Chapter 113: Xu Ge
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After the rainstorm, a transparent rainbow appeared in the sky over Shenzhen, and the sky was washed as blue as a sponge, forming a beautiful picture of the sea and sky, but Yi Xuejia was not in the mood to look at it twice, she tossed and turned all night when she fell asleep with a pillow, knowing what it was like to hide things in her heart.
As the footsteps outside the door became more and more dense, she had to get up and wash, open the door with a nonchalant face, and greet her work partners with a smile, "Morning!" ”
Today's filming is the scene between Chu Yiquan and the heroine, so it avoids the embarrassment of Yi Xuejia meeting Liang Feng, but in the busy process, she heard several staff members whispering gossip-
"Someone saw Liang Feng and Mr. Zhou arguing on the beach yesterday."
"Isn't it? Liang Feng is so bold? ”
"It seems that the legend is true, he may be the little wolf dog raised by Mr. Lan, otherwise how dare he yell at Mr. Zhou......"
"Why the noise? I feel that Liang Feng is not the kind of person who grabs the C position, and the female No. 5 who plays with him dares to frantically add lines to squeeze his play, and I haven't seen him speak. ”
"I don't know, it seems to be quite fierce, Liang Feng is no longer in the hotel, his assistants can't find anyone, I hope it won't affect our drama, he wants to strike suddenly, we will be miserable."
- Listening to their conversation, Yi Xuejia absentmindedly pressed the shutter of the camera on the set again and again, she didn't know if Liang Feng's disappearance was because of the break with Zhou Linuo, or because of the kiss that shouldn't have happened with her, no matter what the reason was, she was very panicked, afraid that the current balanced and neat triangle relationship would fall apart, she was afraid that Liang Feng would disappear from her life, and she was even more afraid that Zhou Linuo would leave her lifeline.
After the filming of a scene ended, Yi Xuejia hurriedly ate the lunch box distributed at noon with everyone, and went to Zhou Linuo's hotel, she didn't know what she wanted to do, but she wanted to see her face, she thought that after seeing those clear eyes, she could wash away the dust in her heart.
However, after coming to the downstairs of the hotel, she hesitated again, wandered around in front of the door, took out her mobile phone to click on Zhou Linuo's WeChat, and wanted to say hello first, but she couldn't even click on an emoji to send it.
"Yi Xuejia?" Zhou Linuo is rare today, wearing a white top and cream-colored loose coat, when she walked out in the wind, the hem of her clothes was raised like a flag, her makeup was exquisite, she couldn't see too many traces of exhaustion on her face, she smiled softly and beckoned, "Why didn't you tell me when you came?" ”
Zhou Linuo, who always wears black pressed clothes, appeared on the stage so fairy-like at this moment, this contrast made Yi Xuejia stunned, she thought that after breaking up with Liang Feng last night, she would at least look haggard today, how could she think that she would be the same as no one else-too-she is Zhou Linuo, in the face of the hurricane tsunami, her face may not change.
"I've never seen this dress." Yi Xuejia greeted him stupidly, grabbed Zhou Linuo's wrist with both hands, raised her arm, and looked left and right, "You are still suitable for wearing light colors, you look good." ”
"Sent by the brand." Zhou Linuo walked forward with her, "Do you still have your work in the afternoon?" ”
"There was no in the first scene, but there was in the second." Yi Xuejia's fingers picked at the camera lens cover and asked nervously, "What's that...... You ...... yesterday"
"Well, I broke up with him." Zhou Linuo readily admitted.
Yi Xuejia swallowed her words, didn't know what to say for a while, and followed her to the dock.
They walked across the beach to the hotel's private dock, where the black reef was covered with snow-white fences and wooden floors, which looked like a volcano covered in melting snow from a distance, and a speedboat was waiting for them at the end, and the dark-skinned pilot stood on the bow deck, his body rising and falling with the waves, waving his arms to greet them from afar.
"Since you are more free in the afternoon, accompany me to blow the sea breeze and come back soon." Zhou Linuo couldn't help but take Yi Xuejia's hand, led her to jump on the deck, and after sitting down, he took out the sunscreen from his bag, and gently helped Yi Xuejia apply it to his neck and face, while saying, "You feel sorry for Liang Feng?" ”
In the roar of the engine, Yi Xuejia shook his head in a panic, "No, no." ”
The speedboat left the dock, Yi Xuejia's body shook and fell into Zhou Linuo's arms.
"Be careful, don't fall." She then gently put her arms around her and let her lean on herself.
Yi Xuejia is a person who can't hide her thoughts, and the kiss with Liang Feng made her body involuntarily keep a little distance from Zhou Linuo, no longer hating the two people as tightly as in the past, when Zhou Linuo's hand touched her, she almost didn't kneel down and hold her confession.
