When Zhan Qi arrived at the hospital, it was already more than twenty minutes later.

Song Qingge was very scared, probably because she was afraid that something would happen to the child, her voice was trembling, and she kept repeating "what to do" incoherently, and kept asking him to come quickly.

Although he hadn't arrived at the hospital yet, just listening to her words, he seemed to have felt that kind of despair, and kept asking the driver to speed up to the hospital along the way.

Zhan Qi almost ran all the way, and by the time he arrived at the door of the operating room, his forehead was already covered with beads of sweat, and he was panting heavily.

The emergency operation was still in progress, Song Qingge held his hands tightly, looked up at the dazzling red light above his head, and obviously burst into tears. But she was unconscious.

He walked up slowly, trying to calm himself down, because if he panicked, she would panic even more.

Zhan Qi stood five steps away from her and took a deep breath before stepping forward and putting his hand on her shoulder. Whispered, "Qingqing." ”

Song Qingge hurriedly raised his head to look at him, and called him with red eyes, "Zhan Qi......"

However, she only opened her mouth to scream, and her voice immediately choked, and tears rolled out irrepressibly, and the whole person trembled slightly.

Zhan Qi felt a pain in his heart, and immediately hugged her into his arms, patted her back gently, and said in a slow voice: "Okay, okay, it's okay, I'm here." ”

Song Qingge's face was buried in his arms, his hands grabbed the placket of his clothes, and he kept sobbing. "It's all my fault, I let her play outside alone, and I didn't watch her well. You don't even know how badly she was hurt, what if something happened to her? I really...... I really don't know what to do. ”

Zhan Qi was naturally very anxious, but he could only try his best to comfort her, stroking her hair, and putting his voice to the gentlest level, "It's okay to know, you forgot, she also said that she would wait for her younger siblings to play with her after they were born." And she's so clingy to you, how can she give up something to make you sad. He sat down next to her and kissed her on the forehead, "Don't worry, huh? You still have two in your belly, so be mindful of your body and emotions. ”

Song Qingge looked at him with a sob, and only pursed his lips for a long time before he nodded lightly.

Zhan Qi reached out and took her over and leaned on his shoulder, patted her on the shoulder gently, and didn't say anything, the two of them just looked at the closed door of the operating room in unison.

I don't know how long it took, the electric door was finally opened, Song Qingge almost got up from the chair like an electric shock and was about to rush over, Zhan Qi saw this and immediately supported her and walked up with her.

The doctor first bowed his head to them, took off his mask and said, "Mr. Zhan, Mrs. Zhan." ”

"Hmm." Zhan Qi nodded and asked, "How is my daughter?" ”

"Ling Yan's condition is not very good, she suddenly fainted because of kidney failure, the injury on her forehead is not serious, there are no stitches, and it will be better in a few days. It's just that her body ......" The doctor's tone became a little solemn, and he sighed and said: "Mr. Zhan, let's find a kidney source as soon as possible, if there is no suitable kidney source for kidney replacement surgery, then Ling Yan may be ......"

He had already said it very tactfully, and Song Qingge's body shook. The strength of his whole body seemed to be exhausted, and he was paralyzed straight down, Zhan Qi hurriedly reached out to hug her, and shouted "Qingqing" anxiously.

After a long while, Song Qingge lifted his spirits and asked unsteadily, "That'...... Except for surgery? Is there no other way? Is dialysis also possible? ”

"For Ling Yan's current situation, dialysis is no longer meaningful, and kidney replacement surgery is the best and only way."

Song Qingge only felt that his throat seemed to be choked with a hard lump, and asked with difficulty: "Then if you can't find the kidney source, my daughter ...... How long can you live? ”

The doctor sighed, his expression was also a little sad, and said in a low voice, "It's not more than three months." ”

No more than three months......

In other words, if you can't find a suitable kidney source, you may never wake up one day, right?

But at this moment, where can they go to find a suitable kidney source? Even a person like Zhan Qi who has hands and eyes to the sky, after so long, has launched all the interpersonal relationships, but he has not been able to find a suitable kidney source for Zhizhi.

