Chapter 236: I Just Want You to Be Happy, Even If It's Not Because of Me
He didn't want to continue to give other men the opportunity to take care of the woman he loved, no, it was simply impossible.
Relatives and friends sent money or wreaths during the day to express condolences, Luo's mother had already fainted from crying three times, Luo Xiaoshuai was by her side, Luo Kai and Gu Lengze were still busy greeting the guests outside, only Luo Yunyan knelt in front of Luo's father's mourning hall and guarded the spirit.
"Yunyan, you can eat something." Qi Sheng walked up to her with a lunch box.
Luo Yunyan shook his head, "I'm not hungry. ”
"But you're going to wear yourself out like this, and you've not eaten or drunk for a day and a night." Qi Sheng shook her body, his eyes filled with incomprehension.
"I have my own measured ......" Luo Yunyan smiled palely, as soon as the words fell, her body staggered, and Qi Sheng hurriedly reached out to catch it.
Qi Sheng sighed helplessly, and was just about to stuff the food directly into her mouth, when one arm was in the middle of him.
"Don't you know that when a person is at his weakest, what he needs most is water?" Gu Lengze glanced at him coldly, took Luo Yunyan from his hand, and fed her the water in his hand little by little.
After drinking the water, Luo Yunyan's body was much more comfortable, she looked at Gu Lengze and smiled, Qi Sheng on the side felt indescribable embarrassment in her heart.
……
At night
Luo Kai and Gu Lengze were busy sending off guests, and Qi Sheng was able to take the opportunity to knock on Luo Yunyan's door.
"Please come in." Luo Yunyan in the room was packing up his mourning clothes, and he smiled softly when he saw Qi Sheng.
"Yunyan, can you come out with me?" Qi Sheng lowered his head to apply, and the black bangs on his forehead covered the emotions in his eyes.
"Okay." Luo Yunyan put down the work in his hand, as if he realized something, and walked out with Qi Sheng.
The Peach Blossom Village at night is very beautiful, and the dark night sky is full of moon and stars, as if wearing a beautiful shawl.
Qi Sheng took Luo Yunyan to a big tree not far away, there was no one here, it was very quiet, and it was suitable for a secret conversation.
Luo Yunyan stood beside him, her delicate body gently leaned on the trunk of the tree, she glanced at the surrounding environment, and took the initiative to break the silence, "When I was young, this big tree was always full of people talking in the village in the summer, and my father would always take me here to play, and when I was tired of playing, my father would carry me home." ”
Qi Sheng glanced at the pain in her eyes, and his voice was low but full of affection, "Actually, as long as you are willing, someone will carry you home." ”
His voice was not loud but very clear to Luo Yunyan's ears, she raised her eyes in a daze, his gaze was so warm, the enthusiastic Luo Yunyan just wanted to dodge.
"Qi Sheng, you've suffered a lot here these days, I'm sorry, I've been too busy lately, and I don't have any scruples about ...... you."
"Yunyan! Please don't treat me like a child, okay! ”
Before Luo Yunyan's words fell, Qi Sheng held her shoulders domineeringly, stared into her eyes, and said more seriously.
"I ...... That's not what I meant......"
"Yunyan, for me, as long as there is a place for you, even if you live in hell, I will feel very happy." Qi Sheng's eyes moved slightly, and love emerged.
Luo Yunyan pursed his red lips, not knowing how to answer him, Qi Sheng didn't want to continue to procrastinate, and directly asked the words that had been hidden in his heart for a long time.
"Yunyan, I think you must know your mind very well, but what about you, what about your mind?"
Luo Yunyan thought about this kind of picture, and she was mentally prepared, but when she faced it, she still felt overwhelmed.
"Don't be afraid, I want to hear the truest feelings in your heart." Qi Sheng smiled dotingly and touched her head, even waiting for him after confessing would behave like the big brother next door.
His eyes seemed to be inherently filled with comforting emotions, as if he would forgive him unconditionally no matter what she did.
"I ...... I'm sorry, Qi Sheng, I'm really touched by everything you have done for me, your love is pure, but I can't treat you like you did to me, you deserve to be a better girl. Luo Yunyan's head was buried low, not daring to look at the disappointment on his face.
Love is beautiful and cruel.
"Okay, I got it." After being quiet for a few seconds, Qi Sheng spoke in a hoarse voice, he couldn't hide the loneliness in his heart, and smiled a little self-deprecatingly, "I know that I will never be as good as Gu Lengze in your heart, but I am still willing to do anything for you, and I am willing to appear whenever you need it, I was really lonely before Yunyan met you, and it was you who rescued me." ”
Listening to Qi Sheng's words, Luo Yunyan's heart seemed to be pinched hard by a pair of hands to the extreme, she couldn't help but reach out and hug Qi Sheng, her eyes were red, and she choked up, "If it weren't for him, you would be my best candidate." ”
Qi Sheng trembled his arms and wanted to hug her back, but after hesitating, he gently patted her shoulder again, his movements were a little suppressed and unfamiliar, "Silly girl, it's enough to have your words." ”
With your words, he is willing to do anything.
Maybe let go of my hand, and my heart will be better.
I just want you to be happy, even if it's not because of me.
