【026】Cinema box

After staring at each other for 5 minutes, Yu suddenly stood up, turned around and was about to leave, without thinking about it, he stood up at once. Subconsciously reached out and grabbed her, and then said, "I'm sorry." ”

She turned her head, looked at me and asked, "What did you say?" ”

I bowed my head: "I'm sorry. ”

Immediately after, Yu grabbed my neck with both hands and shouted at me, "You bastard." "Then scratch, bite, scratch, hit. I used everything I could.

I'm not tall, so she's up to my nose. My face, neck, hands, and body and body hurt everywhere, but it didn't hurt much. I stood still until she stopped beating me.

I looked at her and asked, "Are you tired?" "She ignored me

My T-shirt slowly became red, blood. I looked at Yu: "Can you bite harder?" ”

Yu didn't speak, squatted on the ground, and began to cry, crying hard.

I crouched down: "Don't cry. ”

Then he took her hand, and she didn't resist, and went out of the square. I took her around aimlessly, she didn't speak, and I didn't speak.

After a while, I said to her, "Hungry, let's go, go get something to eat." ”

She said, "I don't eat, you eat if you want to eat." ”

I watched the big night, I really didn't know where to go, I didn't want to go to KFC, my body, I felt that everything hurt, everything was a small injury. Then I went around blindly, and then I turned around and turned to the door of the movie theater.

I pulled Yu in and said to the conductor inside: "Open a private room with a bathroom." ”

The conductor said, "150." ”

As soon as I touched my pocket, I felt a sigh in my heart, I had no money. I was hesitating what to do.

Yu moved, she took out 200 from her pocket, gave it to the conductor, then took the room key, turned around and left. I waited to find the money, took the money, and went to find her.

When I went in, I saw her light another cigarette, and she was going to smoke in bed, so I went over and grabbed the cigarette, lit it myself, and said to her, "Don't waste tobacco." Yu ignored me. He took out another cigarette to smoke. I went ahead and snatched it.

I said to her, "Hit me, I'll let you beat you up, but please don't do that to yourself." I'm sorry for you. I'm not worthy of you."

Yu then cried, very loudly. Endless crying. For the first time, I felt that I was really not a human being.

I took off my T-shirt: "Here, this is for you to wipe your tears and snot, my new NIKE." It's so expensive. I'm so distressed, when I saw your brother just now, I almost took off my naked shirts to see you, which shows how distressed I am for this dress, and now I wipe your tears and snot. Don't thank me. ”

As a result, Yu really stopped crying, and suddenly stopped crying. Then he unceremoniously took my clothes. Wiped away tears. After wiping, he looked at me and asked, "Why?" ”

"What, why?" I asked

Yu said, "You know. ”

I thought for a moment: "I don't know why, because I liked her in the first place." It was she who made me learn very well from a lab student. Turned into a bad student. But when I became bad, she wanted me to be better, I listened to her, I don't know why I still like her, I don't know why I can't let go of her. I just know that I can't see her crying, I can't see her grievances, I can't see her unhappy, I can't see her uncomfortable. I've always been like this as a person. Recognize people, recognize things, and identify, and never change. ”

Yu was silent for a while: "Am I not good to you?" I listen to you in everything, I cling to you, I love you. I don't need you to spoil me, I don't need you to bother me, what do you want me to do. And what do you want me to do. You say, I promise you, as long as you are willing to come back. After saying that, his eyes turned red again.

I looked at Yu: "You're a good girl, follow me." It's going to hurt you. Really, I'm not even a gangster, at most a school hooligan. ”

Yu said: "Then why do you want to chase me, chase me so hard, be good to me, and be good to me." So take care of me, take me to play, and then when I fell in love with you, and now I treat me like this, who did I provoke, are you doing this to me, is it fair? ”

I was silent for a moment: "I'm sorry. ”

Yu said, "Would you say anything else?" I have a first time, does she still have it. Is she still? ”

I looked at Yu: "I don't care about that, I only care about the present and the future, I don't care about the past." ”

Yu looked at me again and asked, "Why?" ”

I thought for a moment: "Actually, we're all still small, and we're small. I don't know how to love, but I know how to hurt. If it weren't for Lin Ran, maybe I would be like those nerds in the class now, addicted to books, I don't understand anything, I don't know, I live a boring life at 3 o'clock every day, in the cafeteria, classroom, dormitory. I don't know why I said that, because that's what I thought, so I just said that, and I don't understand why you're asking, what you mean."

I would love to pounce. Looking at her big watery eyes, I was depressed, but my heart was really complicated. I don't think she'll resist if I wanted to. But I don't want to be responsible, I really don't want to be responsible. Moreover, there is also the sunset, and his brother touched me too much, and I was still young at the time, so I was afraid of his brother.

I held back, hugged her and said, "Sleep, rest a little longer, you've been making trouble for so long." Hungry, I'll go out and buy you something to eat. ”

Yu looked at me: "Thank you, excuse me, please, don't care about me so much, okay." Can you not be so hypocritical. ”

I didn't speak, and there was silence for a long time. But the body can't control it.

I started thinking about the joke in my head and told her many, many more. I tried very hard to ease my body's reactions, and the result was tragic. It was so close, and she was always rubbing against me. Again, I'll think hard about her brother and those bald heads.

In the end, I really couldn't control myself, and I really wanted to get rid of such a nervous anger. So I said to Yu, "Wait for me, I'll go to the toilet." Then I went out and stayed in the toilet for a long time, washed my face, felt better, and then went back to the house.