Chapter 194: I Love You So Much (47)

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"Let's go! Don't even appear in front of me again! There's no need to get tangled up with each other anymore! Lin Muxi said with a cold face.

"Mumu, I just miss you so much! Shall we remarry? You don't want to be with that yellow hair! I need you! Chen Jiayuan's eyes pleaded.

"I'm not a pet you call and go! If you need me, I must come back to you? Your own feelings are still in shambles, what are you trying to provoke me again? Lin Muxi said coldly.

"I am not with Lu Xin, and I have no other women, this year, I have spent all my time thinking about you."

Lin Muxi was surprised that she could hear such love words in Chen Jiayuan's mouth, but she couldn't be moved, just because she was in the wrong time.

"Don't say anything, please, please get out of here, okay? I finally found myself and lived a new life of my own, and I didn't need to be disturbed anymore and I didn't need to be awakened to my previous feelings. ”

"Mumu, do you hate me so much now?" A look of pain flashed in Chen Jiayuan's eyes.

"I hate it when you show up again to disturb my life!" Lin Muxi said indifferently, "Chen Jiayuan, it turns out that without you, I can still live well, I don't need you!" ”

"But I need you!"

"That's not about me! You may slowly find that you can need other people, but I am not that important! ”

Chen Jiayuan said helplessly: "Mu Mu, it turns out that you are so eloquent, but you are not right, you don't know how much I need you!" You're an indispensable part of my life! ”

Lin Muxi felt a little headache, held his head with both hands, shook his head and said, "Don't say it, I don't want to talk to you now, and I don't want to see you, please, can you leave quickly?"

Chen Jiayuan's eyes were full of disappointment, at this moment, he felt that he was powerless to save anything, but he didn't want to give up, seeing Lin Muxi's painful appearance, he decided not to force her first, let her slow down first.

Chen Jiayuan got up, arrived at the door, glanced back at Lin Muxi, sighed, opened the door and left.

At this moment, for Lin Muxi, Chen Jiayuan's existence is a huge pressure. In front of him, she was not confident enough, she didn't want to get hurt again, she was afraid that she would waver, and then continue to fall into endless pain.

Lin Muxi no longer believes that Chen Jiayuan is the one who can give her happiness, and in front of him, she can't just be herself unscrupulously.

He is not her good match, and four years of married life are not enough for her to see this clearly?

After Chen Jiayuan left, he didn't go far, he sat on the chair downstairs, smoking cigarettes one after another.

He felt that Lin Muxi's indifference to her now was the punishment he deserved.

It's that he's too slow, it's that he doesn't know how to love someone, and he doesn't know how to cherish it until he loses it, but that person is no longer there.

After divorcing Lin Muxi, he felt that the home they used to live in together was empty, and even the whole city was empty, no matter where he went, he couldn't see her anymore, and sometimes he couldn't feel any of her breath when he went to the "Park" bar for a whole night.

Gradually, he realized that she had really left and that she would not come back.

He began to miss the way she was whispering in his ear, and he even wished she could be around, hysterically calling him a jerk!

He started to be cheap, and she once told him that if a person starts to be masochistic to another person, it is only because that person is in love.

It's horrible to have no home for her! The city without her is lonely!

It turned out that it was just her departure that hollowed out his heart. It's not that the rest of the place is empty, it's just that the heart is empty!

He misses her more and more, and when she leaves, he is on a business trip in a distant city, maybe he is running away!

She said that she wanted to go through the divorce procedures in advance, he was angry that she couldn't wait to leave, he also had his own temper, even if he was very reluctant, he still fulfilled her, and at the same time retained his dignity.

If she wants to leave, she will leave! He, Chen Jiayuan, has never begged anyone in a low voice!

He didn't believe that his life would not be able to go on without her, so he should still work, and he should have to go on a business trip. He has a full schedule, he's busy, and he doesn't want to waste time on anything other than making money.

But a month passed, two months passed...... He felt that he was getting more and more tired, his heart was empty, he felt bored in doing anything, and sometimes he didn't even know what he was busy with!

It turns out that without her in life, everything is meaningless.

Three months after she left, he went to Mexico to look for her, and found out that she had opened a bar.

That night, he sat in the car and saw her talking and laughing with the yellow hair, and the yellow hair carried her home, and they got along very well, and she smiled happily.

That smile, he hadn't seen on her face for a long time.

She was so close to other men so quickly, he even wondered, did she ever love him? Maybe he didn't love at all, maybe he was just a victim of her desire to conquer.

