Chapter 74: Never Again
Song Yan went through the discharge procedures directly.
From the time she got into the car to the time she got out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, there was not a word between the two.
The leader of the Civil Affairs Bureau personally entertained them, and without saying anything, he replaced the red book handed over by the two with a green one.
Crisp and clean.
"I won't go back to the villa, please take Chenchen to me." Song Yan finally said the first sentence.
"I don't have time, I want to have a child, so I'll pick it up myself."
Lu Yinchen said and got into the car directly.
Song Yan didn't go up, he didn't wait for Song Yan, Yao Fei drove the car and walked away from her.
Song Yan stood in place.
After a long time, as if she had just reacted, she flagged down a taxi and headed in the direction of the villa.
"Miss Song." The butler looked at her in surprise.
"Butler, please take Chenchen out, I'll pick him up." Song Yan stood at the door and said calmly.
The butler froze in place.
"This is my divorce certificate with Lu Yinchen." Song Yan knew what he was worried about, and directly took out the divorce certificate.
The housekeeper was completely frightened this time, Song Yan didn't want to waste any time here, so he just went in.
Song Chenchen was obviously unfamiliar with her, babbling and reluctant to let her hug her, Song Yan didn't care, hugged him directly, turned around and left.
Unexpectedly, despite her desire to avoid it, she finally bumped into it.
Yan Xieyi and Xu Xiangsi were standing at the door.
"What are you ......," Yan Xieyi's face was surprised.
Song Yan hugged Song Chenchen, "I quit, but it's not because of you, Yan Xiyi, in fact, in this game, I didn't lose to you, but to him." ”
This has never been a match between her and Yan Xiyi, but between her and Lu Yinchen.
Lost, not because she didn't love enough, but because ...... Too much love.
And now, she doesn't want to continue, so be it.
Let her be a deserter, even if she is ridiculed by everyone, it doesn't matter.
Song Yan calculated that her marriage to Lu Yinchen lasted for more than a year, and there was nothing left except for the apartment that Xiao Yicheng lost to him now.
But just like Song Yan told Mrs. Lu, she originally had nothing.
Now, it's just back to the beginning.
And it didn't ...... What's the big deal.
It's just that occasionally, in the silent middle of the night, Song Yan still thinks of him.
It's like being terminally ill.
Song Yan didn't go to the café either, at the beginning, he would keep calling him, but Song Yan didn't answer any of them.
Gradually, everything related to him was cut off.
Song Yan originally thought that the news of their divorce would definitely spread all over Haicheng, but he didn't want to, so he didn't even see a single report.
Perhaps, it was suppressed by him.
A week after completing the formalities, Song Yan took Song Chenchen and returned to Jiangcheng.
She had to figure out her parents' affairs.
"Miss Song!"
Song Yan turned his head, and the man happened to walk towards him, "You're Miss Song, right?" ”
"I am, you are?"
"I was ordered by Mr. Tang to pick you up."
Mr. Tang?
Song Yan's brows furrowed, and he couldn't help but hug Song Chenchen in his hand, "Who is he?" ”
"A month ago, Mr. Tang helped Miss Song investigate a matter, doesn't Miss Song remember?"
Mr. Tang?
Song Yan then remembered, "Private detective? ”
"Yes!"
"I don't have anything to do with him anymore, what did he ask you to do?"
"Mr. Tang said that he is very interested in your affairs, so he wants to help Miss Song investigate some things."
Song Yan's brows furrowed tightly, and her intuition told her that this person surnamed Tang must not be so kind, and the smile on the face of the boy in front of him who looked like a college student made Song Yan feel confused.
"No need, thank you Mr. Tang for me, my own affairs, I will figure it out myself."
In the end, Song Yan still rejected the person in front of him.
The boy's brows furrowed tightly, "But Mr. Tang ......"
"You go and tell Mr. Tang that I have divorced Mr. Lu, and I don't have much money on me now, so he can't get any benefits from doing this."
After saying that, Song Yan had already pulled up the suitcase, and just took two steps, the person behind him chased after him, "Miss Song, then it's always okay for me to send you a while, right?" ”
"I said no!"
Song Yan was annoyed by his movements, pushed him straight away, and stopped a car himself.
The boy looked at her back, took out his phone, and called someone.
"Mr. Tang, Miss Song is unwilling to let me help her."
"I see, so let's do it first."
After hanging up the phone, the man's eyes looked at the opposite street, and a few big characters of the Lu Group reflected slightly under the sun.
This is just the beginning.
……
Before coming, Song Yan had already booked a house online, one bedroom and one living room, which was not big, but the environment was not bad.
