In fact, both men and women probably hate this situation, and as a person, I said that I am not so kind. At least from my standpoint, I can't stand my other half still being in contact with his ex-girlfriend, because men are the same, and the purpose of contact is nothing more than physical needs.

I don't want to pay attention to Shi Lei, I think about it with my toes, if Gao Zijian knows about this, how can he be good at resting?

So, when Shi Lei's pitiful voice came from the phone, I pretended to be calm and said, "I'll help you call Meiting." ”

"Xiaojia, don't call her, I just want to find a space to give myself a little bit of space, please, don't call her," Shi Lei said frustratedly: "I just can't find the right person to talk to, if you still treat me as a friend, come and accompany me, okay?" ”

He said it so frankly that I couldn't help but think that we were just ordinary friends. My ex-boyfriend split my legs, and I should have been relieved to learn that my ex-boyfriend was unhappy with her, but he was so behaving now that I couldn't bear it.

"Xiaojia, I just want to meet you, find a friend to talk to, there is really no other meaning, I know, people like me should not live in this world......"

"Shi Lei." Hearing him say such a life-seeking remark, I still relented a little and said, "You send me the address, and I'll go over immediately." ”

A second before I got in the car, I was still a little hesitant, but thinking that Gao Zijian had gone back to sleep peacefully, I felt worthy of my heart and went straight to the bar.

I sent a message to Liu Meiting, and in order to avoid embarrassment between the three people, I put the address on it and followed the driver into the crowd.

The bar is in an alley, and at eleven o'clock there are young men and girls wandering around the alley, dressed fashionably, and devoting themselves to the night club, they are smiling, they do not see anything abnormal, it is empty, or relaxed, only they know.

I glanced at the bar door and walked in.

glanced at the bar, and sure enough, I saw Shi Lei who was drinking, he seemed to have drunk a little too much, the arm holding the wine glass swayed leisurely, raised his arm, and sent it to his mouth.

I hurriedly walked over, stretched out my hand, snatched the wine glass from his hand, and put it down on the table with a "bang". Shi Lei turned his face to look at me suspiciously, and instantly grinned and laughed softly.

"Go back now, it's late." My voice was calm, neither sad nor happy.

"Xiao Jia, I knew you would come to me, hahahaha," Shi Lei's arm stretched out, instantly took my hand, pointed to the position next to him, and said, "Sit down." ”

I understood that Shi Lei was as stubborn as me in his bones, so I sat down naturally, sighed softly, and said, "Do you think this is fun?" ”

Shi Lei looked at me, his dark eyes were shining with a halo, and his eyes were focused, as before.

"Chen Xiaojia, I want to ask you, are you with Zijian?"

The cold tone, the arrogant attitude, and the indifferent eyes, where is it like that faint voice on the phone? Where is it like that fragile man?

I know, I was scammed.

"You don't need to ask me again about what you already know, right?" I looked at Shi Lei and restrained the anger in my heart.

"I want to know if this is true," Shi Lei looked at me, his face showing deep displeasure, "I want to know, a woman who is afraid of me to die and feels sorry for me, is now with another man?" ”

Is this the Shi Lei I know? The man I knew, although he had a paralyzed face, although his form was indifferent, but he did not become what he is now, I think, he was drunk.

"You've drunk too much," I took a soft breath and said, "I've already sent a message to Liu Meiting, she will come to pick you up soon, I'll go first." ”

Without waiting for Shi Lei to give me a response, I stood up from the stool and walked directly towards the door.

The screeching sound made me feel my temples thump, I instinctively frowned, and as soon as I turned the corner, my arm was grabbed, and I turned my head, and just as I tried to see the man's face, his face was already quickly pressed against my lips.

I opened my hands and struggled hard, but it was useless, Shi Lei's strength was too great, he pressed my hand tightly against the wall, kissing me.

The strong smell of alcohol shuttled in my mouth, I stared at him, there was no respite at all, I couldn't believe that Shi Lei had fallen to this point.

Open his mouth, let his tongue in, and then, desperately, bite down.

"......Whoa" A painful voice sounded, Shi Lei's hand pressing my arms instantly released, I took the opportunity to escape his oppression, just took a step, and one hand was pulled back again.