Fortunately, Zhou Linuo had something to say, and took the lead in filling the silence, "I spent the whole night last night sorting myself out, trying to answer how I got to this point between Liang Feng and me, you must know that I am working all the time, I can hardly believe that there are still things in this world that will upset me, but I am indeed affected......" Her fingers gently held Yi Xuejia's hand, as if looking for support, "I hate losing control, I hate emotions, I hate an uncertain future, but at the same time I hate the future of being framed." ”
Yi Xuejia held Zhou Linuo's hand back, although the winter in Shenzhen is not cold, but it has not yet reached the temperature suitable for driving on the sea, although the sea breeze is cool but very humid, it does not hurt on the face, and after getting used to it, it will gradually feel comfortable, as if it has been taken away from the burden on the body.
Zhou Linuo continued: "What Liang Feng wants is the future that is framed, a family of three, three meals a day, he is not wrong, the fault is me, I am incompatible with this society. ”
"You're not wrong, and neither is he." Yi Xuejia couldn't help but interject, "It's wrong that you're with him." ”
"I know, the first step was wrong." Zhou Linuo chuckled, straightened up and looked at Yi Xuejia, and said sincerely, "Then I made mistakes step by step, I realized that I would only make mistakes in the future, and in the end I hurt him, and I want to blame him for hurting me, it should have been over a long time ago, break up immediately, there is still room for maneuver, and he can still return to his right path." ”
"Tell me the truth-" Yi Xuejia raised her hand to help Zhou Linuo brush her blown bangs, looked at her seriously and slightly sadly and asked, "Are you with him to repay your kindness?" ”
Zhou Linuo didn't expect Yi Xuejia to ask such a question, but immediately smiled with relief, Yi Xuejia is never stupid, she is just wise and foolish, in fact, she is much smarter than her.
Thinking of the "Liang Feng" created by her own hands, she couldn't help but smile a little proudly, "Now I don't owe him, he has a social status, economic strength, and such a decent posture, leaving me, as soon as "Unbridled Love" is broadcast, there will be more than hundreds of 'good wives and good mothers' type girls who will live or die for him, and the family he wants can be at any time." ”
Yi Xuejia didn't know whether to feel sorry for Liang Feng or Zhou Linuo, he was an airtight solid eye, and she was a crippled person with an empty hole in her heart, she frowned tangled and said, "But he didn't expect you to repay your kindness like this!" ”
"And what shall I give him back?" Zhou Linuo looked at Yi Xuejia innocently, "He can't play basketball because of me, in my most difficult time, it was he who gave me money and food, when I went to work part-time, when I was sick, he used a battery car to send me to work and see a doctor, when there were hooligans harassing me, he also protected me, he did too much, more than my family, what can I pay him back?" By the time I came to my senses, we were already asleep together. ”
Yi Xuejia finally determined that she was distressing Zhou Linuo, and her heart was paralyzed for a while, she said with a bitter face, "There are many ways to repay your kindness, and you can help ......him as a friend."
"I'm just responding to his expectations, he's kind to me, looking at me so passionately, and I don't have anything, so I'll take what I have and give it back to him, after all, his life shouldn't have been like this, it's my existence that has made him off his track......" Zhou Linuo's eyes suddenly reddened, she was not a cold-blooded person, but she kept forcing herself not to be emotional, she turned her face to ask the sea breeze to sweep away the tears that were about to flood out, and then turned her face again and said, "To be honest, I'm a little reluctant to him, But that's not love, it's just a kind of habitual dependence, he is like my weakness, reminding me all the time that I can't live alone. ”
Yi Xuejia spoke for Liang Feng, "But he loves you, maybe not so deeply at first, but now that you have penetrated into his bone marrow, you suddenly put him aside, it's too cruel, you shouldn't let him love you more and more." ”
"He was forced to love me." Zhou Linuo said, "You don't know what situation the two of us faced together at that time, we live in Beijing, we are strangers surrounded by strangers, that sense of isolation, like we are the last remaining living creatures in a race, we can only survive in the human world, so there is only one way for him, which is to take care of me, and then he misunderstands that he loves me." After that, her eyes sharpened, the redness in the whites of her eyes subsided, and she stared at Yi Xuejia urgently, saying, "Besides, he had a mantra at the time, every time I said 'thank you', he would say: It's okay, it's Yi Xuejia who wants me to take good care of you." ”
Yi Xuejia was stunned, she did say this, and sincerely and urgently, hoping that when she was not by Zhou Linuo's side, Liang Feng could protect her for her - suddenly- she felt a surging sense of guilt: it turned out that she was the culprit.
"Nuo Nuo......" Yi Xuejia's ears were loud, her throat trembled uncontrollably, although she wanted to smile easily and bring it over, the muscles on her face turned into an expression of crying uncontrollably, "I'm sorry." ”
Zhou Linuo carried the light on his back, with a soft and peaceful smile on his face, looked at her dotingly, and said softly, "Huh? Saying that she didn't understand what she was apologizing for.
"I didn't mean to." She didn't hide anything from Zhou Linuo since she was a child, they had seen each other's physical relationship, they ate and slept together, in the hot summer, they folded their legs together on the mat, held hands and chatted until they fell asleep unconsciously, so she couldn't hide even for another minute, she simply died, she said, "I don't even remember how it happened...... Last night, Liang Feng came to my room and said that you broke up, and he cried fiercely, so I kissed him. ”