341. You are my man

The cold air of the air conditioner seeped in, slowly lowering the body temperature of the two people.

But in fact, Ruan Shu still felt quite hot. Because Fu Lingyuan's body is very hot, it is even hotter when it is attached together.

I didn't feel slimy. She likes it a lot.

Fu Lingyuan's broad palm caressed her back through the thin fabric: "Do you know, you were just a hedgehog who suddenly stood up armor all over his body." ”

"I don't know." Ruan Shu flexed a finger and tapped his heart.

Hooking his lips silently, Fu Lingyuan took the opportunity to ask: "My son was really given away by you?" ”

Ruan Shu paused and said "um" softly.

Fu Lingyuan lowered his head and bit her lip: "You must not be reluctant." ”

"Don't be presumptuous." Ruan Shu pushed his face away, choking a little arrogantly, "It's really not in my house now." ”

"Where's it?" Fu Lingyuan frowned.

Ruan Shu pursed his lips, didn't answer, lifted his eyelids and looked at him quite provocatively: "When I said I was going to give it away that night, I didn't see that you cared about where it went. ”

"As I just said, you won't be reluctant." Fu Lingyuan stared at her expression, his eyes narrowed slightly, as if he had understood something, and smiled, "Don't lie, you didn't give it away." 'It's really not in my house right now', you foster it or something, right? Well? ”

Ruan Shu: "......" She felt that she was a failure, no matter in front of Fu Lingyuan or Chen Qingzhou, she always seemed to be seen through, and even Yan Xi's little guy didn't take her seriously anymore......

She didn't speak for a few seconds, which seemed to Fu Lingyuan to be tantamount to acquiescence, he couldn't help but chuckle, rubbed his chin against her cheek twice, and no longer deliberately embarrassed her, and asked, "Are you here to see Huang Jinrong in the hospital?" ”

As the topic changed, the mood suddenly returned to heaviness. Ruan Shu's pupils shrank slightly, and he said lightly, "Hmm", and then said a little mockingly, "Good things don't go out, bad things spread thousands of miles." The news spread really fast. ”

What Chen Qingzhou said was true, almost all the people in Qingbang knew that Huang Jinrong was suffering from lung cancer. Tonight won't be a quiet night, will it? Although Huang Jinrong's current condition is not so critical, it is estimated that everyone is already thinking about the new situation within Qingbang after Huang Jinrong's death.

New Situation......

What can happen ...... new situation?

In the past, Lu Zhenhua was the only one left, Chen Qingzhou would be weaker, and the Lu family would be more dominant.

"What do you think?" Knowing that he shouldn't ask, Ruan Shu still opened his mouth, "At that time in Jingfeng Ancient Town, Lu Shaocong wanted to kill Chen Qingzhou, and you deliberately made an obstacle from it, wanting to spare Chen Qingzhou's life, so that the Chen family could continue to contain Lu Zhenhua in order to maintain the three-legged situation behind his back." What now? If Huang Jinrong really ......"

She found that she couldn't say the rest of the words.

Fu Lingyuan lowered his eyes, the bottom of his eyes was deep, and he took all her looks and subtle expressions into the bottom of his eyes, and accurately understood everything about her. His thin lips pursed a very shallow coldness, he was silent for a few seconds, opened his lips, and said in one word: "You finally recognized the Chen family." ”

"I didn't." Ruan Shu almost immediately denied it.

The meaning of wanting to cover up is very strong, but she can't bear it herself.

Fu Lingyuan didn't argue with her, contracted his arms, and tightened his waist.

Ruan Shu turned his face sideways, buried it in the side of his neck, and put his arm on his shoulder, hugging him tightly. Suddenly, her voice came out muffledly: "I didn't recognize the Chen family...... I was just...... I just ......"

She was stuck, and she couldn't find the right words to describe her feelings for Chen Qingzhou and Huang Jinrong.

Even so, Fu Lingyuan seemed to understand her, and said slowly: "This is normal. The human heart is made of flesh. Chen Qingzhou and Huang Jinrong really treat you well. ”

Ruan Shu clutched his clothesβ€”once she thought that her heart could always be cold and stony; She once thought that she did not need the mercy and care of anyone's handout; She once thought that she didn't need friendship, family, or love.

But recently, she reacted in a trance, and unconsciously, she seemed to have it all.

She had never dared to think of it before, so she never had the luxury of expecting it. She didn't feel she needed it, and she even resisted it.

