Chapter 30: I'll Be Okay
Song Yan closed her eyes, and at that moment, cold tears slipped from the corners of her eyes.
Lu Yinchen's brows suddenly furrowed, and then, his hands stiffened slightly.
He wanted to get up, but Song Yan hooked his neck and took the initiative to kiss him.
Tonight, she didn't want to think about anything, she indulged herself in this love affair with Lu Yinchen, the hand that was holding Lu Yinchen tightly was like a person in the water clinging to the last piece of driftwood.
Song Yan knew very well in his heart that Lu Yinchen would not be her driftwood, but a handful of aquatic plants.
The weeds that entwined her and dragged her people deeper into death.
After Song Yan woke up, he picked up the clothes scattered on the ground one by one and put them on.
Glancing at the sleeping face of the man who was still asleep, she said two words silently and turned to leave.
The moment she closed the door, the man's closed eyes suddenly opened.
He got up from the bed and took his phone to the side.
"Follow her."
Song Yan returned to the hospital.
It was drizzling outside, and she didn't have an umbrella, and when she showed up at the nurses' station soaking wet, the pale face made the nurse on duty almost scream.
"I want to hire a nurse to help me take good care of Song Chenchen."
After arranging Song Chenchen's affairs, Song Yan took Bai Nannan, who was placed in the morgue, away.
It was sent to the crematorium overnight, and when it came out, only a handful of ashes remained.
Song Yan's face was calm.
She held the ashes and stepped on the early morning train.
Nearly ten hours by train.
Song Yan didn't bring any luggage, so he hugged the urn.
Jiangcheng.
How long it was, Song Yan himself didn't remember.
She only remembered that when she left that day, it was a rainy day, just like now.
Song Yan went to the cemetery.
A year ago, Song Yan was like this, holding a person's ashes and coming here.
It's just that at that time, the person who was still sitting next to her was already in the urn at this time.
Song Yan Bai Nannan was buried next to Song Yi.
"Brother, she's going to accompany you, you'll be happy, right?" Song Yan smiled hard.
The rain had wet her hair, her hands were trembling slightly, and her pale face was still smiling.
It makes people feel, a miserable white smile.
"Before, she also told me that she would persevere, for Chenchen, but she still became a deserter."
"Actually, I also want to accompany you and my parents, but what to do, I'm afraid of pain and death, so I don't dare."
"I can only live in the world like this, brother, will you laugh at me, right? And also...... Sister-in-law. ”
Song Yan looked at Bai Nannan and finally said this title, "You have to accompany my brother well, I will take good care of Chenchen, and I will ...... Live well. ”
Song Yan did not go to see her parents, although their graves were nearby, however, she did not go.
She wanted to book an overnight train back, but it was too late to arrive.
She could only book a hotel.
She was soaking wet, stripped naked, and lay in the bathtub, the boiling water slowly warming her body, but not her heart.
Song Yan closed his eyes tiredly, however, the knock on the door soon came.
Song Yan didn't want to care about it, but the knock on the door continued.
She could only stand up and wrap up a bath towel, "Who?" ”
“…… It's me. ”