She rented out Xiao Yicheng's house, adding up to 10,000 yuan in rent a month, but Song Chenchen needs to take medicine every day, and she also needs to go to the hospital every month to dispense medicine and injections, plus the rent here, 10,000 yuan, is definitely not enough.
So, she still needs to go out and look for a job.
Song Yan simply packed up his things and walked in front of Song Chenchen, "Chenchen, can I take you to see your parents?" ”
……
When the elevator door opened, Song Yan bumped into a person, a tall man, with handsome facial features, and when he laughed, there was a dimple on the corner of his mouth, and when he saw him, Song Yan had an inexplicable feeling of familiarity.
The man smiled at her and helped her press the elevator.
"Thank you." Song Yan walked in.
"Are you new here?" The man said.
Song Yan nodded.
"It's ...... Your child? ”
Song Yan was accustomed to such a conversation, and hummed softly.
"It doesn't look like it." The man said with a smile.
The elevator door opened, Song Yan didn't say anything more, and walked outside with Song Chenchen in his arms.
Cemetery.
Song Yan stood in front of Song Yi and Bai Nannan with a smile, "Brother, sister-in-law, I brought your children here, I said last time, I will come with a smile." ”
Song Yan looked at Song Chenchen, "Call Mom and Dad." ”
Song Chenchen only babbled and couldn't say anything.
Song Yan helped him put his hat on and looked at Song Yi, "Brother, don't worry, I will definitely find out about my parents, and I will take good care of your children, everything...... It's going to be fine. ”
It's going to be fine.
Certain...... OK.
……
Song Yan won't do anything.
At that time, she studied music in college, which seemed to be a major that had no role at this time.
Song Yan wanted to go to the clubhouse, but this was Jiangcheng, she grew up here, and she could meet her past friends and classmates on the road, so she didn't dare to bet.
At least not yet.
Song Yan applied for several companies, but none of them had any interest in her professional and workless experience.
There are a few men who don't know where they came from, and they call Song Yan's mobile phone every day, so that Song Yan can find them if he has any difficulties.
Song Yan pulled several numbers directly into the blacklist.
On this day, when Song Yan was in a daze at the computer, there was a knock on the door.
"Who?"
"Hello, I'm a resident downstairs, my balcony is leaking, I want to see if it's the reason you're here."
A somewhat familiar male voice, Song Yan opened a crack in the door, only to find that it was the man in the elevator that day.
"Is that you?"
"It's me, my name is Yu Zhe." The man reported to himself, "If you don't believe it, you can call the landlord to confirm." ”
Song Yan looked at him like that, but still opened the door, "Come in." ”
The man smiled at her and walked straight to the balcony.
Song Yan took a look and found that he was really checking for water leakage, but he didn't doubt it anymore and continued to look at his computer.
"Hello, your washing machine looks like it's really leaking."
Hearing the voice, Song Yan got up, and what Yu Zhe was holding in his hand was indeed a broken water pipe.
"What then?" Song Yan frowned at you.
"Wait a minute, I have a water pipe in my house, I can help you change it."
Yu Zhe was enthusiastic, Song Yan looked at him busy, and couldn't help but say, "Have we met?" ”
"Really? Don't know what your name is? ”
"Song Yan."
Yu Zhe thought for a moment and shook his head, "There shouldn't be." ”
He replaced the water pipe, "That should be fine." ”
The clothes on his body were already soaked, and Song Yan suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, "Thank you, you need to ...... Is it paid? ”
Song Yan said very tactfully, Yu Zhe was stunned for a moment, and then shook his head, "No, it's not easy for you to take care of the child alone, if you have anything, you can come to me at any time." ”
Song Yan was not reluctant, and gave him the water in his hand, "Thank you." ”
"Then I'm leaving."
Song Yan closed the door, Yu Zhe took two steps and took out the phone.
Above is a picture he took when he just entered the room.
The child is sleeping just right in bed.
……
A week later.
Song Yan sat in the bathroom, holding something in his hand.
Because of the force, her lips have been bitten out of blood.
Sometimes, God likes to joke with her like this.
Child...... Child!
Song Yan stood up directly, grabbed the satchel, picked up Song Chenchen and left.
These days, whenever she has anything, she puts Song Chenchen at the landlord's place, the landlord is very good and likes children, but he is very enthusiastic to help, at this time, seeing Song Yan's appearance, he couldn't help but say, "Xiao Song, are you okay?" Your face looks ugly. ”
Song Yan smiled reluctantly, "I'm fine." Excuse me, I have something, get out for a bit. ”
……
"Lie down." A cold voice came.
