38. His ring

30,000 yuan is Shi Lei's help? 30,000 yuan is actually Shi Lei's help?

30,000 yuan, is Shi Lei, who helped with Liu Meiting's money?

I can't figure it out, I really can't figure it out.

Why did Shi Lei know that I had this problem? Didn't he and I have already broken up? So where did he find out about my mistakes at work?

In the morning, durian's words appeared in my ears again, and the boss decided to use accountability, and the 30,000 yuan was suddenly borne by the company?

Originally, there was nothing wrong with this, and I didn't think much about it, but now it seems that there is indeed a problem.

Shi Lei did this just to help me, so why help me? Guilty? Still is......

I picked up my phone and dialed Shi Lei's number.

"Xiao Jia?" As soon as Shi Lei's phone was connected, I heard him call my name.

"I'm here in the moat, and I want to meet you." I said decisively.

"Xiaojia, you can't do stupid things, you wait for me, I'll go over right away!" Shi Lei said nervously.

I took a breath, looked at the lake a little helplessly, and finally understood the meaning of Shi Lei's words, it turned out that he hadn't forgotten it.

This is the place where we quarreled for the first time, and it is also the place where I said "I'm going to die" to Shi Lei for the first time.

We can think differently, think differently, and have different principles, but he said that I can be rampant in his mind and heart in his world for the rest of my life, but don't use the word "death" to scare him.

He said he couldn't stand it, and he said he couldn't bear it.

He said that his world was desolate, and that after being with me, it became a spring flower, and if there was really one person who was going to die, he hoped that person was him.

The most hurtful thing in this world is fucking love talk, right?

After nearly fifteen minutes, the wind by the river suddenly blew, and my hair was messy.

Shi Lei's voice was full of my ears at this time, you see, he even knew so clearly where I might be standing, how could I believe that he didn't love me anymore?

"Xiao Jia!" Shi Lei nervously walked up to me, grabbed my arm and was about to walk towards the side of the road, "You can't do stupid things, you can't!" ”

"I'll only ask you one thing," I shook off Shi Lei's hand, "What's the matter with the 30,000 yuan in our company?" ”

Shi Lei's back was stunned, he turned his face nervously, looked at me and said, "Xiaojia, the problem has been solved, don't think about it." ”

"Why are you helping me? Shi Lei, you just let me get out of your world, and you still care if I live or die? I looked at Shi Lei, and there was a desolation in my voice that I could perceive.

"Little ......"

"Xiao Jia didn't you shout," I retorted directly, saying: "Shi Lei, today, I ask you one last time, why did you choose Meiting?" ”

A slut is a slut, even if the economy is in crisis, it still can't be expensive. Liu Meiting is my best friend and the worst slut.

Even so, I wanted to give myself a reason.

Unless, Shi Lei speaks in person.

"Xiaojia, I ......"

Shi Lei's face showed the same hesitant look as last time, I took a deep breath, took two steps back, walked to the fence by the river, and said calmly: "Shi Lei, don't force me." ”

It's hard to hurt him, but it's easy to hurt myself.

"Xiao Jia!" Shi Lei looked at me nervously, took a step forward, and immediately retreated when he saw my movements. The wind was strong by the river, my hair fluttered in the wind, and I squinted at the man walking towards me and gave an ultimatum.

"You tell me."

Shi Lei looked at me in a daze, and I could almost see that the muscles on his face were a little distorted. He was afraid, and the feeling was the same as it had been two years ago, but ...... He didn't speak.

I took a step back, bit my lip and cocked my thighs, and teleported to the fence, staring at him.

"Xiao Jia, don't make trouble, come down ......" Shi Lei stretched out his hand and motioned for me to come over. But I didn't, and he didn't dare to step forward. There were two steps between us, but at this moment, I suddenly felt that the distance between us was very far.

Far away, I could never guess what he was thinking, so far away that I couldn't figure out why he left.

"Xiaojia, I beg you, can you come down?" Shi Lei looked at me, his voice trembling in the wind and reaching my ears.

I shook my head, watched his white shirt being blown up by the wind, tears couldn't help but fall, and shouted: "Shi Lei, you remember for me, I, Chen Xiaojia, gave you a chance." ”

Suddenly, Shi Lei bent his knees and knelt in front of me.

I looked at Shi Lei in surprise and heard him say, "Xiaojia, I beg you, don't do stupid things." ”

I only felt a sudden chill on my cheeks, and when I looked up slightly, I realized that it was raining. Look, God is so face-saving, sympathizing with me, a woman who has been dumped and bitten.

But what can I do? Stubborn as he is, he has to kneel down on both knees at this time, what else can I do?

I came down from the fence, the oncoming wind blew on my face, I took a deep breath, and firmly believed that I would never be Shi Lei's opponent.

"I'm not forcing you." I looked at Shi Lei kneeling in front of me, and said with a smile: "It's that I'm thinking too much, Shi Lei, I believe that people all over the world may betray me, but you, I don't want to believe it, I find a reason, find the truth, and persuade myself over and over again, you have hardships, you have difficulties, but ......"

I couldn't stop crying.

Shi Lei stretched out his hand, grabbed my leg tightly, and said over and over again: "Xiao Jia, I'm sorry, Xiao Jia, I'm sorry ......"

I looked at Shi Lei self-deprecatingly, stretched out my hand to help him up, and suddenly, I touched a cold place on my hand, and when I looked down, I saw the ring on his middle finger.