Now, she no longer seems to be alone wherever she goes, and her life is heavy, like a tree full of fruits.

And she found that such a heavy feeling was better than before.

Taking two deep breaths with his eyes closed, Ruan Shu said frankly as if he was talking: "Uncle Rong is sick, and I feel very uncomfortable. Seeing Chen Qingzhou...... That look," she mumbled for a moment before continuing, "I'm having a hard time too. ”

Fu Lingyuan didn't ask in detail, just as a listener, he said "um", knowing the meaning of being clear, and patting her palm gently on her back, like coaxing a child.

Ruan Shu's heart was warm, lying in his arms, and many things were circling in his mindβ€”Hua Xinghe health supplements, Lin Pu and the disfigured man in the mental hospital, Yan Xi's existence and Chen Qingzhou's decision. One by one, all stuffed in her heart, she wanted to open up with him and say that she would be less comfortable and convincing, but when the words came to her mouth, she still stopped.

She has not forgotten that Fu Lingyuan and Chen Qingzhou are fundamentally opposites. Even though she and Fu Lingyuan have a close relationship, there are still some things she can't tell him at will.

It's not about trust. And there are issues of principle involved. Just as she never revealed Fu Lingyuan's affairs in front of Chen Qingzhou, she couldn't reveal Chen Qingzhou's affairs in the face of Fu Lingyuan.

Thinking about it carefully, the two of them didn't seem to worry that she would leak secrets to the other party, and they never deliberately avoided her. But in fact, she was caught between them, thinking about the things on both sides and couldn't say anything, and sometimes it was really painful.

But the question she had asked him before, she still wanted to know the answer.

"You haven't answered me yet."

"Answer, what?"

Ruan Shu felt that he wanted to avoid this question, so he deliberately pretended to be stupid. She left his embrace slightly, stared into his eyes, reorganized her language, and insisted on asking: "You are now more and more stable in Qingbang, if Chen Qingzhou continues to be weak and loses the meaning of restraining Lu Zhenhua, and the three-legged stand cannot be maintained, will you get rid of Chen Qingzhou?" ”

When she asked this, she recalled what Chen Qingzhou told her: "If I don't kill him, it will be the other way around, Lu Zhenhua will kill me." ”

She thought she understood the meaning of the sentence, and it should be as she had analyzed. If Chen Qingzhou's existence is worthless, Fu Lingyuan can eradicate the stumbling blocks on the road to his hegemony without any scruples, killing two birds with one stone, Fu Lingyuan can also use this matter to further show loyalty to Lu Zhenhua. After all, the Chen family is even more of a thorn in the flesh for Lu Zhenhua.

Fu Lingyuan frowned, vaguely showing displeasure: "Ruan Ruan, this is not your business. ”

"I'm not trying to care." Ruan Shu shook his head, "I'm not trying to interfere in your decision, my position has not changed, and I won't participate in your competing interests." I just want to know, I want to know if you also have murderous intentions towards Chen Qingzhou. ”

Fu Lingyuan's eyes narrowed dangerously: "Also?" ”

Ruan Shu was stunned when he heard this, and only then did he realize that he had unintentionally spoken loopholes. Steady, she was ready to interpret the word "also" as Lu Zhenhua's murderous intent towards Chen Qingzhou.

However, before she could open her mouth, Fu Lingyuan took the lead in sneering: "He is frank and didn't hide it from you." ”

Obviously, he has investigated the shooting incident for Chen Qingzhou's involvement. Ruan Shu was glad that he didn't have a chance to say what he just said, otherwise he would be stupid. It's right to think about it carefully, even she would have more doubts at that time, not to mention Fu Lingyuan as a party. Lowering her eyes slightly, she whispered: "Hmm." He didn't lie it to me. I asked, and he confessed to me. ”

"He really treats you like his sister."

There was a hint of sarcasm in these words.

Ruan Shu knew that Fu Lingyuan was targeting Chen Qingzhou instead of her, but she still felt a little prickly when she heard it in her ears.

