Chapter 109: He has quietly lived in her heart
Pressing his fingers on his temples, Ning Juexi felt a splitting headache, and a voice in his heart was telling him that it was possible that he was the man who raped him back then......
Suddenly realizing this problem, he suddenly didn't know whether to be happy or sad.
Happily, her first man was no one else after all, it was him, Ning Juexi, who got her first time.
Sadly, how will he face her in the future? She became what she is today, all because of that rape.
Don't give up, he called Fa Xiao, the other party moved away the following year of that year, they haven't seen each other for many years, fortunately the phone number hasn't changed.
"Yo, why did you kid suddenly remember to call me?" The other party grinned, his back was a little noisy, and he seemed to be playing with people.
"I want to ask you, whose villa did you take me to Lingcheng to play in that year?"
"The Bo family, what's wrong? Asked this suddenly. ”
"It's okay, hang up."
That head is inexplicable, this head, the man's face is dark, and his thin lips slowly overflow with a wry smile.
At the end of the sofa, Pei Jie, who had been lying on it for a long time, woke up, and he planned to soak here every day for the past few days, completely annoying the surnamed Ning, in order to strongly protest that he valued sex and neglected friends after marriage, and regarded brothers as clothes and women as siblings. Hum!
woke up, Pei Dashao went to wash his face, then picked up his notebook and continued to watch the film.
Ning Juexi, who was busy reviewing documents behind the desk, raised his eyes, lowered his head and continued to look at the documents.
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Two days later.
"Ahh
Qiu Yinong sneezed twice in a row, rubbed his nose and continued to watch the video as if he was fine.
At a distance of about three meters in front, Lu Pianpian walked back and forth hundreds of times, biting the nail of her thumb, talking to herself for a while, angry eyebrows and angry eyes for a while, and six gods without a master for a while.
It wasn't until he heard the sound of Qiu Yinong's sneezing that Lu Pianpian came back to his senses, ran to Qiu Yinong's sofa and sat down leaning down and said, "Yinong, why don't we go to the Shengshi Dynasty to find Brother Ning, I heard Zhou Shao say that he came back the day before yesterday." ”
"Really?" Qiu Yinong replied unconsciously, "He's very busy at the end of the year, so let's not bother." ”
"No matter how busy you are, you can't even go home, it's been three days, and finally there are three days off on New Year's Day, you are all free, and you don't know how to go out to play." Lu Pianpian pursed her lips unwillingly, "I heard that Qin Xiaosan runs to him every day, but he is diligent, if you continue like this, sooner or later you will be calculated by that woman one day." ”
"She wants to like it, take it." Autumn is thick and he didn't even lift his eyelids.
"What do you call this, just ask her to take it, you are the legitimate Mrs. Ning." Lu Pianpian shouted.
Qiu Yinong's eardrums were almost deafened by this raised voice, he thought for a moment with his forehead, and calmly confessed to Lu Pianpian: "Pianpian, your cousin and I don't have a good relationship as you think, in fact, he and I are in our own ways in most cases and don't interfere with each other." He is the ruler of his prosperous dynasty, and I am my Mrs. Ning, do you understand? ”
"You mean, you...... You ......" Lu Pianpian couldn't say that word, she gritted her teeth, "Okay, it's me who eats radishes and doesn't worry about it, and I don't care about your affairs in the future." ”
Qiu Yinong glanced at Lu Pianpian twice, and then lowered his head again.
Lu Pianpian is the Lord who is willing to be quiet, pointing to the bright sunshine outside, taking the hand of Autumn and saying: "Today is the last day of the New Year's Day holiday, and tomorrow you will go to work, go, go out shopping with me." ”
"I'm not going, I can't stand it after you walked around Lingcheng for half an hour last time." Autumn Yinong tried to withdraw his hand.
Lu Pianpian hurriedly tightened Qiu Yinong's arm: "No, no, I promise not this time." Didn't I wear very high heels last time, but today you see, I'm wearing flat heels, which is suitable for shopping. ”
Afraid that the autumn mood would not be believed, Lu Pianpian deliberately ran to the shoe cabinet and brought his flat boots.
During the three-day long holiday, how long did Qiu Yinong stay at home, and how long Lu Pianpian accompanied her, and it was really stuffy, Qiu Yinong didn't shirk anymore, took the computer, went upstairs to change clothes, and the two girls set off.
