Chapter 166: Letting go is the greatest fulfillment

The baby's cry came, Wei Chengshu remembered that every time at this time, Du Shixian would hold the only one in the crook of his arm, sing and feed the only milk, and then he would lean over and watch the only one happily eat with a small mouth, occasionally waving his short arms, grabbing his sleeves and calling Daddy, Daddy, Wei Chengshu was ecstatic, bent his arms and hugged their mother and daughter hard............ Such a warm picture came to Wei Chengshu's mind, his eyes were hot and moist, but his lips were hooked up with a gentle smile.

"Mo Hua doesn't cry, come to eat and sleep............"

Wei Chengshu's shoulder shook suddenly, he strode to the sofa, but what he saw was Zhao Lanrong, and what she was holding in her arms was not the only pink and beautiful, just like a dream, and the dream was shattered when he woke up at this moment.

Wei Chengshu's figure flickered, staggered back half a step, one hand on the back of the sofa, and the other palm pressed his forehead, he seemed to be suddenly crushed, and he couldn't slow down for a long time.

"Chengshu?"

Zhao Lanrong's concerned inquiry sounded in his ears, Wei Chengshu waved his hand weakly and said it was okay, Wei Mohua, who was more than a year old, was still crying, Wei Chengshu was a little irritable when he heard it, and sat on the sofa with his feet folded and smoked.

Zhao Lanrong was feeding Mohua milk powder on the opposite side, while persuading him to drink less wine, saying that the family was in a mess, and she quit all the maids, if it continued like this, she would stay over and help clean it up.

In the past, although Du Shixian also worked in the company, she would also take care of part of the family, cooking and washing her and Wei Chengshu's clothes, at that time, Wei Chengshu really didn't find anything special, until Shixian left, he took the suit to wear and found that it was not smooth enough, and no one would match the clothes, shoes and tie he would wear the next day the night before, and it was impossible for him to wear what clothes according to the weather............ These were small, small details that he took for granted and didn't pay attention to until she left, and he didn't realize that they were all essential.

In fact, he also knew that Du Shixian was a very good wife, he was sorry for her, the cigarette in Wei Chengshu's fingers burned out, he hugged his head with the palm of his hand, his chest was blocked by something, and it was so uncomfortable that it was difficult to breathe.

Zhao Lanrong got up and hugged Mo Hua over, Mo Hua has been raised by Zhao Lanrong for the past few months, Wei Chengshu is decadent and negative all day long, almost no more look at Wei Mo Hua, at this moment Mo Hua waved his arm at him, he had pity in his heart, and reached out to hold Mo Hua in the crook of his arm.

Mo Hua stopped crying, climbed him, those black and pure eyes looked at him, smiled at him very happily, and called his father in a milky voice.

This is the first time Mo Hua has called his father, but Wei Chengshu feels that he is so ecstatic and satisfied when he calls his father one by one, he looks at Mo Hua's eyebrows very calmly, he is more like that woman, but he has also done a paternity test, and it is not wrong that he is indeed his biological son.

Wei Chengshu thought about him and Shixian's daughter one by one, so he couldn't like Mo Hua anymore, he gave Mo Hua back to Zhao Lanrong, and didn't care that Mo Hua howled and cried after leaving his arms, he got up and went upstairs and asked Zhao Lanrong to go back with Mo Hua in his arms, he didn't want to see it again in the future.

Wei Chengshu pushed open the door of the only room, he was very excited when Shixian was pregnant, and spent a lot of time and energy to arrange this baby room with Shixian, which changed with the growth of the only age, but after the only three years old, he no longer put his mind on the only body, and he rarely came to this room, at the moment he only felt that many things had changed, and it was so strange to him.

Wei Chengshu stood in the room for a long time, not taking a bath or taking off his clothes, and then he lay on the bed, closed his eyes and remembered that when he cried in the middle of the night not long after he was born, he and Du Shixian shook the small crib, lying on the railing and looking at the only one from top to bottom, teasing her and singing to her, very tired and sometimes annoying, but always happy and satisfied.

The room was very empty and quiet late at night, so that Wei Chengshu felt chills and suffocation, never thought that the family of three in the past was so warm, but in the end it was fragmented, leaving him alone in a too big house, reminiscing about the former home, and this home can never be given by a lover.

