I held the mobile phone that kept emitting vicious curses, and I shook my head at Chen Tu with an indifferent face.

Or Chen Tu is really extremely powerful, he may be facing this trouble that is enough to destroy my entire life, and it doesn't take much effort to solve it easily, but I suddenly feel timid.

Even if I really go with Chen Tu in the future, I'm afraid I will cover myself up well. For me, his life is a beautiful robe without lice, while mine is a bed of tattered sheets, even if it is concealed, the moment it is lifted is always embarrassing and unbearable.

I was afraid that if he peeked at me, he would find the gray me, the one who had been trapped and depressed in a cruel life, like an apple that had been drained of water, constantly rotting and rotting uncontrollably.

Yes, I once had a rotten and unforgettable past.

And that incomparably rotten and unforgettable past, it has little to do with Chen Tu.

Because it happened on the second night after I met Chen Tu, I have always remembered how panicked, helpless, humiliated, and how much I wanted to throw myself into the torrent and end most of my grief and anger that night, in short, it made me redefine the word sinister in the human heart, and it also made me fall into the whirlpool of guilt and embarrassment when facing Yang Rongmeng, who had a crush and later found out that it was just an illusion when I was young. After all, as an eyewitness to what happened to me back then, I was close to him for half a minute, and it was as if I had returned to the beginning.

In my silent response, Huang Meiling finally scolded tired, and she continued angrily: "Remember to pay me money after paying my salary and bonus in the past few days." ”

I said in a light tone, "Okay, I got it." ”

The phone hung up on that end.

I put my phone back in my bag and turned my face away to look at the dazzling night scene of Shenzhen as if nothing happened.

Chen Tu's hand suddenly came over, he quickly grabbed my left hand and wrapped it, and the burning heat of his palm reached me, and it had become cold. It's like my heart that has been frozen and has a hard time returning to its normal temperature.

I pulled my hand out, smiled at him, and said, "Turn left at the intersection in front of me and drive another 50 meters, and you'll be there." ”

Chen Tu looked at me thoughtfully, he opened his mouth and said, "There are some things you don't want to say, and I won't ask." ”

He finally took his eyes back, and he sped up and sped away, quickly parking the car in front of KFC.

Reaching out to help me unbuckle my seat belt, Chen Tu untied himself again, and we got out of the car at the same time, and he walked around and walked side by side with me.

But this kind of shoulder to shoulder did not last long, I used to walk very fast, Chen Tu was left behind a few meters behind me.

Suddenly, Chen Tu, who was behind me, raised his voice coldly and shouted: "Wu Yi? ”

Chen Tu said so loudly that it had already caused pedestrians to flank, and I turned around, a little confused, and asked, "What?" ”

Chen Tu strode up to Meteor, his hand fell down again and grabbed my hand hard, he said, "It's nothing, I want to hold your hand." ”

Before I could react, Chen Tu's arms bent around me and encircled me, my face pressed against his chest, and I heard his rapid heartbeat.

After looking at me a few times, Chen Tu said in an extremely solemn tone: "Can you stop torturing me and I won't torture yourself anymore, and let me participate in your life?" Can you stop holding the mask in front of someone else, facing me? Wu Yi, can you let me try it? I promise that when I come, I won't leave, I will be good to you, I will rely on you, and if there is anything in the future, we can do it together and discuss it together. You cook me noodles for my birthday, I buy you cakes for your birthday, and what you can't get from anywhere else, I'll give it to you. You don't have nothing, you have me. ”

I was stunned: "What? ”

Pressing my face on his chest again, Chen Tu said in a deep voice: "You say that you are not afraid of loneliness but envy others and have someone to accompany you and not be lonely, you say that you don't like to eat cakes but you envy some people for having birthday cakes, you think it's okay not to be cared for, but you envy some people, some people greet and some people care." You are very envious of having relatives around you when others have surgery, and you complain that you envy yourself too much and seem too greedy. You also said that one day before you die, you must first cancel the Weibo account that records too much of your mood, otherwise people will know that you are so greedy, will they laugh at your delusion. ”

I was completely stunned, and my voice trembled: "Where did you see this?" ”