Sitting in Lu Pianpian's sports car, with rhythmic music playing along the way, Lu Pianpian shook his head and drove the car, watching the autumn mood for a while.
"Pianpin, you drive slowly." How do you feel that Lu Pianpian and Mai Yanqing have a fight, both of them like drag racing, and they always feel like their heads are pinned to their trouser belts when they are in their cars.
"It's okay, I've got it." Lu Pianpian is really happy, and Qiu Yinong can play together happily as before, and she also married her cousin and became her cousin's sister-in-law, the fate in this is not ordinarily deep.
Qiu Yinong clutched her seat belt tightly, and in order to relieve her tension, she asked Lu Pianpian: "Do you know what day the annual meeting of the Shengshi Dynasty is?" ”
Lu Pianpian thought about it seriously: "It seems to be three days later, I don't know the specifics, what are you asking for?" ”
Qiu Yinong naturally wouldn't tell Lu Pianpian that she wanted the million-dollar check, so she replied with a smile: "It's nothing, just ask." ”
"Hey, hey." Lu Pianpian squinted her eyes and laughed, "I said that I don't care about Brother Ning, now I want to dance with Brother Ning at the annual meeting, right?" I agree, it's best to be angry with Qin Xiaosan and let her know who is the mother of the main palace. ”
Qiu Yinong glanced at her as if she didn't have any, Lu Pianpian immediately thought of the oath she had just made, covered her lower lip and said carefully: "Okay, I don't care about your business." I will help you inquire about the annual meeting, how can you thank me when the time comes? ”
"After that, can I invite you to dinner?" Autumn smiles.
"Okay, for your meal, I'll help you with this." Lu Pian was elated.
The two came to the shopping mall, Lu Pianpian was like crazy, pulled Qiu Yinong to visit clothing stores, jewelry stores, and when he saw the dessert house, he went in to sit, eat, and then continued to shop.
Half a day was consumed like this.
Lu Pianpian was almost a big bag, she couldn't carry it, she called home and asked the nanny to come and take all the things away, so she sat down in the café with Qiu Yinong, drank a cup of coffee, and rested.
On the other hand, Qiu Yinong, she didn't sell anything, and she wasn't interested in anything, Lu Pianpian remembered the credit card again, and asked her: "Yinong, didn't my cousin give you his supplementary card?" It's impossible, cousin has always been generous to women, there's no way he didn't give it to you. ”
Qiu Yinong shook his head indifferently, "I have a job and a salary, what do I want his money for?" ”
"You can't say that." Lu Pianpian put down the coffee cup disapprovingly: "You are Mrs. Ning after all, and the Ning family is very shameless when you go in and out, so it makes him feel like he should give you pocket money." ”
"It's really not necessary." Qiu Yinong slowly took a sip of coffee, pointed outside and said, "It's not early, let's go back, Mother Liu is still waiting for us to go back to eat." ”
"What's the hurry?" Lu Pianpian already had an idea, she said that she didn't care about Yinong and Brother Ning's affairs, but she still couldn't let go of it in her heart, she was thinking about driving the car to the Shengshi Dynasty for a while, if Qin Xiaosan was there, she would jump up and scold, keep the crying father who scolded Qin Xiaosan, and if Qin Xiaosan was not there, she would pretend to have something to do and leave, leaving the opportunity to be alone to them.
Hehe, thinking of his wit, Lu Pianpian couldn't help but praise himself.
The two of them sat by the window of the café, and there was a huge LCD screen on the opposite side of the road, on which a movie trailer was scrolling.
Lu Pianpian finished drinking the coffee in the cup and said excitedly: "By the way, the Chinese New Year movie has come up recently, why don't we go to the movie another day?" ”
"Okay." Qiu Yinong did not object, stared at the heroine who appeared in the snow on the screen and said: "I also happened to go to see this film, I heard that the director is the best at making literary films, which is very valuable for viewing." ”
Lu Pianpian saw that it was not Qin Shangshang's face, and immediately grinded his teeth angrily and said, "What if the viewing value is high?" I won't go, and you won't go!" ”
Qiu Yinong smiled faintly and said, "Then what should I do?" The day before yesterday, the company just issued me four movie tickets, and this movie was among them. ”
Lu Pianpian pouted and asked again: "What are the other two?" ”
"Domestic children's cartoons." Qiu Yinong said a name, and the cartoon belongs to TV-7 in the rating standard, that is, children between the ages of 7 and 10 to watch it.
