I was a little demented, ran to the door, then took a taxi, ran to the train station, at the train station, a huge train station, I ran around, aimlessly, look at this, look at that, I was crazy looking for the figure of Xiao Mengmeng, I didn't even want to take another step when I ran.

I sat down in the square of the train station, and I didn't care about the strange eyes of the people around me, anyway, many people sat on the ground, but they didn't sit in the middle like me.

My mind is full of Xiao Mengmeng's figure, and my regretful intestines are blue "Why, why, why are you leaving, don't tell me, if you tell me, I won't miss the appointment, why, why" I don't know why, Xiao Mengmeng's smiling face always appears in my mind, and Xiao Mengmeng's voice always rings in my ears, Wang Yue, Liu'er, Liuliu, Liuliu. Thinking about everything about Xiao Mengmeng, thinking about the scene when we first met, thinking about the scene when Xiao Mengmeng helped me find earrings in the rainbow, thinking about the scene when Xiao Mengmeng was in their community, holding my arm, playing and laughing, thinking about Xiao Mengmeng giving me a birthday gift, kissing me, thinking about Xiao Mengmeng taking care of me when I was sick, when I called me Brother Liuliu, thinking about Xiaomengmeng, very happy to help us close the market, washing my clothes, thinking about the happy smile when Xiaomengmeng and I agreed to meet, thinking about it for so long, Little dreams of little dreams. Thinking about Xiao Mengmeng's words, "Liuliu, if you're tired, look back at me, okay?" Thinking about it, tears flowed from my eyes. I cried and laughed, and then I didn't care about the strange stares around me, and the cigarettes in my hands were one after the other. After a while, a new box of cigarettes was bought. No, the patrol police at the train station stared at me for a long, long time. My bowels were blue after I regretted it. I slapped myself in both mouths, and with so many people around me looking at me, I stood up and looked at the train station as if nothing had happened. Standing for a long time, I saw the figure of Xiyu, I froze for a moment, wiped my eyes vigorously, and adjusted my mood. She can't see it or anything. I stood there coldly, smirking at the sunset, smirking heartlessly, laughing heart-rending pain, laughing at the hypocritical sunshine.

Seeing Xiyu, I was very happy and ran towards me, and Sunset and Xizhong congratulated them behind, looking at the two of us and laughing.

Xi Yu didn't care so much, and threw himself directly into my arms, I hugged Xi Yu, a little dream in my head.

I don't know how I passed this half a day, I was sad to death, but I smiled brightly, while laughing with Xiyu, while accompanying the sunset, and helping Xi Zhonghe to carry their things, and following the future father-in-law and mother-in-law to behave well, let them all be happy, let all of them be happy, let me be very unhappy or even sad, pretend to be sunny and happy, let all of them be happy. The happiest thing is Xi Yu, she thought I didn't call her, I didn't want to pick her up, who knows, I was actually waiting for her at the gate of the train station, so she was very moved, the sunset also looked at me to pick up Xi Yu, and then helped them move things, forgive me, don't go to school to torture me. Xi Zhonghe and Xi Yu's mother are also very satisfied with my performance. I always thought that I was really good at acting.

In the evening, I dragged my tired body and mind back to Chenyang's house, without saying a word to any of them Huixu, from Chenyang's house, I picked up a bottle of liquor, held the liquor by myself, and then began to drink, I don't know why I drank it. I drank a little, and then my stomach hurt, I found a pack of instant noodles, while eating instant noodles, while drinking, my stomach hurts, I still drink, when I was dazed, I vomited, I went to the bathroom to vomit, after vomiting, my eyes were red, Brother Xu, they all came in to comfort me, and they all thought I was out of love, and after making sure that there was nothing, they didn't say anything, I just wanted to be quiet and quiet. At night, I took the necklace that Xiao Mengmeng gave me, looked at it in a daze, thinking about this lively and lovely little girl, "If you are tired, look back at me, okay", and still kept repeating in my ears. I don't know why the tears are so worthless, I cried again, and the crying was very uncomfortable, the crying was heartbreaking, and the discomfort that had been suppressed in my heart for a day was all crying, and the crying sheets were wet, and I smashed the bed vigorously. Just tossed and slept.

The next day, I stayed at home for a day, didn't eat, just made a few phone calls to Xiyu.

The next night, repeating the story of the first day, I drank another bottle of liquor, still uncomfortable and vomited.

On the third day, I got up quite early, I couldn't go on like this, I felt much better, and I was about the same time to vent. Joined Hui Xu and their activities. A few of them were quite happy, too.

Everyone knows that I have been in a bad mood for the past two days, and I am very bad and depressed, but everyone does not know why.