Song Yan went up slowly, and when he just lay down, his legs were directly separated.
She clutched the sheets beneath her.
"Don't be nervous, it's going to be fast." The doctor glanced up at her, and there was a patch of impatience inside.
Song Yan's body was trembling slightly, and the anesthesiologist came over quickly, and when he picked up the syringe, Song Yan was shocked, and then, as if she had suddenly reacted, she pushed the person in front of her directly, got up and ran.
"Hey, we won't refund the surgery fee if you do this!"
The doctor's voice came from behind, Song Yan didn't care, and walked directly to the front.
She suddenly remembered the time before, twice, when she almost killed the child, Lu Yinchen could arrive in time, and she still remembers his manic eyes.
But then, their children were gone.
Until now, he has not been seen again.
It turned out that at this time, she was really only left with herself.
Song Yan's throat tightened, but in the end he couldn't hold back, squatting on the ground, covering his mouth tightly.
Tears kept falling from her eyes, and her emaciated figure was trembling.
People passing by turned their heads to look at her, they wouldn't know what the crying heartbroken woman in front of them was for, she was sad.
Is it for the child who died for himself, or is it no longer love.
A pair of leather shoes slowly appeared in front of Song Yan.
She slowly looked up, and the man was looking at her, "Why...... Do you have to do this to yourself? ”
……
In fact, when leaving, Song Yan could fully accept Lu Yinchen's 10 million, and with that money, he would definitely be able to live well.
However, she didn't.
It's because of her poor self-esteem, or maybe it's because she wants to make an image of herself.
A pitiful object.
However, what she knew clearly, he couldn't see and wouldn't want to see.
Such a pitiful situation is just the result of her failure in this love.
"Song Song." Su Jincheng stretched out his hand and wanted to pull her up, but Song Yan took a step back, got up by himself, and turned to leave.
"That's it, are you still unwilling to accept me?"
Su Jincheng's voice came from behind, Song Yan's footsteps paused, and then turned his head to look at him, "Do you feel that you need your charity?" ”
"It's not charity!" Su Jincheng gritted his teeth and said, "Didn't you say that you want revenge?" ”
Song Yan's footsteps stopped.
Su Jincheng walked up, "I'll help you." ”
Song Yan's eyes narrowed slightly, "What about the price?" ”
"What?"
"You want to help me, you want to send your father to prison, don't you?"
Su Jincheng's hands clenched, "You want such a result?" ”
"Bring him to justice, won't you?"
"I promise you!"
Song Yan thought that he would persuade himself to say two words, but what he never thought of was that he would answer like this.
Her eyes narrowed slightly.
"And what do you want me to do?"
"Come to me."
Song Yan laughed directly, "Su Jincheng, where did you get your confidence to think that I would be with the son of the enemy who killed my father?" ”
"Song Yan, you need someone to take care of you."
The smile on the corner of Song Yan's mouth became more and more obvious, and he said, "Really? I'm sorry, but I can live well without you, even without men! ”
"If you don't believe it, you'll be cornered soon."
Song Yan's footsteps paused, and then slowly turned his head to look at him, "If Mr. Su uses his own power to suppress me, of course I have nowhere to escape, but Mr. Su, even so, I won't be with you, never!" ”
……
Song Yan looked down on himself and underestimated Su Jincheng.
She thought that no matter how it was, Su Jincheng still had a little bit of old affection for herself.
But Song Yan was wrong.
Soon, the landlord informed herself that her house had been bought, and asked her to move out immediately, and then, her bank account was hacked, and the money in it could not be withdrawn.
Then Song Yan knew that in terms of ruthlessness, Su Jincheng was not below Lu Yinchen.
What they are good at is to force themselves to the top of a cliff where there is no way back, and then stand below and look at her tenderly and say, jump down, I will catch you.
But what Song Yan faces is often shattered.
On the second day of staying in the hotel, Song Chenchen suddenly developed a high fever.
It's like two years ago.
The doctor rescued for several hours, and in those few hours, Song Yan kept thinking about his past experiences in the hospital again and again.
Every time the doctor shook his head at him, Song Yan wanted to leave with them.
But each time, she persevered.
The last time she told herself, it was her and Song Chenchen, and now ......
The door to the rescue room was opened.
Song Yan immediately stood up.
"Sorry, we tried our best."
……
This sentence was like a joke for Song Yan.
Every time, it's a repetition like this.
When it came to this time, Song Yan didn't cry, she laughed instead.
In the long hospital corridor, Song Yan leaned against the wall, raised his chin, and kept laughing.