Lu Pianpian touched her nose: "This year's Chinese New Year movies are not good, I give up!" ”
Autumn Mood: "......"
Lu Pianpian went to the bathroom, Qiu Yinong remembered to call Li Ruxin, after hitting her head that time, Li Ruxin was hospitalized, and the day before yesterday, Qiu Yinong also went to the hospital to see her, she was fine, but her spirit was very poor, and her face was very ugly.
Cheng Jia Pharmaceutical was afraid that things would make a big deal and paid off the medical expenses early.
Li Ruxin cried when she saw Qiu Yinong, and Qiu Yinong was also uncomfortable, so she could only comfort that Mingfeng Pharmaceutical Factory no longer existed, and they all had to accept this reality.
No one answered the phone after calling once, and only after calling the second time did I hear Li Ruxin's old voice: "What's the matter, Yi Nong, is there good news?" ”
Li Ruxin still had a glimmer of hope for that piece of skin, and when the autumn mood was quiet, she would say: "No, I don't worry about you, I want to ask how you are doing?" ”
"What else? The pharmaceutical factory is gone, and the hope is gone, so I'll just live like this. Li Ruxin hardly has hope in life.
"Aunt Li, don't be too sad." It's almost the same thing that should be said about autumn.
"Yinong, isn't your mother-in-law's family quite rich? Can you get your husband to find a way to get his hands on that piece of skin? Isn't he a real estate magnate? A small piece of land is certainly not a difficult thing for him, can you talk to him? It's a big deal to pay a little more. ”
Qiu Yi smiled bitterly, Aunt Li didn't know that Ning Juexi was the person behind her who directly caused the land to fall into the hands of Cheng Jia Pharmaceutical, and she suddenly didn't know what to say.
After a few perfunctory words, he hung up in a slightly gloomy mood.
Qiu Yinong refilled a cup of coffee, and the waiter just brought it up, and someone called her in surprise: "Yinong? ”
She turned around and faced a face with outstanding temperament, which was Chi Shaosen.
"What a coincidence, Southen." Autumn smiled indifferently.
Chi Shaosen glanced across from her: "Do you mind if I sit down?" ”
Qiu Yinong shook his head.
Chi Shaosen's eyes were staring at the face in front of him that he was thinking about day and night: "How are you doing?" ”
"It's good." Autumn Yinong stirred the coffee that had just been filled with milk balls in the cup.
"How are you doing? So what's the deal with that woman? Chi Shaosen pointed to Qin Shangshang's face on the screen outside the window, and said angrily: "People outside say that she is your husband's junior, is it true?" ”
"Southon." Qiu Yinong lowered his voice: "Are you here to tell me this?" So, how are you doing? You're about to have a baby, right? ”
"The child fell off and she went into the hospital. I had a quarrel with my mom the other day, and my mom got sick too, and now I'm running to the hospital all day long. ”
Qiu Yi was stunned and showed an apologetic expression.
"I heard that Chi's is listed, aren't you busier?" She changed the subject.
"Well, my dad is old, and I'm in charge of the Chi family now." Chi Shaosen suddenly shook Qiu Yinong's hand affectionately: "Yinong, now that I have the final say in the Chi family, no one can stop us from being together." I know you still have mine in your heart, and so do I, I don't think about you for a moment, and we can be together again. ”
"At what cost?" Qiu Yinong smiled sideways, and slowly withdrew his hand without a trace: "You have a wife who needs to be taken care of, I have a husband, it is impossible for us to be together." Do you want me to have an affair with you? ”
"Nope." Chi Shaosen was affectionate: "I will marry you, Yi Nong, I want you to be Mrs. Chi." ”
Qiu Yinong felt ridiculous, shook his head and was about to refuse, Lu Pianpian rushed over, and when he saw Chi Shaosen, he glared: "What are you doing here?" Qiang Er is still lying in the hospital, do you still have time to drink coffee here? ”
Facing Lu Pianpian, Chi Shaosen didn't answer positively, and hurriedly said "re-contact" to Qiu Yinong and hurriedly left.
"Why did he come here to find you?" Lu Pianpian blew up.
"How do I know?" Autumn Yi swept his eyebrows over.
