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Ye Ming saw that Secretary Lu's expression suddenly changed greatly, and the expression on his face was both painful and sad, and when he told himself that he was going to the bathroom, his voice was hoarse, and his voice trembled very much, especially when he walked to the bathroom, his steps staggered, and his body shook non-stop, as if he would fall to the ground at any time......

As soon as he saw Secretary Lu's demeanor, Ye Ming couldn't help but be shocked in his heart, and he was even more convinced that he was not feeling well now

So he went outside the bathroom and shouted in a worried tone, "Secretary Lu, are you all right, do you want me to call your secretary or waiter?"

After Ye Ming finished shouting these words, he listened attentively, but there was no response

At this time, Secretary Lu had completely fallen into a great state of grief, his hands propped up on the edge of the sink, his head bowed, letting the tears flow, and at the same time, his body was also shaking incessantly, a kind of regretful despair, so that his powerful heart was almost completely crushed in an instant......

He imagined all kinds of scenarios to meet Zhao Han, and also guessed Zhao Han's current life situation, but he just didn't expect that Zhao Han actually died four years ago, and Zhao Han hid in that remote rural middle school in obscurity all his life for him and their children, never married again, never got married again, never got married again, and spent her short and bleak life alone......

And all the tragedies of her life are caused by herself, and all the suffering and suffering she has suffered in this life is because she fell in love with someone she shouldn't love, fell in love with someone who was destined to not give her happiness, and fell in love with a ruthless and unrighteous person who had been in a position of power but had ignored her for decades......

When he thought of this, he felt a deep sense of guilt and guilt that he couldn't help but lower his head and slam it on the white porcelain plate of the sink several times, until his forehead hurt and his eyes were full of stars

It was only at this time that he understood why Zhao Han had to disappear quietly without hesitation: she must have known that she was pregnant, but she didn't want to affect his future, and she didn't want to break up his family, because in that era, a college student was pregnant unmarried, and both men and women would be punished very severely, especially a family person like Lu Zhiyao, who would not only be severely punished, but if it was serious, he might also be sentenced by the public security organs for hooliganism

Moreover, Zhao Han definitely didn't want to get rid of the child in her belly because she knew: Lu Zhiyao's family is a very traditional big family It attaches great importance to traditional concepts such as "no filial piety has three, and no queen is the greatest" Lu Zhiyao's family has four brothers and sisters, and he is the only one male He and Gu Huaying have another daughter According to the national family planning policy, it is impossible to have another child

For this reason, Lu Zhiyao's old father at that time was very worried and disappointed, and always felt that his room was about to cut off the incense in Lu Zhiyao's generation, and he had been thinking about it for this reason

Lu Zhiyao knew the old father's thoughts, but he had no way to give birth to another son, so after falling in love with Zhao Han, he once said to her half-jokingly and half-seriously: We will get married in the future, I hope you can give me a son to continue the incense of our old Lu family, but my old father's wish......

Zhao Han must have listened to this passage to heart, so after knowing that she was pregnant, she was reluctant to beat it off, but she couldn't continue to study in school, and she didn't dare to tell Lu Zhiyao, because she knew that once Lu Zhiyao knew that she was pregnant, with his character, he would be desperate to divorce Gu Huaying and marry her

Therefore, for the sake of Lu Zhiyao's future, in order to give birth to her and Lu Zhiyao's blood and blood smoothly, she had to choose an extreme way of not saying goodbye, gambling on the future and happiness of her next life, fulfilling Lu Zhiyao's glorious future, and also preserving his blood and bones

And the reason why she chose to change her name and surname to live in seclusion in Xinleng County and even risked being scolded by her hometown parents and villagers was to prevent others from knowing Ye Ming's life experience Because she knew very well: Lu Zhiyao was still fighting in his career and must not let his opponent know that he had made a style mistake in school Let alone let people know that he now has an illegitimate child In order to keep it completely confidential and not leave any hidden dangers to Lu Zhiyao She didn't even dare to tell her son who his father was, nor did she dare to let her son find his biological father......

Everything she did was for Lu Zhiyao; All the suffering and sins she suffered were all because of Lu Zhiyao; She is willing to abandon everything she has and destroy everything she has for the sake of Lu Zhiyao; She thought about Lu Zhiyao very carefully and meticulously, but she didn't think about it for herself......

What kind of affection and great love is this How can I be worthy of such a beautiful, so good, so kind, and so infatuated woman to give her life without regrets

As soon as he thought of this, the tears on Secretary Lu's face were even more turbulent A feeling of remorse made him want to bang his head on the wall again: For so many years, as long as he used more snacks and paid more attention With his higher and higher status and heavier power, he should be able to find Zhao Han's mother and son a few years ago or even more than ten years ago If that's the case, Zhao Han may not get cancer Even if he has cancer, he can find a way to ask a medical expert to find a way to prolong her life......

It's a pity that although I have been thinking about Zhao Han, I didn't expect her to be so loyal, so infatuated, and so persistent I thought that she would have married and started a family a long time ago, so I didn't do my best to find it, so that I can't even see the last one now, it's really regretful......

In this mood of self-blame and self-pity, his mind was chaotic, and he didn't even hear Ye Ming's cry full of worry outside

It wasn't until Ye Ming started knocking on the bathroom door with his hand that he woke up suddenly, quickly calmed down, cleared his throat, and said to the outside in a relatively calm voice: "Child, I'm fine, don't worry, I'll wash my face and come out."

In the process of waterproof and washing his face, he has already thought about it: now that he has just arrived in Tianjiang, he is still unstable, and there are turbulent and contradictions in the provincial party committee, and he must not let Ye Ming know that he is his biological father, so as not to give the opponent a handle and an opportunity, but Ye Ming is not only his own flesh and blood, but also the hope and sustenance of Zhao Han's life, and the person she cares about the most under Jiuquan, so she must find ways to cultivate him and support him Wait until he has a successful career and he is about to retire Then recognize his father and son