Now that time is so tight, is there really any hope?

Song Qingge couldn't help but close his eyes, tears flowed down, Zhan Qi's heart was almost suffocated, so he could only reach out and clasp the back of her head, press her into his arms, and raise his head to endure the sourness in his eyes.

After a while, he suddenly remembered something, and asked the doctor, "Can you still let me have a kidney transplant?" ”

The doctor was stunned for a moment, "But you have only injured your kidneys before, this is ......"

"I did have one kidney injured, but the other kidney was fine." Zhan Qi seemed to suddenly see hope, and said with some joy: "Yes, anyway, I still have a kidney that is healthy, can I give my daughter a transplant?" ”

The doctor pursed his lips and thought for a moment, then shook his head solemnly and said, "I don't approve of your approach. There are only two kidneys in people, and removing one of them will not have a great impact on your body, but you have already been injured, and if you transplant a healthy kidney to your child, it is very likely that the injured kidney will not be able to provide circulation to your body in the future, and it is very likely that there will be sequelae. ”

However, the doctor said a lot of things, but Zhan Qi didn't listen to it at all, just waved his hand and said, "Anyway, you mean, this method is also feasible, right?" ”

The doctor was a little embarrassed, "Yes, yes, but your own body ......"

Zhan Qi didn't care, "My body doesn't matter, as long as I can save my daughter, let alone a kidney, I can give her this heart." ”

Even though he said so. But the doctor still insisted on persuading him, "I know that you are eager to save the girl, but in any case, I still don't approve of you doing this, and I don't recommend you to do this surgery." Our hospital will also make more efforts to find a kidney source, and I hope that Mr. Zhan can still find a more suitable kidney source again, and don't gamble with his body. Ling Yan's surgery is over. Based on her physical condition, I would recommend a temporary stay in the hospital for a period of time. ”

Zhan Qi also nodded, "Okay, then I'll trouble you." ”

After the doctor finished speaking, he entered the operating room again, Zhan Qi turned his head to look at Song Qingge beside him, and realized that since he talked to the doctor, she had been standing aside silently, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

He raised his hand and shook it in front of her eyes, and called tentatively, "Qingqing? ”

Song Qingge glanced up at him at this time, his eyes were full of complicated emotions, both sad and unbearable, just looking at his eyes that made people despair.

Zhan Qi's heart tingled slightly, but he still pretended to smile easily. "Did you hear what the doctor said? In fact, I can still give the child a kidney transplant, which means that our daughter is saved, don't worry, I will definitely save her. ”

Song Qingge stared at him with tears in his eyes, and choked up: "But do you really think this is a good way?" ”

The doctors said that if he operated on the child, then one day his other kidney would gradually fail. Then his own life would be in danger.

Zhan Qi avoided her gaze and pretended to be casual: "No matter what, I think as long as you can save the child, it is a good way." ”

"But I don't think so." Song Qingge's tears finally fell, and he sobbed softly: "Take your life for another life, I don't think it's fair to you, I don't want such a result, and I don't think it's a good way." ”

Zhan Qi's heart was very sour, but he still smiled and reached out to wipe the tears from her face, "This is my willingness, as long as I can save our child, I think it's worth it." Besides, the doctor didn't say that I would definitely die after the surgery, but only that there might be problems with my body in the future. But with such a long life, who knows if it will be thirty or fifty years from now? As long as I could stay with you one more day, I wouldn't have died so early. ”

Song Qingge held his hand and leaned on his arms, tears could not flow endlessly, "Is there no other way?" Is there no other way to save our child? ”

Is it really necessary to use such a cruel method?

She was reluctant to find out, but she was also reluctant to tell him. She didn't want to give up on any of them, but she didn't want to hurt any of them.

Is it really that hard to have both?

Zhan Qi hugged her and patted her on the back gently, "Don't worry too much now, I will still send someone to work hard to find the source of the kidney." It's best if you can find nature, but if you can't find it, even if you can't find it, it's much better than nothing, isn't it? ”

She couldn't say a better solution now, so she could only nod obediently.

