Chapter 125: First Acquaintance! (a)
A little closer, a little closer........
The long-ago memory was awakened, but it stripped away Nan Yu's painful and panicked emotions when the incident happened, allowing her to restore the original scene from a calmer bystander's perspective.
Such a face is obviously engraved in the depths of Nan Yu's memory, but time and his own fear of the scene at that time made Nan Yu gradually forget what that person looked like at the beginning.
At this moment, everything is finally clear.
The face of the man who saved her many years ago in her mind coincided with the other face in her memory, Nan Yu opened his eyes violently and called out his name loudly, "Jin Beifeng!" ”
The person who saved her back then. It's Jin Beifeng, there's nothing wrong with that!
"Who?"
Tang Huaijin sat beside Nan Yu's bed, not far away, she was sleeping unsteadily, and he could see it for the first time. Now when I heard her suddenly call out someone's name, I was naturally alert.
Nan Yu woke up with an ignorant Mu Ran in his eyes.
She was stunned for a long time before she gradually remembered where she was and what had happened.
Little by little, the memory was revival, and she could feel that she remembered what was considered important in the depths of her soul.
Look at Tang Huaijin, Nan Yu knows that he is her husband, but she can't find some fragments about him from the memories that have been recovered. This is really a regrettable thing, it stands to reason that her husband should be her closest relationship, but the reality is that she can't find a clip about Tang Huaijin.
Nan Yu subconsciously judged that her relationship with Tang Huaijin may not be close.
This can also explain Tang Huaijin's strangeness when taking care of her, if it is really a husband and wife who get along day and night, there should always be at least a tacit understanding, and it will not be like Tang Huaijin before, who can't figure out Nanyu's preferences. Almost everything you do can be exchanged for Nan Yu's guidance.
With such an understanding, Nan Yu didn't say much, and she fell silent.
Quietly recalling everything in the dream just now. If the people who saved her back then. is Jin Beifeng, so judging from his age, Jin Beifeng is at least twenty-seven or eighteen years old, and the person who saved her back then was dressed very orthodox, which is too different from the person Jin Beifeng in her memory.
Thinking stretches out. Inevitably, I thought of Jin Nanfeng.
Nan Yu still remembers the scene before she completely disappeared after her car accident. At that time, she was caught in the crashed car, and it was Jin Nanfeng who didn't care about it and pulled her out of the crack of the car by himself.
The others didn't dare to do it without permission, for fear that they would really die and be responsible, and only Jin Nanfeng ran out of the Jin family regardless of it, and he couldn't care so much and saved people.
At that time, Nan Yu's face was covered with blood, but he still held on to his breath. How strong is people's desire to survive, before they are saved, the brain constantly secretes the factor of excitement, and people can't faint with peace of mind.
It wasn't until it was confirmed that he was rescued that he was really relieved.
Jin Nanfeng has a lot of similarities, after all, they are brothers, and their appearance is very normal. But before Nan Yu recognized Jin Beifeng at the first time, but he didn't feel Jin Nanfeng, that was because the difference in temperament between the brothers was too big.
Nan Yu's head hurt when she thought about these questions.
completely ignored Tang Huaijin, who got up from the sofa and walked to the side of the bed.
His slightly cool hand gently covered Nan Yu's forehead, and Nan Yu's body shrank back.
"Is there anything wrong with that?" He asked.
In the middle of the night, it seemed that his voice was a little cool, like the wind rustling in his ears.
Nan Yu's eyes drooped, and he didn't even look at him, and replied softly, "I'm fine." ”
The implication is nothing more than rejecting Tang Huaijin's concern.
Tang Huaijin stared at her for a long time, and finally could only turn around, return to the original sofa, and continue to work.
The room was quiet again. Only the sound of him tapping on the computer keyboard from time to time.
Nan Yu fell into her own memories again in such silence. If it weren't for this accident, probably she wouldn't have sorted out her memories so finely, and every fragment of her life experience was cherished and sealed.
When she recovers from her injury, the first thing she has to do is to go to the Jin family to meet Jin Beifeng again.
Nan Yu is not a person who twists and turns. If the person who saved her back then was really Jin Beifeng, then it was understandable for her to thank her. Even if Jin Beifeng may not need her thanks, what should be done should not be changed because of the other party's needs.