Wei Chengshu got up from the bed, bent his legs and buried his face in his knees, tears falling down in large numbers, and soon a low and suppressed cry came out.

In the end, Wei Chengshu drove to Du Shixian's residence, the house and glass windows were dark, and Shixian and the only one must have slept at this time.

Wei Chengshu sat in the car and didn't go down, he found a good angle to stare at the window in the bedroom, just like that until it was light, and during this time the window on the second floor was always dark, it seemed that Yiyi was very well-behaved, and he didn't toss Shixian in the middle of the night.

A slight smile appeared in Wei Chengshu's bloodshot eyes, he started the car and turned back, and for half a month after that, Wei Chengshu would drive to Du Shixian's downstairs after the early hours of the morning, and it would be all night.

And on Saturday night, he wanted to see the lights in Shixian's house, so after coming out of the company, he didn't go home again, and arrived downstairs at Shixian at nine o'clock.

On this day, Pei Shuyi asked Du Shixian to go shopping together, and stayed at Du Shixian's place to eat in the evening, Pei Tingqing had a social, and asked her to stay with Shixian on the phone for a while, after the banquet, Pei Tingqing drove over to pick up Pei Shuyi, and brushed the car parked on the side of the road by Wei Chengshu.

Wei Chengshu suddenly frowned, what did Pei Tingqing do when he came to Shixian so late? He remembered that Pei and Du's family had intended to let Pei Tingqing and Du Shixian get engaged, and it was not ruled out that Pei Tingqing liked Du Shixian, and Pei Shuyi was just Pei Tingqing's cousin, why did she let Pei Tingqing help her?

Thinking about it like this, Wei Chengshu suddenly felt that it was a conspiracy between Pei Tingqing and Du Shixian from beginning to end, and Du Shixian divorced him because he wanted to be Pei Tingqing's underground lover, wasn't it?

Pei Tingqing should have seen him too, he is too unman to avoid it at the moment, Wei Chengshu opened the car door and went down, walked over and stood in front of Pei Tingqing's car window in a few steps.

Pei Tingqing has always been a high-minded and light-hearted king in front of others, he glanced at Wei Chengshu lightly, and did not get out of the car to greet Wei Chengshu.

Wei Chengshu had no choice but to walk to the passenger seat, open the door and sit in, "I think there are some things we should make clear." Wei Chengshu said, and took out a cigarette and handed it to Pei Tingqing in a friendly manner.

"I've been quitting smoking lately." Pei Tingqing has never been an out-of-the-box person, and he reminded Wei Chengshu in a light tone, "Don't smoke in my car." He was about to discuss with Pei Shuyi to give birth to a daughter to raise, so he rarely touched cigarettes and alcohol anymore, and he didn't allow others to smoke in front of Pei Shuyi.

Wei Chengshu nodded, took the cigarette back, and stared at Pei Tingqing sharply, "Why are you here?" If you take care of all Shuyi's friends like this, then you are really busy. ”

Pei Tingqing is so wise, just listening to Wei Chengshu's somewhat sour tone, he can know how unbearable Wei Chengshu thinks of him and Du Shixian, Pei Tingqing said disapprehantly: "I sympathize with Du Shixian, I have followed you wholeheartedly for so many years after betraying the family and giving up everything, but you not only cheated, but also insulted her like this in turn, she is sad enough." ”

Wei Chengshu's face suddenly turned pale.

Pei Tingqing's chin was raised slightly, there was a light in the room, but the curtains on the glass wall were closed, "If I told you that your ex-mother-in-law brought a really good man tonight, and they are getting together at the moment, do you have the guts to rush in?" ”

Hearing this, Wei Chengshu stared at the glass wall in front of him violently, his face faded a little bit of blood, his chest vibrate, and his hand on his knee clenched, in fact, Pei Tingqing said it very tactfully, and the ugly thing is that what qualifications do you have to ask Du Shixian about her personal feelings again? Do you still have the face to interfere with whether Du Shixian remarries? And it is undeniable that he really does not have any qualifications anymore.

Wei Chengshu's dark eyes were full of pain, and he only felt that his chest was suffocating.