The doctors quickly moved them into the VIP room, and they were finally able to visit the child.

Such a small person, because of the onset of the disease, his face was even paler than before, and a small face was hidden in the pillow of the hospital, and under the white pillow and quilt, it looked even more bloodless.

The wound on his forehead has been treated, and he looks very pitiful with gauze.

The child had woken up, and was lying on the bed looking at them weakly, biting his lower lip lightly, as if he had done something wrong. whispered to them, "Dad, Mommy." ”

Song Qingge just stood at the door and glanced at the child, and immediately couldn't help whimpering, and quickly turned around and covered his mouth, for fear that he would cry.

Zhan Qi hurriedly shook her hand, trying to make her calm and strong. After a while, Song Qingge took a deep breath before he slowly calmed down, and he was finally able to turn around and look at Zhi.

The child's two little hands grabbed the quilt, looked at her cautiously, and before she could speak, she was the first to apologize: "Mom, I'm sorry." It's all my fault, because it's playful that I fall off the swing and worry you. Mom, don't cry. ”

She is usually most afraid of Song Qingge crying, every time Song Qingge cries before, she will feel that she has done something wrong to disappoint her mother.

Hearing her daughter say this, Song Qingge almost broke down emotionally, biting her lip tightly to calm her emotions, and after a while, she squeezed out a smile, shook her head and said: "I know that I didn't do anything wrong, it's my mother's problem, my mother didn't take a good look at you, so I let you fall off the swing, and my mother should apologize to you." ”

Knowing it, he finally had the courage to ask, "Isn't that mother angry with me?" ”

"Of course not angry." Song Qingge walked up and sat on the edge of the bed, reached out to hold her little hand, stroked her hair, and asked softly, "Does the baby still hurt?" ”

Zhi pointed to his forehead, "It hurts so much here, mom gives me a snort." ”

Song Qingge immediately leaned over and kissed her lightly on her wound, and gently blew for her, "Is it better now?" ”

"Well, it's much better." The little girl finally laughed and said sweetly, "Thank you, Mom." ”

Song Qingge couldn't help but want to cry when he looked at her like this.

She is such a well-behaved and lovely daughter, why is God so cruel, not only can't give her a healthy body, but also has to take away her only possibility of survival several times, and repeatedly deprive her of the opportunity to undergo surgery.

She felt so unfair, and she felt so hateful in her heart.

Zhan Qi's heart is naturally not much better, and now every time he sees the onset of the disease, he can't help but think of Shi Yu, and also think of the excessive things he did in the past.

He exhaled a long breath, squeezed out a smile, walked up to the child and said, "Is there anything you want to eat?" Daddy bought it for you. ”

Zhi asked, "Is it okay to do anything?" ”

Zhan Qi nodded, "You can do anything, as long as you want, Dad will definitely satisfy you." ”

"There's nothing you want to eat." Zhi shook his head, but suddenly said, "By the way, Dad, I want to eat ice cream." ”

As soon as he heard her say that she wanted to eat ice cream, Zhan Qi's face immediately changed, "This one doesn't work, change another one!" You're not in good health right now and can't eat anything cold! ”

Knowing the little mouth, he looked at him dissatisfied, "Dad lied, just now he said that whatever I want to eat will satisfy me." ”

Seeing that his daughter was about to get angry, Zhan Qi immediately said good things, "Of course Dad will satisfy you, but except for ice cream, everything else is fine." ”

"I just want to eat ice cream, and I won't be allowed to eat it." He snorted and turned his back to him, looking like he didn't want to look at him.

Zhan Qi smiled dumbly, Song Qingge shook his hand, and signaled him not to care.

He just laughed, how could he bother with his daughter?

Zhan Qi patted her shoulder, "Then you stay here with her, I'll make a call." ”

"Hmm."

Walking out of the ward with his mobile phone, Zhan Qi immediately found a phone and said to the person over there with a cold face: "Send someone to tie Shi Yu to Yi Nanchen's hospital, arrange for the doctor to match his kidneys, I want to see if that bastard can perform surgery on Zhizhi." ”