I felt that my legs, since I heard Xiaoya's cry, had not fallen firmly on the ground.

I know that there will always be a parting between people, but I don't know that my parting with my grandmother is so bleak. I was tearing up with people outside without any image, and she died quietly and silently in the car.

From that day until I sent my grandmother's ashes back to my hometown for burial, I never said a word or shed a single tear.

On the flight back, I stared blankly at the sea of clouds outside the window. I remembered the last time we looked at the sea of clouds like this, I still had him by my side. But now?

I lost not only him, but also my heart's support.

I never knew that my grandmother's presence was so important to me. When I deeply understood that after her, no one would love me selflessly, I finally learned not to cry easily.

I don't know who said that parents are like a door between us and death. We never feared death before because our parents stood in front of us and kept us out of that darkness.

I don't have the blessing of growing up in the arms of my parents since I was a child, but I am extra lucky to have a grandmother who loves me like my life, and in my eyes, my grandmother is my real parent.

Now, my grandmother was gone, the door had collapsed in an instant, and through the endless darkness, I had truly seen the horror of death for the first time. It's silent, it's irresistible.

I'll have that day too, and when that time comes, what will be left of all these love-hate relationships that torment me so much at this time?

Oh, perhaps, there will be nothing but a sad sigh or a laugh!

I closed my eyes and said goodbye silently in my heart. To my grandmother, to my past, and to ......

My love was destined to come to an abrupt end at the beginning.

After getting off the plane, I turned on the phone and saw a lot of missed calls. I picked a few and went back to tell them that I had arrived safely, and the rest, without even thinking about it, just deleted it.

After going to the hospital to see Xiao Jiujiu, I went to the company. Fortunately, the company is still so busy. In the days that I was away, there were many more projects, and I buried my head in them and studied them seriously.

By the time I came back to my senses, the sky outside the window had completely darkened, and when I looked up, I was the only one left in the office.

I moved my sore limbs and looked at the time, it was indeed not too late, even if I was not hungry, it was time to eat something well, but I couldn't treat myself badly, I wanted my little Jiujiu to wake up, and what I saw was a bright and moving, beautiful mother.

When I walked to the elevator entrance, as soon as the elevator door opened, I saw Duan Muqing appear in front of me with a decadent face. He was wearing a crisp black suit, the beard on his face had not been shaved for several days, and the eyes under the glass lenses were sluggish and withered.

It was our first meeting since the wedding day, and I was aloof, he was at a loss.

After he looked at me blankly, he subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab me, I flashed, stepped back, and motioned to him with his eyes, please respect yourself.

He shuddered slightly at my gaze, and withdrew his hand bluntly.

I walked straight into the elevator and pressed the floor.

There is a step between us, but I know that even one step will never be crossed.

I kept staring at him as if I wasn't looking, and even if I didn't look at him, I knew that he had been looking at me the whole time, with a look that begged for forgiveness and didn't dare to speak.

After a while, he finally made a sound, and his voice was hoarse, "Xiaoxi, I know you still hate me." I've called you so many times these days, and you don't answer, I can understand that. But you haven't read any of the messages you've sent so many messages? ”

I smiled to myself and shook my head.

Or is it necessary?

Just as the elevator arrived, and I was about to stride out, he grabbed me, pulled me back into the elevator, and then pressed the button on the top floor.

As soon as the door closed, he hugged me tightly, and whispered in my ear in a low voice, "Xiaoxi, these days, I haven't had a minute better, I really miss you!" ”

I didn't struggle, I didn't resist, I just looked at him with a smile.

Duan Muqing, Duan Muqing, the matter has come to this, what else do you want? Do you want to swear to love me again?

I, Lu Jianxi, am stupid, but that's only when I'm still in love with you! When I don't love you anymore, any love words you say will sound to me just nonsense.

He slowly pushed me away, "Why are you looking at me like that?" Well? Talking? Why don't you say a word? His eyes were bloodshot, and he really looked like a prisoner who had been tortured for several days and nights.

I looked at him coldly and didn't say a word.

