202 Death is the best relief
Song Qingge turned her head and glanced at Zhan Qi, although she didn't quite understand the meaning of his words, but she still believed him, after all, Shi Zhongnian did a lot of evil, even if Zhan Qi could spare him, Shi Yu would not be able to spare him.
After a pause, she looked back at Song Qingyu again, held her hand and said, "By the way, Xiaoyu, these years...... What's going on with you and Zhan Rong? ”
Song Qingyu is her sister Yes, now she has experienced so much pain, as an older sister, Song Qingge naturally hopes that she can be happy, Zhan Rong is a good man who is one in a hundred, if the two of them can succeed, she is naturally happier than anyone else.
But she also knew that Zhan Rong only had Xiao Qi in her heart, even if she felt sorry for Song Qingyu, she would not be so despicable as to match two people who had no feelings.
As soon as Zhan Rong was mentioned, Song Qingyu's face showed that shy and gentle smile again, lowered his eyes, and said with a cautious smile: "Four young people...... He's a very nice guy. ”
Zhan Qi raised his eyebrows and said sharply: "What, you like him?" ”
Song Qingyu's face turned red, and he hurriedly shook his head and said, "Of course there is no such thing, people like Si Shao...... How do I match? ”
In fact, it's not a question of worthiness or not, it's just that the person Zhan Rong likes has always been Zhan Shu, even if Song Qingyu is interesting to him, it can only be that Luohua is intentionally ruthless.
Song Qingyu smiled slightly, and said very moved: "Over the years, Si Shao has always taken care of me, he is my benefactor, and I am very grateful to him." If it weren't for him, I would have died long ago and been injured in the middle of the year, how could I still live today? ”
Speaking of this, Zhan Qi was also a little curious: "How did Zhan Rong save you?" I haven't heard him say you're alive all these years. ”
"Maybe Si Shao also thought that brother-in-law you sent me abroad to kill me, so I never dared to tell you that I was still alive." Song Qingyu smiled embarrassedly, "When Shi Zhongnian caused a car accident, Si Shao was not with me, he had something to do in his army that day, so he went late, and later learned that I had an accident and was sent to the hospital, so he immediately rushed over, and secretly transferred me to the hospital, and let the hospital claim that I was not breathing on the way to the hospital." Probably because of this, Shi Zhongnian took me lightly. ”
When Zhan Qi heard this, he couldn't help but hook the corners of his lips, and there was a faint admiration on his face, "Zhan Rong, that kid, I didn't expect that there are so many eyes in my heart, and I can still think of this layer." ”
After all, Zhan Rong is already relatively real among them, but the men of the Zhan family are members of the Zhan family after all, and there are still some scheming more or less.
Song Qingyu pursed her lips and nodded, "Over the years, I have been living in a house under the name of Si Shao, he found me the best nurse, and also prepared a full set of rehabilitation equipment at home, and came back to see me from time to time, I am really grateful to him." ”
Song Qingge held her hand and smiled, "I know, I will personally thank Zhan Rong when I go back." ”
Song Qingyu thought about it, and finally couldn't help but ask Zhan Qi: "Brother-in-law, at that time, ...... What are you going to do with him? ”
Zhan Qi just smiled, shrugged his shoulders and said: "If you don't solve it much, I won't solve him, I will always let him live, live well, life is better than death." ”
Song Qingge and Song Qingyu were a little puzzled, but when they touched the frost and coldness in his eyes, they didn't ask more, knowing in their hearts that he must have his own thoughts.
Leaving the space for the two sisters, Zhan Qi retreated first, and as soon as he walked out of the ward, he received a call from Zhan Zheng.
"Big brother."
"Well, say."
"Shi Zhongnian was successfully rescued, and now he has been transferred from the ICU to the general ward."
