When I arrived downstairs in the community, it was rare that Gao Zijian would want to open the door for me, I looked at him a little proudly, and as soon as I looked up, I saw Shi Lei standing under the street lamp.

Shi Lei wanted to keep his back straight, and the ironed suit was worn on his body, looking tall and handsome, his face was cold, and his eyes were blazing, as if he had already guessed that I would appear here.

"I have something to do, so I'll go first." Gao Zijian looked at me, turned around and walked towards the car.

His heart was beating faster and he was a little nervous, and while secretly scolding Gao Zijian for having no conscience, he walked towards the door casually, telling himself not to care.

"Xiao Jia."

The footsteps behind me slowly approached, and I took a breath and turned to look at Shi Lei.

There was a light stain on his shirt, which was somewhat inconsistent with his cleanliness personality, and I could almost infer that he hadn't been back since lunchtime.

"Xiao Jia," Shi Lei's voice was hoarse, from the first day I knew him, I was able to recognize this characteristic voice, but unfortunately, I could only recognize the voice, not people.

"Something?"

"No," Shi Lei looked at me, took out a box of medicine from his pants pocket, and said, "My stomach is uncomfortable, you can eat this." ”

I don't know if Shi Lei is too good at pretending, or if I'm just a fool, sure enough, he still remembers the time when my aunt visited, but unfortunately, I don't need it.

"Shi Lei, don't do things that I look down on, okay? Since you choose to be with Liu Meiting, there is no need to come to me to be courteous, and it is impossible for any woman not to care. "My voice was a little shaky, and I understood why.

Shi Lei looked at me in astonishment, with disbelief in his eyes, I watched him turn his face, looked at the direction Gao Zijian drove away, and said lightly: "Xiaojia, can you promise me one thing?" ”

"Say it. You know, I don't like to sell off. ”

"Wait for me for a month." Shi Lei's voice was slightly impatient, and he said, "What happened before, it was my fault, but Xiaojia, are you willing to give me a month?" ”

I looked at Shi Lei who was holding his hands, and the last thoughts in my heart seemed to turn into ridicule, snorted, and asked, "What is the reason?" Why should I wait for you? ”

Shi Lei looked at my retracted hands, and was also a little at a loss, I looked at him mockingly, turned around and left.

"Xiao Jia!" Shi Lei shouted my name behind me, "I love you." ”

I sniffed and said, "If you love me, you won't hurt me again and again, if you love me, you won't hide anything from me, if you love me, you won't be engaged to another woman, Shi Lei, you can't have both, don't you understand?" ”

"Xiaojia, now I can't explain it to you, I beg you, give me a month, a month, I will explain everything to you clearly, I ......"

"No need," I sighed softly, turned my face to look at Shi Lei, and said, "We'...... Forget about it......"

Without waiting for Shi Lei to respond to me, I bit my lip, raised my feet and ran towards the entrance, everyone has their own bottom line, and so do I, even if I still love you, but ...... I'm sorry.

Shi Lei stood in place for a long time, and for an hour, I watched the figure under the window slowly move away, and finally, I raised my feet and walked towards the elevator.

What is love? Liu Meiting once told me that no matter how much a man loves someone, in the end, he will exchange three milliliters of liquid, and the cost of loving someone is too high, so it is better to love himself and his friends; Shi Lei said that loving a woman is to make her live without hardship and be happy all her life. Before marriage, I loved her, and after marriage, I loved her even more.

These two people can be remembered by me for every word, and in the end, I forgot what I said.

I sat in front of the window, looking at Doraemon at the head of the bed, and suddenly my heart ached, and I took out the wooden box, stuffed everything about them into it, and put it under the bed.

The mobile phone on the table rang, and when I opened it, it was Gao Zijian.

"If you're hungry at night, there's something to eat in the fridge."

I took my phone and pressed a line, deleted, stared blankly at the window, and sighed softly.

My heart is small enough to accommodate one person. Even if you kick that person out, it will take time. So, Gao Zijian, I'm sorry.

I went to work, I only had one day off from three days of sick leave, and my life went on.

Gao Zijian evaporated from the world again, but this time, it evaporated for four days, since the last text message was not replied, Gao Zijian played cold this time, and I didn't dare to reply, so I simply let it go.

I've been thinking, what is Shi Lei talking about for a month? Glancing at the time, a month, four days have passed. What is his trouble, does it have anything to do with that trip back to his hometown?

People are sometimes like this, they say it simply, they do it simply, but their hearts are unwilling, and I also want to know, in the end, what prompted Shi Lei to split his legs.

On Friday night, I received a call from Gao Ziran, who smiled and said, "Sister, come to Night City, there's something fun!" ”

"Is your brother here?"

"He...... Forehead. You'll know when you're here! Gao Ziran said mysteriously: "Come over quickly, I'm a girl, can you rest assured?" ”

I thought about it, and it was okay for the weekend anyway, so I agreed.

After two bus turns, I finally stepped into the night city, and as soon as I entered, my right eyelid jumped twice. I guess there's something bad going to happen, right?

(Tianjin)