187 deep kisses
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In the end, Zhao Mengqing didn't want to say anything anymore, and while Bai Lu's mother and daughter were hugging and crying together, Zhao Mengqing left Ward 912 alone. She didn't go anywhere else, she just wanted to be alone.
Huo Jiangli found her on the terrace on the top floor of the hospital, and when she walked to the terrace that day, she saw a lonely back. I don't know why, when he saw her standing there quietly alone and looking up at the dark night sky, Huo Jiangli instinctively stopped, as if her quiet appearance was too beautiful, and he was a little reluctant to destroy this beauty.
"Why did you come up too?" Zhao Mengqing actually heard the footsteps behind her, and seeing that he didn't speak, she took the initiative to speak, "Miss Bai seems to be a little emotional, she needs you at this time." You came to me and let her know that she must be even more sad. Don't worry, I'm fine. ”
"I'm sorry." Huo Jiangli walked over slowly, he was indeed very tired these days, as if there was a thousand catties under his feet, every time he took a step, he felt tired, "I didn't expect things to be like this, Bai Lu is no longer the Bai Lu I knew before." ”
Zhao Mengqing turned her head to look at Huo Jiangli, but she smiled, her eyes brightened: "A woman who has suffered so much for you without you knowing, will she still be as pure as before?" Jiang Li, I'm serious, I'm tired. From the age of twenty-two to today, for eight years, I have not lived the life I wanted to live. I'm 30 years old this year, and I want to start a new start in my life, and I want to start over. ”
Zhao Mengqing said it tactfully, but Huo Jiangli heard it, his eyes flashed, and he was extremely reluctant.
"Mengqing." He called out to her, "We can go down together." ”
Zhao Mengqing didn't feel sad, but she was a little relaxed, she kept smiling, and her eyes were very bright.
"I think I can go on, but definitely not now. Jiang Li, we may really need to be separated for a while, whether it's for anyone, let's separate first, okay? Zhao Mengqing discussed with him and said, "I believe that the love you are saying now is sincere, and I also believe in your promise." But you also think about it, from the time we met to the present, in fact, none of us have been happy. We will separate first, and if we really have a relationship with each other, we will always return to each other in the future. And you can also make a new choice, follow your heart, and make a choice carefully. I am now your wife, Weimin is your son, you feel responsible to us, your commitment to your love may not be a responsibility. But if we get divorced, you no longer have the burden of responsibility to me, and when the time comes, you can stand on a high ground again to choose. ”
"What do I mean...... You should understand. ”
"Does it really have to be like this?" Huo Jiangli was reluctant and grabbed her arm, "Responsibility is only one aspect, Mengqing, I love you." ”
After that, Huo Jiangli used his arm hard, and he hugged Zhao Mengqing into his arms. He grabbed her waist with both hands and kissed her fiercely. They hugged each other and kissed each other passionately, there was no one else in each other's world at the moment, in their eyes, there was only each other at this moment.
Eight years, eight years, living under one roof, by each other's side. Sleeping in the same bed and having the same son, they are husband and wife. Even if she got married as a son at the beginning, Zhao Mengqing was kind and brave, and Huo Jiangli saw these good qualities. Slowly, he was attracted to her, and before he knew it, he had already fallen in love with her. When he thought they could live together hand in hand, and were even planning when to have another child, Bai Lu suddenly returned.
Huo Jiangli's relationship with Bai Lu has long been buried deep in his heart. Now if you turn it back up, it's no longer love.
"Jiang Li, please, let me go." She snuggled into his arms and looked up at the man above her head, "I really don't want to continue to live like this, I just want to be happy every day, please let me go." ”
She almost used the word "begging", and Huo Jiangli's heart was like a needle prick.
He was reluctant, such a good girl, he was reluctant to let go of her. But too many things have happened these days, everything is a mess, and he also knows that she has suffered a lot of grievances. She's such a clean and pure girl, she's positive and optimistic, she likes everything good, she doesn't like this kind of messy days. If he really loves her, maybe he should let go at this moment, as she said, if there is really fate in the future, they will be together again.
But how could he be willing to give it? Once let go, the chrysanthemum between them is finished.
"I don't agree." He hugged her, tightly, and refused to let go, "Mengqing, I don't agree." I also believe that you are innocent, you are so good, so kind, how can you do such a hurtful thing? Anyone will do it, and neither will you. Don't worry, I will find out about this matter, and I will give you justice in front of everyone. ”
"But what can be?" Zhao Mengqing didn't even have the strength to speak, "I know you believe me, but Jiang Li, this is obviously not a problem between us anymore." I'm really tired, really. ”
Huo Jiangli didn't speak again, just hugged the person and didn't let go.