Fu Lingyuan lifted her chin with her hand at this time: "Don't get too close to Chen Qingzhou and Huang Jinrong, especially don't listen to them talk too much about Qingbang." After a pause, I don't know where he suddenly came from, "I kind of regret that I let you have contact with them before." ”

Ruan Shu frowned and brushed his hand away: "When I was with you, I didn't listen to you talk about Sanxin Group. ”

"It's different." Fu Lingyuan's eyes were just deep that she couldn't understand, her brows were folded more than just now, and her dissatisfaction was strong, "Chen Qingzhou treats you too much as his own." ”

Ruan Shu raised his eyebrows, hooked his jaw with his finger in turn, smiled beautifully, and said half-jokingly: "What? Are you jealous? Worried that I'm being pulled into his camp? ”

"Yes." Although Fu Lingyuan tilted the corners of his lips, his expression was quite solemn. However, the tone of the speech was still a little more smiling: "You can only belong to my camp." ”

Because of the wound in the abdomen, it was inconvenient for him to lean over, so he touched the back of her head with his palm and pressed her in front of him, and he pecked her lips.

After pecking, he seemed to feel that it was still not enough, and his other hand was raised, to put his arm around her waist, but the arm was also injured, and in the end he couldn't lift it, so he gave up quite helplessly, so he could only let go of the back of her head with his uninjured right hand, and gently pinched the flesh on her waist.

Ruan Shu remembered and said, "I haven't looked at your wounds properly. ”

Fu Lingyuan chuckled: "Nothing to see." ”

"I want to see it." Ruan Shu insisted, and as he spoke, he went to touch his sleeve, and in an instant he saw that his arm was wrapped in a thick bandage.

"Out of the way, I'm lucky and have a big life. The bullet on this arm has only been grazed, and now it is inconvenient to move, and there is no disability. Fu Lingyuan's words obviously contained comfort.

Ruan Shu didn't say anything, knelt up from the bed, and went to untie his hospital gown.

The chest was red, and the bandages were exposed, and the abdomen was circled, which was even thicker, and the specific appearance of the wound did not come out at this time, so that she could only remember the shocking blood after the wound ruptured that day.

This wound in the abdomen should be the most severe.

Ruan Shu raised his eyes to look at him.

Fu Lingyuan didn't comfort her like the wound on her arm just now, only said "It's not in the way" ambiguously, then grabbed her hand, put it on his lips and moistened it, and smiled idly: "I was shot here before, and the wound at that time was more serious than now, and I was fine." ”

Ruan Shu naturally remembered. Impressed. He also let her touch it and asked her how she felt. She said she didn't feel it. Then he suddenly took her hand down from his abdomen and grasped his ...... Beep - stop, the memories are too much.

Fu Lingyuan keenly sensed something from her expression, smiled profusely, and asked very deliberately: "Do you want to tell me what you are thinking?" ”

Ruan Shu rolled his eyes, and then his gaze moved to the wound in his leg.

Injury in the calf.

Fu Lingyuan took the initiative to explain: "The bullet hit the bone, and the bone cracked about one centimeter, and the blood vessels were normal. ”

After a pause, he added coldly: "Maybe the walking posture will be a little lame in the future." ”

Ruan Shu was stunned for a moment, and he couldn't imagine what kind of picture he would have been like if he became a cripple.

"Will you dislike me?" Fu Lingyuan's smiling voice drilled into her ears.

Ruan Shu tilted his head when he heard the sound and crashed into the bottom of his dark eyes. She didn't say anything, and she didn't know what to say, she just leaned over and hugged his neck.

Fu Lingyuan couldn't make too many movements, leaned on the head of the bed, held her with one hand, gently rubbed her back with his palm, and smiled: "Scare you." How ugly is a broken foot? In order not to lose face in front of you, I will also try to recover. ”

Ruan Shu was silent, hesitated for a while: "You can't change your ambitions?" ”

Fu Lingyuan was slightly stunned.

"If the 'domineering president' does a good job, he can also dominate many people, he can also play prestige, he can also make a lot of money, and he can also attract many women to like him, why...... Must be on the road? She asked.

Fu Lingyuan smiled and asked rhetorically: "Do you think I am in the middle of the road to dominate many people, to show prestige, to make a lot of money, and to attract women?" ”

"When you were in school, you formed a faction, and most of the boys at that age were because they were bullied on campus and gave people a particularly majestic and handsome impression? At that time, Xianyang simply regarded you as an idol, okay? I follow you every day, I want to be your little brother, or do you dislike him for not being able to carry his shoulders and not being able to lift his hands, and not wanting him, so he didn't go astray with you. ”

As he spoke, Ruan Shu loosened his neck slightly, sat up straight and looked at him, frowning: "You...... Part of the reason is rebellion against your father, isn't it? ”

Fu Lingyuan was noncommittal, holding her face with his palm, and asked, "You don't like my identity?" ”

Ruan Shu frowned slightly: "It's not that I don't like your identity, but no woman wants her man to be in danger every day." ”

"'My own man'" Fu Lingyuan tugged at the words, and his tone was ambiguous and deliberately repeated between his lips and teeth.

