Chapter 58: Jealousy
I think the most amazing thing in the world is the mirror.
It can transform the same face into a different look, and it will clearly and unabashedly expose your bewitchment, your purity, your beauty and your ugliness.
I looked at myself in the mirror and felt like it wasn't my face.
I know how to put on makeup myself, and I will let Xi Qing help me make, but I have been working in the flower casino for a long time, my makeup and eyes are full of wind and dust, there is no way, this is my life, who dares to resist with life, I resisted, I just jumped from one circle to another, and the deception between them has never stopped.
It's like standing on a high place and trying to do everything you can not to fall down, and standing on a low place and trying every means to climb up, it is easy to fall, but it is difficult to climb up, but in order to survive there is only compromise.
I forgot that I used to be bright without makeup, and I began to put on the brightest lipstick, roll the most bewitching waves, and change my original appearance beyond recognition.
For me, there are only two faces, heavy makeup and no powder.
Sister Shang's hand turned decay into magic, she removed all my wind and dust, and turned me into a pool of water.
This pool of water is rippling with blue waves, ten miles of spring, and it is gentle and blooming in the eyes of Mr. Ji.
Sister Shang threw away the stucco on her fingertips, and her hand climbed on Mr. Ji's shoulder and stretched her waist, she looked at me through a little fog and tears, "The foundation is not bad, my eyesight is indeed not inferior at the beginning." ”
Mr. Ji glanced at the shoes on my feet, and he said to Sister Shang, "Bring a pair of white ones." ”
Sister Shang rubbed her fingers and smiled very slyly, "For you?" My stuff wasn't something a ghost could have gotten from me, it was something I got with money. ”
Mr. Ji grabbed her fingers that kept twisting and put them on the corner of his lips, "Add it to your salary." ”
Sister Shang just stopped, she opened a shoe cabinet next to the door, asked me what size I was wearing, I said thirty-seven, she didn't look for it, she took out a pair of white high heels from it, threw it at my feet, "One size with me." ”
I squatted down and dressed myself, the heel is a little high, about ten centimeters, and I am usually used to wearing five or six centimeters of the middle heel, stepping on it is not very stable, shaking a few times before standing, Mr. Ji stepped back and stood farther away, he looked at me silently, I was seen by him as weak, I asked him if he was particularly awkward, and I was not like me.
He grabbed my arm and dragged me into his arms, put his lips against the bridge of my nose and said, "It's you now, how can you be awkward." But I prefer you who don't wear any makeup. ”
I can't help but look at myself in the mirror, I think this is my best moment, I am glad that the person who witnessed my best bloom is Mr. Ji, I am willing to use the best posture in his life to be a flash in the pan, and I do not want to use the most mediocre appearance to accompany him in the world.
Mr. Ji took out a piece of jade from his wallet, he threw it to Sister Shang, Sister Shang happened to take it in her hand, she spread her palm and looked at it, and quipped, "I have made up enough ten yuan, what does Mr. Ji promise me?" ”
Mr. Ji led me to the door, and he wouldn't say, "Let you go." ”
The smile on Sister Shang's face froze, she didn't speak, just sneered, and didn't seem to have the slightest interest in this bait.
We had lunch in Mr. Ji's office, he was busy checking more than a dozen receipts, I slept in the room, my biological clock is OK, generally in the morning there are no special circumstances are about eight o'clock to wake up, the original night work, afternoon of course is indispensable to sleep, around four o'clock will wake up, get up and dress up to go to the field, the road spent dozens of minutes, just in time, so today when I woke up at this point, no more, no less full four o'clock, I moved my body to get up, find the secretary to make Mr. Ji a cup of coffee, I thought he must still be busy, but I found that I couldn't move, and my body seemed to be pressed down, very heavy.
I looked down and saw a strong arm across my waist, with tiny hairs on it, a hint of honey in its whiteness, and the wide palm that was close to my abdomen. I just noticed that there was a wet breath behind my neck, I stroked my hair, and subconsciously called Mr. Ji, he didn't have any reaction, it seemed that he was really asleep, I slowly turned around and lay flat, turned my head to look at his face, he was really asleep, I have never seen such a quiet and gentle him, he was very good to me, but he did not show me his warmth so defenselessly, he was like a pure child at this time, unloaded all the guards and struggles of the world, clinging to my arms, and having a good dream.
I couldn't bear to wake him up, even if it was too late, I wanted this moment to be still, so that I could have enough time to covet the way he held me.
He was always asleep, I was always watching, the minutes were ticking, I reached for the clock at the bedside, trying to pull out the battery, women are like this, self-deception and doing a lot of fun, sometimes the result of being smart is so cruel, it is better to be foolish and foolish.
