Chapter 132: Speaking Easily
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"Duoduo, listen to my explanation......" Xia Haoyu hugged me from behind, my eyes were still on the door, but the tears had already wet my eyes, I closed my eyes slightly, let the tears flow out of my eyes, raised my arms, and slowly took Xia Haoyu's hands around me from the front of me, quickly raised my arms, wiped away the tears, turned his face to look at Xia Haoyu, and whispered: "Please come with me." ”
Xia Haoyu's face was stunned, I didn't wait for him to respond to me, I raised my feet and walked to the other end of the corridor, I could feel the footsteps following behind me, but I didn't dare to look back, let alone look at Xia Haoyu.
At the end of the corridor, the afterglow of the setting sun fell from the window, and Xia Haoyu and I stood alone, thinking that it would be easy to speak, but we couldn't say anything, so we could only stare at our toes in a daze.
To my surprise, Xia Haoyu didn't say a word, he stood opposite me, leaned against the wall, and sighed softly.
My mind quickly flashed to the scene I saw in the morning, and I said calmly: "Brother Yu, please don't come to me in the future." "Let's just go apart.
"Duoduo, you listen to my explanation, I ......"
"Brother Yu, will you listen to me first?" I looked up at Xia Haoyu, this was the first time I had seen him since the morning, his hair was a little messy, his face was a little sallow, and there were a few unshaved stubble under his beard...... I quickly turned my face away, for fear that I would be unbearable, and said: "Actually, I have always known that we are not the same kind of people, and our rhythm of life is not on the same track, if I hadn't met you, I really didn't know that so many things would happen in Philadelphia that I thought I was familiar with, and I also thought that my world was black and white, but after meeting you, I understood that many things are not as simple as I thought...... I thought that as long as I made up for the gap with my heart and love, one day we would be on the same pace, but I was wrong, Lin Kejia was right, my pasty head, congenital deficiencies, can never be made up. ”
"Duoduo, listen to us, I ...... last night"
"Brother Yu, don't speak," I sniffed, trying to make my words tougher, I know, I know that as long as he says a word I will collapse the whole line, I know that as long as he hooks his finger I will still turn back, but, I'm tired, I don't want to. "I don't want to hear what happened to you last night, and I don't want to talk about it again, I just feel that we really need to give each other a little space to think and think about our ...... until now."
"Duoduo, it's not like you, you're not like this." Xia Haoyu stepped forward, and I quickly raised my hand and motioned for him not to come over.
"Brother Yu, since we fell in love until now, I have never begged you for anything, this time, I beg you." Let me finish it in one breath, otherwise, I definitely don't have the courage to say it again, "I beg you, give us a little space, even if it's a month, I have to think about it well, in the end...... It doesn't fit. ”
Xia Haoyu stood in place, didn't reply for a long time, I thought he had acquiesced, the panic in my heart was gone, and suddenly I felt a lot more relaxed, so I said: "Since Brother Yu has agreed, then I'll ...... first"
Before I finished speaking, Xia Haoyu quickly walked in front of me, wrapped his arms, and hugged me into his arms, I stretched my body to the party, but I was still pressed down by him, my face was tightly pressed against his chest, I could hear his fast heartbeat, and I could also feel my trembling whole body.
I've never had so much courage and I know I can't keep my head down.
"Duoduo, you have time to think about it, I can give it to you, but ......" Xia Haoyu's hand stroked my head, "This matter is not what you think, you don't want to listen, I can wait, wait until you want to listen, but can you, promise me, go back with me?" ”
Get back? Go back with him? Where to go? A new home? Stunning?
I stepped Xia Haoyu's feet, he shrank in pain, I took the opportunity to dodge from his arms, took a step back and said, "Brother Yu, since you promised to give me a month to think about it, please don't bother me again!" Also, don't spy on me, I know I can't get you, but I can hurt myself! ”
As soon as I finished speaking, I took out the blade I had prepared from my pocket, raised my hand, rolled up my sleeve, and slashed it down hard at my wrist.
I thought tragically, ***, I want to give myself a good time, I don't even have the courage, now it's okay, as soon as the catalyst arrives at the location, I will be ruthless! Cut it!! Cut it!! Anyway, if you cut it, you won't die!
Suddenly, Xia Haoyu's arm came horizontally, and it was only in an instant, it was blocked in front of my wrist, and the sharp blade slid into his palm, and I only felt weak, and my arm was loosened.