In the next few days, Nan Yu became more and more silent.
She fulfilled her promise to Tang Huaijin on the first night, and she really didn't find fault with Tang Huaijin's care, let alone scold him.
But she was completely silent. is more picky than before, which makes Tang Huaijin more worried.
He found He Xiuren again.
He Xiuren really had a headache, "Please! I am the vice president of this hospital, and there are many patients waiting for my treatment, not for your wife. Her questions, you go and ask her attending doctor! ”
He Xiuren majored in psychology in the United States, and when he went to study this major, on the one hand, because of his personal interests, on the other hand, it was also a decision made after discussion with his family.
Huasheng Hospital is second to none in Shanghai, and in many respects it is top-notch technology and equipment. Only in the area of mental illness is a blank. This is related to the fact that Chinese people have not paid much attention to mental illness in the past many years.
But now, there is a clear new trend in society.
In recent years, the number of people dying from mental illness, especially depression and autism, has skyrocketed. In a rapidly changing society, people's psychology is more likely to have problems. And Huasheng Hospital, the most important thing is that He Xiuren's family saw this trend early, so he Xiuren, the heir of the family, went to study psychology instead of traditional internal medicine and surgery.
Huasheng Hospital is currently a well-known mental illness treatment research center not only in Shanghai, but also in the whole country.
A patient who came to He Xiuren for help. Most of them are dignitaries and people in the entertainment industry, and his schedule is very full, so it is impossible to pay attention to Nan Yu's situation all the time.
Tang Huaijin was silent and said, "She doesn't speak." ”
He went to ask Nan Yu's attending doctor, and the attending doctor gave a complete recovery report on Nan Yu's physical condition, and from various data, Nan Yu's recovery is very good.
But in Tang Huaijin's opinion, there is a problem with her recovery, and there is a big problem.
He Xiuren was really impatient, he had other patients waiting, it was impossible for him to waste too much time for Nan Yu not to speak.
"She didn't speak, she might be physically weak and didn't want to speak." He Xiuren said perfunctorily.
Obviously, Tang Huaijin is not something he can deal with perfunctorily, and he retorted: "The first day after she woke up, she said more than in these days. ”
This is true. In the next few days, Nan Yu talked more than a little less than when she first woke up on the first day.
He Xiuren sighed, "That's why she doesn't want to talk to you!" Understand? ”
He Xiuren said too politely, Tang Huaijin was a little shocked, and the expression on his face froze.
"She woke up the first day with a lot of talk and fussiness. It can be called a psychologically insecure behavior. She wants to find security by constantly testing and feeling your tolerance for her. It's like when a child is insecure, he will cry incessantly to find comfort. He Xiuren analyzed objectively, "In the past few days, her memory is slowly recovering, of course, she doesn't need to find a sense of security through temptation!" She doesn't speak now, she just doesn't want to talk to you. Got it? ”
After He Xiuren finished saying a big set, he was about to drive Tang Huaijin out, when he heard Tang Huaijin ask, "How can I make her lose her memory all the time?" ”
"Are you crazy?" He Xiuren was incredulous, "It took so much effort to get her back to normal, what do you say?" Amnesia is painful for a person! Without memories, there is no sense of existence, and after a long time, the personality will be distorted! ”
Tang Huaijin was completely silent and didn't speak.
He Xiuren couldn't bear it anymore and pushed Tang Huaijin out, "Let's go." You have time to grind with me, so you might as well go and spend time with her. She is not close to you, even if you find miracle doctors from all over the world, it will be useless! ”
Tang Huaijin was pushed out of the office by He Xiuren.
At this time, at the door of He Xiuren's office, the long-waiting patient had already arrived.
She was a tall woman with sunglasses and a scarf that covered most of her face under them. I can't see the face clearly at all.
Unlike the strict encirclement on her face, her clothes are not conservative, so the weather in November is still bare, with a pair of beautiful legs, white and dazzling.
Tang Huaijin doesn't pay much attention to the people or things around him.
Hanging his head slightly, he walked quickly in the direction of the elevator.