Early the next morning, Zhao Mengqing submitted her resignation to the chief nurse. The head nurse also knew that a lot of things had happened these days, and she trusted Zhao Mengqing's morality, so her resignation was stopped, and she only said: "Mengqing, you have been in our hospital for eight years, from a trainee nurse to today's head nurse, I have watched you grow." You are conscientious in your work and have a good relationship with your colleagues, and I am reluctant to let you go. ”
"Okay, I'll apply to the hospital first, and give you a few days off, okay?" The head nurse discussed, "You go back and rest for a while, and then think about it, if you still insist on leaving, it's not too late." ”
Zhao Mengqing is also a person who misses the old and misses her feelings, the chief nurse said so, she couldn't insist anymore, so she could only nod and say, "Okay." ”
After returning from the chief nurse, Zhao Mengqing changed her clothes and packed her things, and Xiao Qin, who happened to be on a different shift, came over. Seeing Zhao Mengqing alone in the duty room, Xiao Qin leaned over and said, "Sister Zhao, did something happen in the hospital at night?" As soon as I arrived, I heard a lot of people say this and that in private, saying that the woman in ward 912 is embarrassing you again. It's too much, how can that woman be so vicious. ”
"Xiao Qin, I'll be away for a while." Zhao Mengqing spoke with a little weakness.
"What?" Xiao Qin was frightened, "Leave? Sister Zhao, where are you going? After thinking about it, "No, even if I'm going to the Middle East, it's still a few days away." Sister, you, don't scare me, you're not going to leave our hospital, are you? ”
Zhao Mengqing smiled, stretched out her hand and patted Xiao Qin on the shoulder and said, "I did ask the head nurse about leaving, but she kept me and gave me a few days off." I want to go back and rest and think about what to do next. ”
"Sister, I don't want you to leave." Xiao Qin was sad, and rushed over and hugged the person, "If you leave, it will definitely be Sister Fang who will take over your class, and we don't like her." ”
Fang Min is just a little more serious, and he is still very responsible for his work. You must work hard with her in the future, you know? ”
"Sister, when you say this, do you really want to leave?" Xiao Qin suddenly felt that he had lost his enthusiasm for work, "Then where are you going in the future?" I want to follow you. ”
"I haven't figured it out yet." Zhao Mengqing smiled, her heart was relaxed at the moment, "I'll tell you when I think about it, but everyone has their own life, and you shouldn't be too centered on me." Even if we are not colleagues in the future, we can often ask out for dinner and shopping. ”
"Hmm." Xiao Qin responded, but he was a little listless.
Zhao Mengqing got a few days off, and it happened that on the day Wei Min started school, Zhao Mengqing had time to accompany her son to report to school. Zhao Mengqing had already told his son about Bai Tao, Wei Min was a little unhappy these days, but he didn't want his parents to worry, so he tried to pretend to be happy.
"Mom, why didn't Dad send me to school today?" Wei Min sat next to his mother, and it was Lao Chen, the driver of the house, who was driving, Wei Min looked out the window and asked, "Is Dad with his other son?" He doesn't want me anymore. ”
"No, it won't." Zhao Mengqing smiled and comforted her son, "Mom and Dad will always love you, Dad is busy in the hospital, didn't he call you today?" Let you study hard, and when he comes back, he will reward you. ”
Wei Min sighed softly, but did not speak again.
When they arrived at the school gate, Zhao Mengqing and her son happened to meet Bai Lu's mother and son, Zhao Mengqing didn't want to cause trouble, so she didn't see it. Bai Lu naturally ignored Zhao Mengqing, just squatted down and said to his son: "This is your new school, you will study here in the future." Remember, you must listen carefully to the teacher's lectures in class so that the teacher likes you. ”
"I see, Mom." Bai Tao was a little excited, he never thought that one day he could go to such a good school, he couldn't wait, "Why didn't Uncle Huo come to see us off?" Mom, I just saw that aunt, she is holding a boy in her hand, is that her son? ”
"Taotao, mom wants to say a few words to you." Bai Lu was serious, "First, don't call Uncle Huo in the future, he is your father." Second, when a classmate asks you at school in the future, you will directly and boldly say who your real father is. Third, don't feel inferior, Mom didn't do anything to be sorry for anyone, so you can be justified in front of anyone at any time, you know? ”
"yes, I know." Bai Tao nodded very seriously, "My mother is not a junior, his mother is." ”