Chapter 118: Don't fight for the long or the short, just seize the day
Qiu Yinong looked down at the bank account information on his phone, and the text message from Qin Shangshang repeatedly popped up in his mind, as well as a number: ten million.
In other words, he recently hit 10 million to support Qin merchants.
Scold......
So what is the check he gave her before, the lucky female employee can get a check of up to 100,000 yuan, what does it mean that he gave her an extra 2.9 million?
The two have been married until now, and the finances are separated, and he has never given her any amount of money, but this time he is suddenly so generous, is it because of a weak heart?
So want to make amends?
She leaned back in her seat, lowered the skylight, and looked up at the sky, the sky was blue like a pool of seawater, and her heart was like being immersed in the boundless seawater, sinking little by little.
Not far away, Ning Juexi and Yue Chen finished chatting, and finally, he sat in the car, with a long and straight posture.
The car set off all the way to the east, completely contrary to the airport, Qiu Yinong thought he was driving the wrong car and reminded him: "Are you going in the wrong direction?" ”
"Don't go to Shanghai."
"Why?"
"The premiere has been cancelled."
She looked at him in surprise: "Then where are we going?" ”
"Are you scared?"
"What?"
"Are you afraid to travel with me?" There was no change in his side face, but the bottom of his eyes was dark and could drip ink.
She didn't think much about it, and hurriedly said: "Now is not the time to talk about this, if the premiere is canceled, you should have told me in advance, I have to go back to work now." ”
"Can you keep me busy?" He sneered on his lips.
Qiu Yinong took a deep breath and tried to convince him with facts: "Recently, I have to pack, and a bunch of bugs have been sent over the test side to be corrected, and if I ask for leave, I will share the points on other colleagues, they are also very busy and tired, and they have been working overtime recently." ”
"So what?" He was unmoved, and his handsome face was as cold as frost: "I paid them to hire them, isn't it fair that they provide labor?" Autumn is strong, you keep saying that you are very busy, in my opinion, you are very idle, since you have spare time to care about colleagues, then you also care about your husband, without me, everyone has to drink the northwest wind. ”
Qiu Yinong looked at the man who was covered with cold air at this time, and lost her mind for a moment, the heating in the car was very sufficient, she took off her coat and only wore a sweater, but there was a layer of cold air behind her.
She didn't know where he was driving?
And what is the so-called travel.
She knew that it was useless for her to say anything at this time, he insisted on going his own way, and she could only follow.
There was a deathly silence in the carriage, and the car sped forward, and he drove so fast that he had reached the highway in the blink of an eye.
Qiu Yinong simply didn't care, closed her eyes and rested, she couldn't sleep, so she took out her headphones and began to listen to the book.
After chatting with Yao Renhan yesterday, he suggested that if she wants to do a good job in mobile games, she must first watch Xiuxian, and there are two modes of mobile games in recent years, one is that mobile games are derived from Xiuxian, and the other is that Xiuxian is made into a mobile game. The former requires a bit of laborious copywriting, but it is better to be innovative, while the latter is relatively easy as long as you buy the copyright from the author.
Hurricane Feng's "Sleepwalking in the Tang Dynasty" is an adapted mobile game, if she wants to learn to make mobile games, she can start from contact with these, only by really understanding can she fully grasp the entire immortal cultivation system.
Know yourself and know your opponent, and you will not be defeated in a hundred battles.
In the email sent by Yao Renhan yesterday, there are several immortal cultivators, all of which are sound, and you only need to listen to them with headphones, whether you are on the way to and from work, or eating and walking, you can listen to them, and you don't need to read them word by word, which is very time-saving and labor-saving.
Qiu Yinong picked a book called "Mortal Fairy Hu", and unexpectedly heard that the protagonist was a heroine, and couldn't help but listen patiently, the story was fascinating, and it felt refreshing.
I don't know how long later, the car drove onto the not spacious cement road, and the bumpy autumn opened her eyes, she fell asleep just now, and couldn't help but squint and look out the window.
At this look, she suddenly fell asleep, and looked at the man next to her in surprise, the scenery outside the window was too familiar to her, it was the place where she grew up, a small town in Lingcheng Township.
"Why are you here?" She couldn't control the slight tremor in her voice.
"I said I was going to see my mother-in-law." Ning Juexi stared at the car intently, fortunately he was driving an off-road vehicle with a high chassis and a much slower bump.
