The mobile phone kept vibrating in my palm, making a piercing ringtone, he was still motionless, he was wearing a mask, I couldn't see his expression, I couldn't see his eyes clearly, I could only vaguely see him staring out the window, the very high skyscraper lighthouse, in the process of our stalemate, the phone fell silent, I didn't take it or put it, very embarrassed to stand there, he suddenly said after a long time, "I don't want to answer." ”

These four words, he said in a very hoarse voice, and then he coughed, although he tried his best to change the suppression, I still heard that this was Ji Rongke's voice, only he even had a hoarse timbre so special and charming.

My fingers tightened suddenly, pinched the phone tightly, and the wind and waves set off in my heart, but my face was silent, I pretended not to hear it, and pulled out a smile that was more ugly than crying from my violently shaking face, "Why don't you answer, it's your family calling so late, because I care about you." ”

He turned his head, the mask covered two-thirds of his face, his thin lips were still so good-looking, every place was familiar to me, between our eyes, I couldn't hold back the last reason, my voice trembled and asked him, "Are you Ji Rongke." ”

He was silent, and I suddenly became excited, "If you are a man, you don't hide, and you are not dead, why are you deceiving?" Do you think it's fun to play me like this, how reluctant and broken I will be to follow you? You dream, you die, I can take everything from you, I can use this child as a bargaining chip to trample your world upside down, you can go if you want, you can go back if you want, okay, you see how much is left of what belongs to you when you come back. ”

I was too loud, attracting all the people who were sitting and drinking on the second floor to turn their eyes to me, and the female musician playing the violin on the top platform also paused, she glanced at me, and made sure that I would not roar anymore before continuing to play, Ji Rongke seemed to be speechless suddenly, his silence made me panic, made me irritable, I smashed the phone at him, he didn't hide, let the hard thing as a stone hit his chest, he let out a muffled snort, frowned only for a moment, and then regained his calm.

I rushed up and tore off the mask on his face, he was defenseless, or he knew what I was going to do, but he didn't want to stop me who was already on the verge of collapse, where was he qualified to let me stop again, he knew in his heart that every trace of my pain and suffering, I was the most insignificant mayfly insect or algae in the huge deep sea of South China, because he didn't say goodbye, his death was unexpected, I forced myself to become a powerful shark, to devour all species, no matter how brutal and bloody, to open my mouth to eat, And he hides comfortably in the corner, admiring this fight that should have been his protagonist.

How cruel he is, he is the most ruthless piranha in the deep sea.

I tore off the mask hard, although I knew it was him, but when I pulled off the mask and really saw the familiar face clearly, my heartbeat still froze for a moment, and then it beat violently, this face that I had been dreaming about for a long time, I was tormented day and night for him, and my heart was broken for him to describe haggard, and he left me quietly, and easily entered me, walking around my world, in and out, what did he think of me, The weight of me and the child is not worth his words, I am back, the weight of the entire Ji family, is it not worth his desperation?

Why didn't he come back, why!

I didn't cry, my throat was astringent and sore, but I didn't want to cry out in despair here, like being abandoned and thrown away, losing my last dignity in front of everyone, in the days when I thought he was really dead, I shed all my tears for this man, and now he is back, he is not dead, I have said that as long as he does not die, everything is fine, I should keep my promise, I have done the worst plan in this world, why should I cry with such a good result.

But I was not reconciled, I pinched the cold silver mask tightly, "Why lie to me, why let everyone think you are dead, where is Gu Wennan now, is he still alive, if he dies, what happened to you." ”

Ji Rongke's somewhat fluctuating gaze moved away from my face and landed on the mask I was holding tightly, he pondered for a moment and took it, his eyes looked around a few times, and made sure that no one was following him, before he said, "Gu Wennan is not dead, and neither am I." ”

He wanted to put the mask back on, I slammed his dangling wrist with my hand, my chest rose and fell violently, I was very penetrating at this time, hated his calm to the point of outrageous posture, I asked him why he didn't come back, he looked at me and was silent for a long time, he seemed to have a thousand words, but these thousand words could not be spoken, until I was about to be driven crazy by his silence, he suddenly spit out four intriguing words, "I can't come back." ”

Can't come back.

He couldn't come back, but in the end he came back, and he stepped on the land of southern China, facing his nameless women and children.

He was like a huge lie, covered in layers of colorful bubbles, and when every woman went forward and fell into his temptation and beauty, he suddenly burst the dreamy bubble, revealing the innermost naked, dark, ruthless, and selfish lie.

He will calculate, he will watch every woman step by step to the most unable to extricate himself, and then show his face full of fangs, can he have time to withdraw, how can he be in time, how many things in this world are too late.

I pursed my lips and smiled slowly, I looked at the mask that had returned to his hand, I really wanted to know if he had anything else on his face after he tore off this mask, if that face was really his face, and how many layers had to be torn off to be his real face.

The colorful lights flickered vaguely, the bustling and crowded night scene outside the window, I still refused to sleep under the sky, I smiled quietly and quietly, doing a useless struggle and sadness, the beauty of the night is an illusion, just like everyone who can act.

When Ji Rongke was in a trance, I suddenly approached him, and my lips found the position of his earlobe, which is his most sensitive place, as long as I feel that he is still rational and has not fully indulged himself when we are intimate, I will use all my strength to raise my body to kiss his ear, he will really be desperate, and he will really shout and roar like a fierce wolf. The sensitivity of the earlobe is second only to his throat, and it is also the forbidden place that I can least touch, and he and I will go crazy about it.