He nodded to himself, "You must hate me to the bone now!" To be exact, I caused your grandmother to end up with hatred. I know, that's it, and I don't deserve to be forgiven for dying 10,000 times. But you believe me, Xiaoxi, I really had something to do at that time, Xiaoxi ...... "He kept holding my hand tightly, just like I held his hand that day."

I looked straight at him, and little by little I pulled my hand out of his hand until it was completely out of his hand, I raised my hand and slapped him in the face.

After a snap, the air was dead silent.

He finally didn't speak anymore and didn't look at me again. I got a haircut, pressed the button on the bottom floor again, turned my face away, and didn't even look at him again.

As the elevator approached, I heard him let out a deep breath, as if he had finally made up his mind to say something to me.

Although I don't want to admit it, I still have to admit that at that moment, I finally calmed down and pricked up my ears.

I think it's his last chance! Listen to what he has to say, and what I really want to know is the ins and outs of the matter, not the unnutritious sentence: I was wrong.

At this time, the phone in his pocket rang again. I laughed for no reason, and laughed until my eyes were filled with tears.

The elevator door clanged open, and I straightened my chest and walked out with my head held high. And he finally didn't have the courage to reach out and stop me again.

I sighed to myself: The last chance I gave you was finally lost to that ringtone. Bye! Duan Muqing!

A man who does not want to state the beginning and end of the incident will never admit his mistake. He keeps saying that he is wrong, but he doesn't want to confess at all, which only proves that he doesn't really want to redeem you that much.

Especially a man like Duan Muqing who is not stupid at all, will he not know what I really want to hear at this moment? He knows! So, even if this man loves me, it's only once.

All his pain and decadence at this time was not because of me, but because he himself was incapable of dealing with the dilemma in front of him at the moment.

After thinking about it like this, although my heart was still sour, all of a sudden, I felt a lot more relaxed.

When I walked out of the door of the company, I saw Duan Muqing's white Land Rover parked at the door, and I was just about to walk away, when I saw the door suddenly open, and out of it came out a little girl with a delicate face and bright eyes, wearing a hip-length skirt, carrying a backpack, holding a phone in her hand, and a sweet face.

"What? You're so bad! Do you want to surprise people? I just don't go! ”

After the girl saw me walking away blindly, she deliberately raised her voice, "Oh Muqing, I said no, you are so annoying!" ”

She seemed to have deliberately called the name long and long, as if I was afraid that I would not hear it.

I sneered and shook my head.

She went on to say, "You have done so many things for me, how can I be willing to let you work so hard?" Don't, you hurry down, I'll wait for you in the car, go home, you can do whatever you want! ”

I thought to myself, as far as the tired look I saw just now, he should have closed the line a long time ago, this girl is directing and acting by herself, and it is obvious that she is coming for me.

Originally, I had already stopped a car and was about to leave, but after thinking about it, the little girl performed so hard, I should at least give a reaction to show my gratitude.

With that in mind, I motioned for the taxi driver to wait a moment, then turned and walked over to the little girl.

Seeing me coming, the sweet smile on her face was mixed with a little smugness, and she made the fleshy love words more exaggerated and straightforward.

When I walked in, I almost couldn't hold back my laughter.

This little girl, is it really good to be so pompous? Doesn't she know that overly pompous acting skills are only suitable for clown-like comedy?

Seeing that I was getting closer and closer, she pretended to be coquettish and said a few secret words, and then pretended to be kind and said into the phone, "Muqing, wait, there is an eldest sister who seems to want to ask me for directions!" ”

As she spoke, she looked at me kindly, deliberately widening her round and large eyes, as if that way I could see her thick, long eyelashes more clearly.

"This eldest sister, is there something you want to ask me?" She smiled innocently, and her big watery eyes sparkled.

I shook my head faintly.

She pouted in confusion, "What's that for?" Suddenly he came towards me. ”

I resisted the thought of slapping her in the face, and said calmly, "Little girl, your phone is reversed." ”

After that, I smiled, turned around, stepped to the front of the car in three or two steps, sat in the car, and left the little girl who was obviously angry to death, but held back the inconvenient seizure, and left.

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