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The ward was crowded with people every day, and Zhang Qi never left an inch, but she didn't bother to look at me at all.

And Zhou Xiaoyu also came to join in the fun. "Mangi, consider my suggestion, or I'll pick you up when you're well!" Zhou Xiaoyu looked at her with blazing eyes.

He was such a bastard that he would frankly say that he was going to pick her up.

They are all eyeing my girl, what are they going to do?

"Brother Yu, now I just want not to hurt, I just want not to ...... Pain! ”

She looked at him and replied, tears streaming down her eyes, "Don't let me choose, I just want to make sure that I don't hurt, I ...... Feel ...... now Life is better than death, I really don't want to live anymore, Brother Yu, do you know what life is without love? ”

A string of tears slid down the corners of his eyes.

My heart suddenly hurt like a knife.

She said it sadly, helplessly, negatively, and more hopelessly.

"Don't think like that, be obedient, be obedient, and you'll be fine! Well? Zhou Xiaoyu looked at me, "Don't despair! There will be hope. ”

Zhou Xiaoyu knew that after Manqi's car accident, he came to Qingzhou to see her for the first time, he was very arrogant, ignored the existence of other people, and stayed with her for a few days until her pain was relieved, and he was urgently recalled to Beijing.

After Zhou Xiaoyu left, it seemed that there was less depression in the ward, he was here, of course he would be depressed, and even the dean often came to visit, which was very annoying.

She is the only one who does not reject Zhang Qi, but she turns a blind eye to me.

Even when we were alone in the room, she pretended to be asleep, and no matter how much I called, I couldn't call her to pretend to be asleep.

That night, I brought her the soup from home, and before I entered the ward, I heard her say to Zhang Qi.

"Brother Qi, I'm tired, because of me, I owe you a Fang Sheng, and I will spend my life to compensate you for a Fang Sheng, right? Will you accept it? You won't want mine, will you? Brother Qi, I want to have a home, can you give me a home, I want to have my own home and live the peaceful life I want. ”

I heard Zhang Qi say excitedly, "Manqi, are you telling the truth?" Okay, okay, when you're discharged from the hospital, we'll get engaged, okay? We're in this together, and I'll give you a home! ”

I saw Zhang Qi holding her hand at the door and looking at her affectionately, his eyes full of happiness and love.

"Hmm!"

With a bang, the thermos bucket in my hand fell to the ground.

I pushed open the door and stepped in, "Mangi, you can't do this, you can't choose someone else!" Mangi, you don't ...... OK. ”

I looked at Manqi lying on the bed, restraining my anger and chagrin, with pain on my face, "Manqi, don't be impulsive, don't be angry, I said, I was wrong, I love you very much, I love you very much, that sentence to you is angry, not true!" You can't make such a hasty decision, it will regret our happiness, don't huh? Mangi ......"

I cautiously reached out to grab her hand.

She dodged, looked at me in a low voice and said, "Gao Tong, we can't go back, no matter when, I believe what you say, you said that the two of us love each other to ask you, only what you say in person is true!" She was in some pain and gasping for air.

Zhang Qi hurriedly comforted her: "Don't say it, don't get excited." It hurts, wait until you're better. Well? Obedient! ”

"I heard you say in your own mouth, you don't love me anymore! Actually, maybe you've always been ...... An illusion, your love is just a curiosity about a girl like me, your daughter-in-law of the Gao family, you have standards, I ask myself, I ...... Brutal...... willful, safeguarding can't guarantee the interests of the Gao family, so I woke up from a dream, I am not worthy of you, not worthy of the Gao family...... Rich! ”

She spoke in fits and starts, but every sentence was like a knife stabbing me.

The expression on my face grew darker and whiter, and I felt a sense of fear like never before.

"So, Gao Tong, let's let it go! I loved you before, I loved you so much that I had no self-esteem, I loved humbly, and I loved a little too much, so thank you for treating me, thank you for saving me countless times, but I am just a girl from an ordinary family, and I am not worthy or suitable to live in your Lanwan, which is full of magnolia and open. ”

When she finished saying these words, beads of sweat were already oozing from her forehead.