In short, all of a sudden, I wanted to open, I still have Xiyu, I want to cherish it, everything, it's over, it's over, there's nothing that can't be passed, it's just that I can't go back.

Jin Xuanmeng, in our high school career, officially ended and never appeared again.

There are 60 days left before the college entrance examination.

A few of us repeat the same story. Every day Internet café, Chenyang's house, Shen Lin has basically turned positive. It's almost announced, and everyone is quite comfortable. The news of Kim Hyun-meng's trip to South Korea, Xiyu also learned about it later, and she told me very happily, I pretended not to know anything.

At noon that day, a few of us were surfing the Internet in an Internet café, Shen Lin ran in, and then shouted anxiously, "Something's wrong, there's an accident." ”

A few of us were playing with the computer, and then Brother Xu looked at Xi Yu, "What's wrong?" ”

"Over there, over there" Xi Yu gasped and stretched out his hand to point in the direction of the school gate, "Hurry up, hurry up, Shen Lin, I'm arguing with someone"

"Who?" A few of us asked, a little surprised.

"Shen Lin" Xi Yu said anxiously, "Shen Lin didn't know why she quarreled with others at the school gate, and it happened to be very close to the Internet café, so I ran over to call you."

"Let's go" Brother Xu stood up as soon as he could, and then ran towards the school.

A few of us didn't care about thinking so much, so we ran over with Brother Xu, and saw a group of people gathered around from afar, Shen Lin stood there quite conspicuously, looking very angry, there were two women next to her, and the two women looked at Shen Lin like that, and there were a few onlookers next to her.

Brother Xu quickly ran to Shen Lin's side, then stretched out his hand and pulled Shen Lin behind him, followed by the two women opposite, "What is the noise, what is the noise." What's the matter, it's "A few of us also ran to the side. Zhou orangutan and lobster, both of them were still out of breath.

Shen Lin saw that a few of us had arrived, and stretched out her hand to point at the woman, "You're scolding me." ”

The woman paused for a moment, and crossed her hands on her waist, "What's the matter, relying on people to bully me, isn't it, I'll see if any of you dare to touch me today, touch my brother and try"

Brother Xu turned his head and looked at Shen Lin, "What's the matter?"

"I went to buy food for you, and then when I came back, there were many people at the school gate, I accidentally stepped on her, and then I apologized to her, she was endless, scolding, I wanted to leave, but she caught up again and didn't let me go, and then we quarreled."

"That's it?" Chen Yang smiled helplessly, "Okay, let's go, don't pay attention to her." "A few of us are quite helpless, this little woman can quarrel like this, it's really boring. Chen Yang's words also said that we went to the heart of the road, and I even regretted it a little, why didn't I kill the boss first and then come out.

"No," the woman's hands crossed her waist, "Don't let anyone want to leave today, aren't you bullying me a lot, don't worry, my partner will be here soon, see how awesome you can be by then." ”

After Brother Xu understood what happened, he also smiled, "Okay, your partner is here, let him go to the Internet café to find us" followed Brother Xu and stretched out his hand to pull Shen Lin "Go"

"Wait" the woman stood in front of us again, her hands outstretched, "Don't go anywhere, here, come," followed him and pointed to the other side.

A few of us looked at each other, and then I was a little helpless "why is he here?"

Xiyu was silent for a moment, and then took a closer look, "How are the two of them getting better." ”

What the woman's name is, we really don't know very well, and we don't know much about it, after all, we haven't been to school for a long time, but we are still very familiar with this man.

Xiao Zhao Ru, followed by two people, three people, quickly ran to our side, Zhao Ru ran to the end, before a few of us could speak, he pushed Brother Xu away, and then stretched out his hand and pointed at Brother Xu, "What the are you doing?" ”

That woman's acting talent is really high, before Zhao Ru came, she was still dancing with her teeth and claws, but as soon as Zhao Ru came, she immediately quietly became a little lady, and it looks like she is more ladylike and more ladylike, now, this woman is standing behind Zhao Ru very quietly, her eyes are red, and then little by little, she is squeezing tears out.

I paused for a moment, and then said to the woman, "You're good enough." Now I'm crying."

"Fuck you" Zhao Ru became angry at once, and stretched out his hand to point at a few of us, "You want to die, don't you?" ”

"Who the are you talking about?" Chen Yang was unhappy on the side, "You pay attention", after finishing speaking, he casually stretched out his hand and pointed at Zhao Ru.

Zhao Ru glanced at Chen Yang, and then reached out and grabbed Chen Yang's fingers. Follow, and break it hard.