097 I only love you alone
So, in the whole dinner that followed, Jin Yan and I were completely reduced to supporting roles, staring dryly at Xing Feng and Su Chang, you praise me, I will praise you, countless beautiful words kept coming out of their mouths, and they couldn't wait to hold each other to the sky.
I'm okay, a fiery character like Jin Yan, where was he subjected to this sour and hypocritical atmosphere, and soon couldn't sit still, but it was not good to leave directly, so he could only secretly sit under the table and make all kinds of small movements against me, hooking my feet for a while, pinching my legs for a while, and secretly pulling down my hands for a while.
They went from mutual praise to Zen, and began to talk about yoga, meditation and things like that, which was more abstract to us. I used to see many fat-headed people often holding a string of Buddhist beads in their hands, and talking about Buddhism while drinking wine and hugging the young lady.
In my eyes, the Buddha should be in the heart, the truth that everyone should believe in, and the person who truly believes is the person who has the Buddha in his heart, and he is not always talking about Zen without being able to restrain himself.
Xing Feng probably saw that Jin Yan and I were impatient, but Su Chang was chatting heartily, and he was not easy to interrupt, so he could only say to us: "Xiao Yan, didn't you say that you booked a movie ticket at 8 o'clock?" Now you're almost ready to go. ”
"Movie tickets? …… Oh yes, I forgot if you didn't say it. Xiaoshu, then let's go first, let them have a good chat here. Jin Yan hurriedly understood, and pulled me to stand up at the speed of a rocket, eager to escape from here immediately.
We said goodbye, and Jin Yan pulled me to trot down the aisle unreservedly, and finally came to the ground. Before he got out of the gate, Jin Yan sighed with emotion: "I'm going, I really have a feeling of traveling back from ancient times to modern times!" ”
"Yes! It feels like a century has passed. I also sighed.
"That kid has really changed his personality now, and he actually likes such a woman, it's too scary!"
After walking out of the gate and getting into the car, Jin Yan sighed again.
I was amazed and said, "Isn't this the perfect woman in your man's mind?" Qin, chess, calligraphy and painting can do anything, and read poetry and books. ”
Jin Yan shook his head, reached out and took me into his arms, and said, "How can there be a perfect woman in this world, that kind of woman is all packaged." I just like a woman with vitality like you, down-to-earth, and able to go to the heart. ”
Vitality...... The first time I've heard that word describe a girl. Is this a compliment to me, or is it a disservice to me?
I asked speechlessly, "What does it mean to be alive?" ”
"For example, the grass that grows in the crevices of the cliffs, the snow lotus that blooms on the icebergs; Like you next to me, who laughed and killed someone. After he finished speaking, he took my cheek and kissed it hard.
It was the most poetic phrase ever heard from his mouth. My heart pounded as I listened, and I suddenly realized that he understood me, that he could see my true inside. Although, I may not be up to the standard he says I am.
"Vitality...... I murmured blankly, and suddenly there were countless reflections and realizations in my heart.
"Well, I just like your imperfections. Okay, don't think about it, I'll take you to the movies! Jin Yan let go of me, then started the car, and took me away from this unknown high-end restaurant quickly, heading towards the city.
This is the first time Jin Yan has taken me to see a movie, and it is also the first time in my life that I have seen a movie in the true sense of meaning. I have the impression that when I was very young, the economy of Panjia Town was still very backward at that time, and every summer vacation, someone set up a white cloth and a projector on the threshing field in the village, and the screening started on time after dinner every night, and countless men, women and children moved benches to crowd in front of the big screen, and watched with great interest the actors on the white cloth flying around in ancient costumes while sipping melon seeds.
When I was very young, I thought that the people on the screen were real, and the world on the screen was another real world, and I had the silly idea of trying to shuttle to the screen to shake hands and say hello to the people on the screen.
On the way, Jin Yan and I talked about these interesting stories when I was a child. Of course, this is all something he has not experienced. He told me that his family already had a large stereo and a private theater when he was very young, and that he already had the first computer in his life when no one knew about computers in China, and that all he enjoyed was the top resources in this society since he was a child, and everything he had was the best everything.