I just unscrewed the battery cover, suddenly Master He called out to Mr. Ji outside the door of the rest room, the sudden sound frightened my hand loose, the clock fell to the ground, Mr. Ji was awakened, he moved his body, removed his arm from my waist, his palm covered his eyes, I said to the door, "Got it." ”
Hall Master He pondered for a moment and asked, "Can I go in?" ”
Actually, we were all dressed neatly, but I felt a little embarrassed to be seen when I came in like this, and I said that it was troublesome for the hall master to wait outside.
Mr. Ji opened his eyes after a few minutes, his voice was a little low and hoarse, "What time is it?" ”
I scooped the clock up from the ground, "Half past four." ”
He got up from the bed with his arms stretched, sat next to me and rubbed his eyebrows, he had a big smile on his face, "It's been a long time since I've slept so well." ”
"Has Mr. Ji been suffering from insomnia?"
He said, "No, I sleep lightly, very shallowly. Even if there was a small wind blowing outside the window, I could wake up. ”
I opened my mouth in surprise, "Is it so shallow?" It's not like you've never had a good night's sleep. ”
As he buttoned up his shirt, he said, "When death is with you, you won't be able to sleep well." ”
I refused to stop and asked him, "Then you can quit, there are many people who wash their hands in the golden basin." ”
Mr. Ji stopped his fingertip movements, he looked at me, "The forerunner of an era, there is no way to stop, there are so many people swarming behind him, and if he stops, he will only be trampled to death, not to mention that many things are not as simple as they seem, any path you choose, what you are waiting for is only death." You know how many enemies I have set up, how many evil things I have done, and once I lose the protective barrier of this identity, I will be divided by five horses. ”
His cold face and tone made me a little dazed, after he finished speaking, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed, I came back to my senses and jumped down, I picked up the tie and tied it for him, he lowered his eyes and looked at my skillful movements, smiled and said, "Did you tie it often before." ”
I snorted, and I didn't want to hide it, and he didn't know, "I tied it to Jiang Huan." ”
The smile on Mr. Ji's face suddenly retracted, and he didn't know which string he touched, he pulled the tie in my hand, and said indifferently, "I'll come by myself." ”
I was stunned, vaguely understood why he suddenly changed his face, I think he was very funny like this, he rarely showed a somewhat awkward face, I pressed his bow tie with my hand, "Is Mr. Ji jealous?" ”
He glanced up at me, "No." ”
I shrugged, "That's anger." ”
He didn't speak, he put on his suit after tying his tie, we walked out of the room, Hall Master He was sitting on the sofa and waiting, he got up immediately when he saw us coming out, he subconsciously glanced at me, and then moved his gaze to Mr. Ji, "Huo Yanchen's female companion is Miss Bai Jasmine." ”
Mr. Ji asked, "Didn't he bring his wife to attend?" ”
"Bai Mengluan has been married to him for three years, but he has not given birth, when he first got married, Huo Yanchen obviously stated that he would not defend and wanted a son and a daughter, so that it was rumored that Bai Mengluan was infertile, Huo Yanchen probably protected her and didn't want her to show up."
Mr. Ji was a little surprised by this answer, "He is not such a considerate person, his nature for more than 30 years will be changed, will you believe it." ”
Hall Master He smiled, "I don't believe you anymore when you say that." ”
At dusk, Jin Yuan has already begun to take his seat, coming out of the elevator on the first floor and passing through the long corridor, the doors of each private room are hidden, some simply open without scruples, the men inside are dressed in suits and leather shoes or playboys, they are all flirting with the young lady, a girl is not wearing panties, her buttocks are facing the door, I see her bare place at a glance when she leans forward to feed the wine, when I was still working in Carmen Banquet three years ago, I was far from being so debauched and extravagant, the times have been changing, and it is these fireworks women who have become the most advanced.
After we left Jinyuan, we quickly drove to Carmen Yanyan, sure enough, it was Huo Yanchen's appeal, and his influence was very widespread, and the gang leaders who were so heavy in southern China always had a large number of followers, from officials to businessmen, from white to black, without exception. I actually saw many leaders' buses at the door, so grandiose, it can be seen that Huo Yanchen has quietly extended his influence to every road in the past few years.
I took Mr. Ji's arm and got out of the car, and the bodyguard at the door immediately recognized it, and a steward led by him personally stepped down the steps to greet him, and he laughed when he saw me, "Boss Ji is like a flower, but it will make Miss Bai feel cold." ”
Mr. Ji's face couldn't tell whether he was happy or angry, "Isn't Miss Bai your Boss Huo's wife?" What does it have to do with me that she's sad. ”
The steward's expression froze, knowing that Mr. Ji was striking east and west, he hehehe diverted the topic twice, and shouted inside Boss Ji arrived, a large number of bodyguards stood in the VIP passage in two formations, Mr. Ji was used to seeing this scene, so he was naturally not shocked, but I couldn't, I felt terrifying, I grabbed his arm and didn't dare to let go.