24. Once the sea was difficult to turn into water, was it a catastrophe or fate?
In the end, it was Duanmu Qing who stepped forward first, snatched the knife from my hand, and squeezed my wrist tightly, "We... Let's calm down. ”
Zhao Yu behind him rushed up unwillingly, "What else is there to be calm with people like you?" Sister, let's go! Stay away from this guy. ”
Duan Muqing finally calmed down, the look in his eyes returned to his usual calmness, and he no longer answered Zhao Alcohol's criticism, but just looked at me calmly.
I swallowed hard and pulled Zhao Alcohol over, "You go home first, and wipe the blood from your nose and mouth with warm water." Let's settle the matter between me and him. Even if I want to go, I want to go without worry! Give an explanation to others, but also give an explanation to yourself! ”
Zhao Yu sighed heavily and grabbed my hand, "That's good." Sister, if there is anything, remember to call me, I will be the first to come. ”
I glanced at him gratefully and nodded firmly.
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Along the way, neither Duan Muqing nor I spoke. He didn't even have to ask, he knew where I wanted to go. So at this moment, how could he not know the entanglement and helplessness in my heart?
I even humbly thought that even if he made such a mistake, I could forgive him and live together. for I do not want to lose him.
However, the reality is that even if I want to smile tolerantly, there is an obstacle between us that we can never go back to the past.
Looking at him, who has always been calm and decisive, is so hesitant and decisive in dealing with this matter, my heart is cold for a while.
He held the steering wheel in one hand and held me firmly in the other. I looked at the wounds on the corners of his eyes and forehead, and wanted to wipe them for him, but I felt faintly angry.
It's okay if Zhao Alcohol is a child who is ignorant, his age is almost twice as old as others, why do you still have to follow the fools?
As soon as I thought this, I heard him suddenly say, "That has nothing to do with age, okay?" At least in my eyes, I never looked at him as a child. You don't understand, that's how two men solve problems. Even if we have a fight like this, we can still put aside the mustard and coexist peacefully, and maybe we can become friends in the future. ”
I was no surprise that he knew what was on my mind. Just when I heard him talk about Zhao Alcohol, I still inevitably had some indignation, "He is obviously still a child, and in my eyes, he has always just regarded him as my younger brother, you, you love to overestimate the people around me if you have nothing to do!" ”
He also said bluntly without hesitation, "Yes! I'm overestimating. Unlike you, you underestimated not only me, but also the woman who appeared next to me. ”
I couldn't help but feel a little angry, "Duan Muqing, you're enough!" Do you still want to blame me until now? If you were willing to give me a chance to explain at that time, did you get to this point? ”
I tightened my teeth and continued ruthlessly, "Besides, I think Zhao Yu was right at least one sentence just now, you can't take care of your own belt, can you blame others?" ”
He suddenly raised his voice, "Xiaoxi, do you really want to talk to me like that?" ”
I don't know where the courage came from, "Yes! That's what I said! Anyway, I won't be able to hold back the flowers in my heart, so I might as well just say it all! Duan Muqing, when will the redemption of my sins end? Even if it was because of Zhao Yu at that time, I ignored you, you scolded me and hated me, why did you have to punish me in that way? Even if I have been punished, how long will I smile and forgive? You say that you are also a man, and you will feel bad when you see the woman you love courting other men. What about me? Should I be a Virgin? No matter what's going on in front of me, should I smile and bless? ”
I looked at him coldly, "I'm sorry, Duan Muqing, I really can't do it!" I don't want you to continue to be embarrassed like this, and I don't want to let myself wait so endlessly and be sad, so I have to leave! Or you tell me, what should I do, huh? ”
He was stunned for a moment, then looked in front of him, slammed the steering wheel, and stopped the car in the shade of a tree.
