115 Biological mother
"What about the woman in the photo? Where is she now?" I asked.
The middle-aged man showed an embarrassed look, he was stumbling, he couldn't speak for a long time, I don't know what's wrong, looking at him like this, I have a bad premonition, is it my biological mother, has something wrong? No longer alive?
"Huh? Didn't you say she was my real mother, but where is she now?" I pressed on.
"Hmm...... I can't say where she is now, to be precise, I lost contact with her many years ago, and then I tried to find her, but I never found her, and now it's hard to ......say whether people are dead or alive," the middle-aged man whispered.
I don't know what's going on, hearing this, I have an urge to cry, although I haven't met, but after all, it's my mother, this kind of blood relationship, can't be separated, I tried to restrain myself, not to let myself cry at this time.
I continued to ask, "Then why did she disappear, didn't she raise me when she gave birth to me?" How did I get adopted by my dad? Why did he adopt me?"
I continued.
The middle-aged man may really not know how to answer, or he doesn't want to answer these questions yet, so he fell into deep thought, and after a long time, he said: "I don't know how to talk to you, so let's do it, if you believe me, I'll contact someone when I go back and let him tell you about it, I'm also a party to it, and there are really some things that are not easy to talk about!"
He said so, I think about it today, I guess I can't say anything else from him, rather than this, it is better to talk about the grievances between Su Xiaoyi's grandfather and my own grandfather, after all, my purpose in the first place was for this.
I then asked him: "Your father, who used to be a big official, did he have a conflict with a person surnamed Su, and the two seem to have a relationship between superiors and subordinates?" The person who ended up killing him went to prison and died in prison!"
As soon as I said this, the middle-aged man's face became very ugly, probably because my words stimulated him, he looked a little angry, he asked me where I heard this, I didn't answer him, but continued to ask him: "Is there such a thing!"
He snorted angrily and said, "This is just nonsense, who did you listen to?" The Su family? By the way, they have a daughter who seems to be as old as you, and you used to be in the same class, right? Did she tell you? Don't believe her, she doesn't understand anything, and she doesn't know, there are too many things involved in this matter, and it's not such a simple matter as someone's grudge with whom!"
I thought that he was also very concerned about me, even I inquired about the previous class with Su Xiaoyi, I said since this is not the case, then you can tell me everything in this, he glanced at me disdainfully, and said, "Why do I want to say this, what can you do if you know this?" It's none of your business, don't ask too much, it's not good for you to know too much!"
Hearing this, I laughed, I asked him what was wrong, did I know too much, there would be people who would harm me, he seemed to be quite speechless to me, saying that if I were like this, he would not need to continue to talk to me today.
I thought that he said so, then I don't need to stay any longer I stood up, said then don't talk, after leaving this, I went over and dragged the door open and left directly, and he didn't call me, I guess he was a little unhappy, in fact, think about it, people must be a big leader, on weekdays, others are used to flattering in the back, it is estimated that no one will be like me to give him so face, he must be uncomfortable.
But he likes it or not, and I don't think it matters to me.
After I went out, Wang Liqiang was still guarding the elevator, and when he saw me coming, he was a little surprised and asked me, "It's over so soon?"
I ignored him and went straight to the elevator, originally he wanted to go down with me, saying to take me back to school, but I refused, I said I would take a taxi myself.
As for how I feel about this meeting, I think the biggest feeling is that I have a big harvest, I am very excited, mainly not that I met him, but I saw my mother in the photo, I have an intuition: my mother left me, she must have been forced, not out of intention, if she is still alive, then I must be her biggest concern and thoughts, as for where she is, whether she is still alive, then I don't know.
About my meeting with him, will my dad know, I also thought about it for a long time, I think sooner or later I will know, I am more worried that my dad will be angry and sad when he finds out, after all, he pulled me up alone, and I secretly went to see my biological father, I think it will be sad to put it on anyone.
I have time to go back and have to confess it to my dad, otherwise it will be uncomfortable for him to find out.
And Su Xiaoyi's grandfather, what is going on with my own grandfather, I am also a little confused now, according to Su Xiaoyi's words, my own grandfather harmed others, but my biological father is like that, it seems that things are very complicated, indeed, officialdom is like a battlefield, especially my grandfather must still be a big man, people like them, if they want to harm someone or something, it is definitely not as simple as we ordinary people think, Su Xiaoyi is just an ordinary girl, what she should know is not very comprehensive, Maybe there is really something hidden in this, I am actually quite biased towards my biological father's side, I hope that my own grandfather will not harm others, in this way, the relationship between me and Su Xiaoyi will not have any major problems in the future.
However, the water is too deep, so I can only wait for me to explore it slowly in the future.
Anyway, after I returned to school, I went directly to the playground to return to the team, and Instructor Yang also saw me at the time, but I just glanced at it, and didn't say much, I guess the chief has already told him the stakes, and he doesn't dare to provoke me.
It may be that I suffered a loss, Instructor Yang's previous momentum was all swept away, and his management of our class was loosened a lot, such as when standing in a military posture, everyone's head can't move, scratching and sweating, you have to report, this he explained early this morning, but at this time, someone moved his head, or wiped sweat or something, Instructor Yang didn't care much, I guess he also figured it out, after all, it's just military training, a week's time, just make a show, don't need to be so serious.
During the break during the military training, I went around to find Su Xiaoyi, the place occupied by each class was randomly selected according to the instructor's preferences, and everyone was wearing the same school uniform, it was really not easy to find Su Xiaoyi, I also sent her a text message, but she didn't reply to me, maybe it was turned off.
As I walked up to one of the classes, looking for her, someone suddenly called out to me and waved at me.
When I looked, isn't this Li Ya!
Li Ya's class was also resting at the time, she hurriedly ran to me, and said with a little excitement: "Haha, when I came to school yesterday, I saw you on the list, I was going to look for you yesterday, but there are many things in our class, and I have been busy for a long time, and I haven't looked for you, I didn't expect to meet you here!"
Li Ya, a little girl, seems to have a magic power in her body, when she talks to people and laughs with people, she can always make people feel very happy, and the troubles are left behind in an instant.
I smiled and said, "I knew you could be admitted to a key high school, which class are you?"
Li Ya said class ten, the bottom class, and as she spoke, she also glanced around and said, "Is your class also around here?" Which piece, I can go over and chat with you when I turn around!"
I said that our class is not here, I came here to find someone, she smiled evilly and asked me who I was looking for, it must be a girl, I said yes, it is a girl, as soon as the words fell, someone next to me suddenly said yo yo twice, this voice is familiar to me, it is Su Xiaoyi's voice.
I turned my head and saw Su Xiaoyi tilting her head and looking at me with a strange expression: "It's only been a long time since I came to school, I know that I'm a girl, Cao Xiaobing, can you bear it!"
I quickly explained: "This is my friend, you saw it at the gate of our junior high school before, do you remember?"