Chapter 149: Let's Break Up

Kagome really wanted to say everything. But in the end, forget it. Some words. Sometimes. It's really unspeakable. That's what she is at this point.

"It's okay. I knew Mommy would say something like that. Mommy is a warm route every time. Kagome. You remembered. I didn't say let go. You just can't say let go. Even if I say let it go. You don't want to let go either. I ask you. Don't give up on me. I want to be with you. Kagome. We've come this far. It's not easy. The road ahead. It can be hard to drive. But as long as we hold hands. All obstacles can be solved." Qiu Zeliang said confidently.

Kagome smiled and nodded. When Qiu Zeliang started the car. Kagome asked softly, "Actually. You tell me the truth. If I and you daddy. How would you choose. I don't mean anything else. If it's me. I'll hesitate. Definitely not a good choice. Daddy Mommy is the one who gave birth to me and raised me. I can't give them up. Here we go. I won't give up either. If you have to stick to it. I. I might choose my parents. What about you?"

Qiu Zeliang was stunned. Then he said: "Daddy Mommy's feelings for me. I can't put it into words. I'm sick. It's all given by them. I can't betray them. But I love you really, really, specially. Got this far. I really can't help it. I. I'm really reluctant. I. I'll be honest. If I had to choose. I really can't help it. But I want to hold your hand. Go touch my daddy mommy. I know. They love me. Definitely not. It won't make me sad. We've got to make it to the end."

Kagome smiled and nodded. It's just that tears flowed out unconsciously. Then he said: "Sometimes life is quite helpless. But I feel like it's hard to pay. Everything is fine."

"Yes. Just work hard. Just pay. It's going to be good." Qiu Zeliang said confidently.

The day was really tiring. I feel like I've been through a lot of things. Kagome lying on the bed. Look at the noisy little face. So tired at this time. Seeing noisy cheeks. She's kind of relaxed a lot.

Yes. She is a mother. She knows what it's like to be a parent. QIU Zeliang. I don't want you to regret it in the future. Anyway. I'm going to break up with you. It's okay if you hurt. It's okay if it doesn't hurt. There is no way. This one way. Not an effort. Not hand in hand. You'll be able to keep going. Sometimes. Something. Really helpless.

Life is so painful. It's so uncomfortable. So much helplessness. You thought you would overcome everything. You think you're working hard. You pay because of you. You'll get something in return. But in the end. You know. Originally. Helplessness is helplessness. You don't have any way around it.

Kagome watched Qiu Zeliang eat. I wanted to talk several times. But in the end, they all held back. After sending away the trouble. Kagome took Qiu Zeliang's hand.

"What's wrong?" Qiu Zeliang asked puzzled.

"Nope. It's just been a long, long time since I've talked to you. I just want to talk to you. QIU Zeliang. We've been together for more than three years. It feels like yesterday. Do you remember. Is that time when we come back. Actually come back with you. I was a little hesitant. It's true. I feel like I'm letting you follow me. I'm really sorry for you. I've delayed you. I'm sorry." Kagome said apologetically.

"Fool. What are you talking about. Three years ago. Even if you won't let me come. I'll come. I decided on the thing. I'm not going to change that. Kagome. I don't regret being with you at all. It's true. If you do it again. I'll still continue. Continue to be with you. Kagome. Choose you. I have never regretted it. I love you. I love you really, really specially." Qiu Zeliang said with a smile.

"Really. It's been three years. You are good to me. I know. You're good at making trouble. I know that too. I know. in this world. I can't find a second person who is better to me than you. QIU Zeliang. It's true. I really thank you. Last night. I thought about it for a night. I think. I can't go on with you anymore. Don't get excited. Please listen to me." Kagome glanced at Qiu Zeliang and said.

"With you. I am very happy. I don't have any pressure. I enjoyed it very specially. I used to ask myself. Are these days good. Yes. Exceptionally good. It's true. But we can't say that good is good. After yesterday's events. I look at your daddy mommy like that. I really can't bear it. We can't be so selfish. Daddy Mommy gave birth to us. Raise us. We have to think about them. Qiu Zeliang, you know. Your daddy mommy. You get the idea. As long as they are against it. We can't be together. Even though we're together now. Be sure to be together. So what will happen in the future. Unblessed marriage. It's something I don't want. QIU Zeliang. We broke up. I'll give you back to your daddy mommy. I'll live a good life. I want you to be happy too." Kagome looked at Qiu Zeliang and said.

Qiu Zeliang was very angry. Then he said excitedly: "Didn't I tell you. As long as I don't agree. You just can't say break up. Didn't I tell you. Don't give up on me so easily. Yesterday when I was in the car. You say those words to me. I thought you'd stick with me all the way. But it's come this far. You did this to me. Kagome. What the hell do you want me to say. You'll get the idea. Don't say give up."

"No. We can't be together. There's no way we're together. QIU Zeliang. I did. I don't want such a marriage. There are no blessings. I don't want to. I'm sorry. All I can say is . We can't go any further. Something promised to you yesterday. It's my bad. But I thought about it for a night. I really can't help it. All I can say is . I'm sorry. QIU Zeliang. Leave me alone. Let you go too. Think about it for your daddy mommy. I can be fine. Over the years. Even if I'm alone, it's fine." Kagome whispered.

"Think. Think. I'm thinking about it all the time. I'm always thinking about something else. But what did I get. Kagome. I don't want to think about it this time. As long as you say yes. I'd love to be with you. We don't have to pay attention to Daddy's Mommy. I beg you. Kagome. We're in this together." Qiu Zeliang took Kagome's hand. Begging.

"No. No. I'm not going back. We've come this far. That's all there is to it. I just want to say. I'm not going to continue with you. You go with your daddy mommy. Even now we're together. By then my daddy mommy will know. The same will be against. I can accept the bravery of once. But the second time. The third time. I'm going to get tired. I'm going to be tired. I won't be able to stand it. I'm sorry. I won't be with you. Really." Kagome said apologetically.