The familiar scenery outside the window filled her brain, she closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, there was a calm in her eyes, "Stop in front of the first store at the intersection in front of the left, I'm going to buy something." ”
The car was parked in front of the only flower shop in town, which was small and the flowers were mostly fresh and expensive.
Ning Juexi sat in the car, watching her jump out of the car, watching her frown in front of a bouquet of flowers, obviously she was not satisfied with any of this.
He pushed the car door, jumped down, took her hand and walked to the trunk of the car, pointed to the two large bouquets of flowers inside, and said, "Are these okay?" ”
Two large bouquets of brightly colored, beautifully packaged flowers, one for carnations and the other for lilies.
Qiu Yinong nodded, "Okay." ”
The two set off again, this time looking out with wide eyes. The scenery outside the window is still very different from when she was a child, and the street that used to be very spacious is now very narrow, and so are the shops on the side of the street, and everything seems to have changed because she has grown up.
Passing by the elementary school, the impression of the bungalow has been replaced by a four-story building, and it is the end of class time, and the sound of children's laughter can be heard inside.
She couldn't help but pick up her phone and press the shutter to take pictures of the new look of the school.
Ning Juexi's car didn't drive fast, so she took a lot of photos along the way.
When the car stopped in front of a quiet cemetery, she stopped the man who was about to get out of the car, bit her lip and whispered, "Third brother, you ...... Is it okay not to go down? ”
Ning Juexi's pupils shrank suddenly, and he reacted for a few seconds before he heard what she meant, as if he felt sarcastic, and looked at her sideways: "What do you think?" ”
She didn't move her eyebrows, fanned her eyelashes slightly, and continued to say softly, "You just wait for me in the car, okay?" ”
Ning Juexi grabbed her wrist when she wanted to get out of the car, hooked her lips and sneered: "What do you think of me?" Driver? So I'm not qualified to meet your mother, am I? ”
His anger was obvious, she pursed her lips, she didn't know how to talk to him, she didn't know how to face her mother, her mother said that she should not trust men easily, let her take good care of Qiu Hua, but everything she did was contrary to her mother's wishes, she didn't want her mother to see that she was disobedient, she wanted her mother to be at ease under Jiuquan.
That's all.
She looked up and looked at his cold-drenched eyebrows: "No, I want to say a few words alone with my mother, just a few words." ”
The anger in his heart burned even more, and he raised his hand to grab her jaw and forced her to look at him: "You can say whatever you want, and when I'm done with her, I'll just walk away alone." But you won't even let me see me, autumn is strong, you'd better give me a reasonable explanation. ”
A very shallow arc pursed her lips: "Third brother, you have given me enough, there is no need for this, my mother is an ordinary woman, and she is already an ancient person, why do you have to see her." You can drive all the way to see her, that's enough. ”
His cold eyes swept towards her: "Enough have I given you?" What did I give you, you tell me. ”
She stated indifferently: "Checks, three million, two million more than other lucky female employees, isn't it a lot?" Although it is not much compared to the 10 million of Qin Shangshang, it is already a lot for a woman like me who has never seen money. ”
When Ning Juexi heard this, her cold face was slightly stunned, as if she didn't expect that she would know that he had given 10 million to Qin Shangshang.
Qiu Yinong instantly regretted it after speaking, she clenched her hand and said in embarrassment: "I'm sorry, I accidentally read your message in the morning." ”
As soon as she finished speaking, she hurriedly pushed the car door open.
The location of my mother's tombstone is deeply imprinted in my memory, and Autumn Yinong found it with almost no effort.
Her steps became slower and heavier, and she stared at the picture of her mother on the tombstone, and she had not been here for nearly fifteen years, not because she didn't want to, but because she was afraid.
Subconsciously, I feel that my mother is still alive without looking at the tombstone, or I just went out on a long trip, although I can't see each other, but as long as I have each other in my heart, my heart is still stable.
To put it bluntly, in her heart, she has been denying her mother's death and denying this fact.
Just like that, she has been denying the terrifying shadow that has hung over the Qin family for many years.
She wanted to get rid of it, she wanted to tell herself that it didn't exist, that she could live forever without burden, and live like an ordinary person for a long time.
There was a sound of footsteps behind him, bursts of floral fragrance wafted in, Ning Juexi held two bouquets of flowers in his hands, and his deep eyes swept towards the tombstone.
