Pei Tingqing Fanwai (1)

I know very well that I shouldn't shoot Xiang Yuyao, after all, as long as the elevator door is closed, when no one saves Xiang Yuyao, Xiang Yuyao will be buried in the fire and have no body, but it is precisely because Pei Shuyi held down the elevator door that she wants to let Xiang Yuyao come in, and she even wants to run out and die with Xiang Yuyao, which breaks my heart.

Xiang Yuyao is a member of the Xiang family, if I don't kill him, then he will definitely find me in the future to avenge his family's revenge, cutting grass and eradicating the roots has always been my way of doing things, I don't allow myself to make such a mistake, on the other hand, Xiang Yuyao is my biggest rival, I can't tolerate any sand in my relationship, but he has hugged and kissed Pei Shuyi.

And without me knowing, they may have had a bed relationship too, and my own son almost called him dad............ All of these are unforgivable and unbearable for me, not to mention that I have never been rational enough in matters related to Pei Shuyi, I used to love her to the point of going crazy, but now I still love her, crazy and desperate.

Pei Shuyi covered her mouth and opened her eyes wide, she probably called Xiang Yuyao's name, but she didn't make a sound.

Xiang Yuyao's knees gradually bent down, and he knelt on the ground dejectedly, blood stained the snow-white dress on his body, and in the end, his eyes always looked at Pei Shuyi, where there were tears and no regrets, he smiled, very happy and satisfied, because in his mind, Pei Shuyi has become his bride and his wife, so even if he dies, he has no regrets.

He really loves Pei Shuyi, and at the last second, his amber pupils were full of Pei Shuyi, who was still wearing a white wedding dress, the most sacred and noble, and he said silently with his lips: "Pei Shuyi, I love you............", and then transparent tears poured out from the corners of his eyes, and Xiang Yuyao slowly fell.

Pei Shuyi also cried, with tears streaming down her face, anyone who sees such a scene will feel how much Xiang Yuyao and Pei Shuyi love each other.

That is, in just a dozen seconds, Li Xue ran up with Ning Lianmeng, who was shot in the leg, she hated Pei Shuyi, and felt that leaving Ning Lianmeng was a threat to Pei Shuyi after all, so Li Xue wanted to run out of another passage with Ning Lianmeng, and I didn't have time to make up for Ning Lianmeng.

But when Li Xue passed by Xiang Yuyao's side, she paused suddenly, and suddenly pushed Ning Lianmeng to another elevator that Huo Huiyuan was riding in and had not yet closed, Li Xue knelt on the ground with a "bang", hugged Xiang Yuyao tightly with her arms, and she shouted Xiang Yuyao's name heartbreakingly, "Don't ............ Yuyao"

Li Xue also wanted to save Xiang Yuyao out, but I didn't intend to leave Xiang Yuyao alive with that shot, Li Xue realized that even if Xiang Yuyao escaped from here, he would definitely die, so at that moment Li Xue also gave up the chance to escape.

She knelt on the ground and hugged Xiang Yuyao, supporting her to prevent Xiang Yuyao from falling, Li Xue's face had long been soaked with tears, but she was tightly attached to Xiang Yuyao's face, planning to die with Xiang Yuyao.

Maybe the men who make comics are kinder, for example, Xiang Yuyao likes to send cute things like Yanqiao and Pei Shuyi's plush toys, although Xiang Yuyao has no love for Li Xue, but he can't bear to let Li Xue die with him, Xiang Yuyao tried to push Li Xue away with his last consciousness.

However, Li Xue was always unwilling to let go, and in the end what remained in the eyes of several of us was Li Xue hugging Xiang Yuyao tightly, and they were buried together in the sea of fire, in the violent explosion, I seemed to still hear a "ding" sound, and the elevator door finally closed.

It's over.

Meng Jing, a woman who was born for love, lived for love, and finally died for love, still fulfilled her greatest wish in this life, and reunited with her most beloved Li Jiayao three years later, whether they are in heaven or hell, anyway, I believe they will be together, this is the best ending.

And Li Xue died with Xiang Yuyao, which reminds me of myself three years ago.

When I was playing the piano in the rainy rose bush that day, my heart was already full of despair, I knew that Pei Shuyi would not elope with me, so before I went to Pei Shuyi, I was ready to kill this woman who betrayed me, and then I would die with her.

But the fact turned out that I didn't do it at all, even if I was a little delirious at that time because of alcohol and drugs, when I stood behind Pei Shuyi and raised the gun, my hands began to tremble, and the last trace of reason told me, "This is the woman I love the most, I can give up my own life for her, even if I die, she can't die." ”

I couldn't do it at all, so even if Xiang Yuyao didn't run up to save Pei Shuyi, I wouldn't kill Pei Shuyi, and Xiang Yuyao suddenly rushed over and hugged Pei Shuyi, which undoubtedly stimulated me and made me find a venting point, so I still fired that shot at Xiang Yuyao.

