26. Put it to death and then be born, break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly!
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I tilted my head in confusion, "Mu Qing, why can't I understand what you're saying?" ”
He looked ahead in a trance, and his tone was blank, "Sooner or later, you will understand." I only hope that by that time, you will still be able to love me as much as you do now. ”
The more I heard, "What, can you explain that?" I'm so tired of listening to it going around and around. ”
He lowered his head and pinched my nose angrily, "You're such an out-and-out little fool!" ”
I pouted, "yes, it's too late for you to find out now, tell you, I'm going to rely on you for the rest of my life!" If you go to the ends of the earth, I will follow. Besides, what does it mean to 'I can still love you as much as I do?' 'You see I'm so stupid, who else but you will take care of me and keep me from being bullied by those bad people?' I will always love you like this, and you will love me like this forever! ”
The biggest advantage of being in love is that you can say everything that you feel numb to the outside world with peace of mind, and the other party can listen to it tenderly and sweetly.
He hugged me tightly, and I nestled happily in his arms.
At that moment, the phone rang urgently. He reluctantly let go of me, and I looked at him apologetically, then stood up and pulled out the phone in my pocket.
Xu sat on his knees for too long, his legs were a little numb, and when he took out the phone, his feet suddenly twitched, and my hands shook, and the phone that still rang non-stop fell on the table next to him.
As he picked it up and handed it to me, he inadvertently glanced at the phone screen, and his face froze slightly. But then, he smiled lightly and handed the phone to me.
Just by looking at his expression, I could guess who was calling. After simply taking the phone, I didn't look at it, just looked at him with such sincerity and fear.
He gave me a gentle pull, and I sat down. Then, I heard him softly whisper in my ear: "Take it, there are some things that you have to face." You talk to him well, call me when you're done, and I'll pick you up. ”
I whispered, "Why don't you send me?" ”
He smiled and shook his head, "He should be downstairs." ”
When I picked up the phone, I heard the first sentence on the other end of the phone: "I'm downstairs in your company, when are you going to come down, auntie?" ”
After putting away the phone, I glanced at him again inquiringly, and he stroked my head, "Try to be as gentle as possible, don't make him too uncomfortable." ”
I nodded, "Then you wait for me." ”
When I came downstairs, I saw him leaning against the locomotive and looking at me expectantly, and when he saw me coming, he waved at me happily.
Somehow, that image made me uncomfortable to watch for no reason.
Once in the car, he sped all the way, and I kept thinking about how to tell him what I meant without breaking his heart too much.
Just when I was in a trance, I saw him turn around and say loudly, "Sometimes I really wish that the road ahead will never end, so that I can always carry you away." ”
I tightened my hand around his waist, and finally made up my mind, "Zhao Yu, I'll invite you to dinner!" ”
After coming to the restaurant and ordering, he looked around, "The bad environment is quite elegant, and there are still people who play the piano!" It's the first time I've heard someone play a piano live! It's so much crisper than what you hear from the stereo. ”
After talking to himself, he looked at me inexplicably, "Auntie, have you paid your salary today?" Or did you pick up the money? Why did you suddenly remember to bring me to dinner? ”
I smiled angrily, "I can bring you to dinner without paying, as long as you like it, I will often bring you here in the future." ”
His eyes immediately flashed with hope, "Really? ”
I nodded affirmatively.
He smiled happily, "All of a sudden so good to me?" Auntie, you must have made a windfall! ”
I looked at him seriously, "Zhao Alcohol, no matter whether the aunt is rich in the future, or the poor jingle ring, the aunt will do her best to be good to you." ”
He glared at me in surprise, "Did you take the wrong medicine today?" Seeing that I smiled and shook his head, he reached out and probed my forehead again, "Well, I don't have a fever, that's weird, why is it so abnormal today?" ”
It just so happened that the waiter served the food, and I picked up a few pieces of meat and put them in his bowl, "Eat more of these, look at how thin you are!" ”
He muttered, "I don't like meat, but you can barely eat a few bites!" ”
Seeing that he quickly took a few bites of rice, I smiled and asked him, "How is it, is it delicious?" ”
He swallowed the food in his mouth with difficulty and put down the dishes and chopsticks, "Oh, auntie, I beg you, do you want me to do something for you?" Let's just say it, you are so good to me all of a sudden, I really feel a little hairy in my heart. Tell me, what are you asking me to do? As long as I don't want my remaining kidney, the rest is fine. ”
Originally, in the last sentence, he was just laughing as easily, but after seeing my instantly frozen face, his smile froze suddenly, "Eh, eh! What are you thinking about again? ”
I tried to squeeze out a smile, "Zhao Yu, I will always be good to you in the future, I don't ask you to do anything for me, I don't want you to do anything for me, you just need to live well." ”
He pouted, "You don't want me to do anything, so why should you be nice to me?" ”
I looked straight at him, "Because in my heart, I already treat you as if you were my family." ”
His originally smiling expression suddenly froze.