"Hmm." Zhan Qi nodded, "What did the doctor say?" ”
"The doctor said that he was like this for the rest of his life, his consciousness was awake, but because of aphasia, he could no longer speak, and his lower body from the chest down was completely unconscious, his vertebrae were broken, and he could only be paralyzed in bed for the rest of his life."
This result seemed to make Zhan Qi very satisfied, and he raised his eyebrows slightly, "Did the doctor tell Shi Zhongnian the news?" ”
"According to your request, eldest brother, the results of this treatment have been revealed to Shi Zhongnian himself."
Zhan Qi smiled meaningfully, "Then how did he react?" ”
"What can be the reaction? A person who can't speak or move can neither express his will nor refute anything, no matter how much others toss him, he can only suffer obediently. Zhan Zheng sneered coldly, "When he heard that he could only be paralyzed half-dead like this for the rest of his life, Shi Zhongnian's emotions were very excited, looking at him like that, he wanted to shout and scream, but he couldn't even make a sound, he could only whimper like a dumb person." ”
Zhan Qi smiled with satisfaction, "And then?" ”
Probably because of this kind of torture, he couldn't stand it anymore, and I heard from the doctor that Shi Zhongnian had tried to bite his tongue and commit suicide, but he was discovered by the nurse in time and rescued again. He had a few more surgeries recently, and he didn't feel sensation in the lower half of his body anyway, so I just asked the doctor to cancel the anesthesia and did the surgery just like that. Zhan Zheng sneered, "You can imagine what it is like for a person to be able to perceive the surrounding environment completely, and there is no feeling in the lower half of his body, just like that, he was forced open by the doctor to open his stomach for surgery, and he saw his bloody body in front of his eyes?" ”
Empress Lu of the Han Dynasty was dissatisfied with Mrs. Qi's favor, so she sent someone to cut off her limbs and siblings, gouged out her eyes, deafed her ears, and poured medicine to make her dumb, and then threw Mrs. Qi into the toilet pit and named her "Renbi".
Now Shi Zhongnian's lower body is unconscious, and his limbs are broken, which means little to him. Although Zhan Qi would not be like Empress Lu and threw Shi Zhongnian's whole body into the toilet like a stick, it would not make him feel better.
After he was out of danger, Zhan Qi would send someone to send him to a residence on the outskirts of the city and send someone to take care of him. And I heard from the doctor that Shi Zhongnian had prepared a lot of medicines to tonify the kidneys and strengthen the yang, so now he has a strong desire, but he can't be relieved. Since he likes women, he will let four or five women serve him in front of him, so that he can fully experience the pain of looking at women but not being humane.
Zhan Zheng couldn't help laughing, "Big brother, your trick is poisonous enough." ”
"Poison?" Zhan Qi snorted, "This is already light for Shi Zhongnian, his kind of person, even if the car cracks Ling Chi, it is light." ”
"Yes, let him live like this for the rest of his life."
Hanging up the phone, Zhan Qi raised his head and let out a long sigh.
Everything seems to have been resolved, and next, it's about the truth about the death of his biological parents, in fact, he already has a faint answer in his heart, but he just doesn't dare to touch it.
Back then, he insisted that the Song family had harmed his parents, and for this reason he also made such an excessive move towards Song Qingge, if the result was that he was wrong, then for the rest of his life, he was afraid that he would not be able to face this woman directly.
*
"Mom, what does my aunt look like?"
In the corridor of the hospital, Song Qingge led Zhi to Song Qingyu's ward.
She specially brought her children over to see Song Qingyu today, after all, she is the only relative, and she doesn't know that she has an aunt alive, so she must let them see her.
Song Qingge touched her head and said with a smile: "Auntie used to be very beautiful, but then something bad happened, her face may not be very good-looking, but she is very, very good, so I know that I have to be obedient when I wait a while, don't make a fuss when I see my aunt, otherwise it will make her sad, understand?" ”
nodded as if he understood, "I know, when I was sick before, I was afraid that others would hate me, and I wouldn't make my aunt sad." ”
Song Qingge was satisfied: "Well, it's really good to know." ”
She led the child and pushed the door into the ward, Song Qingyu was leaning on the head of the bed writing something, and when she saw them coming, she immediately hid.