……
Early the next morning
When Luo Yunyan woke up, he couldn't find Qi Sheng's figure, and when he came to his room, there was only a neatly folded futon with a letter written on it, "I'll go back first, don't worry." ”
Luo Yunyan clutched the card tightly, her expression was a little solemn, she sighed heavily, and a trace of guilt flashed in her heart.
After Luo's father's funeral, all the people packed up their moods and regrouped, after all, the deceased can only hide in their hearts and remember, and the living will go on.
Luo Kai also rushed back to school in the morning, he is now close to graduation and preparing for employment, he is now the pillar of the Luo family, he must fight for his future, and he can't let his temperament play anymore.
Luo Yunyan originally planned to accompany Luo's mother, but Luo Xiaoshuai still had to go to school and couldn't take too many days off, so she had to ink Luo's mother to let her go back with her.
Luo's mother looked at her daughter's pleading look, and the corners of her lips hooked up a kind smile, "Yunyan, how do you say I can bear to leave your father here alone?" I don't want to go to the big city, I want to protect your dad here, waiting for you and Lokai to come home. ”
Listening to his mother's words, Luo Yunyan's eyes turned red again, and he didn't stop him anymore, Gu Lengze packed his luggage, hugged Luo Yunyan's shoulder, and reminded him gently, "Yunyan, it's time for us to go, the car is coming." ”
Luo Yunyan nodded, took Luo's mother's hand and told her a few words, Luo's mother looked at Gu Lengze, and said seriously, "I still say the same thing, help me take care of my daughter and grandson, I believe you have this ability." ”
"Thank you, aunt, I will, I will never let her get hurt because of me again." Gu Lengze nodded firmly.
"That's good." The corners of Luo's mother lips slowly rose, she lowered her head and stroked Luo Xiaoshuai's head, "Xiaoshuai should also be obedient, study hard, and listen to your mother." ”
"I know, grandma, when I come back from vacation, I will come back to see you." Luo Xiaoshuai's voice was a little choked, he didn't get along with Luo's parents for a long time, but his family! I can't help but be kind.
Luo Mu watched Luo Yunyan and the three of them gradually leave her sight, she turned around and walked into the room, her back was a little lonely.
……
Chuang's Group
Qi Sheng was wearing a solemn black suit, heroic, he walked to the front desk, knocked on the table, and ordered, "I'll find Zhuang Liyan." ”
With Qi Sheng's roaring power, the front desk lady naturally recognized it at a glance, she didn't dare to slack off, and nodded respectfully, "Okay, Chairman Qi, please wait a moment." ”
She walked into Zhuang Liyan's office, and before she could wait, the office door was pushed open again, and this time it was Zhuang Liyan who came out first.
A smile tugged up at the corner of her lips, "Chairman Qi's coming, I really didn't expect it!" ”
Qi Sheng glanced at her coldly, "Enter the office and say." ”
“OK!” Zhuang Liyan nodded indifferently.
The two walked into the office, Zhuang Liyan pointed to the sofa opposite, and said with a smile, "Sit down, what do you like to drink?" ”
"I don't drink." Qi Sheng refused frankly, obviously not wanting to have any intersection with her other than the topic of conversation.
Zhuang Liyan smiled and was not angry, sat on the chair by herself, and continued to ask, "What is Chairman Qi looking for me?" ”
Qi Sheng slowly raised his eyes, and a gloom flashed in his eyes, "Leave Gu Lengze." ”
Zhuang Liyan raised her head in an instant, squinting her eyes and looking at him, she was absolutely sure that Qi Sheng was definitely ill-intentioned this time!
"Do you know what the consequences of me leaving Gu Lengze are, you can't keep Luo Yunyan!" Zhuang Liyan reminded.
"I know." Qi Sheng gently lowered his long eyelashes, hiding the pain in his eyes, "As long as she is happy, I can do anything." ”
"Huh-"
Listening to Qi Sheng's words, Zhuang Liyan suddenly opened her mouth and chuckled, her slender and white fingers tapped the edge of the table somewhat casually, "Chairman Qi is really generous, but what to do, I can't do it!" ”
"If you can't do it, you have to do it!" Qi Sheng didn't seem to be surprised at all by Zhuang Liyan's words, he quickly stood up from his chair, and a touch of murderous intent flashed on his handsome cheeks.
"What? Chairman Qi, this is my territory! Zhuang Liyan reminded him stiffly.
"As long as it's where Qi Sheng wants to break in, the demons and monsters can't stop it!" Every word in Qi Sheng's words was bitten very hard.
The atmosphere in the office was full of hostility for a while, Zhuang Liyan pursed her red lips and stared at him seriously, she felt that Qi Sheng's head was really kicked by a donkey, obviously she liked Luo Yunyan to death, and she wanted to fulfill her happiness!
If everyone in this world were as generous as him, there would be no such thing as 'snatching love with a knife'!
Knowing that there was nothing to take advantage of in a direct confrontation with Qi Sheng, Zhuang Liyan put away the anger on her body, and smiled flatteringly, "Chairman Qi, why do you want to make a fuss about this matter, I'll pour you a cup of tea, you are too sudden, I have to think about it!" ”
Qi Sheng was expressionless and didn't speak, Zhuang Liyan hurriedly lifted his body from the chair and walked outside to pour tea, Qi Sheng sat in the office, and was just about to get up with him, but his butt had just left the sofa, and his arm accidentally knocked the sofa pillow to the ground!