Chapter 46: I Don't Owe You Anything

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Yan Lijun was in the car, looking upstairs, the light in that room was on, indicating that she hadn't slept yet. He sat quietly in the car for a long time, and her light was always on, and every time he came here, he wanted to go up to see if she fell asleep while doing sand painting, and it was not without precedent when they lived together before.

Yan Lijun felt irritable for a while, didn't think much about it, opened the car door and got out of the car, and then went upstairs.

Yan Qian is indeed doing sand painting, she is not used to going to bed early at night, she thinks it will be a waste of time.

Hearing someone knocking on the door, she ignored it, thinking that she usually wouldn't have acquaintances to visit here at night, but she remembered Tang Yi's words, and felt that the probability of being a gangster was relatively high, and she didn't dare to open the door.

However, the knock on the door came one after another, and after knocking for a long time, there was no compromise, and Yan Rui's courage was not so small, so she wanted to open the door to find out.

Yan Qian opened the door and saw that it was Yan Lijun, and immediately smelled a rush of wine, and his eyes were not clear enough.

He leaned feebly against the door frame and said, "Finally know how to open the door?"

"Is there something wrong?" Yan Qian asked.

"It's my birthday."

Yan Qian paused for a few seconds, turned around and entered the house, and said, "I know, I owe you a bowl of noodles, so I'll cook it for you."

However, as soon as Yan Qian took two steps, she was pulled into her arms by Yan Lijun and grabbed her lips unexpectedly.

The incident happened too suddenly, Yan Qian was frightened, her mind was blank, and she was stunned for a few seconds before she reacted.

She turned her face away from his lips, but his hand was still tightly wrapped around her waist, forcing them to stick together, and she leaned back, but he pressed closer, forcing her into a corner, her back slamming against the wall.

His hot breath sprayed on her face, and she looked into his eyes, where a deep, fierce fire burned clearly.

Yan Rui suddenly knew that he was not here to ask for the bowl of noodles, he was asking for something else, thinking of this, Yan Rui's heart began to beat wildly, and she was a little scared.

"Let it go...... Let me go! Yan Rui said with trembling lips.

"It's too late, Qiang." His breathing became slow and heavy, and he closed his eyes, his lips over hers, grinding over and over again.

"Such as ...... If that's what you want, take it! Yan Rui's eyes were extremely desperate.

And he couldn't care so much, and a voice in his heart was shouting to tell him that once this thing was done, it would be difficult for him and her to turn back, but he just couldn't control his next behavior.

He picked her up by the waist and walked to her cramped single bed, where he gently laid her down.

Yan Qian made a final prayer: "Please let me go, okay?" You're drunk. ”

"I'm sorry, I can't!"

He leaned his lips over and touched her lips lightly, and found that she did not refuse again, so he took her face and began to kiss deeply, he closed his eyes, and kissed very affectionately.

Yan Rui was originally only wearing a loose long T-shirt, and he easily exposed her white skin...... In any case, at this point, nothing can stop.

It was also the first time for Yan Rui to suffer this kind of thing, and he tried to be as gentle as possible, but she still felt the pain in her body as if it were torn.

When everything was over, Yan Lijun's wine was almost sober, and he said angrily, "I'm sorry, I still hurt you."

Yan Qian endured the pain and sat up, picked up the clothes on the ground and put them on, she suddenly seemed very calm, she said, "You go!" From now on, I don't owe you anything! ”

After Yan Lijun was silent for a long time, he also began to sit up and get dressed, his movements were very slow, and it took a long time just to button them.

"What do you want? I can satisfy you, as long as you want, I will give it to you. Yan Lijun was a little frustrated, he knew that she didn't love him, maybe as long as he gave it, she didn't want it all, but what else could he do with her, she made him feel powerless than ever.

"I just want you not to bother me from now on, and let me live my life in peace."

Yan Qian felt that everything she had was a dream, illusory. What doesn't belong to her will be lost sooner or later, and she doesn't want to be greedy.

He stood at the other end of the bed and looked at Yan Qian deeply for a long time.

"If that's what you want, I'll satisfy you." After Yan Lijun finished speaking, he took his coat and left.

This was the first time Yan Lijun had done such an impulsive thing, he felt like he was obsessed, so greedy for her body, when that time came, all reason was.

She didn't feel so sad, she acted calmly, as if nothing had happened, and she still lived every day according to her plan.

Two nights later, in the early hours of the morning, Yan Qian had fallen asleep, but her mobile phone rang, she saw that it was Yan Lijun, and after a few seconds of pause, she answered.

"......" Yan Lijun didn't expect Yan Qian to take it, but he didn't know what to say for a while.