He was inexplicably angry, and he flew back to China the next day.

Two days later, he asked his secretary to help him book a plane ticket to Mexico, and the secretary asked more: "Mr. Chen, are you sure you are flying to Mexico?" You just came back from there the day before yesterday! ”

The secretary was curious, there was nothing to do at work, why did he always fly to Mexico?

"If you want to order it, ask so much!" He was very impatient.

During that time, he was very irritable.

He reappeared at the MKB bar, where he hid in the corner. This time, he saw someone confessing to her, and she loudly announced that she already had a fiancé! Her fiancé was that hateful yellow hair.

She was going to marry that yellow hair! That yellow hair, what's so good, anyway, no matter how he looks at him, it doesn't matter what he looks like! I even want to go up and beat him up, and then throw it into the sea to feed the fish!

On Valentine's Day, the yellow hair gave her flowers, and when she took them, she smiled brightly. He thinks it's tacky to send flowers!

He wanted to turn around and walk away at once, but her singing was so passionate and energetic that he was inspired, and when she sang the last song, he turned away.

He returned to his country angrily again, he thought, he won't go to that ghost place again!

He thought that she had already started her own life, she was so heartless, he should forget about her, live his normal life, and don't want to affect his quality of life for her.

He began to get very close to Lu Xin, they often went out to eat together, and watched movies together, in the eyes of outsiders, they were dating.

He felt that he was right to choose Lu Xin, their previous relationship ended without a problem, and they would have some regrets for each other! Now, they finally have a chance to make up for their original regrets.

Perhaps, this is the consummation!

He felt that he had made the right choice, and from then on, he wanted to live the life he wanted, full and perfect.

However, when he was eating with Lu Xin, he looked at her, but he always remembered that the girl cooked every day and wanted him to praise her.

When watching the movie, he remembered that she always asked him to accompany her to watch movies, but he never satisfied her once, how hurt she must be! How heartbroken she must be! It's just a simple request!

He thought that if he got close to Lu Xin, he would be able to forget her, but he found that she was clearer and more active in his mind! He even felt like he was about to be tortured by her to the point of insanity!

Lu Xin is a smart person, and he can see that he is absent-minded every time they are together, and even when he is drunk, he hugs her and shouts Lin Muxi's name.

Lu Xin only felt that when he was with him, his eyes became empty, and she finally knew later, it turned out that he had Lin Muxi in his heart all along.

Lu Xin felt that Chen Jiayuan was not happy at all, he was very depressed, and she even doubted that if he continued like this, he would die of mental disorder and depression!

Lu Xin saw everything in her eyes, and on this day, she said to him: "It turns out that we can't go back, if you are so reluctant to be with me, then I will feel that I am a selfish sinner!" Let's go apart! Barely together, if you're not happy, I won't be happy either! ”

Chen Jiayuan looked at Lu Xin blankly, he felt that it didn't matter if he was separated or together.

"Back then we were forced to separate, and now we continue to lead, it's enough! There will be no more regrets, let's give our feelings a satisfactory end! ”

"Whatever you want, I can satisfy you!" He said.

Lu Xin's eyes flashed with yearning, and he said, "I've always wanted to go to Lake Baikal to see the blue ice, and I heard that the sunset there is beautiful, can you accompany me?" It can be regarded as a satisfactory explanation of your and my past feelings, and from now on, we will be friends! ”

"Okay, I promise you!"

So later, he met her on Lake Baikal, and she was still with the yellow hair. Damn, their relationship became even closer, and that yellow hair actually kissed her in the sunset.

He couldn't see the expression on her face, he only saw the amorous back of the yellow hair, and he stared at the yellow hair with hatred, wishing to burn a hole in his back.

In the hospital, that yellow hair thanked him for saving his girlfriend, damn it, did he need outsiders to thank him for saving her?

But he is her current boyfriend, and he is just her disgraced ex-husband who doesn't even want to take a second look.

He felt very glaring when she was with the yellow hair, but she was so indifferent to him, he wanted to rush up and grab her shoulders and ask why she could say that she didn't love if she didn't love her, and he couldn't get her out of his head by any means!

He never knew that he could also become an infatuated species, but she was so ruthless!

After returning from Lake Baikal, he felt that he had gone crazy, he couldn't suppress his determination to get her anymore, he didn't want to wait even a second, he wanted to fly to her immediately, hug her, kiss her, possess her, give him yellow hair or white hair, give him all jerks!