After a while, he retracted his gaze, turned his head and opened the car window, the night wind blew, and Wei Chengshu felt a lot better.

Pei Tingqing took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Pei Shuyi, saying that he would have to arrive in half an hour, Pei Shuyi quickly replied, "I'll wait for you, pay attention to safety when driving." ”

Pei Tingqing's eyes became very gentle after seeing it, and he said to Wei Chengshu without raising his eyebrows: "There is a big problem in your company, if you don't solve it, you have the heart to wander here." ”

"I want to go bankrupt." Wei Chengshu hooked his lips and said self-deprecatingly, during this time he was depressed and relied on alcohol to live, and the company didn't want to take care of it, an accidental fire occurred on the construction site a few days ago, and several people died in a lot of trouble, he felt annoyed and had no heart to deal with it, so he simply handed over the rights to Wei Shisheng on the Wei family's side and let Wei Shisheng deal with it himself.

Wei Chengshu turned his head to look at Pei Tingqing, and he said in a sad tone: "I have made a lot of friends over the years, but I have found more and more that you are the only one who knows your heart from beginning to end. ”

"That's because we are enemies, we know each other and ourselves, and often it is your opponent who knows you best." Pei Tingqing's hand was on the steering wheel, and the complexion on the back of his hand in the headlight was fair and moist like jade, and he still had that kind of light and breezy attitude, "At the beginning, there will be many people following you, but the higher you go, the fewer people around you will be." And for you, the saddest thing is that you pushed away the woman who loves you the most and has always been with you, and now when you look back, you can't see her anymore. ”

Wei Cheng was speechless, his thin lips tightened into a line, and after a few seconds, he shook his head, "Aren't all men in the circle like this?" One at home and one outside, you always have to bring out one at random to prove that you are the same kind as them. Such as Pei Zongyou, how many women have been changed over the years. Wei Chengshu looked at Pei Tingqing, he sneered and said, "And aren't you the same?" I've seen more than a dozen of them, right? ”

"Yes, in this way, you are more specific than me, and I basically change it every three days." Pei Tingqing was noncommittal, and a smile also appeared on his lips, "But the difference is that Pei Zongyou and Huo Huiyuan have no emotional foundation, and he can use the Huo family to control Huo Huiyuan, or those people play their own games, and the husband and wife respect each other like guests and do not interfere with each other." ”

"And you? You also have the strength to use the rise and fall of the entire Du family to imprison Du Shixian, you know that as long as you do this, Du Shixian will definitely not divorce you, but it is undeniable that you love Du Shixian, and you are ruthless, which means that you have played and become their kind, but you can't afford to play at all. ”

Wei Chengshu was silent.

Probably because he and Du Shixian are in a state of seven-year itching, coupled with the influence of others, the more successful they are, the more women will stick upside down, and there will be people in business who will scold him and send those women directly to his bed, and men are all lower-body animals, who can resist the temptation of the moment, but Wei Chengshu did not restrain himself two years ago, and he had long forgotten his beloved Du Shixian in the face of desire.

I also regretted and blamed myself afterwards, and I would be doubly good to Du Shixian when I got home, but when I had sex with Du Shixian again, I always felt that Du Shixian was not as wild, sexy, and bold as that woman...... In contrast, she felt more and more that Du Shixian was boring, so she couldn't help but go to that woman again.

The other party did not disappoint him, he had to take into account a lot when doing with Du Shixian, some people who didn't dare to play with Du Shixian, they could play with their lover, they could feel more happiness and madness, and cheating was more exciting, just like a drug addiction, they couldn't quit, and they were out of control.

But Wei Chengshu knows that he is just obsessed with that woman's body, and he will get tired of it after a long time, a lover can only be a lover, most of them can't be on the stage, he can't be straightened into a wife, and it's just a temporary pastime, he has indeed always had a playful mentality, Du Shixian has never questioned his feelings, so he thought there would be no accident.

But a few times he released it in the woman's body, told the woman to take medicine, and became more and more guilty of Du Shixian, and then took time to take Du Shixian out to travel, and when he was in love, he found the feeling of the first love again.