I continued, "When I was a child, I always wanted to have a younger brother, but I was always alone. Maybe Heaven heard my prayers and sent you to me. You have helped so much before and after, I really appreciate you! What do you think? If you don't dislike it, you can be my brother in the future, right? I will treat you like my own brother! ”
With that all I could say, I looked at him cautiously. He lowered his head, looked left and right, and did not speak.
"Come, eat the vegetables, this is quite delicious, you can taste a little." I tried to break through the silence and awkwardness.
He raised his head, and his eyes flashed with extreme loneliness. Seeing him pick up the dish and eat two bites, I hurriedly asked, "How is it, is it delicious?" ”
He shook his head thoughtfully, "It's unpalatable, it's even worse than what you make!" ”
I really didn't know what to say for a while, so I smiled awkwardly and lowered my head to eat. He looked at me blankly for a long time, and then suddenly said, "Auntie, do you do this to every man?" ”
I looked at him puzzled, "What's the matter?" ”
"Do you think they are your relatives?"
I shook my head in disdain, and he immediately laughed disdainfully, "Is that weird?" Do you think I look like a lonely man with no relatives or what? What kind of brother do you want to recognize me as your brother? Why don't you recognize that little Japan as your brother? ”
"Zhao Alcohol..."
"I hate people like you the most, you have to admit your relatives at every turn, who is rare for you to recognize?"
"Do I really think of you as my relative?"
"Auntie, let me ask you, from the beginning to the present, do you really just treat me as a relative?" His expression was more serious than ever.
I looked at him with apprehension, this young man, and it was only at this moment that I was sure that he liked me in his heart. At least that look can't be hidden. That's why I find it extremely difficult to answer the next answer.
How can we refuse so as not to hurt that young and innocent heart?
I thought about it, and his eyes were full of anticipation. In the end, I replied categorically, "Yes." From the beginning and into the future, I will always treat you as a relative. ”
When he heard this, the starlight in his eyes suddenly dimmed, and my heart sank.
He blankly shifted his gaze to the white piano behind me. The entire hall was so silent that only the melodious sound of the piano remained. I wanted to call him, but I didn't dare to shout, so I had to sit quietly with him like this. The rockery on the side was dripping with water, and the splashed water droplets slapped on the window, crushing the neon outside the window softly.
After being stunned for more than a minute, he suddenly stood up, and said in a trembling voice, "I suddenly remembered that there was something to do, so let's go!" With that, he walked straight away. I hurriedly settled the bill and followed.
Seeing me following behind, he paused, turned around and looked at me blankly, "Auntie, I can't be your brother anymore, because I don't want to at all." I ......" He first wanted to say something, then stopped, and finally sighed deeply.
I looked at him in a daze, "It's okay, no matter what, I will always treat you like a relative." ”
"Huh."
I don't know if the lights were too dim or if he was laughing so softly that I couldn't tell if he was crying or laughing.
I wanted to comfort a few words, but what else could I say? It's futile to say anything, because I will never give what he really wants.
"Auntie, goodbye. I'm not going to send you back. He slowed down, and then said, "You can go the rest of the way." ”
After listening to the last sentence, I suddenly felt uncomfortable. This child, from the first time I met to the present, has done so much for me, but in the end, all I left him with was harm.
I couldn't help but nod sadly, "Goodbye, what's the phone call." ”
He replied lightly, "Hmm." ”
Just as the green light came on, and after saying goodbye, I took a step. When I got across the road, I couldn't help but look back.
I saw a long, thin figure standing alone under the traffic light, with his hands over his mouth and his shoulders twitching.
There was a road between us, and I couldn't hear the sound, but I knew that he must be in tears at this moment.
My tears flowed down my cheeks...
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