei and you have more than ten years of emotional foundation, I don't, Zhou Linuo and you are friends of life and death, I'm not, you play photography, I'm in business, you're only in your twenties, and I'm already on the way to Bensi. Ke Yingying threw away the cigarette butt, stepped on the spark, looked at her with a wry smile and said, "As for He Zixuan, as well as the fried noodles, and that Liang Feng, the six of you may be destined to be slimy for a lifetime, so you were all born in that community, I sometimes think, why am I not raised by my grandparents like Feifei?" In that case, I'll be with you, and I'll be with you no matter what happens in the future, just as you and they are locked together by something they can't see. ”

Yi Xuejia opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, because he was obviously talking, so she chose to listen, and after that night of a hasty breakup, he came back to his senses and made a "complaint" against her, and she could only make room for him to speak freely in shame.

"I won't see you from here today—maybe I'll ask you out for dinner, or watch a movie, and once in a while, you'll promise me—slowly, maybe because you're busy with work, maybe because I'm going on a business trip, time won't be able to meet—" Ke Yingying approached Yi Xuejia, the bitter tobacco smell he exuded turned into vines that wrapped around her, and his voice was hoarse, "Moreover, there is no excuse to meet again, who am I?" Nothing, do you insist on being a 'friend'? There's no need to run back and forth in such a big Beijing city just to see me as a friend, there are ready-made friends around you who can accompany you to eat and watch movies, why bother to come and date me? I'm not your boyfriend, and without this identity, I lose the right to force you to go out. ”

Yi Xuejia shook his head and said: "You think too much and too carefully, life does not have a unique framework, and you can't predict the future direction." ”

Ke Yingying suddenly raised his voice, before this he deliberately lowered his voice, he asked with a wry smile: "Then you say, after today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, are you still looking for me?" Will you come to see me? On what grounds? When we were still lovers, I found all the reasons to see you, but you deliberately avoided you again and again, and now that there is no such relationship, do you feel fortunate that you don't have to accommodate me anymore? ”

"Are you blaming me?" Yi Xuejia was stunned, and also raised her voice but quickly whispered to herself, "Then I'll say sorry again, you are very good, but you met a bad me." ”

"No, it's because you're so good that I like you." Ke Yingying raised his hand and rubbed his face, but finally his expression softened, and he smiled gently, "You won't lack the likes of others in the future, you know?" Zhou Linuo is perfect, you may be a little less than her in every place, but the love you get must be countless times that of hers, and you don't know how cute you are. ”

The weather is starting to get warmer, the wind is no longer as harsh as in the cold winter, bringing a hint of sweetness as if to herald the spring warmth is about to bloom, Yi Xuejia's hair is also much longer than when she first arrived in Beijing, but she still doesn't care about the untrimmed hair end casually tied up a braid at the back of her head.

Ke Yingying got close to Yi Xuejia and stretched out his hand to sort out her bangs that were blown by the wind, he looked at her reluctantly, and asked with a sad face: "But your cuteness has nothing to do with me, I really don't want to let go, this is the first time I've asked a girl - can you think about it again, don't break up with me?" ”

After Yi Xuejia rubbed his palm with his cheek, he raised his hand to pull his hand away from his face, held it in his hand, and said solemnly again: "I'm sorry." ”

Ke Yingying, who looked unexpected, leaned over and hugged Yi Xuejia, and sighed: "I like your straightforwardness and simplicity, this is where you are cute, you will not hesitate, and you will not lose your way, if you want, if you don't, you don't, you are as simple as a child, but this is also where you are cruel." He let go of her, patted her shoulders with both hands, and finally said, "Goodbye, Yi Xuejia, I am happy but I regret knowing you." ”

"Well, thank you." Yi Xuejia nodded, and after taking a long breath, he showed a light smile that was no longer full of worries, it was the kind of smile that belonged to Yi Xuejia, with a big grin, no heart and lungs, like a primary school student who fell and forgot after crying.