The gravity imprisoned me, and Chen Tu said slowly: "Your computer." ”

I was stunned: "Chen Tu, you are crazy, flipping through my computer?" ”

Lowering his face to look at me, Chen Tu frowned: "Originally, I just wanted to upgrade some software for you and strive for some impression points." But when I recovered your computer's browsing history, I accidentally pulled out the Weibo account you used to record your mood, and I understand that I shouldn't have looked through your mood diary without your permission, but I can't help but want to see what you can write. Wu Yi, I didn't mean to spy on you, but you always kept your distance, I couldn't explore your heart, I don't know what kind of self you hide under your seemingly calm and seemingly impregnable appearance. I originally thought that a girl with a character like yours probably came from a warm family, and you had a good growth environment, which could create your self-confidence in your gestures, and full of whimsical looks, I thought I could see something on your Weibo account for me to use to tease you in the future, but I didn't want me to see nothing but holes and devastation. And yours have been kicked in these shaky lives. ”

I felt like I was running naked in front of Chen Tu.

I opened my mouth, I didn't know what I was supposed to say, and what I ended up saying was, "Oh, that's it." ”

Chen Tu's brows furrowed even deeper: "Wu Yi, I admit that I lost to you." In the face of you, I originally planned to take the unruly route and come together naturally with you, but I found that I couldn't give you the security you wanted. I decided to change the course and moisten things silently, and you are surrounded by a senior brother who is not on the road. I can't be cold, I can't be strong, I can't be domineering, I can't be considerate, I can't beg, I can't be impatient, I can't swallow gentlely. I'm already exhausted. I realized that I was the one who was really insecure. The fucking feeling came so quickly and weirdly that I was a little caught off guard. ”

Chen Tu's voice became lower and lower as it reached the back, as if it was low to the ground, and I had to work hard to hear it.

Even so, his arms were warm and steady, and the more I coveted, the more reluctant I became to speak.

I'm afraid that as soon as I speak, it will all burst like a phantom of foam.

In the precipitation of the atmosphere, Chen Tu said again: "Wu Yi, for the sake of me suffering for so many days, can you associate with me and take marriage as the destination to socialize?" Let's settle the relationship first, let me feel a little safe, how you torture me in the future, I will bear it. ”

I slowed my head, shook off Chen Tu's confinement, raised up, and said, "For the purpose of getting married?" ”

Lowering his head, facing my eyes, Chen Tu's breathing fell evenly and lightly, crisply: "Yes." ”

This reply, which would not drag the water, was like a loud bang, and my reason was blown to the ground, and I actually nodded and said, "Okay." ”

Chen Tu immediately smiled brightly, he let go of me, and naturally pinched my cheek: "Girlfriend, I will treat you well in the future." ”

Although the relationship is confirmed, I haven't entered the state all at once, so naturally I am not used to Chen Tu's intimate actions, I dodged back, laughed dryly and said: "Encouragement, in short, encouragement." I don't have much experience, so you can advise me a lot in the future. ”

As soon as the style of painting changed, Chen Tu smiled like a scoundrel: "I just like that you are inexperienced, leave it to me to develop slowly in the future." I appreciate your potential stocks. ”

After saying that, he also swept my chest ambiguously.

I put my hands together and opened my mouth to scold: "Obscene." ”

It was really as if he would hang up if he didn't move his hands and feet for a second, Chen Tu reached out and pinched my chin and said, "Huh? I always thought you liked me because I was nasty. ”

scolded again: "Get out, get out of you." ”

Therefore, as an embarrassed look, Chen Tu smiled evilly: "Although I am not exclusive to field battles, I don't want to be here, there are too many audiences, and the impact is not good." ”

Eh, forget it, this man doesn't know what's going on in his head, no matter what I say, he can get to that thing.

I didn't want to continue to talk to Chen Tu about the adult topic of beepping, so I pursed my lips and walked towards KFC.

Chen Tu followed, he grabbed my hand, I shook it off, he grabbed it again, I shook it off again, and so on several times, Chen Tu grabbed my middle finger.

