I was lying on the hospital bed, tired and didn't want to open my eyes, in a daze, a doctor gave me an intravenous drip, there was a slight sound of talking, gradually, the voice became smaller and smaller, more and more indistinct, until it disappeared completely.

It was as quiet as snow, hardly any wind or grass, and I fell into a deep sleep in the silence.

When I woke up again, it was already sunset, Lin Yue sat on the edge of the bed with me, I was about to get up while supporting the hospital bed, Lin Yue reached out to support me, and held a pillow behind my back: "You are very weak, be careful, you, you have to toss so much with a child."

"How's Dawn? How is he? I asked anxiously.

"Don't worry, it's out of life, the doctor said, the bullet didn't hit the heart, otherwise it would be more than lucky."

"It's okay, it's okay." I breathed a deep sigh of relief, and this breath seemed to spit out my whole heart, and it hurt so much.

Leng Mochen shot me, if this shot hit me, even if I didn't die, the child would definitely not be saved.

Child, my poor child, how can your father be so ruthless, he wants to shoot us, you say, it's not right for mommy? Is it the mother who did it wrong? Because my mother wants to marry someone else, that's why my father is so ruthless.

If I marry someone else, he will shoot me, so will he think of other ways to deal with me in the future? As long as I don't return to him for a day, will he never let go?

If he can't give me happiness, won't he let others give me happiness? Do we really want to be entangled like this for the rest of our lives?

"Shinoshi." Lin Yue held my hand and said softly, "Don't be sad, the doctor said that you are very weak, and you will affect the child like this."

"Xiaoyue, I want to go and see Chenxi, you can take me there!" I lifted the covers and prepared to get out of bed.

"You rest first, and he needs to rest too." Lin Yue gently pressed me.

"I don't worry, I can't sit here quietly and rest if I don't see him safe."

"Okay!" Lin Yue sighed helplessly, helped me up, and walked towards An Chenxi's ward with my arm.

An Chenxi hadn't woken up after the operation, her face was pale, and it was distressing to look at.

When An Moya saw me coming in, she got up and walked up to me and stopped me: "What are you doing here?"

"I'm coming to see Dawn."

"My brother doesn't need you to come and see, get out—" An Moya seemed to be very unwilling to see me, and glanced away.

"I'm sorry ......"

"Excuse me? Sorry did it work? Now I'm sorry for what I want you to say. An Moya's mood rose all of a sudden, she pushed me, I took a few steps back, and Lin Yue supported me.

"Miss An, this matter is not Xiaoxi's fault, what are you blaming her for?" Lin Yue said angrily.

"It's not her fault, if it weren't for her, my brother wouldn't be what he is now, what? Want to shirk responsibility now? An Moya twisted her eyebrows fiercely, as if she was controlling her emotions: "Mu Xiaoxi, please, don't pester my brother, let our family go, please stay away from my house, okay, my brother and Yisen have been harmed by you, what do you want?"

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." The scene I was afraid of at the beginning still appeared, why didn't anyone who was good with me end well, why?

"Don't pretend to be sorry here, if you really feel sorry, you should leave quickly, go as far as possible, don't appear in front of us, we ......"

"Moya." Yi Qiuyue came over and interrupted her words, turned her head to look at me and said, "Don't worry, Chenxi is safe, but you haven't woken up yet, you don't have to worry, your body is also very weak, go back and have a good rest."

"I'm sorry aunt, I'm sorry." I did this to her son, and she didn't blame me at all?

"There's nothing to be sorry for, this is Chenxi's fate, he is destined to have this catastrophe, and he can't hide from it, Xiaoxi, you take good care of yourself, don't worry about Chenxi, we will take good care of him." Yi Qiuyue said gently.

"Okay, aunt, if Chenxi wakes up, can you call me and tell me, otherwise, I will feel uneasy."

"Yes, you can go back and rest!" Yi Qiuyue nodded.

"Thank you, auntie." I bent down and bowed, and Lin Yue and I left the hospital.

Sitting in the car, I didn't speak, Lin Yue didn't speak, I was so confused now, I didn't know what to think, I knew that marrying An Chenxi might hurt him, but I still walked on that road, what happened to me!

For the sake of the child in my belly, I chose to marry a man I didn't love, he was so good to me, but I hurt him in this way, how could I be so selfish, when did I become so selfish!

"Xiaoxi, don't think too much, take care of your body first, your mother is more tired than anyone else." After the silence, Lin Yue spoke.

"I don't think too much, I don't have the strength to think, I'm so tired." I really don't want to think about it, my brain cells are all depleted.

"You don't have to worry about the rest of the matter, leave it to Tianqi, he will take care of it."

"I know that my brother is like half a parent, and he will always hold up for me." I smiled faintly: "Let's go, send me back."

Lin Yue drove me home, and as soon as I got out of the car, I saw Leng Mochen leaning against the door, and when I saw him, the bloody scene instantly came to my heart, and the position of my heart ached faintly, so I looked away from him.

Since he wants me to die, since he wants me to die, what else is he going to do, is there any room for turning back between us?

Lin Yue patted the back of my hand gently: "Say it well." Leaving three words, she turned and drove away.

I stood there for a moment before I stepped forward, no