Every ...... Every time!
Now, even Chenchen is gone.
How so? How could it be ...... suddenly?
Song Yan got up from the ground and stumbled towards the doctor's office.
"Why? He was obviously fine before! ”
"If you want to know the specific cause, you can do an autopsy."
Autopsy......
When he heard this, Song Yan's heart seemed to be picked up by something.
The person who was laughing and messing with her in bed yesterday suddenly became a cold corpse.
Is it because of ...... She is an inauspicious person, so the people around her will be so unlucky?
Song Yan walked forward slowly, and before she walked out of the office, she only felt a whirlwind of the sky, and then, she fell directly to the ground.
"Miss!"
……
The smell of disinfectant water made Song Yan want to gag, thinking like this, Song Yan really started to retch, she lay on the side of the bed, and all the things in her stomach and the acid water were directly spit out.
"Song Song ......"
Song Yan didn't need to look up to know who it was, she wiped her mouth fiercely and looked at the person in front of her, "Mr. Su, are you satisfied?" Are you satisfied now?! ”
Su Jincheng held her by the hand, "I know you feel bad in your heart, but the child is no longer ......"
"Uncomfortable? Can you also take into account my feelings? Mr. Su, am I really grateful to you? For example, didn't you kill me completely? Now you are still looking at me with a concerned face, what, do you still think that I will be with you or even get married? ”
Su Jincheng did not speak.
Song Yan looked at him, "Come, Mr. Su, I'll tell you something, I might marry you." ”
Su Jincheng looked at her.
Song Yan attached his lips to his ear and whispered, "It's impossible to die!" ”
Su Jincheng's face changed slightly.
Song Yan had already pushed him away directly, got up and got out of bed.
"Song Song!"
This time, no matter what Su Jincheng said, she didn't look back.
Such a resolute appearance made Su Jincheng suddenly have a feeling.
Song Yan in the past is no longer there.
……
Two years flew by.
In a place like Haicheng Jiangcheng, two years is enough time to turn everything upside down.
For example, Lu's.
In two years, on the surface, the Lu family seems to be more powerful, but inside there is a dark tide surging.
Originally, Lu Yinchen, like Lu Yinhao, had 15% of Lu's shares in his hands, but he didn't know who he sold to 10% of Lu Yinchen's hands.
A year ago, because of this incident, Lu Yinhao kicked him directly from the position of president and became vice president.
And Lu Yinchen doesn't seem to care, even if he becomes the vice president, the resources in his hands still have the right to decide, and there is still no change.
And what makes people talk about it even more is Lu Yinchen's marriage.
Three years ago, everyone remembered the wedding that was still grand despite giving up halfway, and they all knew that Mrs. Lu with a bewitching figure.
But I don't know when, this Mrs. Lu's figure disappeared into everyone's eyes, and many people are speculating that the two have divorced, and Mrs. Lu was swept out of the house by Mr. Lu, so she disappeared so silently.
While the person next to him was saying this, the woman in front of the mirror was seriously touching up her makeup.
"Manman, someone is looking for it!"
Hearing the voice, the woman in front of the mirror slowly stood up, stepped on small steps, and walked towards the door.
This is the Wenmeng Club.
Everything is the same as it was at the beginning, but it's completely different.
……
There were three men sitting in the box, one of whom was already drunk, holding up a bottle and shouting, "Where's Manman?" Come out for me! ”
Just as his words fell, the closed box door was pushed open.
The woman in the short red skirt appeared and walked over to him with a smile, "Oh, Mr. Li, why did you drink like this." ”
"Manman, you're here, come, drink with me!"
"Okay." The woman smiled, took the glass, and drank three glasses in a row without any vagueness.
"Good!"
The person next to him immediately applauded, and the woman picked up the wine glass and poured it into the man's mouth, "Mr. Li, let's drink together!" ”
Mr. Li had already drunk a lot, and after a few more drinks, he fell on the table with a bang.
The woman took his hand away from her lap and looked at the person next to her and was about to say something when suddenly there was a commotion outside.
The woman looked out, and the foreman just opened the door, "Manman, come out!" ”
"Sorry, I'll go out for a while." The woman smiled at the man next to her and walked out.
"What's the matter?" The woman glanced down the hallway, but couldn't see anything.
"Mr. Lu is here, you hurry up and pack up and go over to entertain!"
Mr. Lu......
The expression on the woman's face froze for a moment, and then she said, "Which Mr. Lu?" ”
"Which other Mr. Lu could it be? Vice President of Lu's Group, Lu Yinchen! ”
Oh...... Lu Yinchen.