30. Put it to death and then be born, break the cocoon into a butterfly!
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I took it and saw that it was a rendering of the decoration of the jewelry store, and I was immediately interested. net
I think that any woman would want to have a store of her own. Although the store does not belong to me completely, it has at least five years of full authority, which is a great gift to me.
Seeing that I was fascinated, Duan Muqing breathed a sigh of relief as if he had escaped, and I glanced at him, "I still have questions for you." ”
He looked at me with a begging face, "Please, your question is too long, so let's just do it one a day, no, no, one a week!" Otherwise, it's just one a month, I'm really afraid that you will hollow out all my secrets, and you won't like me at all! ”
I looked at him in surprise, "It's really strange, Duan Da, who has always been full of confidence, also has times when he is afraid?" ”
He said half-jokingly and half-seriously, "Actually, you don't know, I am both happy and scared to see you become stronger little by little." I'm glad that you've finally grown up, and I'm scared that when one day you're so strong that you don't need me at all, I'll be left far behind by you. ”
I was stunned, and then smiled slyly, "If there really is such a day, think about that picture, it should be quite good, right?" ”
He looked aggrieved, "Sure enough, the most poisonous woman's heart!" ”
I smiled wickedly, "Cut!" It's not poisonous yet, not a husband! ”
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The next day, after work, I made an appointment to go to the store with me. Walking on that street again that has left me with so many sad memories, I have mixed feelings in my heart. Although those cautious forbearance and uneasy explorations have been precipitated for more than half a year, they are still so worrying to think about.
Lu Jianxi, Lu Jianxi, what kind of life did you live? Even after work, I would rather take Xiao Jiujiu on these streets until dark than go back, and I once fantasized about just making do with someone you think you love very much.
You must have been crazy at the beginning! Right! Definitely!
Renke gently patted me on the shoulder, "Jian Xi, are you okay?" ”
I shook my head in a daze, "People, now that I think about it, I really think it's incredible." Just over half a year ago, I was still living such a muddy life. The saddest thing is that even if I have been repeatedly bullied, I still try my best to continue to live in that family. Thinking of this, I really can't wait to slap myself hard at that time! It's just that others despise themselves, why should they be so irresponsible and leave themselves in that house so deceitful? also affected the cute and poor child, is it really just because he loves Yan Lei very much? ”
Ren Ke sighed, "Woman, once you have true feelings, you are so stupid!" ”
I shook my head again, "I used to think that I must love Yan Lei very much, so I would stay in that house with all kinds of forbearance." (Baidu search network update is the fastest and most stable) now that I think about it, that is not the main reason at all. If I really love him so much, how can I possibly like Duan Muqing now?"
People were stunned, "What else could it be, in that family besides your son and Yan Lei, there are other things that you can leave behind?" ”
I nodded firmly, "Yes!" My cowardice! ”
Hearing me say this, people were stunned. I sighed heavily, and continued, "For various reasons, since I was a child, I have always had to think things through and be more thoughtful, and then dare to say and do. I am afraid that I will make a mistake for a while, do something wrong, say something wrong, and then get the punishment I am most afraid of. Over time, it seems that in childhood, there is a loss of a grace that can be asked for in every possible way like a real child. I was cautious, not daring to cheer loudly or crying loudly. Gradually, in terms of character, it became... To say that it sounds good is to be submissive, to look forward and backward, to say that it is difficult to hear is to be cowardly, cowardly and incompetent. ”
I paused, "After marrying Yan Lei, it's like this, I always want to get by and don't cause trouble." I feel that everything will pass! It seems to have been influenced by my grandmother as well. In my impression, my uncle and aunt always scolded her, she never said anything, just silently endured it. But now I understand that she is her, I am me, she has the limited thinking of that era, why should I live like her? Sometimes it's not that others are too hateful, but that you blame yourself for being too pathetic! I'm glad I left that home, I'm glad I figured it out one day, really... Thankfully! ”
Ren Ke called me softly, "Jian Xi, do you know? We've known each other for so long, and I feel like I really know you, but that's what I started with. ”
I smiled wryly and tilted my head.
