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[618] U-turn

When I arrived at the school gate, I stopped the car, and Lin Ran still cried again, but it was not as intense as just now. I guess crying, I'm tired of crying.

I sighed and leaned on the steering wheel, "Don't cry, okay." ”

Lin Ran ignored me, leaned into his seat, and then looked out the window, occasionally, sobbing.

I didn't know what to do, I just kept watching.

Lin Ran ignored me at all.

I was very confused, "You don't want to be like this, it's okay, in fact, it's my fault, it has nothing to do with you, don't cry, it's all my fault." ”

Lin Ran didn't know why, maybe he thought of something again, and suddenly there were more tears.

I suddenly felt a little broken. I looked around, then I got out of the car, bought two bottles of beer from the commissary in front of the school, and then I took them back to the car, it was very cold, I got behind the wheel, and then I bit the lid of the beer open, and I drank one bottle in one go, and then my stomach suddenly felt very uncomfortable, and I pushed the door open, and then I threw it up with a "wow" sound.

After vomiting for a long time, I felt better, came back to rest in my seat, took a deep breath, and then bit the lid of another bottle open. I just wanted to keep drinking.

Lin Ran moved next to me, she reached out and grabbed the wine bottle in my hand, and then snatched it over, then opened the door on her side, threw the wine bottle out, and then turned her head to look at me, and shouted at me, "Still drinking, still drinking, are you crazy?" ”

I put my seat back and leaned back into it, still a little uncomfortable. It's not that I drink too much and feel uncomfortable, it's that I have a stomachache.

Then I coughed a few times, pushed the door open again, and threw up again.

Lin Ran began to hammer me on the back and handed me the mineral water in the car to drink.

Tossed for a while. I leaned back into my seat and took a deep breath.

Lin Ran saw that I didn't vomit, and then said, "You drank so fast, do you want to die?" ”

I glanced at Lin Ran, and then smiled, it's so uncomfortable. ”

"You drink faster, more urgently, it's not summer, you don't know what moderation is, do you? Do you really want to die? ”

I shook my head, "I don't want to die, I just know that I can't see you crying, I can't see you like this in front of me, so you just cry, you cry hard, you cry again, I'll go buy wine, you cry yours, I'll drink mine." Let's see, whether you cry to death first, or I drink to death first. Then, I smiled, "Actually." No matter how logical it is, I feel like I'm going to fall first. ”

After Lin Ran listened, he paused, "Okay, I won't cry, and you won't drink either." ”

I turned my head and looked at her, "Actually, I know I'm sorry, I know I'm not good, but you can beat me, you can scold me, you can never fight back, you can't scold back, you can fight, you can scold, but please don't look like this, please don't punish me like this, okay, I beg you, I'd rather you give me two knives, I can't stand you like this, don't cry." Don't do this, don't do this. I shook my head blindly, and I coughed again.

When I finished coughing, I leaned back in my seat and took a deep breath, my stomach hurting. Then I turned my head and said, "Okay?" If not, you say, 'What do you want me to do?' ”

Lin Ran was silent for a while, then looked up at me, "Okay, okay, just stop crying, but don't do that." Okay. ”

I smiled helplessly, "You can regret it, or beat, or scold." Because after today, I won't come out again. So, what else do you want to do today, you can make it clear, and I will accompany you to do it. I will meet your conditions" and then I paused, "I'm sorry, I promised someone, and I came to break with you today." I don't know if I should say it at this time, but I just don't want to lie to you anymore, and I can't keep hesitating like this. I don't want to make the same mistake all the time."

After Lin Ran listened to my words, he suddenly stopped talking and leaned back to his seat very quietly.

I looked out the window and didn't say anything.

The two of us have been quiet for a long time, Lin Ran smiled over there, and smiled very happily, "Actually, to be honest, I'm really pitiful now, but she still has a little ability to manage you like this, but it's useless, isn't it." If it weren't for our incompatible personalities, if it weren't for my insistence on letting go, a hypocritical man like you, she would only have a dry watch in her life, perhaps, at most, she could have a secret affair with you, but she would always be the second. Hehe. I feel sorry for her, poor child, as poor as I am, in love with you. ”

After listening to Lin Ran's words, I turned my head and looked at her.

Lin Ran also looked at me and smiled at me, "Isn't what I said wrong?" ”

I took the cigarette out and just wanted to smoke it.

Lin Ran stretched out his hand and snatched the cigarette, then kneaded it and threw it into the ashtray below, "Don't smoke, smoke, drink, fight, and fight in Internet cafes all day long, can there be something else." ”

I glanced at Lin Ran and didn't speak.

"I want to buy clothes, today my family gave me money, you accompany me to buy a set of clothes, I wear them for the New Year, don't you say, what do I want today, you accompany me, okay, think about something happy, say something happy."