Lu Pianpian immediately changed her tone: "Yinong, don't be angry, I didn't mean that, I just wanted to say that Wang Qiang was still in the hospital, he didn't serve in the hospital, what were he doing outside all day." Don't you know that Wang Qiang hasn't had a good day since she entered the door of the Chi family, and her mother-in-law is very domineering and has to take care of everything. Chi Shaosen, a bad seed, didn't help Wang Qiang at all......"
Qiu Yi listened casually, and Lu Pianpian finally sighed, "Gao Can and I also persuaded her to leave, why did a foolish man like Chi Shaosen want it?" Wang Qiang didn't listen, she didn't say that she didn't get divorced, she loved Chi Shaosen, didn't you say she was looking for abuse? ”
It's not looking for abuse, it's just that he loves the wrong person, Qiu Yinong wants to tell Lu Pianpian that Chi Shaosen is not stupid, he just doesn't feel for Wang Qiang, so he just treats it indifferently.
A marriage without feelings, the more tormented it is in the end, and it is destined to end in tragedy.
Just like her and Ning Juexi.
Everything went according to Lu Pianpian's plan, she drove to the gate of the Shengshi Dynasty and said to Qiu Yinong: "Aren't you working in Hurricane?" While there's no one today, take me to your office to have a look, okay? ”
The two of them walked through the glass door, and seven or eight meters in front of them, there was a woman dressed in luxurious fur, with charming wavy curly hair, and a bewitching posture, who was stepping on ten-inch stiletto heeled boots and walking towards the elevator.
Lu Pianpian glanced at Autumn Yinong, isn't that Qin Shangshang? Okay, you Qin Xiaosan, you were finally caught by your aunt and grandmother.
didn't bother to say hello to Qiu Yinong, Lu Pianpian took a big stride and wanted to hurry up and move forward when the elevator closed, but unfortunately she was a few steps slower, and the elevator still closed.
"Damn!" Lu Pianpian glanced at the elevator and kicked the elevator door with hatred, this is Brother Ning's exclusive elevator, how can that woman sit, it is extremely shameless.
"Pianpin, what are you doing?" Qiu Yinong walked over, and saw Lu Pianpian's footprints clearly imprinted on the elevator door, and said helplessly: "Aren't you going to go to Hurricane to have a look?" What do you care about her? ”
"I ......" Lu Pianpian opened her mouth and stammered, she said that she would not care about their business anymore, her eyes rolled, and she pointed to the elevator of ordinary employees and said, "Yes, go to Hurricane Seal now, let's go." ”
A few minutes later, the two came to the 12th floor, the floor of the project team where Qiu Yinong was located.
Lu Pianpian proudly pointed to the locked office door and said, "Look, it's locked, I'll go in and have a look another day, you see that since we are here, why don't we go up and see if Brother Ning will go back again?" ”
Without waiting for Qiu Yinong to say anything, Lu Pianpian pulled Qiu Yinong into the exclusive elevator in the corner, as if to prove something, Lu Pianpian pulled Qiu Yinong's finger and pressed it on the fingerprint recognition button of the elevator, the elevator moved in response, and soon the door opened.
There was still the smell of perfume on Qin Shangshang's body in the small space, Lu Pianpian snorted, covered her mouth and nose in disgust, and when the elevator arrived, she hurriedly pulled the autumn mood out.
The time was just right, and Qin Shangshang walked outside the president's office at the other end of the corridor, raising his hand and knocking on the door.
Lu Pianpian was about to step forward in annoyance, but Qiu Yinong grabbed her and said in a low voice: "Pianpian, let's go back, it's only ugly to make trouble here, and it won't help." ”
"Inno." Lu Pianpian stomped her feet, and when she looked again, Qin Xiaosan had already entered the office and closed the door.
In broad daylight, lonely men and widows, what are you doing when you close the door?
Lu Pianpian shook off Qiu Yinong's hand and ran to the door of the office, the mobile phone suddenly vibrate, she saw that the phone number was Wang Qiang, and quickly answered, the head of Wang Qiang sobbed, and the first sentence when she opened her mouth was: "Pianpian ...... Woo, I'm not alive anymore......"
As soon as she heard this voice, Lu Pianpian became anxious, glanced at Qiu Yinong, and didn't care about anything, so she hurriedly walked to the corner on the other side to answer, and comforted the emotional Wang Qiang softly.
Qiu Yinong felt strange standing at the door of the president's office, and she was about to turn around and walk away, when suddenly a small moan came into her ears.