"I just want to live an ordinary life and have a lover who loves me, Brother Qi returned the Shengshi Fangting to you for me, and since then we have cleared up, and I don't owe you anything."

She said it very resolutely, as if she really didn't want to leave me any chance, didn't want to leave any leeway.

"I don't want any prosperous world, I can give up, I just want you!"

I watched as she panicked with a kind of helplessness and ruthlessness.

I don't know how to save her heart, and there is such a situation.

Zhang Qi clenched her hand tightly, "Manqi, I'm talking, huh?" ”

He reached out to wipe Mangi's sweat with a victorious gesture.

"In love, I'm narrow-minded, and I can't accept the person I love to show affection to other women in front of me, I don't have that generosity, that feeling, like the pain now, life is better than death!"

As long as she moved, her whole body hurt, and she grabbed Zhang Qi's hand, "Okay...... Pain! ”

"Take a break, be obedient!" Zhang Qi clenched her hand and said, "Don't talk about it!" ”

She looked at Zhang Qi in front of her, grinning, she was laughing, revealing a faint ambiguity.

Then he raised his eyes and looked at me, "Let's never see each other again, I don't accept friends other than my lover, you can't be my lover, and you can't be my friend!" ”

She said it very resolutely, and there was no trace of nostalgia.

"I wish you and your Shen Yunhan a long time! Go back and tell her, don't be embarrassed by me, I'm not aggressive, I don't have the energy to deal with her, and I have no intention of trying to spy on her things. I have what is supreme in me. Don't want to fight with others. ”

"Gao Tong, go back to your world! My Paradise...... Too small to fit you! She finally finished what she had to say, feeling like she had been drained of her soul, and she closed her eyes softly, gasping for breath, and sweat on her forehead.

I kept standing in front of her bed and watching her, and my heart ached more and more. The room suddenly became unusually quiet, and I stood in front of her like a statue.

"I don't hate you, and I don't hate Shen Yunhan, in the end, I'm just the culprit who ruined your relationship, but ...... Gao Tong, I don't love or fight now, you and Shen Yunhan have lived your life, my only request is not to pester me, okay? ”

She felt that I was not leaving, and said softly, "You go, I'm tired." ”

She stopped talking, closed her eyes, frowned, maybe she had just talked a lot, she looked very painful, I don't know if to say goodbye to me in pain or in pain.

Manqi ...... I'm sorry. "For a long time, I heard myself screaming in my voice and saying sorry to her.

I've never said those three words, never.

"I forgive you, but I don't want you to pester me anymore, I have my own life, I have invested too many feelings in you, I am physically and mentally exhausted from love, and now I want to live again, please don't bother me again."

The awkward silence lasted for a long time, only the sound of the three of us breathing, until a long, long time, as if a century had passed, and then I turned around in a daze, and walked out without stopping, I was not qualified to stay.

I didn't go to the hospital again, I just wanted her to recover well and stop blocking her.

40 days later, she was discharged from the hospital, that day I sat in my car, looked at her from a distance, was personally taken out of the hospital by Zhang Qi, in addition to seeing her look thinner again, but also very happy, Zhang Qi held her hand, she obediently followed his side, smiling from time to time.

The news that Zhang Qi and Yan Manqi were going to get engaged spread all over Qingzhou, and I felt inexplicably frightened and irritable.

I arranged my time very closely, and stepped up my pace in dealing with Shen Teng's incident, so as not to let myself have a little idleness, but I still had to face the slow long night, I couldn't sleep all night, and alcoholism became my norm, as long as I was idle and put down my work, I began to drink to numb myself.

But the more the night passed, everything about her floated in front of my eyes, right in front of my eyes, smiling, gestures, dangling in front of my eyes, and I couldn't wave it.

Thinking of her makes me unable to breathe.