This is a letter of resignation. It is also a suicide note.

To my beloved wife Chu Yan:

If this letter reaches you, it means that I will not be able to reply. You should be happy to see this letter, right?

He loves his wife Chu Wall, is pure and kind, although he is greedy for food and sleep, he is easy to feed. Although the temper is poor, it is better to be coquettish and polite. This king is blessed and can not take care of his life, and I hope he will find a sincere person and spoil his life.

Although this king is dead, if someone dares to bully you, this king also has thousands of ways to vent for you and protect you.

The eighteen elite secret guards in the palace are ready for your dispatch at any time, but if you don't want them to disturb your life, at least, let them protect you secretly, you should, you don't know.

Countless properties in your name, all belong to you, pocket money, someone will be ready to put your money bag every day, go out cautiously, you are sloppy by nature, don't let people worry about it. If you like it, if you can make you happy, you will buy it, if these can be exchanged for your smile, I will count it, and I am pleased.

The landscape of the great sage is very good, remember to go out for a walk often, if it is boring, call Yuan Qi to accompany him. Although he is not sensible, he has traveled around since he was a child, and I can rest assured that he is there.

If you fight and cause trouble, you must call Xiao Xiao, although she is addicted to alcohol, the fight is still reliable, if she makes a move, you will run, don't be stupid.

If the child in your womb can be born safely, let him study with Shen Jinyi, otherwise, I am afraid that he will become like you, but I am not here, and I can't spoil him like you.

Alone, don't go to the palace, that kind of place, there are dark and bloody means everywhere, you are so stupid, I don't want to see you hurt again, it's not good at all.

I wanted to take a break from the book in three lines, but I didn't want to, but I couldn't stop worrying. You're always, let me worry so much. I'm afraid that I can't turn a blind eye to death.

Since I was a child, I have experienced a lot, so that I have an indifferent personality and are not easy to get close to others. From a very young age, I knew that there was a woman who was always behind me.

I didn't look at her for two years of marriage, until that day, I broke into her room, and from then on, I couldn't seem to take my eyes off her.

I thought it was just an ordinary backyard woman's means, but I didn't want to, I actually wronged her, and at that time, I felt a little guilty. However, when I thought of her stubborn eyes, all of a sudden, I felt funny, this girl, obviously she explained, I would be puzzled to investigate, but she was so stubborn. What if one day, I am not by her side, but someone wrongs her?

Chu Xiang finally found out about this and sent someone to take her back to warn me. Every day, listening to the secret guard report what she had done in the Prime Minister's Mansion, I suddenly realized that I seemed to have a headache.........

Burned the kitchen? Send someone to send money to pay for it.

Someone is disrespectful to her? The princess of this king, even if I don't look at it, I don't have a part of your disrespect!

That night, when she sneaked into the palace, I knew about it, but I still wanted to see what she wanted to do. But she didn't want to, she actually teamed up with outsiders to steal wine?!

However, when her soft lips touched me, I was distracted for a moment. I should have pushed her away, but, for some reason, I couldn't move.

Until An Yan sent her away, I hadn't come back to my senses, and I was thinking about that scene over and over again in my mind, what happened to me? Why, do you still think of this kiss?

The next day, I went to the Prime Minister's Mansion, although it was forced by the situation, but I got up early in the morning and went to the Prime Minister's Mansion, and sure enough, she was still sleeping. At that time, I was thinking, how can there be such a sleeping woman in the world?

After returning home, I didn't expect that An Yan would arrange so many guards...... It's no wonder she misunderstood me and imprisoned her, but, is there a must?

Most of the women in the family are ruined by gold and jade, I thought. So did she. However, when the knife she drew first appeared in front of my eyes, I was a little shocked! This is not like the insight that a woman in a deep mansion compound should have! Sure enough, she kept astounding me.

When she went out that day, I didn't want to go out because of something, but when Rong Qian came, I suddenly thought, maybe, I will meet her when I go out? But I didn't expect to see the scene between her and Meng Yu. Her expression, her words, seemed to be imprinted on her heart from that moment.

I still ate one of that sugar gourd. Sure enough, she wanted to murder me, right?!

Years later, this is the first time I accompanied her back to the door, seeing her tangled for the New Year's money, I couldn't help but want to tease her, in fact, she didn't know, this year's biggest New Year's money, I had already prepared for her.

Rong Qian was seriously ill, and I went back to my house to visit, after all, she had been kind to me. I don't want to owe her affection, nor do I want to forget her kindness. It's just that I can't respond to her love. I thought that in my life, the women around me didn't matter who they were, as long as they weren't too troublesome and were quiet and obedient. But I didn't want to, but later, I fell in love with Chu Wall, which always worries people.

