30. Panic

There are some things that we don't want to happen, but they happen. I don't know what Li Shu's mood is at the moment, but my mood is not good.

As I thought before, I don't want any of the three of us, any of them, to get hurt.

In fact, the quickest way to resolve the anger in your heart is to make it clear when all three people are present. But at this moment, I couldn't say anything.

Hu Yueyue has a pair of beautiful big eyes, which make her whole person look full of aura, and at this moment, there is only hatred in her eyes.

I hurriedly got up from the couch, lowered my head, didn't look at anyone, and walked straight to the door. I wanted to apologize to Hu Yueyue before leaving, but when I raised my head and was about to apologize, Hu Yueyue's slap came over.

I didn't have time to block it, so the slap landed on my face.

"Yueyue!" Li Shu heard the noise, and immediately ran over from the sofa, slammed one hand on the door fiercely and quickly, glared at Hu Yueyue, and said, "What do you want to do?" Hands-on? ”

Hu Yueyue's eyes were already bursting with tears, she looked at Li Shu with a painful face, and said, "Why do you want to do this to me?" Why are you doing this to me? Didn't you say it was going to be busy today? All this is lying to me? ”

"Moon...... There are some things I want to tell you......" Li Shu stepped forward, protected me behind him, and said, "I think, we need to talk about ......"

"Li Shu, I hate you! Gao Ziran, I hate you too! Hu Yueyue glared at me and Li Shu, and ran out directly.

I was worried that something would happen to her, so I raised my foot and chased after her, and Li Shu grabbed my arm and pulled me into his arms.

After coming back, I have been with Li Shu for such a long time, and for the first time, I felt his warmth. I was a little unaccustomed to pushing his chest, but Li Shu hugged me tighter, I coughed softly, and said, "Li Shu, you ......"

"Let me hold it like this......" Li Shu's voice was low, but with a distressing feeling, his hand slowly stroked my face, and asked, "Does it hurt?" ”

I didn't dare to look up at Li Shu, so I could only shake my head gently.

"Fool......" Li Shu's voice was angry and indisputable, looked at me, and said, "Gao Ziran, what are you afraid of?" ”

What am I afraid of? Or did something bad on his own and was discovered.

But I can't say it, because I'm still the selfish me.

If I hadn't been greedy for the time I spent alone with Li Shu today, there would have been no kissing, and if there had been no kissing, I wouldn't have hurt anyone.

You can't have it both ways, I know.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Li Shu raised his long arms and actually picked me up horizontally and carried me to the sofa.

He applied ice to my face, and I, not daring to look up, could only look at the sofa in a daze.

After a while, I felt that my cheeks didn't hurt so much, I raised my head, looked at the figure in front of me, and said, "I think, you better go find Yueyue, I'm ......"

Li Shu's originally gentle face immediately turned indifferent, his eyebrows furrowed deeply, looked at me, and said, "Gao Ziran, I know what you are afraid of, lie here and don't move, I'll call them." ”

I lay down obediently and watched Li Shu close the bedroom door, the room was very soundproofed, and I couldn't hear any sound.

I reached out to grab my phone and spread my palm, which was covered in dense sweat.

If you do something bad, you are not so justified after all. It's just that what I don't understand is why Li Shu didn't go to find Yueyue, but stayed and accompanied me.

Was he telling me who was important to him?

I always thought it was a little strange that I thought that. After all, in the darkest moment of his life, I was the one who hurt him the most, and the one who gave him warmth was not me.

While thinking about it, the bedroom door opened, I raised my eyes to look at Li Shu, saw him walking towards me quickly, glared at me, and said, "Didn't you say don't move?" Why are you disobedient? ”

I glanced at Li Shu weakly, my eyelids sank, and I didn't speak.

"Okay, don't talk about you, come, lie down......" Li Shu seemed to sense my grievances, gently supported me, picked up the ice cube, and continued to cover my face.

I kind of want to cry.

For a long time, I have not been sure who Hu Yueyue and Li Shu will choose. Regarding those love letters that were inexplicably hidden, I didn't dare to ask Li Shu, first, I was afraid that he would be embarrassed, and secondly, because after so long, I was also very scared in my heart.

I'm afraid that his liking for me will only stay on that little bit of good feeling.

I'm a little aggrieved. I was also a little touched. As soon as my nose was sore, I cried.

"Gao Ziran, you are really stupid, you know? Wasn't it quite flexible when you were a kid? Why don't you know how to dodge? And also...... I can take care of this, don't worry about anything...... Hey, Gao Ziran, why are you crying......"