"Xiao Jia!" Shi Lei's voice was full of tears, and he said: "I don't believe you fell in love with Zijian so quickly, you tell me, it's not true!" Xiao Jia, the person you love the most is me, this suit on my body was bought for me by spending nearly a month of pocket money when I first went to work, and on the stone of the school Lover's Lake, Chen Yujia and Shi Lei are also written, Xiao Jia, you tell me, these are all lies, you just want to be angry with me, there is no other meaning! ”

Shi Lei's voice was heartbreaking, I knew he must be crying, but he didn't let go of his hand holding me, I turned around and glanced at Shi Lei's suit, and I also had mixed feelings in my heart, I like Gao Zijian It's true, but there are some things that I don't have the final say.

Time will make me forget, but it is too short.

"Shi Lei, you have really changed," there was also a deep disappointment in my voice, "You are no longer the Shi Lei with ideals and ambitions at the beginning, Auntie's choice may affect you, but I believe that many things can be decided by yourself, I don't blame you, I just want to say, since we have all made decisions, then so be it." ”

My arm shook off hard, trying to push Shi Lei's arm away, but he still pulled me away, and his eyes were already full of hatred.

Lovers become enemies, this is the worst process of love bacteria culture, I can only say that this is my tragedy, but also Shi Lei's tragedy.

"Shi Lei, your fiancée is on the way to pick you up, please ......"

"I don't want any fiancée!" Shi Lei suddenly roared, his mood was also very fluctuating, his eyes were wide open, and he said: "Chen Xiaojia, do you know that I have done so much for you, the woman I love the most is also you, a man goes to a woman for power. The bed is indeed the most despicable, don't say you dislike it, I will fucking dislike it, but Chen Xiaojia do you know? and other women on it. When I was in bed, I thought of the person who was you! It's always been you! ”

I was shocked, I didn't expect Shi Lei to say such a thing, if Liu Meiting was there, let her hear it...... Isn't it......

"Shi Lei, can you please calm down?" I was a little scared and a little excited, and continued: "On your left hand, with an oath with another woman, Shi Lei, whom I know, will never behave like this, so ...... Let's let things be a thing of the past, I ......."

"Chen Xiaojia!" Shi Lei took a step forward, in front of me, pulled out the ring hard, threw it casually, and threw it out, I was going to help him pick it up, he went to pull me, and said: "Xiaojia, I beg you, if you don't like this ring, I'll throw it away, I won't do anything you hate, you give me another month, and when I get revenge, I'll come back and marry you, I'll buy you the big house you want, I'll raise you a favorite sheepdog, there are only two of us in the room, Xiaojia, I love you, please don't be with other men, Please......"

Shi Lei cried as he spoke, tears and snot slid down his face, his hand pulled my hand, no matter how he shook it, he couldn't shake it off. My heart also hurts, I didn't think he was still thinking about the house I was talking about, I said, the shepherd dog.

But I'm sorry.

"Shi Lei, you forget me, I have another person in my heart now, please treat Meiting well, she is a good girl."

I slowly pushed Shi Lei's hand away, but he clenched it tightly, he said: "Chen Xiaojia, I don't want to bother you, but you, in this life, I am the only man, whoever you fall in love with, I will destroy whoever you love, until you return to me willingly, don't force me." ”

I raised my head in a panic, looked at Shi Lei, looked at this face that made me unfamiliar, and wanted to say something, but I couldn't say anything.

The waiter walked past us, I stretched out my hand, picked up one of the bottles of drinks, and splashed it on Shi Lei's face without any scruples, and my arm was suddenly pushed hard, and I was pushed to the wall, and before I raised my head, I heard Liu Meiting's voice.

"Husband, are you alright, how are you?"

Liu Meiting has always been there, and I'm not sure how much she heard about our conversations, but I think it doesn't have anything to do with me anymore, and all I need to do is leave.

"Xiao Jia......" Shi Lei's voice sounded together, I didn't turn around, I heard him say in an extremely cold tone: "What I told you is true!" ”

I took a sharp breath, wiped the tears from my face, leaned against the wall, and walked gently forward.

The person I love is no longer him. But why, I still feel that my chest is very blocked, why do I feel very blocked, it is because the person I once loved so much turned out to be like this!

Has time changed us, or have we changed ourselves? In the rampant flow of materialism, who can really do it, the original true self?

There was a figure standing at the end of the wall, and I looked at the shoes in front of me, and suddenly realized that it seemed that these shoes had been seen somewhere.

Raised his head, shocked.