Chapter 120: Then You Go Die
My whole body trembled, and the mouthful of rice that I was about to swallow was stuck in my throat, choking so that I couldn't help coughing, and my heart seemed to hit layers of huge waves, which rolled up my fragile heart brutally, and flowed into the depths of the sea with the rolling river, which could not shine into the sun, and was cold.
Because I'm easy to use! This sentence was like a time bomb exploding around me, making my head pop.
Everything last night is still vivid, and today he told me to get out, in his heart, what am I? I'll post it when he wants it, and I'll roll it when he doesn't.
I originally thought that he was sincere in his kindness to me, but now it seems that it is just to meet his needs, he has never had feelings for me, he hates me, was, is, and will be.
Last night, he hugged me tightly, he said that we will live well like this in the future, and I was thinking at that time, if he is willing to let my brother go, if he is willing to help me get the 'Mushi Group' back to the mall, I can not care about my father's death, I can let go of all the hatred, I can forget all the harm he did to me, but unfortunately, it is just my wishful thinking.
I wanted to cry, but I bit my lip and held back, and I tried hard for a long time before I spoke: "Mo Chen, what's wrong with you?"
Leng Mochen glanced at me coldly: "I told you to get out, don't you understand?"
My whole body froze there, and it took a long, long time to come back to my senses.
He told me to get out, okay, I'm out!
I put down my chopsticks and got up to leave, saying goodbye in my heart.
Someone once said that goodbye is never goodbye, and at this moment, I hope this sentence is true.
Leng Mochen didn't speak, he didn't move, I walked into the yard, I couldn't help but look back, he sat quietly like a stone, he didn't want to chase it out at all, the password of the courtyard door was not changed, I entered the password to open the door and rushed out.
I didn't want to cry, the tears still fell so uncontrollably, and in my hand, I held the note he handed me tightly, and it seemed that he still retained his temperature.
My heart hurts, I feel so uncomfortable, how can this be? How can this be done to me?
I often hear people say that we have been in love for so long, and we have been together for so long, doesn't he have any feelings for me?
The August sun is not hot, but it makes me hot, walking on the deserted road, like a lonely and homeless person, the wind blows on the face with gusts of warmth, sweeping away the cold tears, the sun is a little dazzling, my tears are blurred, I can't see anything clearly.
I always feel that someone is following me, but I can't see anything when I look back, and I feel a sense of anticipation and a loss in my heart.
If the divorce in the past is not the end of the story, then now, does it mean that we can only be eternal enemies in the future, with me without him, with him without me, one of us must die.
I came home in a trance, I took my clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower, washed everything from him, washed everything that had been, washed everything he gave me, and from then on, we returned to the bridge and the road to the road.
I would be better off without him.
I didn't want to go out at noon, so I used instant noodles to check Xu Hao's address, in the southern suburbs, the southern suburbs are not far from Nanxi City, but it takes about an hour to drive.
Judging from the specific address, the place where Xu Hao lives is estimated to be relatively remote, presumably he wants to avoid some gossip.
I received a summons from the court in the afternoon, the time is next Tuesday, I originally wanted to ask Leng Mochen for help, but now it seems that it can't be done, and I don't want to embarrass An Chenxi, I have to find a way to solve it myself, but how can I, a poor person, fight against the powerful An Moya? Am I not a moth to a fire and bring about my own destruction?
What am I going to do? Thinking about these things, my head was about to explode, and I shook my head and told myself not to think about it, the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, so be it!
I called Zuo Yisen and wanted to go to Xu Hao's place to take a look and avoid any mistakes.
Zuo Yisen seemed very excited, it was rare for me to take the initiative to call him, he soon drove to me, I locked the door and got in his car and went out.
Along the way, Zuo Yisen grabbed me and asked me non-stop, especially Luo Tingting, I casually made up some reasons vaguely, I don't think I can tell him now, his hairy temper, maybe something will happen.
When we arrived at Xu Hao's place, it was close to four o'clock, it was indeed a little remote, and the house we lived in was not like a community, similar to the new countryside, I think, because of the events of the year, Xu Hao was afraid of causing trouble, and deliberately moved to this kind of place, which made people undoubtful.
Zuo Yisen unbuckled his seat belt and was about to get out of the car, but I grabbed him: "What are you doing?"
"It's coming, go and ask!"
"No, you can't startle the snake." I'm just here to confirm the address, and if it's not wrong, I'll tell Luo Shanshan on the weekend and let her personally interrogate the suspect who killed his sister.
"Aren't you fooling around? I came all the way to confirm, my brain is broken, right? Zuo Yisen looked at me dissatisfied.
"Okay, okay, thank you for your hard work, Young Master Zuo, it's still early, let's go play!"
"It's a good idea, I like it, I like to play with you the most." When it comes to playing, Zuo Yisen is like a child, I really don't know when he will grow up.
"Where to play? Is there anything exciting? "I want to vent, but I feel so uncomfortable.
"Bungee jumping, this is absolutely exciting."
"Bungee jumping! This one...... Let's change it, I'm a little out of tune today. "I really can't accept the high-IQ adventure of bungee jumping, not to mention, my menstrual period has just arrived, so let's pay attention!
"Then you say, what do you want to play?"