My name is Chen Yujia, I just graduated last year, my boyfriend is my classmate, our love story began with my confession, on Valentine's Day on February 14 of my sophomore year, I finally mustered up the courage to confess to him. What I didn't expect was that he actually agreed.

We were each other's first love, and I cherish this relationship. After graduating, he went to the south, and I stayed there. We haven't seen each other once since September last year, and I know he's busy, and we're both fresh graduates and don't have much money in hand, so we insist on online videos three times a week.

There was another week for Valentine's Day, and he promised me that he would definitely come back to see me that day, and I was so excited that I didn't sleep for several nights, and even cleaned my little room inside and out.

But Valentine's Day came, and the streets were full of couples playing, but my boyfriend suddenly called me and told me that I wouldn't be coming back.

My best friend also told me that campus love is not credible, but I don't think he is that kind of person, I gave it all to him, and he will never betray me.

So I'm also convinced that he'll come back to accompany me on Valentine's Day.

Seeing other girls with chocolates in their hands and roses, I was in a terrible mood, I waited for him at the train station from half past six in the morning, and waited until ten in the morning before he texted me that there was something wrong with the company and that he couldn't leave.

Tears flowed instantly from my eyes.

As I exited the train station, I gently wiped the tears from my face and turned to walk into the crowd. And my boyfriend's brother appeared in front of me at this time.

I didn't have a man with me on Valentine's Day, and he seemed to be very frustrated, so the two of us went to drink together, and I still didn't drink at first, but I couldn't stand his persuasion. I drank a little, and then the more I drank, the worse my mood became, and finally I became groggy.

But what I didn't expect was that the hand also reached into my clothes at that time.

I rarely drink alcohol because I get drunk as soon as I do. But I didn't expect that after getting drunk, I would make such a big joke.

My boyfriend's name is Shi Lei, and his good buddy is Gao Zijian. They are bunk beds in college, and we were familiar with them when we were in school, but I didn't know much about men other than Shi Lei. Shi Lei told me about Gao Zijian a few times, and it seemed that he had helped him with something, and in my impression, Gao Zijian was half a good person.

I didn't know what was going to happen between us.

When I was drunk, Gao Zijian put my arm on his shoulder and comforted me that I would be fine, and I lay on top of him in a daze, feeling as if he had brought me into the room. On the snow-white bed, his kiss fell on my lips without hesitation.

I admit that at that moment I did feel a sense of release, and even felt that it was Shi Lei who kissed me, and the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to kiss him back.

I don't know when he took off my clothes, in my consciousness, he is Shi Lei.

Shi Lei seems to be more focused on his studies or work, for this kind of thing, I can only say that he has had and has not had enough experience.

But in a blur, I felt as if something was going on. Maybe it's because of the thoughts, everything goes with the flow.

Shiller. I still have him in my mind.

If thoughts can be transmitted, I don't know if he will be able to hear them at this moment.

(Tianjin)