"I'm sorry, Xiaoshio... I was just... It feels bad that you're going to leave me and run away by yourself. You have to know that no matter how capable a person is, he will also meet his nemesis. Wu Chenxi is the nemesis of my life. She grabbed my death hole with one hand, and I was also very passive. I didn't expect that I would live to be nearly forty years old, and I would be so embarrassed to be planted in the hands of a little girl. ”
He turned his head and looked at me seriously, "Xiaoxi, at this time, I hope you can face it with me, pull me at a critical moment, or hold me tightly." Instead of silently turning around and quietly leaving. I've done so much just not to lose you. But... One decision of yours can effortlessly break everything I've laid out before. I'm angry! I'm in a hurry! I hated myself for having that damn night! But everything has happened, instead of complaining, it's better to solve it! There are some things that I have suffered, and if you love me, why can't you give me a little more time? ”
I looked at him in a daze, "Then you say, how long do you want me to wait?" How long will it take for you to take care of that? One month? A year? Or for a lifetime? ”
He held the steering wheel tightly with both hands, but it was clear that there was no clear direction in his mind.
I forcibly held back the tears that were about to burst out of my eyes, "Muqing, do you know? What really saddens me is not this mistake you're making now. It's that you have repeatedly made no clear statement, just asking me to wait. Do you know how anxious the waiting heart is? And ......"
Thinking of what I was going to say next, I really couldn't hold back and cried, "Do you know that the longer you make me wait, the more scared I become!" I really think that the reason why it is so difficult to choose between us is that in your heart, she is as heavy as me! Isn't it? That's why you don't want to hurt either side? If that's the case, I'll quit! I'd rather quit than suffer from such heart-burning torment! ”
"Also, Duan Muqing, even if I was sorry for you before, at least, after I was with you, both mind and body have always been yours. For me, if love can't be the only thing for each other, I'd rather not! That's the real reason I'm leaving, you know? Instead of waiting for you to cry and say sorry to me, then let me say sorry! You're entangled in the fact that you can't think of a way, and I'm going to walk away so badly, but in fact, I think you've made a choice, at least in my opinion, you can't do without her either! That's enough for me! Can't I let you go? Are you happy to drag me here for three days and two ends to watch you hug and hug? ”
Of course, there are angry words in these words, but most of them are still sincere.
In their bones, most women are sinister and selfish about love. I just can't do that otherworldly minority.
At least now by all indications, I am far less important in his heart than he says I am. Otherwise, would he have kept me waiting that long?
Since I can't wait for your reply, why not let me choose to end it myself!
He tried to take my hand, but I shook it off and glared at him angrily.
He sighed heavily, with a helpless expression, "Xiaoxi, I beg you, don't think so cranky, okay?" Things are not what you think! I don't love her! She has weight in my mind, and she is just the daughter of a benefactor! She'll never be able to compare to you. I'm in her hands right now because I have the handle in her hands! ”
After he said that, they all tapped the steering wheel with some annoyance.
His answer was far beyond my expectations. I was slightly stunned, "Handle, handle?" What handle? ”
His face sank, and he lowered his head, "You fool, if this handle is something I can easily say to you, will I still be so sad?" ”
I was blindsided all of a sudden, and suddenly I had a feeling of turning around, "It's been a long time, do you want to say, are you still being restrained by her because of me?" ”
He raised his head and looked at me with a complicated expression, "Xiaoxi..."
"Answer me! Duan Muqing!"
Just as I was about to utterly scream, he grabbed me into his arms, "Just be considerate and considerate of me!" Don't force me, okay? That's not just letting me go, it's letting you go! ”
When I heard him say this, my heart became more and more uneasy, and I was just about to break free from his arms, but he pressed it back hard.
I was anxious, "Duan Muqing, you either let me go now!" Or you tell me right away what the hell is that? Choose one of the two! ”
"I..."
Seeing that he was speechless, I lowered my head and bit him on the shoulder, he let go of his hand in pain, and I took the opportunity to break free from his embrace, jumped out of the car with my lunch box and walked straight to the hospital.
He drove all the way and slowly followed me. Until I went to the hospital, he followed.
I couldn't scold him, and I couldn't force the words out of his mouth, so I just let him go.
After the two of them walked into Xiao Jiujiu's ward one after the other, I was just about to open my mouth to call the nurse to come to dinner, when I saw an additional figure beside her.
When the man saw us coming, he first looked anxiously and angrily behind me, and then glared at me with a great disgust.
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