"Is there something wrong?" Yan Qian's voice sounded slowly.

"...... the night before yesterday," Yan Lijun said after a two-second pause, "I didn't do anything the night before yesterday. ”

Yan Lijun frantically wanted to call Yan Rui, but after finally dialing, what he said was not what he wanted to say.

Yan Qian was silent for a moment and said, "It's okay, I took the medicine after the fact."

"Really?" Yan Rui's calmness surprised Yan Lijun, and he realized that he was the only one who was upset about what happened that night. Probably because of the relationship that I don't love! That's why it doesn't matter, and he's a proud man.

When Yan Qian and Tang Yi were having lunch in the cafeteria together, Tang Yi looked at her and said, "Why are your dark circles so heavy, have you been tired lately?"

"It's fine."

"I think you're tired!" Tang Yi sighed and said, "You better make peace with Yan Lijun!" I think he looks so sven as a person, he shouldn't hold grudges, maybe you think too much, he is still very attentive to you, with him to take care of you, you don't have to be so tired. ”

Yan Qian snorted coldly in her heart, he just looked like Sven, and now in her heart he was a well-dressed beast!

"Don't stare at me!" Tang Yi pouted and said, "I'm not looking at him, I think he's very good to you, better than Liu Jieyu is to me!" ”

Regarding what happened the night before, Yan Qian couldn't tell Tang Yi anyway, that incident, she regarded it as an accident in her life, let it rot in her bones from now on, and seal it forever.

After that, Yan Lijun did not appear in Yan Qian's sight again, and as time passed, she and him seemed to have really become irrelevant people, each living in their own lives.

In this world, no one can live without anyone, and the road of life must continue, but some people will gradually fade out of your life.

Next, Yan Qian began to prepare for her final exams, spending most of her time in the library, and for her, scholarships were more important than anything else.

Yan Rui works by the hour in the supermarket, and the boss is a kind woman, and the working hours she provides to Yan Qian are very free, as long as she has time to help. The vast majority of the store was just her, another female clerk and a male clerk.

During this time, Yan Rui had to review her homework and the number of working hours at work was greatly reduced, so she had no income, but fortunately, during the Spring Festival, another female clerk wanted to go back to her hometown for the New Year, and Yan Qian needed to support her alone, and the boss added two yuan to her every hour, and the working hours became longer, so she could make more money.

When the Chinese New Year is approaching, many shops are closed, and sometimes when you walk down the street, you are hungry and want to eat a bowl of noodles and have nowhere to eat.

In Yan Qian's vague memory, the hometown has become more lively than usual every holiday, because the young people who work in the city will go home for the New Year, and then the families come and go, get together to chat.

On the contrary, during the Chinese New Year, the city has become deserted, and people who are usually busy making money will stop their busyness and have a good New Year. Maybe every family is also a lively scene, but Yan Qian walked on the street and directly felt the gloom.

The New Year is about reunion, and a person's New Year is the same.

Yan Qian has always wanted to go back to her hometown during the Chinese New Year and visit her grandfather's grave to visit his old man, but she has never had the opportunity, but she has always taken this matter to heart.

This is the third year that Yan Qian has spent alone, she only has one friend Tang Yi, and Tang Yi will go home every New Year, she said that no matter how she is outside, it is necessary to go home for the New Year once a year, rain or shine.

On the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, the supermarket owner called Yan Qian and asked her to close early to leave work, and when she heard the sound of firecrackers, she suddenly wanted to make dumplings by herself.

When she passed a large supermarket, Yan Rui went in and bought ready-made dumpling wrappers and a piece of pork. Her favorite is the leek-filled dumplings, but at this time, there are no leeks in the supermarket, only a few baby cabbage that doesn't sell very well, so let's make cabbage filling!

Yan Qian only ordered a plate of dumplings, but she still had half of them left. It is easy for a person to waste anything he eats, because it is true that a person cannot eat much.

Where Yan Qian lives, there is a lake nearby, which is a good place to set off fireworks. As soon as it was dark, there was a deafening explosion of fireworks, this noisy sound usually lasted until the early hours of the morning, Yan Qian couldn't sleep even if she wanted to go to bed early, she felt that she was really bored alone, so she climbed onto the balcony to watch the fireworks.

With a loud bang, colorful fireworks spread out, some fireworks are very large, as if they are going to spread the entire sky, and some fireworks have long tails, like falling meteors, which are very beautiful.

Yan Qian sat on the ground, looking at the sky in the distance, a faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, as if she felt that she was the protagonist, and the whole city was setting off fireworks for her.