When he heard me say this, he looked at me in amazement, as if it was a world he didn't dare to imagine. He pinched my face and asked, "Are you from Africa?" How do I feel like a little refugee? ”
I know he's joking, but behind the joke are the very different encounters that come with our two very different lives.
He took me directly to the Shengda Cinema, the most exclusive cinema in H City, where he directly chartered a whole movie, bought two cups of peanuts and asked for the most expensive drink, and then we sat in the center of the entire cinema hall under the courteous leadership of the two staff.
"Why waste money like this? It's nice to watch it with everyone. "I can't understand what he's doing at all, and it really hurts to see him swipe his card lightly and thousands of dollars just go into someone else's pocket, even though the money is not mine.
"Because you said it, this is the first movie you watched. So, I'm going to give you the best experience and make you remember for the rest of your life that there was once a person who chartered the whole show in order for you to watch a movie. He looked at me very seriously, reached out and gently stroked my face, and said, "I won't let you work so hard in the future." I want you to know how happy it is to be the woman I said about it. ”
He began to kiss me, his lips touching my lips softly, his hands gently wrapped around my waist, carefully picked me up, sat on top of him, and continued to kiss me.
The lights dimmed, the screen began to flicker, and after a prelude, the movie officially began. The first movie we watched was "Pirates of the Caribbean 3", I haven't seen the first two, but Jin Yan has already seen them. He kissed me for a while, then hugged me and got into the film, telling me how much he liked Captain Jack as he watched.
In between watching movies, he lowered his head and kissed me from time to time, kissed me for a while and then stared at the screen seriously, and after a while he started kissing again, I said I wanted to sit in the seat, he wouldn't let me, he said: "Woman, my thigh is your chair, unique and only for you." ”
Endless love words kept coming out of his mouth, and every sentence made my heart flutter for him. He used to be disdainful of expressing his emotions, I can only guess; And now, after a separation, his feelings have become extraordinarily hot, he began to gradually make me feel his sincerity to me, all his love words make my heart continue to boil, when sitting on his lap by his kiss and care by him, I feel that I am already the happiest woman in the world, and there will never be any feeling that makes me happier than now.
"I love you." I couldn't help but pour out my heartfelt feelings.
"Say it again." He looked at me in surprise and couldn't help but kiss me in the eye.
"I love you."
"Louder."
"Don't."
"What are you afraid of. There were just the two of us here. ”
As if bewitched, I really said out loud, "I love you." ”
"Who do you love?" He told me to stand up, and then he stood up himself, hugged me tightly in his arms, and asked me loudly.
"I love Jin Yan!" I was completely immersed in the atmosphere by him, and I shouted excitedly in this temple-like cinema.
"How long will you love him?" He picked me up, buried his head in my waist and took a deep breath.
"I will love him for the rest of my life! I will love him forever! ”
It's so blushing, it really takes courage to shout these words! I used to watch TV or when I always felt that the hero and heroine shouted these love words very casually and simply, but it was really my turn, and I realized that it was actually difficult and courageous to say these words, and there was not enough atmosphere to say it at all.
He put me down and "yunxi" my lips hard, and he said, "Good! I will love you for the rest of my life! Love you forever! ”
"Jin Yan ......"
"Call husband."
"Husband......" I blushed and shouted in a very low voice, so low that only I could hear it.
"Wife......" he looked at me with a smile, and the gloomy aura on his face was completely gone. Today, like all school-age youth, his face is full of sunshine and brightness unique to youth.
"Why does it feel like a dream?" I lay a little limp in his arms and murmured softly.
"Even if it's a dream, it's a dream that never wakes up from."
After he finished speaking, he kissed me on the lips again, completely ignoring the ups and downs of the plot in the movie, and only devoted himself to entangling with me. We kissed intermittently from the beginning of the movie to the end of the movie, and the affection lasted for nearly three hours, and we always felt that we couldn't have fun, and we wanted to keep kissing like this, forever......
"How can we love each other so much?" When the lights came on after the screening, he looked at me with slightly squinted eyes and said to me very solemnly: "Pan Rushu, no matter how much we have to walk and how much we have to suffer in the future, please remember my words." In this life, I only love you alone. Did you hear that? ”
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