I looked at Li Shu, my eyes were a little blurry, but I could still feel Li Shu's nervous eyes.

"Li Shu, if it was me who ran out today, wouldn't you go to me immediately?"

Li Shu's palm shook gently twice on my head and said, "I won't ......"

I was a little disappointed, biting my lip and not speaking. That glass heart has already been shattered to the ground.

"Gao Ziran, I won't let you run out of here......" Li Shu put the ice aside, held my hand, and said, "I don't know what's going on, as long as I hear you say that you want to be ordinary friends with me, I'm here...... My heart hurts a little...... It's past the age of hypocrisy, but that feeling is still very real, I don't like to hear you mention other men in front of me, I don't like you to tell me not to contact, and then go to block my number, in fact, I've been thinking about one thing these days, that is, I'm Li Shu, am I still worthy of you? ”

With me? I looked at Li Shu in surprise and asked, "What do you mean ......?"

Li Shu glared at me and said, "Don't interrupt me......"

I bowed my head weakly, biting my lip and not daring to speak. Li Shu's palm gently stroked the side of my face, and said: "Actually, I don't think I'm a good man, at least not as good as I see on the surface, because I know myself too well and understand the darkness I am in, so when I see you, I will consider whether to get close to ......"

"Gao Ziran, I'm not a good man, I also want to find a woman to love casually, and then get married, if you don't come back, maybe, I will marry Yueyue."

Perhaps, he will marry her.

"But something...... can't be controlled, Gao Ziran, stay with me, are you afraid? Li Shu raised his chin and looked at me, and asked coldly.

I looked at Li Shu's eyes, scared, not afraid.

Since I was a child, I have firmly believed in two things, first, Gao Zijian is definitely willing to give me the black cauldron, and the second is Li Shu, he will definitely not hurt Gao Ziran.

With this belief, I can't help but nod my head and whisper, "I'm not afraid." ”

"You also know that in the two years that you have been gone, I have indeed done some ridiculous things, so you don't have to worry......" Li Shu looked at me and stopped talking.

I also looked at him, not knowing what he would say next.

Li Shu's eyes seemed to be full of expectation, and after a while, he lowered his head helplessly, looked at me, and said, "Gao Ziran, do you want to give me a little confidence at this time?" ”

I nodded lightly and whispered, "Oh, giving you confidence." ”

"It's too perfunctory."

"Li Shu, will Yueyue hate me?" Thinking that Yueyue had just run out at a high speed, I felt guilty in my heart.

"I've already found ...... again" Li Shu's right hand held my face and said, "Gao Ziran, give me a little time, Yueyue is there, I'll try my best to be comprehensive, okay?" ”

The meaning of plum tree is ...... He...... Is he going to be with me?

I have never been so relieved, looking at Li Shu's serious face, I noticed the contentment that I had never had, I began to think about the problem from a different angle, the misunderstanding after the college entrance examination, perhaps, is the test that God gave me and Li Shu.

After the test, can we be happily together?

I don't know when I fell asleep, and I didn't expect Li Shu to confide in me today, I decided, when Yueyue comes back, I will face it bravely with Li Shu.

When I woke up, it was already dark, but fortunately, the light was on in the bedroom, and the mobile phone on the table kept ringing.

I pressed Answer.

To my surprise, it was not someone else who called me, but Hu Yueyue.

I don't know where she is, I just think it's noisy on the other end of the phone, and her voice comes intermittently and crying.

I asked her the location, but she didn't want to tell me, so she only asked me one sentence - Gao Ziran, can you give me Li Shu.

I walked out with my shoes on, Li Shu was not at home, cleared my throat, and I asked, "Where are you now?" ”

"Gao Ziran, let me ask you, can you give me Li Shu?"

I'm tempted to say no, because emotional matters are not a matter of letting or not letting go.

"Okay, I know, Gao Ziran, I'll make you regret it, Li Shu, it's mine!" Hu Yueyue yelled at the phone and hung up the phone directly.

I hurriedly called Li Shu, but the phone never got through, and when it was more than ten o'clock in the evening, I finally called in again, it was Li Shu.

"Did you find someone?"

"Found it."

"That's good." I exhaled softly and asked, "Where did you find it?" ”

"Ranran, I'm a little confused now, don't run around, I'll tell you when I go back at night."

We hung up the phone, I don't know why, listening to Li Shu's voice, I always felt that something was going on, my right eyelid beat lightly twice, and I looked at the contacts displayed on the screen, and I only felt panicked.

(Tianjin)