"Don't gag, get serious with you." Ruan Shu glanced at him with disgust.

"I'm being serious with you, too." The corners of Fu Lingyuan's good-looking lips curled slightly, and he asked, "Do you mind that your man is a mixed path?" Do you mind if your man is a black boss with blood on his hands? Even, do you mind that your man is a scourge to society, a poison, or a scoundrel? ”

He looked at her quietly, waiting for her answer. The dark eyes are deep, as if they are filled with the night outside, and people can sink into it.

"Don't mind." Ruan Shu didn't think twice, his palm covered the back of his hand that was touching her face, and his eyes were straight, "I've never been a black and white woman, I'm very selfish, I only care about myself and the people I care about." Maybe for outsiders, you are a cancer of society and society, and I choose to follow you, but I also have wrong views and values. But I don't care, why should I care about the opinion of outsiders to decide my life? Are they nice to me? Do they love me? No, not at all. All I know is that you are my man. I will be worried about your safety, but if you tell me that this is the path you insist on choosing, I will walk with you, and it doesn't matter if you go dark. ”

It was rare for her to speak such a long sentence in one breath, and almost to reveal her heart. In the past, it always took ten sentences from him to get one sentence from her, either because she was duplicitous and unwilling to be honest, or she was silently hidden in her heart and unwilling to speak. Today, Ruan Shu himself was surprised by himself, and after finishing speaking, he felt very happy.

Fu Lingyuan's expression was slightly ...... It's a little different from what she imagined. staring at her without blinking, faintly carrying a meaningful scrutiny, the emotion in her eyes was a kind of unfathomable incomprehension that she could not understand.

"What's wrong?" Ruan Shu was puzzled.

Fu Lingyuan was quiet for two seconds, and hooked his lips lazily as usual: "It's nothing." ”

He hugged her into his arms, breathing in her ear: "Listening to you confess to me like this, I don't know if I should be happier or ......"

Ruan Shu waited for a moment, but did not wait for his next words. She thought it was a little weird, but she didn't know what was wrong. Could it be that there is something wrong with what she just said?

Her thoughts didn't work much because Fu Lingyuan took her ears and beads, and began to kiss her again, along her ears and cheeks, down to her neck.

This time the kiss was different from Fang Cai's, and the tone was first in the direction of wiping the gun.

Ruan Shu didn't refuse him, because she missed him a lot. Knowing that he was inconvenient to move, he even took the initiative to cooperate with him, kneeling in front of him, straightening his limbs and holding his head. At the same time, the remaining reason reminded her that he was an injured person, and told her softly: "You be careful, don't forget the shape, stop in moderation, otherwise the wound will burst." ”

"Stay tonight." His hot breath sprayed on her skin, and he consulted with her.

"You can't do it now." At the critical moment, Ruan Shu was still very sober - she only planned to let him kiss, kiss, hug, and touch.

"I know." Fu Lingyuan's voice was hoarse, and his tone was full of unwillingness, proposing, "I can lie still and you can move on it." ”

Ruan Shu: "......"

She even seriously thought about the feasibility, and quickly vetoed: "No, you will definitely be excited, if you are excited, in case the wound will burst." "It's all about knowing him.

Fu Lingyuan: "......"

"I'm not going to get excited." He retorted, "I'm not the first time a hairy kid in my early twenties has touched a woman. Excited about what? ”

Ruan Shu's narrow phoenix eyes narrowed slightly: "So you don't have feelings for me anymore?" ”

Fu Lingyuan: "......" He grabbed her hand and covered it over a certain part of him, "Do you feel it yourself?" ”

Ruan Shu was actually just a joke on purpose, but he didn't expect him to be so simple, rude and violent. Her palms burned, she pursed her lips and asked something that had been in her heart for a long time and had been forgetting to ask: "That night we decided to divorce and separate, you ...... There is no ...... with other women"

Hearing this, Fu Lingyuan punishively slapped her lips: "My windows are fake?" ”

She actually felt it, so she didn't resist too much after a few intimate gestures - as he said, he climbed the window twice, and his body reacted, obviously in a state of extreme hunger. Ruan Shu's smile was pursed at the corner of his mouth, wrapping around his neck, pretending not to understand: "What? What does it have to do with you being a thief climbing my window and whether you touch other women or not? ”

Before the words could completely fall, her body trembled suddenly, as Fu Lingyuan gently pinched her moon-retreat root. Further up there is the danger zone.