In fact, Du Shixian is as beautiful as ever, but his mentality has changed, and he found that he still loves Du Shixian deeply, so he broke off with that woman after he came back.

The woman made enough money and didn't get entangled anymore, who knew that a few months later, the woman found him, took out the test sheet and said that she was pregnant, and she was still a son, and his only regret for Du Shixian was that Du Shixian had never been pregnant again, let alone her son.

In this case, at least he felt that the child was innocent, so he allowed the woman to give birth to his son, and originally planned to give the woman a large sum of money, he only wanted his son, but which junior didn't want to be corrected and counterattacked? The woman carried him behind his back and found Du Shixian............ Until it finally evolved into such an ending.

Pei Yanqing listened to Wei Chengshu very patiently, he knew the darkness and ugliness of human nature when he was young, and it was precisely because he lived too soberly that he had no curiosity and interest in the stimulation of emotions, even if Wei Chengshu didn't say these so-called reasons, Pei Yanqing could understand.

He raised his eyebrows and asked lightly: "The lover is sexier, wilder, and more daring than the original partner?" Pei Yanqing hooked his lips and said sarcastically: "You are really a beast, because beasts only pay attention to mating, and for people, the more important thing is the exchange of feelings." Maybe you're physically satisfied, but don't you feel a deep emptiness afterward? ”

It's like when there is a gap between him and Pei Shuyi, that day in the ward, he used Pei Shuyi's hand to solve his physical desires, and he was indeed comfortable after release, yes, but it was only temporary, and even the greater the pleasure, the more empty the chest cavity became, so even if different women may be able to bring more happiness to people, so what?

There is no emotional love, he would rather not, which is also the biggest reason why he did not force Pei Shuyi when he was not sure of Pei Shuyi's intentions.

Wei Chengshu leaned there, covering his face with one palm, and soon felt a hot flashes flowing down his fingertips, and the man was crying in front of the man, which was too undignified, but he was really wrong, and a momentary loss destroyed an originally happy home.

"It's useless, no matter how much you regret it, you and Du Shixian can't go back." Many times Pei Yanqing is too good at making a person collapse psychologically, he stimulates Wei Chengshu, but his tone still doesn't have much ups and downs, "I don't believe you try it, when you really have nothing and are poor, who will be by your side?" It is precisely because you are not clear about this that you will be lost. Think about it, why didn't the Du family agree to Shixian being with you back then, and when you became famous, why did the Du family come to slap you again? And what is your attitude towards them? ”

"You remember the humiliation of the past, and no matter if they are the ones who brought your wife into this world, you take revenge on them, if it weren't for Du Shixian's intercession later, you would ruin the Du family, right? So, where did you put Du Shixian? These things were all said by Pei Shuyi to Pei Tingqing recently, every time she mentioned Du Shixian's suffering and forbearance over the years, Pei Shuyi would shed tears, and he wanted to appease Pei Shuyi.

Pei Tingqing looked at Wei Chengshu who buried his head with a rather sympathetic gaze, "And even if you targeted the Du family everywhere a few years ago and broke Du Shixian's heart, she also chose to swallow her tears alone, understand your feelings, and did not change her feelings for you because of this, what you don't know is that the reason why Du Shixian is difficult to get pregnant again is because she lost your child back then, and her body was hurt to a certain extent, and she almost died in one body, isn't it?" ”

Wei Chengshu raised his head sharply when he heard this, transparent tears rolled out of his red eyes, although he didn't know that Du Shixian had shed their children, but he understood that Du Shixian must be thinking about him, and didn't want to bring too much burden to him who was starting a business at the time.

"With your background, how lucky did you go to let Du Shixian, the daughter of a wealthy family, betray the family and follow you with all her heart? Maybe there will be too many celebrities who are willing to marry you now, but you must know that you can't find a second woman in this world who loves you like Du Shixian. ”

"If you really love Du Shixian, then I advise you to let go, you are not worthy of her love, don't spoil her again, and let her go to a man who can really bring her happiness and protect her life, this is your greatest fulfillment." After Pei Tingqing said this, he opened the car door and went down, and when he walked into the house, Wei Chengshu's cry was clearly heard behind him.

Pei Tingqing just smiled, and his heart was unwavering.