I didn't speak, I didn't move.

After being silent for a few minutes, Lin Ran said, "Go, or don't go, give a happy word, if it's late in a while, it's all closed, and you can't do anything." ”

I glanced at Lin Ran "Go" and then as soon as I stepped on the accelerator, I rushed out towards our only commercial street here, the speed was very fast, I don't know why I drove so fast, Lin Ran said vigorously on the side, "Okay, okay." "I ignored her.

It was originally a 20-minute road, but I got it done in less than 10 minutes, we parked the car in the parking lot of the commercial street, and then I got off with Lin Ran.

After getting out of the car, Lin Ran walked up to me and hugged my arm.

I paused for a moment and turned to look at her.

Lin Ran smiled: "You said earlier that you came to make a decision." I'm already calm, haven't I? ”

I didn't speak.

"If you don't want to, forget it."

After listening to Lin Ran's words, I subconsciously grabbed Lin Ran's hand.

Lin Ran smiled again, "I'm still afraid that I'll let go completely, aren't you?" ”

I turned my head and looked at Lin Ran, "What do you want to buy?" ”

"Buy coats, boots, big trench coats. I like it. ”

"Well, let's go."

Then Lin Ran and I walked around the commercial street, and suddenly there was a feeling from before, at first a few storefronts Lin Ran was still a little silent, but after not much time, she began to laugh, and she laughed very happily, very happy.

She was still wearing a lot of clothes as before, and she changed them in front of me, tried them on, and then when I was bargaining with someone, she put them back again, smiled at me and said no, and went around.

She still circled around me as before, holding my arm, and calling me Liuliu intimately.

She still walked with me as before, stepping on the small steps as she passed, and then stretched out her arms at me and let me carry her down.

She still passed by all kinds of snack places as before, pulled me to buy them, and then ate them happily, and then forced me to eat spicy food. Watching me drink spicy water, she smiled happily again.

She still hugged my waist as before, discussed with me the people around me, and then nodded to my ear, followed me to bite my ear, and talked about the people's dress, and said bad things about them.

She still fought with me in the street as before, pinched me, kicked me, and then ran away, waiting for me to catch her, and when she caught her, she bowed her head and admitted that I was wrong. I change. After I let her go, she would continue to kick me and keep running.

She still treats her as my woman as before.

She is still as lively and cheerful as before.

I still treat her as my woman as before.

It's just that we all understand.

Nothing, I can't go back.

I watched her laugh and vent as much as she could.

What's more, it's unspeakable loneliness and sadness.

I accompanied her very happily shopping and bought her beloved red coat. Black high-root boots.

Lin Ran carried his boots, "Liuliu, I wear this, I'm taller than you, haha, I didn't dare to buy such a high one before, but now, I can." I'll wear it casually. ”

I just smiled faintly, didn't speak, and stroked her hair.

After buying everything, the two of us went back to the car.

Lin Ran got on the co-pilot. Throw everything in the back seat. Then close the door.

I was just about to speak, and then Lin Ran reached out and hugged my neck.

Before I could react, Lin Ran kissed me.

I froze for a moment, then reached out and hugged her.

Long. We separate.

Lin Ran leaned back and smiled at me, "Liuliu, I'm very happy today, really." ”

"Well, it's good to be happy."

Then Lin Ran's voice suddenly smiled, "It's time to make a decision." ”

I paused for a moment, "What?" ”

Lin Rong looked at me, "Didn't you come to me to make a break." I said it was time to do it. ”

I'm a little confused "How?" ”

Lin Ran stretched out his hand and pointed to my ear, "The most sensitive place for you." Really? ”

I nodded, "Well, I'm afraid of pain, I'm afraid of touching." ”

Lin Ran smiled, "We've been good for so many years, I've always wanted you to get my ears pierced, but you have always refused, and now, since we're going to break it completely, you can get my ears pierced, okay." Liu'er, I've been with you for so many years, it's not too much to ask you for an ear piercing. ”

I glanced at Lin Ran, "It's not too much, but can you change a request, this is too painful." Moreover, I'm a big man, why do I get pierced ears, do I really have earrings? ”

Lin Ran nodded, "Do you remember the pendant I liked most when we went shopping together before?" You won't let me buy it, I have to buy it, I've always imagined that one day I can bring it to you myself, but I didn't want such a result. ”

I sighed and didn't speak.

Lin Ran looked at me and didn't speak, and his mood suddenly became very low, and then he said lightly, "Then go home, send me home." ”

I don't know why, as soon as I stepped on the accelerator, I drove towards Lin Ran's house.

Lin Ran was very quiet all the way, and when I was halfway there, I turned my head and saw Lin Ran staring out of the window blankly, biting his fingers, and then his eyes were red, as if he was trying to control his tears.

I didn't say anything, just looked in the rearview mirror and spun around.

Turn around.