The woman on the tombstone is very young, only about twenty-five or sixteen years old, with big eyes, willow eyebrows, diamond-shaped mouth, sweet and gentle smile, beautiful and beautiful, and it can be seen that the autumn flower and moon appearance is completely inherited from her mother.
He put one of the bouquets in Qiu Yinong's hand, so he squatted down, placed the other bouquet of lilies in his hand in front of the tombstone, was silent for a few seconds, and left without saying a word.
Qiu Yinong put the carnation in his hand next to the lily, knelt on the ground on his knees, and stroked his mother's face with his fingertips, exactly the same as the appearance of his mother in his memory, his mother is the most beautiful woman in a hundred miles, but also the most hard-working woman.
"Mom, I'm sorry to come to see you for so long...... I've grown up, now I have a job, and I can support myself...... The painting is doing well now, and I'm going to pick it up and fly away......"
She said something intermittently, not very coherently, with many pauses in the middle, I thought there were a lot of words, but I didn't expect it to end up like this.
Perhaps, in the future, she should come often and spend more time with her mother.
My mother has been lying alone here for more than ten years, she must be very lonely, and she misses her and the painting very much.
The wind in the countryside is very wild, blowing wantonly, the coat on the autumn is not enough to resist the cold wave, the snot is frozen out, inhale gently, and inadvertently see a black place in front of the tombstone, like someone burning paper. Judging from the traces, it is very new, as if someone has visited.
Who?
She couldn't find any skilled people from her memory, and when she was a child, her mother didn't let them go out to play, and she closed the door of the yard tightly every day from morning to night, and the yard was surrounded by woods, and there were no neighbors, and they were isolated from the world for many years.
Without thinking about it, she walked out of the cemetery.
Step by step, mother's face went from clear to blurry, mother has only loved one man in her life, from her point of view, she feels that it is not worth it, but her mother is invested in true feelings, everything is true, she used to think that mother was stupid, how do you know that man will not let go of everything for himself, but also love persistently.
Now, she understands.
Once a person lives in the heart, it cannot be controlled.
It's not that you suppress it, you ignore it, it doesn't exist.
It's like Cangyang Gyatso's poem: You love, maybe you don't love me, love is there, it doesn't increase or decrease.
Just like just now, she knew in her heart, but her brain couldn't control it, and she still said that he gave Qin Shangshang 10 million, revealing her concern.
Their marriage, from the very beginning, she knew that it was insulated from love, so he had someone else in his heart, and there was a Qin businessman, and she felt that it was understandable.
What is abnormal is her, in this relationship, she began to give birth to emotions that she shouldn't have, and this emotion gradually became a net, binding her little by little, and the more tightly she was bound.
She was out of breath.
The only way is to cut the web and still be free with each other.
Perhaps, she should follow her mother's example, not to fight for the long and short, but to seize the day.
At the very least, I will look back on it in the future and leave no regrets.
In the depths of winter, the cold wind is like a knife, and a row of locust trees that have lost their leaves are swaying branches to the sky, like thin hands with teeth and claws.
The man was wearing black leather gloves and pointing at a burning cigarette, there were already several cigarette butts at his feet, and his tall figure was leaning on the side of the Land Rover, lazy and ready to go, like a cheetah lurking in the grassland.
The expression on her face was light and soft, and she couldn't see clearly, Ning Juexi looked at her approaching expressionlessly, thinking that she would just pass by indifferently, bypassing the body to the passenger seat, but she didn't expect her to stand in front of him.
Before he could speak, she suddenly took his hand, although it was only small and gentle, but it warmed his cold heart at once.
This warmth caught him off guard, and overwhelmed him like a frenzy, and he pulled her into his arms without thinking and hugged her tightly.
The two of them did not make a sound in the cold wind for a while.
There was still anger in his chest, and he was temporarily pressed down, and the little woman in his arms was really a master of tricks, let him
He whispered to her ear and asked, "Walk around here again, stay for one night and then leave, or go straight back?" Well? ”
She took a breath in his arms, nodded and said, "I want to go back." ”
Sitting in the car, Ning Juexi pursed his thin lips, he glanced sideways at the little woman who was buckling the seat belt with her head down, and there was a sense of powerlessness in his heart, he became more and more passive in front of her, she just gave him a little sweetness, and he couldn't get angry anymore.
The car gradually drove onto the flat road in the bumps, she didn't listen again, opened her eyes and looked at the road ahead, her eyes empty and confused.