Turning his face to look at Xia Haoyu, a bright red suddenly appeared on his palm, I was panicked and scared, and in the end, I could only bite my lip and say, "I'll take you to the hospital." ”
"No, you don't." Xia Haoyu's twisted face suddenly turned his face, his black pupils stared at me, and said, "I only ask you, do you want to follow me?" ”
Come with me or not? I looked at Xia Haoyu in surprise, and suddenly felt a shock in my heart, sure enough, he knows me too well, he knows how deep my sincerity is to him, so as long as he chooses to hurt himself, I will definitely comply. Before, time and time again, whenever there was an awkward relationship between us, he did it, and this time, it was no exception.
I can tolerate him walking out of Allure mercilessly, I can also bear him driving me away from the hospital, it doesn't matter, at least I know that he must have his reasons, because of trust, is to choose to rely on again, but this time, it's really different!
"I'm sorry, I can't promise you." I looked at Xia Haoyu and said calmly: "Brother Yu, you should understand that what you barely come will not be happy, please don't force me, you can bleed, and I am not afraid of ......"
turned around, raised his feet and walked to Zhang Youze's door, pressed the doorbell, the door opened, and entered. During the whole process, I didn't look at Xia Haoyu again.
Because I know that as long as I turn back, I will definitely be unable to forgive.
Love does not tolerate betrayal, this is my bottom line.
A month has given me enough time and enough time for him, and I don't want to be caught in the middle and make my heart hurt even more.
Chen Luoluo may be suitable, how to choose Xia Haoyu, before this, I may be afraid, but now, I am not afraid.
What was snatched away didn't belong to me, my time just collapsed for a while, I thought, it's going to get better, isn't it?
"Uncle......" I raised my head and looked at Zhang Youze, and tears flowed down.
Zhang Youze looked at me, raised his arm slightly, and wanted to hug me, but his face showed a painful look again, and then he suddenly thought of the injury on his back, and asked, "Uncle, is it painful?" ”
Zhang Youze looked at me and said, "Yes, it hurts, but it's not in the back, but," his arm raised slightly, pointed to his chest, and said, "Here." ”
I lowered my head in panic, and sure enough, this is indeed not a good place to live!
"Hehe, just kidding~" Zhang Youze's voice sounded in my ears again, and when I looked up, a smile appeared on Zhang Youze's face.
I breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "Are you going to the hospital now?" ”
Zhang Youze said bitterly: "No, I've brought back the medicine powder or something, call Ah Kun and see ......"
"Medicated yourself?" I looked at Zhang Youze in surprise, thinking about Xia Haoyu outside the door, his palms ...... Hey, why did you think of him again?
"Well, this little injury, it's nothing ......" Zhang Youze said, handed me a piece of paper, and said, "Let's wipe my nose clean first, hehe." ”
Think about it, Uncle Zhang is quite pitiful in Philadelphia alone, he is also a bureau chief, and his life is worry-free, but he fell into my stupid place, he was hacked inexplicably, and he didn't even have someone to take care of, if it was me, I would have found a maid for the family, and I wouldn't worry about money anyway! A single man, unspeakably pitiful, looking at the blood stains printed on his back, he suddenly felt a little sorry, this Xia Haoyu is violent when he gets angry, it's true!
"Uncle, why don't I give you medicine?" Why is it that after saying this, my heart is heavy, and I actually have a sense of shame that red apricots are out of the wall, really!
"This ......" Zhang Youze opened the medicine box taken out of the hospital, his face was a little hesitant, and said: "Seeing that you are not in a good state today, it is better to go back to the house to rest first, and I will wait for Ah Kun here......
"Uncle, why don't you find a servant?" At least now there will be food.
"Ahem...... Zhang Youze glanced at me and said, "You are the opposite sex who entered my room for the first time, I ...... Not very used to ......"
The first, the opposite sex? Into this room? I tried my best to ignore Zhang Youze's casual words, rolled up my sleeves, and said, "Uncle Zhang, you must trust me, I have seen basic nursing, come, I will give you medicine." ”
Zhang Youze looked at me with a frightened face, just glanced at me, then obediently lay on the sofa and said, "Then you...... Be careful. ”
Actually, I just said it casually, I didn't expect Zhang Youze to take it seriously, this is ...... Isn't it just rubbing with a potion and then putting a bandage on it? Am I not going to be able to do this kind of little thing?
So, I gently rolled up my sleeves, looked at Zhang Youze lying on the sofa, and said cautiously: "Then I, start?" ”
"Yes."
After lifting Zhang Youze's shirt, I suddenly felt a little embarrassed, before that, I didn't know that Zhang Youze still had such a strong body, but his skin was very white, and the muscles on his waist were tight, and after my fingers were carefully lifted, I saw the scarlet on his shoulder blades.
After fiddling with the potion, I glanced at Zhang Youze under me and said, "Uncle, if it hurts, you ...... Remember to call it out. ”
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