"Xiaoyu, look who I bring."
Song Qingge smiled and led Zhiliu to her, "My daughter Song Chan, nicknamed Zhili." After speaking, he said to the child: "Know, call Auntie!" ”
However, knowing it, she just bit her lip and looked at her timidly, although Song Qingge had already given the child a preventive injection before this, but the moment she saw Song Qingyu, she still felt a little scared.
When Song Qingge saw her like this, he immediately became a little angry, frowned, and said, "Got it, what's the matter with you, why don't you call someone?" No politeness at all! ”
Song Qingyu didn't mind at all, but took the initiative to stretch out his hand to the child and smiled: "You know it?" Hello, my name is Song Qingyu, and I am your aunt. ”
Zhizhi first looked at her hand, then at Song Qingge, hesitated for a moment, and finally stretched out his little hand and said softly: "Your name is really similar to my mother's name." ”
Song Qingyu couldn't help but bend the corners of her mouth, "Because we are sisters." ”
After that, Song Qingyu got along very well with Zhizhi, and Zhizhi didn't seem to be afraid of her anymore, but instead told her a lot of encouraging words like a little adult.
*
"Xiaoyu, let's eat a little more."
Song Qing singer was holding a bowl and couldn't help but persuade Song Qingyu again and again.
Her current physical condition is really not good, and she eats very little, and the doctor told Song Qingge in private that her appetite has been sluggish, and she has a big psychological problem, and if she continues like this, her body will not be able to stand it. She can only be described as lingering now, and there will be no good results if she continues to toss.
However, Song Qingyu just lay motionless on the bed, turned her head and gave her a bleak smile, "Sister, I know you are for my good, but I really can't eat it anymore." ”
"But ......" Song Qingge wanted to say something more, but seeing her look of no desire and no desire, she also knew that she couldn't force it, so she sighed and said, "Okay, if you don't eat, you won't eat." ”
She put the dishes and chopsticks on the small cabinet on the side, turned her head to take Song Qingyu's hand, and said with a smile: "Xiaoyu, do you have anything you want to do next?" Or, is there a place you'd like to visit? I'll be able to give birth in two months, and after the confinement, your body should be better, I'll take you out for a walk, okay? ”
Song Qingyu turned his head to look at her, shook her hand vigorously, and said gratefully: "Sister, thank you very much." ”
Song Qingge smiled and stretched out her hand to pull the broken hair in her ear for her, "Look at you, why are you so polite to me, we are sisters." ”
She said it naturally, but it was like a torpedo thrown into the lake, causing a splash, which shocked Song Qingyu's heart.
After a long time, she smiled with tears in her eyes: "Yes, we are sisters." ”
Song Qingge chatted with her for a while, and Zhan Qi came to pick her up in person, after all, she was already eight months pregnant, if it weren't for Song Qingyu's hospitalization, Zhan Qi wouldn't want her to go out. Now he can't wait to tie Song Qingge to the belt of his trousers, he has to guard her all the time, and he doesn't want to leave for a minute.
Song Qingge was reminiscing with Song Qingyu about playing tricks on Xu Cheng when he was a child, Zhan Qi suddenly came, naturally interrupting their chat, Song Qingge couldn't help but pout, and said angrily: "Why did you come so early, I haven't talked enough with Xiaoyu." ”
Zhan Qi smiled and took the opportunity to bite her lip, "If you haven't talked enough, there will be time in the future, can she still run?" ”
Originally, he was just an unintentional sentence, but it didn't sound like that to Song Qingyu, who was physically disabled. Although he knew in his heart that Zhan Qi had no malicious intentions, he still couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.