When I entered KFC, I said, "You sit for a while, I'll line up." ”

He glared at me, "Why do you eat with a boyfriend?" When you talk about a boyfriend, you want him to be a cow and a horse for you. ”

Stepping on a horse, Chen Tu's voice is not loud, but his lines are a bit personal, several women look back at him, they are with their boyfriends, and they despise their boyfriends in various ways, which means nothing more than to say that you look at the handsome guy in other people, you look at how happy other people's girlfriends are.

I was a little embarrassed by so many stares, and when I shook off Chen Tu's hand, I muttered in a low voice, "Pretend." ”

Chen Tu looked at me, and he smiled incomprehensibly and stopped talking.

Soon it was our turn to buy, and Chen Tu really ordered a family bucket.

Without much thought, I took out a hundred dollars and handed them over.

Chen Tu blocked my hand: "I'm not used to women paying for me. ”

I insisted: "Then you should treat me as a man." ”

Glancing at my chest, Chen Tu's eyes flickered: "I'm afraid not." ”

At this time, the cashier of KFC couldn't stand it, and she said politely: "Hello Mr. and Miss, please pay here." ”

I hurriedly handed over the money.

After making sure that there was no inconvenience to the people queuing up to buy hamburgers in the back, I put the pieces of RMB back neatly in my wallet, Chen Tu looked at it, and he said: "Wu Yi, if you dare to abandon me in the future, you will die." ”

I looked up and asked, "Huh?" What the? ”

Leaning down suddenly, Chen Tu's lips were pressed to my ear, and he said in an extremely ambiguous tone: "I'll go to your house later, okay?" ”

I was a little dazed by his jump: "What are you going to do at my house?" ”

The voice was lower, and he was extremely bewitched: "I'll go and make you a cow and a horse." ”

Chen Tu means, do you want to go to my house to help me with housework or move and lift?

I hurriedly waved my hand: "No, no, my home is very clean, and there is nothing to move." ”

The corners of his mouth twitched, Chen Tu squinted at me, and asked, "You don't know what cows are used for and horses are used for?" ”

Joke.

Giving him a blank look, I said casually: "Uncle Ben is brainless, of course I know." Oxen are not used to plough the land, but horses are to ride. ”

Suddenly, Chen Tu came over, he reached out and grabbed my neck and pulled me in, he leaned into my ear again, word by word: "Then what do you think I want to make a cow and a horse for you?" ”

Roll on! This man is a first-class hooligan! My face was hot and I pushed him away: "Go aside." There is no serious word in his mouth. ”

Chen Tu put the packed family bucket in his hand, we got out of KFC, after getting into the car, I was wearing my seat belt, Chen Tu started to talk again, he was saying nonsense: "Wu Yi, I really want to go to your house." ”

It seems that I am not a pure-minded person, Chen Tu just said this, and a bunch of inappropriate pictures began to pop up in my mind, maybe I watched too many island films, or because of Chen Tu's ambiguous guidance before, I can still imagine the pictures of me riding on Chen Tu and desperately shaking the bed. Secretly scolded, Wu Yi, you are too dirty. My face was hotter, my heart was weak, and my voice couldn't help but raise: "Chen Tu, you are really enough, you have never seen a woman, you can't have anything else in your brain except for rolling the sheets?" ”

Carrying the bag of KFC and shaking it for a while, Chen Tu looked innocent: "Where did I say that I went to your house to roll the sheets with you?" ”

I was choked speechless. Indeed, his ambiguous words mean that way, but he didn't say it clearly, but I was so direct.

I know that Chen Tu did it on purpose, he just wanted to see me make a fool of myself.

I was extremely depressed for a few seconds, and I suddenly became enlightened, and I had a good time, but Uncle Ben is not a vegetarian. If he plays me, then I'll play him too.

Smiling at Chen Tu, I pretended to be ambiguous, leaned over, my right hand was wrapped around Chen Tu's neck, and I blew lightly on his neck, my left hand went all the way down his chest, cruising mischievously near his sensitive area, rubbing a few times at will, I said bewildermently: "What, don't you want to try?" Last time I was at your house, you pressed me like crazy, what to say, Wu Yi, give it to me, I'm going crazy, you want to bang with me at that time..."