There was a moment of tension and stiffness in his body as I approached, and I glanced around and saw that no one was looking, and my fingers climbed up from his belly to his chest, and I grabbed his bow tie and pulled it closer in front of me.

My heart was beating fast, and he was also pounding one after another, we hadn't hugged and been so close for too long, I thought of him, how could he not want me.

I pressed the throbbing of the familiar aura that emanated from him, "I have something to say to you. ”

He didn't move, let us fit together, his breath intertwined, his temperature contaminated my breath, my breath mixed with his, he asked in a low voice, "What words?" ”

His warm and wet thin lips rubbed against my ears, wet and slippery feeling, if I put it in the usual way I would definitely tremble like an electric shock, but at this moment I didn't, I inexplicably felt like a dead heart, this man I never saw through, if his mystery has ten points, I haven't even cracked half a point, I always thought he could deceive and play with the world, but he wouldn't do this to me, I didn't expect that in his eyes, I was just one of the world.

I removed my face from his ear, the tip of my nose against his chin, I raised my eyes and looked him in the eye, there was a smile in his eyes, there was amazement, there was all the most complicated emotions, and there was only peace and resentment in my eyes, and I forced a smile with a deep meaning, "Guess what." ”

Ji Rongke leaned down, he buried his face in the black hair hanging from my shoulder, he seemed to sniff very hard, I saw the bulging green tendons on the side of his neck, he was greedy and thirsty, after sniffing for a long time, I heard his voice muffled and said, "Miss me very much." ”

I was stunned, these three words made me feel sad and heartbroken, but I felt it to the extreme, but it could only be transformed into funny, I kept overflowing with sinister laughter, he saw me smiling so beautifully and happily, and as I hooked the corners of my lips, I laughed until the end of my throat was a little tight, I immediately retracted, word by word and said very clearly, "Ji Rongke, you are a bastard." ”

After I said this, I pushed him away and straightened up, picked up the goblet on the table with my backhand and poured him a full glass of red wine, the red wine slid down his hair, swept over his cheeks, dripped on his chin, and gathered into a huge drop, he stared at me expressionlessly, and his handsome and hard face was full of water marks.

He wiped it lightly with his hand for a long time, a waiter saw the scene here, he came over and asked if he needed a tissue, Ji Rongke said no, he took out a square handkerchief from his pocket, wiped all the wine stained skin on his face, and after he wiped it all clean, I picked up another glass of wine again, and continued to splash it on his face, he was already going to throw away the square handkerchief, but this time I splashed harder, almost not even the eyelashes and ear roots.

The red wine stain slid down his face, eventually staining the white neckline of his shirt red, and a few drops splashed on the suit, staining the sheer silver color.

He was embarrassed at this time, but the embarrassment did not affect his indulgent bearing and grace in the slightest, and all his movements came to an abrupt end when I poured the second glass of red wine, and only looked at me calmly.

I met him and sneered, "The first glass of wine was poured for the child, you wanted to keep him more than me, even if he may be born with problems, you still want him, but you want him not to treat him well, not to cherish him, so that he will lose his father's attention and companionship from the womb, you won't marry me, I don't expect that, we can't give him a sound family in the future, he is destined to live with his stepmother or stepfather, the only thing he can experience is the care of his biological parents is not born for ten months, but are you worthy of the word father?" The second glass of wine, I poured it for myself, and worked hard for me to carry the Ji family and prevent him from being disintegrated by others, but I couldn't get back your honest words and it wasn't worth it, you obviously didn't die, why didn't you come back? I have been grieving like a fool for thirty-four days, and I feel sad that I have been plying on my daily journey around the feast of the Carmen of the Gi family while preserving your things and seeking support. You have asked me to overturn my opinion and perception of you again and again, I have repented and blamed myself, regardless of everyone's persuasion, I believe that you are still alive and waiting for you to come back, everyone thinks that you are dead, only I am stubborn in my own world and refuse to accept it. When this feeling is consumed to the point of vanishing, Ji Rongke, I wish you a thousand generations and a lonely life. ”

After I said this, I picked up another glass of red wine, tilted my neck and poured the red liquid inside, drank not a drop left, he stared at me, I also looked at him, I swallowed the last sip, threw the cup on the table, I turned around and wanted to go downstairs, if he chased after him, the master of Bai Hall and the second son would naturally see, in the end he could not go back and how to go back, they discussed again, if he did not chase him, it proved that he had other plans, it was not something that I could change if I forced him, since he would rather watch the collapse of the Ji family than go back, there must be more important arrangements, Although I hate him and resent him, these are all personal feelings, and I will not confuse the two when it comes to business.

However, I haven't walked to the staircase yet, and suddenly a few men came to me, they were dressed as bodyguards, and they were hurriedly looking for someone, I knew the driver, who was holding an umbrella for Ji Rongke and the woman on Jingshui Street, he couldn't let go of anyone in his eyes, let alone see me, but fell directly on Ji Rongke, who was close to the windowsill, the driver breathed a sigh of relief, and the expression on his face was no longer so stiff and nervous, he passed me with a bodyguard, I subconsciously stopped and looked back, He said to Ji Rongke in a voice that was neither high nor low but enough for me to hear, "Uncle, it turns out that you are here, and Miss is so scared that she can't sleep, thinking that you are gone." I hurriedly brought someone out to look for it, she called you and you didn't answer, the young lady was sensitive, and cried twice at home. ”

I was so stunned that I was speechless, Ji Rongke glanced at me without a trace, he didn't seem to want to say it here, he said to the driver with a cold face, and walked towards me with that group of people.