"Ah...... Hmmm......"
The voice was obviously a woman's voice, delicate and gentle, and a few minutes ago, she and Pian Pian saw Qin Shangshang enter through this door.
Autumn was stiff as a stone in an instant, and the sound of blushing and heartbeat in the door continued, she suddenly felt that she was stupid, how could she condone Pian Pian coming over at this time.
The footsteps were in a hurry instantly, she ran to the elevator like a refugee, Lu Pianpian was still comforting Wang Qiang, who was emotionally out of control on the phone, and saw Qiu Yinong running into the elevator, and instinctively followed in.
"What's wrong? Did you see something? Lu Pianpian pressed the phone off, looked at the ugly face of autumn and asked.
Qiu Yinong didn't speak, just shook his head, and said quietly after a few seconds: "Pianpian, I may be my aunt here, so I have to hurry home." ”
"That's what it was." Lu Pianpian grinned and opened her handbag: "I just happened to bring an aunt's towel, you can change it in the bathroom downstairs." ”
Outside the bathroom, Lu Pianpian only stayed for a few minutes, and was directly called away by a phone call from Gao Can, Gao Can also received a call that Wang Qiang was going to commit suicide, and the two discussed that it was more reassuring to go to the hospital to take a look.
After a few more minutes, Qiu Yinong came out of it, she walked to the sink to wash her hands, she couldn't wash her hands halfway, her brows were tightly locked, and one hand was slowly placed on her heart.
I don't know why, when I heard those voices just now, an indescribable sourness and discomfort spread out from my heart, and then it turned into a throbbing pain, and the pain couldn't be suppressed.
Why is this happening?
From the beginning of marriage, she knew that each other had their own ways, and there was never less pink confidants around him, Ni Yumo, Ji Xiao, and now Qin Shangshang.
She had always known that even if she overheard something just now, at most she would just walk away, why would she be out of breath in pain?
Is it uncomfortable because you care?
What does she care about? Do you care about Mrs. Ning's position?
In fact, she didn't have to worry about being replaced, he had already thrown an olive branch to her, asking her to be Mrs. Ning for the rest of her life.
But why is it still so uncomfortable?
Could it be that he had quietly settled in her heart before she knew it?
Therefore, in the elevator that day, she had never touched a snake, and she didn't have time to think about it, so she pushed him away in a moment, and before she had time to think about it, she grabbed the snake with her bare hands.
It's not a question of courage or not, it's an instinctive reaction.
If it were someone else that day, she wouldn't have had so much courage, she would just shrink into the corner and scream in fear, because she was a woman, and women were naturally timid and afraid of all snakes and insects. Seeing this, I want to run away immediately, or my legs are weak in fright, and I will never be like her.
Hehe, it's so ironic, it's so funny, she fell in love with a man whose bad grandfather couldn't fulfill his wishes, she fell in love with a man who didn't want to love, she fell in love with a man who shouldn't be loved.
She looked at herself in the mirror, lowered her head and desperately poured water on her face.
After pouring it for a long time, the sleeves of the clothes she poured were all wet, and most of the hair was wet, and she finally forced herself to calm down slowly.
Even if you fall in love, so what?
Life still has to pass, but it is more difficult than before, because she will often face reporters who expose the news that he and Qin Shangshang are in and out hand in hand, and she will be jealous and uncomfortable.
It's uncomfortable, it's uncomfortable, she has encountered such a big storm and storm, and she has survived it one by one, and this time it will be the same.
You will fall in love, and you will slowly fall in love.
It's like a high tide, sometimes it's rough and you want to swallow everything, sometimes it's calm, as if nothing had happened.
No big deal, everything will be fine.
Although he thought so, Qiu Yinong took a taxi back to the villa, took a shower and picked up a book on the sofa, but he didn't read a word for a long time, and his mind was full of those voices, an infinite loop.
No matter how much she covered her ears and tried to read carefully, it was useless.
Throwing away the thick book in his hand and going to get his laptop, outside, the sound of a car engine sounded.
He's back.
Qiu Yinong bit her lip and calmed down for a few seconds, put on her wool slippers, quickly returned to the bedroom, put the computer away, lay on the bed and closed her eyes.
Ning Juexi sat in the car and didn't rush to get out of the car, he lit a cigarette, and while smoking, he raised his eyes to see that the light in the bedroom on the second floor was on for a short while, and then quickly went out.