Song Qingge naturally noticed Song Qingyu's pale face, immediately squeezed Zhan Qi's hand, turned his head and explained to Song Qingyu: "Xiaoyu, he didn't mean that, don't take it to heart." ”
Song Qingyu pulled the corners of his mouth and shook his head and smiled, "No, I know that my brother-in-law is just talking." ”
Seeing that she didn't seem to be unusual, Song Qingge relieved her heart and said with a smile: "Then you take care of it here, Aunt Qin will come to accompany you in the evening, you don't have to be afraid of being lonely." ”
Song Qingyu nodded obediently, "I know." ”
After getting her affirmation, Song Qingge turned his head and walked out with Zhan Qi's support, and while walking, Zhan Qi couldn't help but complain, "How long will these two little things stay inside?" I've had enough of holding you with a big belly. ”
Song Qingge laughed at him, "Then you should let them come out early." ”
Zhan Qi pouted, "I don't have that ability, but I have the ability to let them in early." ”
"You!"
Song Qingge's face turned red and he couldn't help but glare at him.
This man couldn't say anything good in his mouth, and he drove without two sentences, and he was racing to 200 miles.
And none of them noticed the glint of envy in Song Qingyu's eyes behind him.
Sometimes she is really envious of Song Qingge, she only loves one person in her life, and she has also received his unique love. She is really happy and lucky to be with the person she loves like this, but she will never get it in her life.
*
In Song Qingge's cognition, she has lost Xue Yan, her own brother, and for her, Song Qingyu can be regarded as her only relative in this world. She has thought a lot, such as plastic surgery for Song Qingyu in the future, fitting prosthetics for her, etc., and she also thought about taking Song Qingyu around the world to find a good home for her.
But she never expected that less than two hours after she and Zhan Qi returned home, she received a call from Aunt Qin.
Song Qingyu committed suicide.
When she got the news, Song Qingge was leaning on the bedside watching a TV series, Zhan Qizai carefully peeled oranges for her, and both of them enjoyed the tranquility and peace at this time.
Just as Song Qingge was talking to him about whether the two children were boys and girls, Aunt Qin's call came.
Song Qingge was stunned even though he was holding the mobile phone, and the orange in his hand rolled to the ground, and the whole person leaned on the head of the bed in a daze, as if he was stupid.
In fact, Song Qingge didn't feel particularly surprised by Song Qingyu's death, as if she had already expected this, so when she heard the news, she felt more uncomfortable than surprised. The reason why I was surprised was only because it was sudden.
She thought that Song Qingyu would still have nostalgia for this world, such as her, such as Zhan Rong.
It's just that she didn't expect that Song Qingyu would be desperate for this world, even if there were people in this world who she missed the most, she didn't want to stay for a moment longer, and ended everything in the most decisive way.
Zhan Qi had been observing her reaction from the sidelines, and when he saw that she hung up the phone, he asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Song Qingge held his mobile phone and looked at it quietly for a while, then he looked up at him and said softly, "Aunt Qin called and said...... whispered to her and committed suicide. ”
Zhan Qi looked at her, and finally didn't say anything, just got up and went to the cloakroom to get a set of clothes for her, and said very calmly: "Let's go, let's go to the hospital." ”
Now they can be said to have a very tacit understanding, even if she doesn't say it, he knows what to do next.
The two changed their clothes, and the driver sent them to the hospital as fast as possible, today's sky is still not very good, after Song Qingge got out of the car, he subconsciously looked up at the sky, the night was a little cold, she wrapped her coat casually, Zhan Qi saw her like this and thought she was afraid, and immediately reached out and hugged her into his arms.
Song Qingge's heart warmed, smiled at him, shook his hand and said, "I'm fine, I just feel a little cold." ”
The doctor was already waiting for them outside the hospital, and when he saw them coming, he immediately said with a solemn expression: "Miss Song has been sent to the morgue." ”
Zhan Qi nodded, in fact, she was pregnant with a child now, he really didn't want her to always go to that kind of gloomy place, in less than a month, she sent away two relatives here one after another, he was really afraid that she would not be able to withstand such a blow.