I actually can't remember what happened in those hours, my mind was muddy, and even my physical strength was a little exhausted, when Pei Shuyi knelt on the ground holding Xiang Yuyao, who was shot, I thought in a trance that the person I killed was Pei Shuyi, so since Pei Shuyi is dead, what is the point of me living alone in this world?

I really love Pei Shuyi, I really love it to the point where I can die for her, so I held the gun and aimed it at my chest, and shot the bullet, when I sat on the ground slowly with my back against the piano, I finally saw Pei Shuyi looking at me, her eyes showed disbelief, fear and pain, I am afraid that she never wanted to lose her, I really don't want to live, right?

She cried.

But I don't know if she is crying for Xiang Yuyao or sad for me, but I would rather fool myself into thinking that she still cares about me, so that even on the way to Huangquan, I am happy and satisfied.

However, fate is always too strange a thing, and the doctor said that I had made a mistake in judgment due to delirium, so the shot did not hit the vital point, and I was saved.

In the process of sleeping, I had a dream, I dreamed that Pei Shuyi came to see me, lying on my chest and crying, choking and repeating that she loved me, no matter what the reality is, anyway, when I heard this sentence in the dream, I really felt that even if I died, it was enough.

However, when I opened my eyes in the ward, I only heard Huo Huiyuan's cry in my ears, and I deliberately looked around the ward, but there was no Pei Shuyi.

It turns out that dreams are just dreams.

Huo Huiyuan saw me wake up, she hugged me tightly, cried even harder, crying silently and calling my name over and over again, she asked me why I was so stupid.

I was a little numb, I lay there stiffly, coldly asked her to go out, and no one could come in again, and I also told her sensibly that I would not die again, because Pei Shuyi did not die, and I Pei Tingqing lived for her Pei Shuyi.

For the next few days, I sat alone in a hospital bed most of the time, holding the cartoons that Pei Shuyi often read in one hand, and a cigarette in the fingers of the other, while keeping my eyes on the leaves outside the window.

The cigarette burned out little by little, and I didn't know it, and I burned my fingers until it was snow-white several times.

The leaves outside were lush and green, and all that came to my mind was the scene with Pei Shuyi.

Our acquaintance seems to have only happened yesterday, the first time I was tempted by her, I restrained myself from letting my feelings overflow, I gave her the first time as a man between her legs, I said I loved her for the first time, I killed Wei Chengshu for her, I fell in love with her for the first time, I disobeyed Pei Zongyou for her, and wanted to give up the identity of the eldest son of the Pei family's chaebol, I fought for her, I lost sleep for her, shed tears for her, and suffered for her............ There are too many to count.

But the only thing that is certain is that I have never done this to the second person, all my smiles have been given to her, all my tenderness has been given to her, all my affection has been given to her, all my impulsiveness and madness, all my tears and sorrow have been given to her, and yet all this has become the most ironic joke with her betrayal, her sentence "because I am young, I don't know love".

I thought of her as my life, but in her eyes I was just a joke, nothing more.

I finally figured it out, I can't love Pei Shuyi anymore, not because she made me pay so much, but because she doesn't deserve my love at all, for a man who almost died for love, but still hasn't been reciprocated, I think he has lost the ability to love again.

And the original Pei Tingqing, he is ambitious, full of ambition, has the ambition and desire to conquer the world and conquer all things in the world, he is a man who is a man who does not eat people and fireworks, and has no emotions and six desires, so after experiencing this heart-wrenching feeling, I became the previous Pei Tingqing who had no sorrow and no joy and no heart.

I finally agreed to marry Ning Lianmeng, nothing else, just because it was good for me.

Everything went according to plan, and of course, I was not one to let them do whatever they wanted, and their arrangements were only within the limits of what I could accept.

In those months, I was numb like a walking corpse, I thought I had forgotten Pei Shuyi, until Xiang Yuyao called me again and told me that Pei Shuyi had a blood collapse and was about to die, my heart was still throbbing, it hurt like that, I didn't want and never wanted her to die.

Even if the relationship between us is completely over, I don't want to be with her again in my life, I still hope that she will still live well at the ends of the earth and in a foreign country, I just think that I have never known her and loved her, because it takes a lot of effort to hate someone, and I don't want to waste my energy on an inconsequential woman.

I actually want to meet Pei Shuyi and tell her to forget those pasts, and we all live well, that's all.

It's just that I was in the room at the time, Pei Zongyou and they were afraid that I would run away from marriage, so there were people outside who monitored and controlled me, and I had no power in my hands, just a doll who was willing to let them be at their mercy, so in that case, I could only call Huo Huiyuan.

That's right, it was me who used the voice change function of my mobile phone to pretend that I was a strange woman, and called Huo Huiyuan, asking her to find a way to leave the wedding scene and rush to the hospital to visit Pei Shuyi.