091 The first day of first love
When I entered the alley, Su Xiaoyi asked me why I brought her here, and I asked her with a smile: "Do you remember what we were sneaking around here at the beginning?"
She chuckled and said, "Of course I remember, but why are you here now, you don't have to sneak around now, right?"
As soon as she said this, I thought about teasing her, grabbed her head directly and was about to kiss her mouth, she was startled, pushed me away directly, and asked me what I was going to do, I said didn't you say you don't need to be sneaky, then let's come openly.
Su Xiaoyi glanced at me and said, "You want to kiss me?" Let's go inside!"
Seeing that she agreed, I was a little impatient, and quickly dragged her into the small alley, although she was already the object of my serious illness at this time, but I don't know what's going on, after entering the small alley, there is still a sneaky feeling, as if I am still cheating.
I think the reason for this may be because I still can't believe that Su Xiaoyi will become my girlfriend, saying that I went to the depths of the alley and found a corner where no one was, I couldn't bear it and quickly held her head and kissed her mouth, the two of us had actually had a tongue kiss before, so this time I was familiar with the road and was very bold, basically I have been taking the initiative to attack, and Su Xiaoyi naturally caters to me.
It may be that my body is becoming more and more mature, and more and more hormones are secreted, when I kissed her this time, I felt that the changes in my body were very strong, and then in order to avoid being discovered by her, I had to arch my ass back, this guy embarrassed me.
Anyway, I kissed her for almost twenty minutes, during which I stopped several times to gasp, Su Xiaoyi also said that I was like a hungry wolf, I can really kiss, my lips will be kissed for a while, I said that I want to kiss my kiss for more than ten years, she said no, I don't want to kiss after kissing enough, or keep it in my mind.
I was also a little excited at that time, so I jokingly said: "If we have enough kisses, we can go to the next step, and we can do something else!"
Su Xiaoyi was stunned for a moment, then pinched me, and asked me semi-seriously: "You tell me the truth, you like me, won't you want to sleep with me?"
Su Xiaoyi suddenly asked, it still surprised me, although I said, I really want to be with Su Xiaoyi or something, but the purpose of my stay with her is definitely not for this, even if she doesn't give it to me, I won't force anything, I just want to be with her, so I quickly shook my head and said, "What are you talking about, I've liked you for so long, don't you think what I think in my heart, you can't see it, you think I'm that kind of person?"
Su Xiaoyi sighed and said: "When Wang Yang and Fu Hao were good with me, they both mentioned that they wanted to talk to me, if I refused to agree or something, they would be unhappy and angry, so I think you boys are all the same, if you want to do the same, I will be a little disappointed!"
I touched her head and said, "Silly girl, you think too much, I'm not that kind of person, you just don't give it to me in this life, and I've always liked you!"
Su Xiaoyi pursed her lips and said, "Pull it down, if we stay good, it is estimated that we will not get married, you will be impatient!" As she spoke, she reiterated to me again, saying, "I'll tell you, I won't give the first time until the day I get married, you have to be mentally prepared for this!"
I said that I was not good to you for this, what psychological preparation should I make, I don't have to think about it at all, she said that's good, she also smiled and muttered when it was over, saying that I don't know if I can be with me for a long time, and now I will talk about marriage or something, is it a little too early.
Su Xiaoyi's words poured a basin of cold water on me, indeed, whether Su Xiaoyi is good with Wang Yang or Fu Hao, it doesn't seem to be too long, now we are only in the third year of junior high school, three years of high school, four years of college, and marriage is at least seven or eight years later, so can I be good with Su Xiaoyi for so long? In the past seven or eight years, can there be no variables?
I don't have confidence myself, I think it's too hanging.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel a little lost, Su Xiaoyi still tilted her head to look at me at this time, and said, "What's the matter, why are you suddenly unhappy?"
I said you're right, our two high schools may not be in the same school, and when the time comes, how long can we stay together? Can you be nice with me until your wedding day?
Su Xiaoyi was stunned for a moment, and then asked me: "Then why can't it be better that day?" You don't trust me, huh? Or do you not have faith in yourself?"
To be honest, I don't have confidence in Su Xiaoyi, because I have liked her for so long, I know her too well, I don't know what charm I have, I can attract her for seven or eight years until she gets married, as for myself, I must be full of confidence, I am definitely willing to wait for her to get married.
Of course, I definitely can't say that I don't have confidence in her when I get in the car, for fear that she will be unhappy, so I can only say: "There are too many variables in the future, in case you go to high school, we are not in the same school, you meet a more handsome boy, what if you like someone else?"
Su Xiaoyi also seemed a little unhappy, she said: "You obviously don't have confidence in me, do you think I'm that kind of girl?" Isn't it? Let's just happen, in the future, who said clearly, you want to make so much of a mess, then it's better not to do it now, right? Besides, how do you know that I can't go to a key high school, and my academic performance is not good, but my family has connections and money, and I can go to school if I pay for it, right?"
Su Xiaoyi's words reminded me, indeed, if your academic performance was not enough at that time, you could pay for it, but at this time, I saw that Su Xiaoyi's tone was wrong, and I was afraid of affecting the atmosphere, so I naturally quickly opened the topic and said: "Forget it, don't talk about it, let's go eat and watch a movie, watch that big talk Journey to the West!"
Su Xiaoyi asked me why I went to watch Journey to the West, I said that this drama is very good, every time I watch it, I have different feelings, Su Xiaoyi said she didn't think so, but after watching it, I had a deep feeling about emotional things, I said that it was for this that I let you watch it, Su Xiaoyi said no, I had to go with me to see the Titanic, saying that I had a deeper feeling after watching this.
In fact, I have also watched this drama, but I basically jumped and watched it blindly, and I didn't finish watching it, and I wasn't very impressed, so she had to watch it at this time, so I could only follow her.
At that time, the place I went to see was a video hall.,This place can watch a movie for one dollar.,Two people only have two dollars.,I remember that at that time, I watched the uncut version.,That is, the male protagonist painted a portrait of the female protagonist.,The female protagonist didn't wear anything.。
In fact, if I look at this by myself, there shouldn't be anything, but watching it with Su Xiaoyi, my heart is naturally a little itchy, and a little embarrassed, Su Xiaoyi is very serious, as for whether her heart fluctuates or not, then I don't know.
Later, she suddenly said, "If only you could draw, you can draw one for me too!"
I was a little surprised, and I asked her what she was drawing for her, and did she draw a picture of this kind of undressed?
She gave me a blank look and said, "Then you're not going to draw me a dress?" I knew that in my head!"
I said that as long as she likes it, I will study art after I finish the high school entrance examination, and I will definitely paint her when I turn back, and she also stretched out her hand to pull the hook with me, anyway, I really made up my mind at that time, and I will study art after the high school entrance examination.
As for this movie, it's really good, and in the end, I cried when I saw both, Su Xiaoyi was still lying on my shoulder, crying and saying: "If I can meet such a jack in my life, I am really content!"
I hugged her and said something very sensational, I said if you want to, I am your Jack, for you, I am also willing to give up my life, Su Xiaoyi didn't believe it, she said that people are selfish, and I don't have a deep relationship with her, this is just right, I don't believe that she is more important than my own life in my mind.
In fact, I asked myself in my heart, if Su Xiaoyi's life was in danger at this time, would I be willing to give up my life for her?
The answer is yes, I would.
At that time, I loved her to this extent.
After watching the movie, I went to lunch, and I didn't go to school in the afternoon, but to sing, roller skate, and play games in the game hall.
But can you get your wish?