Within two days, the news that Yuan Qi had abducted her came out, and I was so angry that I couldn't wait to catch her back and teach her a good lesson!! Later, I still resisted the impulse and arranged the things in the capital properly, so I chased after him. She probably didn't even think that I was going to Jiangyin to chase her, after all, even I didn't think of it.

See me. She seemed to be trying to escape. You still want to escape?! In the world, the person I want to find, I will never find it.

Looking at the various notes that Xie Yao brought, I suddenly felt that the headache seemed to be getting worse. Her ability to cause trouble is even stronger than I imagined! However, Yuan Qi actually dared to take her out, so throw her into the national prison.

The affairs of the displaced people in Jiangyin made people panic. On that day, I went out of the city on an errand, and on the way back, I received news, so I decided to blend in with the homeless people. But I didn't expect her to come!!!

Really dangerous place! How bold is she? To come to such a place!!

Fortunately, she is witty and can rely on me, at least, I can keep her safety. On the first night, she touched the route, and I was in the dark, watching her toss back and forth, and I really wanted to tell her that I had figured out the route.

The next day, she ate more steamed buns here. But she doesn't know, I don't know where they got this steamed bun, is there a problem? A few days ago, someone ate this poisoning and died, why was she so unsuspecting?

Finally, I talked to Brother Lin about the homeless people, but I didn't want to, and the person seized the opportunity to send someone to make a big deal about it. The moment I learned that I was blind, I was nervous like never before, and the fact that I couldn't see meant that I couldn't stop some danger from approaching. When I was young, I was not nervous when I was in danger, but now, just because she is around, I am starting to be nervous. However, she actually carried me and climbed up. From then on, I knew that she was the only woman I had with me in my life, and that I would do everything in my power to keep her out of this conspiracy.

After returning to Beijing, the news that Concubine Dong was pregnant came, and this scene was about to start playing.

I hesitated to tell her about it, but after thinking about it repeatedly, I decided to hide it, hoping that her world would not exist without my conspiracy. She's clean, and my world is full of intrigue and intrigues. Turning her hands into clouds and covering her hands into rain, this kind of life is not what she should live. She is my princess, so she should live a simple and happy life, instead of getting involved in these court situations for me.

I have known since I was a child that the palace is a place to eat people, and here, the more favored you are, the more dangerous it is. I also know that the woman who seems to love me is my biggest enemy in this life. But I thought, after all, she raised me for many years, I lived twenty-one years, and she assassinated me no less than twenty-one times. However, he could touch me, but I could not tolerate it, and she stretched out her hand to the woman I loved. The sword pointing at Fengyi Palace may be the most impulsive and correct thing I have done in my life.

I thought that after going through so much, she should believe in me and understand me. But for some reason, after Xie Wei said those words to her before leaving, she actually alienated me a lot. Although she begged me as always and dealt with me as always, I knew that this was not her, she kept everything that a princess should have, but not my Chu Yan. My Princess,

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally figured out that on the day before the expedition, I figured out that the reason why she was like this was not because she didn't love me, nor because of the child-avoiding medicine, but because between the overall situation and her, I chose the overall situation. And my identity is determined, there is a choice for the first time, there will be a second time. However, I didn't have time to make any more promises to her, and I didn't have time to see the child in her belly land safely, and I was finally going to leave the capital. Actually, I should have thought that the Later Song Kingdom would not be so peaceful, and there may have been some agreement between them and Dayu. The night before leaving, I stayed in front of her bed, quietly watching her sleeping face, but I still felt that time passed so quickly. This night, just so soon, arrived. I'm so reluctant. I don't know, can I wear her embroidered robe? Although it must be a very ugly dress, it doesn't matter, I am good-looking, and wearing it does not affect the appearance, and the one she embroidered, a rag, is a treasure.

The sky will be bright, and we are about to leave. I didn't want to get up, I just wanted to take one more look, one more look.

If I die in battle, but I don't want her to be widowed, I will leave her with a letter of resignation, and she will be free, and marry at will, I hope that person will treat her sincerely.

The woman I loved, her name is Chu Yan. She's smart, but she's stupid. She is generous, but she even cares about a penny. She is greedy for food and sleep, but when she gets down to business, even I admire her. Although she is restless and always worries, but if she is sensible, maybe someone will suffer, thinking about this, it is better to worry about it. She is the woman I love. She is also the only woman I have ever loved in my life. I hope that after my beloved wife recovers her freedom, there will be someone to replace me, love you, spoil you, and protect you for the rest of your life.

Mu Zexi, the last pen.