Before the female patient could take a few more looks, she was dragged in by an outstretched hand from the office.
"Waited a long time?" He Xiuren raised his eyes and asked her.
The woman took off her sunglasses and scarf, revealing a face that was alluring to the country and the city, she rushed over and hugged He Xiuren with a smile, "I'm not afraid of waiting, I'm afraid of being recognized, then I won't be able to come here to find you in the future." ”
He Xiuren's expression was unbearable, and he lowered his head and kissed her face. "How's it going? Still have insomnia? ”
"Well, you can do it, prescribe me some more sleeping pills, I can't sleep without sleeping pills."
When she mentioned sleeping pills, the expression on He Xiuren's face became serious, "No." Your previous dose was too large, and if you continue, your nerves will be damaged! ”
The woman who was originally smiling suddenly lost her temper and threw out the sunglasses in her hand, "I don't care!" You have to prescribe me sleeping pills! Otherwise, I will make my relationship with you public, saying that you are fans under the banner of curing diseases! ”
A fickle temper.
He Xiuren was not surprised, and responded coldly. "If you want to be known that the otaku god in their hearts is actually a mentally ill person with sex addiction, I will listen to you!"
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Tang Huaijin returned to the ward, Nan Yu still maintained the original movement, lying on the bed, but her eyes passed through the window of the hospital bed and looked outside. There was yearning and a little longing in her eyes.
He walked in and asked, "Want to get out?" ”
Nan Yu withdrew his gaze and did not respond.
In fact, she didn't know what to say, it had been several days, she and Tang Huaijin were facing each other day and night, and he took care of all her diet and daily life. It's not as romantic as the book describes, you must know that she is connected to the tuba. needs him to take care of him, such a scene, I'm afraid that anyone will be embarrassed.
But the most helpless thing is that in the past so many days, she can't find the slightest fragment related to Tang Huaijin in her memory.
How they met, how they got married, and how they got along after marriage.
Nothing.
Nan Yu can think of many people. Even the affairs of the Pei family remembered seventy-seven eighty-eight, but she couldn't find any memory of the matter with Tang Huaijin.
This made her relationship with him even more inconsistent, a stranger who couldn't be found in her memory at all, but had to take care of her every day even the most unbearable things in life. Nan Yu's psychological disorder can be imagined.
So she became more and more silent, in addition to the needs of life that she couldn't escape, she tried to minimize contact with Tang Huaijin, for fear of troublesome him and embarrassing herself.
Now Tang Huaijin asked her if she wanted to go out, in her heart, she must have thought about it.
For so many days, she was confined to a small hospital bed and couldn't go anywhere. And the person who accompanies him every day is still Tang Huaijin, if you don't open your mouth, he will never open your mouth, and the boredom in Nan Yu's heart can be imagined.
She actually wanted to go out, and she wanted to see the people she could already think of.
When those people came, she would be able to ask a lot of questions about the missing parts of her memory. You can make it up.
It's just that Nan Yu didn't know how to tell Tang Huaijin.
didn't get a response from Nan Yu, if it had been before, Tang Huaijin would probably have been silent, sitting quietly on the edge of the hospital bed and continuing to do his own thing. But today was different, Tang Huaijin didn't give up, he then spoke, "What do you want to do." You can say I can do it for you. ”
It was rare for him to speak, and Nan Yu certainly didn't want to let go of the opportunity.
She asked, "Can I meet someone I know?" There are so many things that I can't remember and want to ask them. ”
She said that she wanted to meet someone she knew, and Tang Huaijin naturally understood. She hadn't actually thought of him yet.
There's nothing wrong with that.
But it made him a little difficult to accept.
"Don't you have an impression of me?" Tang Huaijin asked, adding, "I'm your husband." ”
Yes, Nan Yu also wants to ask this question, why can't she remember her husband.
Nan Yu tilted her head, not daring to make too many movements, she said, "Then tell me first, how did we meet?" ”
This question made it difficult for Tang Huaijin.
Tell the truth?
Or is it as she remembers it?
Or is it creating a memory for her?
He made a quick choice, and then said: "You are a girl I saw after returning to China, and when I met you, you were doing private work for others." ”
"Private?"
"Yes, you're making false accounts for a company."