She continued, "Although we used to have fun, it always felt like you had hidden your qualifications and deeply. You know my character, if you don't tell me if I ask you, I won't worry about that idleness! I now know that you used to live so depressed! In fact, it's nothing, no matter how unbearable the past is, no matter how difficult it is to look back on the past, the people who really care about you will only feel distressed when they hear it, and they won't look down on you because of it. Just say it! Like me, I've had a character that says something since I was a child! I know it's not good, but-"
She paused awkwardly, "Ahh I'm going to be a store manager, this problem! But don't worry, I can change this! And then he said, "Well, where did it come from... That's right! I have something wrong with saying something, even if I don't know it well, I am destined to be unable to change it. Let's take the incident a while ago, I know that after you were together, I felt sad in my heart, so I ran to talk to Manqi, and I didn't say anything bad about you, and after saying it, I was so happy in my heart! But later, after knowing the truth, I really shed tears. Jian Xi, I really feel so sorry for you! ”
I was amused by her at first, and then I thought about it, it turned out that she told Manqi about us, no wonder Xia Xiwei's gang would know about me and Duan Muqing so quickly. I really know people and don't know my heart, when I was in college before, the head of our club, Manqi, was a heroic big sister, I didn't expect it......
I patted Ren Ke on the shoulder, "Fool, let's get past it." We will continue to be good friends. If you encounter any sad things, don't go to others to tell them, just look for me! ”
She nodded with a smile, "Then you are the same, don't hold back anything in your heart, if you don't want to talk to Duan Muqing, just tell me!" ”
Speaking of Duan Muqing, I looked at her guiltily, "People, Duan Muqing's matter..."
She waved her hand, "Hey! I figured it out too. What kind of person is Duanmuqing, he is in his thirties, calm and wise, and he knows best what he wants and what he likes. Since he doesn't like me, I also know that the twisted melon is not sweet, anyway, the pain hurts, the scolding is scolded, and the hate is hated, so I let it go. It's you..."
She looked at me with a rare sincere expression, "But you have to treat people well!" At least, I think after you follow him, the whole person is getting better and better. It's not like being with that Yama King before, and living like pickled cabbage soaked in tears. Well, now that you've gone from pickled sauerkraut to sunflower, see that you've finally found a man who can bloom in his hands, and honestly, as your sister, I'm really happy for you! ”
My heart warmed, "People can..."
"Oops! Look at you, just praised you for a few words, and the smell of your pickled cabbage came up! ”
I was stunned for a moment, and then the two looked at each other and smiled.
She and I, after this tribulation, did not disperse, but got closer. I think it is enough to have such a friend who can suffer in my life.
After that, we analyzed the layout and decoration together, and after everything was done, we waited by the red street light to cross the road and stop the car to eat.
That's when I saw him. More precisely, it should be them!
The two held hands and walked sweetly and lovingly in the direction of their original home. Along the way, Lin Xuan'er looked at Yan Lei with admiration, and Yan Lei couldn't stop talking, carrying a large bag in his hand as if he was preparing for a wedding.
To be honest, I was really sad when I saw this scene!
It's not that I still love him. Instead, I thought of my unconscious little Jiujiu. Why am I so confused to find such a father for my child?
was fascinated by a woman whose heart was like a snake and scorpion, and her own flesh and blood life and death were uncertain, and she didn't even realize it. Yan Lei, Yan Lei, how much I hated you, but it wasn't until this moment that I realized that you were just a pathetic chess piece.
Come to think of it, it's really unpredictable. In just a few months, things are not people. What used to be is meaningless.
At the time of the divorce, I once thought that if Yan Lei cried and begged me, I would kick him away again and leave resolutely, so as to relieve the hatred in my heart. Now, I feel that when I see him again, I don't even disdain to hate.
In my heart, he is far less than the vicious Lin Xuan'er that makes me remember. yes, I remember her, for sooner or later I will have to return double everything she took from me!
When the green light came on, I didn't look any further, took Renke's hand, and strode away. I don't think he ever saw me.
That's it! If love is a fate, then I and him, the origin, is in the crowd, he sees me. And the fate is that I see him in the crowd.
The fate between me and him, in the name of love, ended completely on that day.
If there is still a fate between us after that, I believe that there is only a bad fate left!
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