Ruan Shu hurriedly left his embrace and pulled back the skirt of his nurse uniform that had been pushed up. Thanks to his inconvenient movements, he couldn't drag her back in time.

She was a little annoyed: "Not really. Are you in such a hurry? Do you have to be hurt? I'm not messing around with you. ”

Fu Lingyuan was also a little unhappy: "Then you shouldn't let me kiss you and touch you from the beginning." It's not enjoyable yet. ”

Ruan Shu: "......" She found that he was no different from a child losing his temper now.

She didn't eat this set at all before, and in the same situation, she would just turn around and leave with a cold face and let him solve it himself.

Can ...... now She hesitated. After hesitating for a moment, she finally shook her head and grimaced: "No." ”

Fu Lingyuan smiled and beckoned to her: "Okay, come here, I was just joking with you just now." ”

Ruan Shu: "......"

Fu Lingyuan patted the vacant seat left for her by her side and said, "Stay today and stay with the bed." ”

Ruan Shu: "......" How good would it be to make the last three words clear together?

Seeing that she didn't move, Fu Lingyuan raised his eyebrows: "Don't be too me." ”

Ruan Shu glanced at him, then moved back, leaning on the head of the bed beside him, leaning sideways on his shoulder.

Fu Lingyuan divided half of his quilt and covered her body.

Ruan Shu hugged him and said, "Will you have the day when you wash your hands in a golden basin?" ”

Fu Lingyuan's movements froze for a moment.

Ruan Shu didn't give him time to answer, closed his eyes, and pressed his cheek to his chest: "Your ambition is so big, and you want to be a 'sea overlord', it is estimated that it is difficult to want to retreat." ”

Moreover, how can it be so easy to say that you will quit? It's that she thinks it's simple.

There was a moist touch on his forehead, and it was Fu Lingyuan's lips that touched: "I said, in the future, I will be a little white face, eat your soft rice, and rely on you to raise me." My lady-in-law. ”

"Well, if you're down, I'll agree to raise you." Ruan Shu pursed her lips and smiled, and the heat in her heart was hot, like the warm spring sun shining on the surface of the lake.

thought that they could spend the time that the two had won so hard to get together.

After a while, Ruan Shu noticed that Fu Lingyuan's uninjured hand was a little restless.

"Where are you touching?!"

"You should redeem the clothes, otherwise it will be wrinkled, but there is no way to get you another set. Moreover, What woman still wears the inner one when she sleeps at night? ”

"No month-to-cash! Put away your hands and your thoughts! ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

"Fu Lingyuan, your hand again-"

"Don't move if you don't want my wound to burst."

"You think I wouldn't dare? Anyway, I wasn't the one who split the wound. ”

"Oh, then you try."

"You-"

"Shhhhh

A moment later.

"Don't pull on my clothes, I won't have to wear them if they break." Ruan Shu spoke again.

"So let you put this squeamish dress aside, it won't wrinkle or break. Not even shi......"

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

After a while.

"Nguyen Nguyen."

"Huh?" Ruan Shu's voice is like a thick milkshake, as if it can wrap people inside and out.

"You and I use my hands......"

Ruan Shu breathed softly, a little compromised: "You lie down and don't move." ”

"I'd like to sweat." Fu Lingyuan laughed at himself.

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

Breathing became heavier and heavier in the air.

……

At about four or five o'clock, Li Qing knocked on the door outside.

Being in such an environment, coupled with the fact that he was already sleeping lightly, Ruan Shu actually didn't close his eyes much, and woke up as soon as there was movement. After sitting up, I saw Fu Lingyuan also with his eyes open, holding an unlit cigarette in his mouth, staring at her, and the lighter in his hand continued to click.

Ruan Shu carried him on his back and put on all his clothes in silence, and finally turned back to look at him: "I'll go first." ”

Fu Lingyuan's eyes were deep, and he didn't speak, only nodded as if he didn't want to.

Ruan Shu took two steps out, came back again, lowered his body and kissed him on the lips, and smiled: "Take care of your injuries." ”

Fu Lingyuan pressed the back of her head and kissed her again, his face full of jade begging dissatisfaction.

Walking out to the outside and catching a glimpse of Xiao Ya, who was still sleeping, Ruan Shu suddenly had an illusion in a trance: she came to steal and have love with Fu Lingyuan.