But Song Qingge was much stronger than he thought, if Xue Yan's death was a blow to her, then Song Qingyu's death could be said to be completely expected, compared to the blow, she just felt a little sad, her family, she couldn't keep any of them in the end.
The hospital at night was always quiet and terrifying, Zhan Qi always held Song Qingge's hand tightly, and the two walked in the direction of the morgue under the guidance of the doctor.
Song Qingyu committed suicide by jumping off the building, not long after Song Qingge and Zhan Qi left, she had already jumped from the upstairs before Aunt Qin came.
The height of the seventh floor, this time there was no platform as a buffer to save her, plus Song Qingyu herself had no desire to live, she jumped headfirst down, and the doctor said that she didn't even have time to implement the rescue, her brain burst out, and she died on the spot.
The morgue was still so cold, Song Qingge couldn't help but hug her arms after she entered, Zhan Qi immediately hugged her, rubbed her arms, and raised her chin at the doctor, "Open it." ”
The doctor nodded, gently lifted the white cloth, and Song Qingge quietly looked at Song Qingyu, who had closed his eyes.
The back of her head was completely sunken, her face was still ruined, and she had fallen from the stairs twice, and there was no possibility of survival.
Song Qingge just stared at her for a few seconds, then waved his hand to the doctor, "Cover it." ”
When leaving the morgue, Zhan Qi had been nervously observing her reaction, and was relieved to see that her face was always calm.
I don't know why, Song Qingge's heart has actually gradually calmed down, now that she thinks about it, she was too virgin before, and she always felt that Song Qingyu should live strongly, but if you think about it carefully, so many things have happened to her, and life is actually a torment for her, and death is the best relief.
Probably because of such thoughts, she has seen a lot about Song Qingyu's death.
The two of them walked slowly towards the outside of the hospital, and as soon as they reached the door, a little nurse chased after them, and handed a letter to Song Qing singer out of breath, "Mrs. Zhan, this was found under Miss Song's pillow, it seems to be for you." ”
Song Qingge looked down and saw that it was indeed Song Qingyu's handwriting, although it was crooked like a primary school student's handwriting, she still recognized it.
"Let's open it and take a look." Zhan Qi couldn't help but say.
Song Qingge nodded, tore open the envelope, and took out the letter inside.
"Sister, I'm sorry to say goodbye to you in this way at the end. I know you've always wanted me to persevere and live well, but I'm really sorry, I just can't hold on anymore. Over the years, the only reason I insisted on living was Si Shao. I know, it's ridiculous to say that, he's so good, I covet him a little, it's all blasphemy. ”
"Sometimes I really envy you, you have a brother-in-law, you know, and the child in your belly, and I have nothing, and I won't have anything for the rest of my life."
"Sister, I'm really sorry, my mother did that kind of thing, my biological father hurt my father, to you, I am actually a sinner, but you didn't care about me at all, but still regarded me as a family member, willing to let me continue to be my father's daughter, I am really grateful to you. Being a father's daughter in this life, being your sister is the happiest thing for me. ”
"Sister, thank you for your care and care, I have you as a family member in the first half of my life, and I don't feel sorry for my death. I will bless you in heaven in the future, and I hope you are well. ”
The payment is three words, sister, Song Qingyu.
A letter was all in crooked fonts, and Song Qingge couldn't even imagine how much time it took Song Qingyu, who was completely disabled, to write this letter.
She thought she would cry, but after reading the letter, she didn't shed tears, she just felt very calm.
Zhan Qi thought that she had been hit too hard, and couldn't help but worry: "Are you okay?" What are you thinking? ”
However, Song Qingge just turned his head and smiled at him, and gently held his hand, "I'm thinking, for the rest of my life, I can finally accept you without any scruples." ”